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The Pornographer's Daughter
I want to go on Dr. Phil like Pat O'Brien and confess my sins.
'Phil, it was when Holly first deepthroated me that I realized how pornography was affecting our youth.
"Doc, whatever happened to the gag reflex?"
Penthouse POY 2006 Jamie Lynn Kicked Off MySpace
She does not know why.
When Jamie and her friend Cassia Riley came to my hovel March 9 for the LA Weekly photo shoot, they confessed they were addicted to MySpace.
Cassia made her MySpace private because of all the perves constantly emailing her pictures of their cocks and stuff of that nature.
A lot of porners have lost their MySpace account for posting nude pictures and the like.
Kelly Steele Shakes Up UK's Porn Industry
I'm always on the side of talent. But there is such a thing as being over indulgent. You have to be practical and know the nature of the beast. This is the sex industry and the name of the game is to get as much as you can for as little work as possible. When you're a pornographer, if you don't set a standard, talent will walk all over you. On that note...
The low end pornographer is quick to film everything and anything without looking into the business side of things. Girl-Girl/Lesbian sex videos sell like crap! For every 30p you earn selling lesbo, you can earn $30 with standard boy-girl. I run a chop shop and I give the buyers of my footage free lesbian scenes. (IE: They purchase 5 scenes from me I throw in a free girl-girl scene)
This industry is ultimately about money! It's not about getting your sexual jollies off! Most of the low-end pornographers and 10-buck-johns are too busy being titilated by what they are doing. I don't hire girls that only do girl-girl or work exclusively with their boyfriends, or only do "softcore". She can be the goddess aphrodite herself, but if she won't fuck a cock I won't call her for work.
I am a pornographer, I shoot hardcore movies, and I work with talent that does the same. I support those in the industry that are really serious not fence sitters. As for the boyfriend and male talent....
At the threat of sounding like an ugly Los Angeles pornographer, I don't care what the penis-prop's porn resume says or who he has shagged or performed for. Until I see the cock in action for myself, as far as I'm concerned it don't work. All new male talent has to prove himself to me, but I will give him a chance to do so. I can book him in a boy-girl-boy scene with a proven meat-puppet or for a blowjob scene. That way I'm not cranking out ---- product (limp-dicked scenes) and loosing money because some guy can't get wood.
Luke is the only heterosexual man of note who offers timely and meaningful advice on matters of the heart to heterosexuals from the male point of view. In this he is assisted by his imaginary alter ego Chaim Amalek, an Apostate New York Jew who can be seen on Myspace. Got a question? I've got an answer: just_ask_luke@yahoo.com.
I've not been sleeping well of late. My friend Chaim, nervous apostate New York Jew that he is, keeps sending me emails declaring the inevitability of Iranian nukes and their likely use in Israel, to which my insouciant reaction is "Fine. More Persian Jewesses will soon be living here in LA, albeit with a less-than-healthy glow."
No, I don't dream geopolitical dreams; my dreams are more local than that. Lately I've been dreaming of large cats - cougars - pursuing me, hunting me into a corner, then offering me a job. I accept, but at the price of becoming cat pellets deposited into a box of kitty litter for cougars. And then I'm in the supermarket, considering the purchase of some fresh eggs when my mother descends from heaven and swats the eggs from my hands, chastising me "Luke, we don't eat animal products. Holly isn't for you." Which brings me back to the cougars hunting me.
I'm sure there is an explanation for all this, but I'm equally certain that I don't think I want to know what it is.
Who will be Katie Holmes to my Tom Cruise?
Chaim Amalek (who secretly writes all of this, in case you haven't figured that out by now) notes that I'm soon to share the same decade of life as the increasingly elderly Tom Cruise. And yet he has the young fertile 27 year old Shiksa Katie Holmes by his side, keeping him young as only a young woman can. Why him and not me? I think I've got it all over Tom. Let's consider the Tale of the Tape:
Luke/Tom Cruise
Height: 6'2" of all man/5'7" of tinkerbell
Religion: Jew by choice/Worships Lord Xenu by choice
Marriage history: Virgin territory/Failed at it twice, even with hot chicks
Sexual needs: Mostly normal/In love with self
Money: None/Richer than Howard Stern
Friends: Cathy Seipp/I'm guessing Michael Jackson
Intellect: Friend of Cathy Seipp/Monkey bouncing on a couch
Morals: Prefers poverty to immorality/Hollywood actor
Pathos: Dead Mommy when 3/Dad yelled at him
Looks: Never been better/Fading twink
Mental Health: medicated/Refuses medication
Sexual history: clouded but true/All man; a man's man
Diet: No meat in Luke!/Likes the secret sauce, eats meat
Eats kosher/ Suspected Big Mac eater
Penis size: HUGE (Holly was happy)/Unknown, but he gets ultra-hot chicks
Balls: Took on Hollywood, Porn/Took on psychiatry, Lord Xenu
Politics: Zion-Firster/Apolitical
Music: Air Supply/Bee Gees
Art: Luke's no art school fag/Tom likes having sex with hot women
Love history: never been in love/In love with and loved by Katie Holmes
So there you have it. Where's Luke's Katie Holmes? Where is the young tall shiksa who will make a complete man of me?
Ben writes me:
Making comments like " jungle music" answers my questions about why you claim to sleep with a gun under your pillow just as a person in the jewerly district of New York might need bodyguards if they walked around refering to bagels and lox as kike food.
Nobody cares about your personal feelings on race or why you are still single and broke. Simply relay the senseless trash these whores spill from their crusty jizz covered lips.
I call her Friday morning at 11:20 a.m. She sounds sleepy. She got up 30-minutes ago.
Luke: "Do you wake and bake?"
Kendra: "No. Does anybody even call it that anymore?
"I'm driving home."
Luke: "From?"
Kendra: "The place I was last night."
Luke: "The home of some famous person?"
Kendra: "Why do you say that?"
Luke: "How's Tommy [Lee]?"
Kendra: "He's good. I went to some cool parties this week."
Luke: "Are you a party girl?"
Kendra: "It depends on who you're partying with.
"I have an important meeting in an hour."
Luke: "How's your six-month commitment to celibacy coming along?"
Kendra laughs. "It's going well. I haven't had sex in months. Does celibacy include handjobs and blowjobs?"
Luke: "Yes."
Kendra: "I'm about to drink a Redbull. I drink 20 of them a day. Some people wake up and drink coffee. I drink Redbull."
Luke: "Do you think that 20 Redbulls a day is part of God's plan for your life?"
Kendra: "Yes. Why else would He put them in my refrigerator?"
Luke: "Aren't you abusing God's greatest gift to you -- your body?"
Kendra: "No. I don't abuse it."
Luke: "Do you work out?"
Kendra: "I do yoga. My arms are cut."
Luke: "Have you been reading books?"
Kendra: "Not lately. I can't read when I'm not at home."
Luke: "Does your wrist hurt?"
Kendra: "No."
Luke: "Repetitive strain injury is something you have to watch out."
Kendra: "I hear that can be a problem for people in my line of business."
Hugh Hefner Stopped By Playboy Radio's Night Calls Show Last Week
Penetration and bodily fluids are prohibited in the studio. "Groping is the best I can do," says a host.
Crystal Clear Stars In World's Oldest Gangbang
I call Rob Spallone Friday morning. He puts me on the phone with Crystal.
Luke: "The Howard Stern show seemed pretty brutal."
Crystal: "Brutal? What does that mean?"
Rob: "They were mean to you."
Crystal: "But I had fun. Howard was nice. I didn't like Artie. They gave me a gift certificate for free ribs and porkchop.
"[Howard's show] was a new experience."
Rob: "Don't try to talk like a grown-up."
Crystal: "I don't remember the show. I watched myself on the show four or five times because I have On-Demand."
Luke: "What do you think?"
Crystal: "I think I'm pretty."
Rob: "You walked off the show and I sent you back in."
Luke: "Why did you walk off the show?"
Crystal: "Because Artie was being rude to me. He was making racial comments. My [black] boyfriend (Jaguar aka Soul Train aka Long Ranger) called in and told Artie to eat a bowl of black dicks."
Luke: "How did going on Howard Stern Show affect your life?"
Crystal: "It was good 'cause it was promotion."
Rob: "Attagirl."
Crystal: "And I'm going to be doing a movie and I'm very excited about it."
Luke: "Has Rob tried to have sex with you?"
She laughs. "No. I don't look at Rob like that."
Rob: "She looks at me like a father figure."
Luke: "Why were you locked up for seven years?"
Crystal: "Because I was a behavioral child. But I'm a changed person today."
Luke: "What changed you?"
She laughs. "God. Rob Spallone. And myself. Just wanting to change and make something out of myself."
Luke: "What do you love and what do you hate about your life right now?"
Crystal: "I love that I'm moving my way up there thanks to Rob. I'm happy. I'm successful, trying to be. I go to work when I'm supposed to go to work. I'm not a flake.
"What I don't like about my life is that it can be stressful, but I can manage."
Luke: "How do you deal with the stress?"
Rob: "A lot of crystal meth."
Crystal: "I don't do drugs. I just watch TV or eat food. This is the life I chose. I enjoy what I do."
Luke: "You've got a great personality."
Crystal: "Thank you."
Rob: "What else Luke?"
Luke: "Why do you like black men?"
Crystal: "I've always gone out with black men. He's a very sweet, kind and loving man. He takes care of me. He ----- me good. He's my best friend.
"Porn was the first place I ----ed a white man. The first time I ----ed a white man, I threw up. I was kinda disgusted.
"I have a lot of white people friends."
Luke: "How do you stay in such great shape?"
Crystal: "I don't do anything."
Luke: "What are you ambitions?"
Crystal repeats something (in a giggle) that Rob said to her: "I eat a lot of bananas with my boyfriend."
Luke: "Do you guys swing around in trees?"
Crystal laughing: "Yes."
Luke: "Do you like jungle music?"
Crystal: "What's jungle music?"
Luke: "Rap."
She laughs. "My favorite singer is Gwen Stefani."
Luke: "What do you do in your spare time?"
Crystal: "I suck my thumb. I feed my fish."
Luke: "Which book most influenced your life?"
Crystal: "A Child Called 'It.'
"It made me thankful for what I have and the family I have. That I'm not abused like him. I'm lucky to be alive and to have a wonderful childhood and a nice life.
"I really don't read books, but I read this one really good book about a year ago -- Abuse of Power about Watergate. It's good.
"I read religious books. I read the Bible."
Luke: "Do you ever talk to God and does He ever talk back to you?"
Crystal: "I pray."
Rob: "Does he answer you?"
Crystal: "Maybe things happening in my life, maybe he's responding."
Rob: "Hey Luke, we're walking into Metro."
Luke: "Do you the World's Oldest Gangbang is God's gift to your life?"
Crystal: "Yes. And Rob."
“Sorry I’m late. I had a little masturbatory episode.” Caveh Zahedi’s announcement to his girlfriend does not amuse her, but really, she shouldn’t be surprised, given that confessing his every burp and thought has been the abiding motif of Zahedi’s career as a diary-based experimental filmmaker (A Little Stiff, In the Bathtub of the World). A man with the bony body of a plucked chicken, Zahedi, this frequently amusing, often off-putting film reveals, has Woody Allen’s braniac-nerd knack for landing interesting women — as well as an addiction to hiring prostitutes. Pausing outside the chapel before his third marriage, the filmmaker, who is reportedly living hooker-free these days, looks into the camera and promises to honestly re-create his tangled romantic history, degradation and all. He’s honest to a fault, perhaps, having persuaded his actresses to strip naked and simulate oral sex while Zahedi, who admits onscreen to being a terrible actor, shouts in hopelessly immature ecstasy. This scene occurs again and again — addiction is repetition, after all — and while some may bail early, those who stay to the end are likely to dwell on Zahedi’s unwavering (some would say unrelenting) belief in his own artistry, as well as the film’s many funny, quotable lines, including the filmmaker’s pitch to his girlfriend that she should watch him have sex with a prostitute because “It would be healing for me.” (Sunset 5) (Chuck Wilson)
Which Business Reports On Porn Are Worth Buying?
BizMiner? Who has such powerful scoop that people will pay for it?
How many porn millionaires are there in Southern California?
My guess is between 50-100 and none of them are employees. This would speak to the size of the industry (as porn is based in Los Angeles).
Here are some of the most commonly offered numbers on the industry:
* $57 billion annually worldwide, and $20 billion in the US. Source: Adult Video News (AVN) president Paul Fishbein told 60 Minutes (first broadcast November 21, 2003).
" $10-$14 billion annually in the US according to the May 18, 2001 New York Times article by Frank Rich. This figure is an extrapolation of work done by Forrester Research, which in 1998 released a study that claimed the online porn industry did $750 million to $1 billion dollars annually. Forrester researcher Tom Rhinelander told Dan Ackman for his May 25, 2001 Forbes piece that the company had given up trying to estimate the size of the porn industry, online or otherwise.
* A March 2000 study by Datamonitor estimated Adult content to comprise 69% (about $1 billion of a total of $1.4 billion) of content revenues in the United States and Western Europe for 1998. That Datamonitor study predicted that online porn revenues would reach $3.1 billion in the U.S. and Western Europe in 2003.
* Richard Corliss writes for Time magazine online May 7, 2005:
"Pornography is big business," I wrote in the last column, "an industry that earns an estimated $57 billion worldwide annually -$20 billion just for adult movies in the U.S., where some 800 million videos are rented each year, according to Paul Fishbein, the founding president of Adult Video News."
Some readers questioned whether the porn industry was quite that extensive. Tony Comstock writes: "I know there have been cuts to the Time Inc. research staff, but you should really check those figures Fishbein gave you. They're wildly exaggerated, probably by an order of magnitude." In fact, the research staff for this column is me; and Fishbein gave these stats not to me but to CBS News. (Could this have been another network bollox-up, like the one about Bush in the National Guard?)
A more commonly cited number, from a Frank Rich story in the New York Times Sunday Magazine, is $10 billion annually. This stat was widely challenged: by Vivid Video president Bill Asher, who put the take at $4 billion, by porn journalist L-ke Ford, who estimated the take at about $3 billion, and by Forbes Magazine's Dan Ackman, who calculated it at about 5% of Rich's figure: "the adult video business grosses at best $520 million" annually, he wrote.
I think Ackman is mistaking grosses for what Hollywood used to call "rentals," the studios' share of the gross ticket sales, which it splits with exhibitors. The porn equivalent of "rentals" is the income a company like Vivid Video of VCA receives from its sale of movies to video outlets. A video store may buy a porn title for $10 or $20, then rent it out indefinitely, earning hundreds per cassette over time. Surely we want to know what people spend on porn, not the percentage that dribbles back to the producers. I floated the high number, so I'm stuck with amending it.
My updated guess would be near Ford's number - which is about what the Lord of the Rings trilogy earned in theaters. Not bad for a segment of the film industry that spends thousands, not a $100 million or more, on an average title. The strongest case that hard-core isn't as big as Rich said it was: Where's the Bill Gates of porn?
Is Larry Flynt the Bill Gates of porn? Larry is supposedly worth over $500 million.
A source writes:
Larry's small change.
Check it out: Paul Raymond, proprietor, Paul Raymond Publications, £650m
David Sullivan, chairman, Sport Newspapers, £595m
David Gold and family, co-owner, Sport Newspapers, £525mFrom the Brit news paper the Sunday Times who did their Rich List the other week so that money is all English!
* In a March 2001 column for the Wall Street Journal online, veteran journalist and author Lewis Perdue estimated that payments for bandwidth (half of all bandwidth) to transmit porn at about $2 billion annually. Perdue stuck by this figure in his October 2002 book EroticaBiz: How Sex Shaped the Internet. The book was commissioned by Harper Collins but was eventually self-published through IUniverse.
Lewis Perdue writes in EroticaBiz:
So, based on that bandwidth analysis [published in the online edition of the Wall Street Journal in March 2001], on SEC filings by sex-related corporations, securities analysts' reports, and market research firms such as Datamonitor, I will wade into the numbers fray and estimate that the sex business in the United States takes in at least $16.2 billion in legal, above-the-table revenues and another $15 billion in illegal prostitution for a total of $31.2 billion.
U.S. Revenues: Market Segment 2000 (in Billions of Dollars)
Internet: 2.5
Adult Videos: 4.0
Strip Clubs: 3.1
Magazines: 1.0
Phone Sex: 1.0
Cable/Satellite: .5
CD-ROM & Novelties: .7
Bandwidth: 2.4
AOL: 1.0The Video Software Dealers Association estimated that more than $19 billion was spent by American consumers renting or buying home videos and DVDs in 2000. [Its 1997 estimate was that] sexually-related materials comprised 16% of their market. If that percentage remains steady, it would amount to $3 billion annually.
L & M West - Biggest Porn Duplicator?
If they are the biggest, what percentage of the DVD replication do they hold?
Where does Joseph Abinanti's Video Images replication business rank? I guess it's small.
Mike Rubenstein's KM Digital went out of business last week? KM was decent size but I heard they were looking at a big reinvestment to repair equipment, and that sealed the deal. They were good while they lasted. May, who ran the place, was great. I guess between this and selling Devil's Films, Rubenstein is out of the game completely.
Why The Cameron Twins Left Porn
Tara reports on FreePornStarPix.com:
...She called out to her sister who was standing in line and said,'She recognizes us from the website!' , pointing at me. Her sister turned around, looked mortified, and whirled back around. The girls have a website called 'The Simpson Twins' run by Teenrevenue.com that is still operating.
Then I asked her if it was true that Derek from LA Direct Models scared them away from porn as reported on LukeIsBack.com. Her answer was,'No, we just decided that porn wasn't for us.'
She also revealed that Dakota Cameron is not their real cousin and that introducing them as her relatives was a gimmick.
Now it is back to normal.
Who Cried For Leticia 'Eva Lux' Blake?
She starred in Bang My White Tight Ass 16, Bang My White Tight Ass 9, Brooke Hunter's Smokin' 2, Debbie Does Spanking 3, Fresh Porn Babes 6, Gonzoman 2, Itty Bitty Titty Lesbians, Lesbian Bukkake 2, Lesbian Swirl Fest 2, Lipstick And Latex, Mature Women With Younger Girls 11, Payne For Hire, Ransom, London Trespass Into Torture.
She died of a heroin overdose on September 20, 2005 at age 32.
Adult film actress, fetish model and noted blogger Eva Lux died at age 32. It was reported that Ms. Lux, real name Leticia Lynn Blake died of a heroin overdose. Alsana Sin, a fellow actress, model and blogger stated on her blog site that her friend Eva Lux died just hours after they had filmed a scene together. One of the people who posted a response on Ms. Sin’s website summed up my feelings exactly: "I’m tired of beautiful girls (or anybody) dying of drugs." I was fascinated by reading Ms. Lux’s own blog. It stopped four days before her death. She didn’t talk much about the world of porn, instead, she talked about the world, the daily grind, friends, religion and philosophy. Stay away from drugs folks. Prayers of comfort for her family and friends.
Eva last logged into her MySpace profile a week before she died (September 13, 2005).
Photo by Christopher of SFX magazine
Photo by Critter of www.fetishmystique.com
Photo by Victor of www.lightworship.com
Photo by Christine Kessler of myfetishdiary.com
Coondog for www.vacbed.com
Photo by Becker of www.thebecker.com
Photo by Critter at a Tim Dolph Dolph shoot
Eva Lux made her last MySpace blog Sunday, September 04, 2005:
Your Panties can HELP Hurricane Victims!!!
Here’s your chance to be naughty AND nice and show that perverts care too! Alsana Sin and Eva Lux are collecting panties, thongs and stockings to be auctioned off in one big lot on erosbids.com. We need naughty girls to donate sexy used items preferably with a signed Polaroid or 8x10 (but anything helps). Whether you’re a horny housewife, the girl next store or a diva fetish model, your dirty under things can help! Strip, send and save lives!
But it was not her last blog. That was on LiveJournal Sept 16, 2005:
My new job is so...utterly...tedious. I basically just answer the phone, file, and do spreadsheets on Microsoft Excel all day. I feel like an ingrate because it's close to my house, it's a great environment, and everyone is really nice. It's just so f-ing boring. I guess most peoples' jobs are boring. I guess this is what you call being an adult.
I never wanted to accept that. I've always believed that life is what you make it. So for a while there my life was more or less one big party. I guess it's normal to feel like life is boring and tedious when the party is over and it's time to go home. I always find something fun to do on the weekends because otherwise I'd go insane. The important thing is to have some balance, which is something I've tended not to be so good at in my life. I think I'm getting better at it as I get older.
I just can't wait for November to get here so I can get the heck outta Orange County and move in with my buddy Angela in the valley and be close to my friends and not have to drive an hour-and-a-half to see the people I care about. I've been trying to cultivate mindfulness and this anticipation is messing it up because all I do is daydream about stuff like how I'm going to decorate my room and how I'm going to spend my money and what a brilliant writer I'll be when I get my time and privacy back.
...My first instinct was to say that I'd rather have a boring low-stress job. But on second thought, I guess it depends on what you mean by challenging. Intellectually stimulating and challenging, yes; being a nurse in an emergency room challenging, HELL NO. And I'd have to be making A LOT of money to be ok with working on the weekends and being consistently sleep deprived. Been there, done that, over it.
Warren Ellis writes Sept 21, 2005:
It's been about a week since I last spoke to Leticia. She'd just started a new temp secretarial job, and was working her little arse off. I think the last note I got was that she loved JONES #3, a script I'd talked to her about way back when. Her name was Leticia Blake, but she worked in the adult film industry as Eva Lux. Mostly fetish stuff -- BDSM, fringe things like electro-play, a little gonzo. She'd giggle about the titles: Black Dicks In White Chicks. She'd hit a bad patch a while back, but was putting her life back together. She was about six weeks away from moving in with a friend, a stable one, was modelling again, and was working up to recommencing her writing.
I woke up this morning to a note from a mutual friend that Leticia died yesterday afternoon. I don't really feel like telling you how.
I'm bothered by the idea that, by the end of the day, Leticia could be written off as another adult film statistic. She subtitled her blog "Diary of a Pleasure Activist." She was smart, and she didn't fool herself about a goddamn thing. She knew she was the epitome of the Oscar Wilde line: "I can resist everything except temptation." She had the writer's need to write, but life kept getting in the way. Our mutual friend is a shaman and ceremonialist. On Thursday night, she's lighting candles for Leticia. Me, I'm having a glass of white wine. She'd always have a glass of white, some Californian muck chilled to within an inch of its life, during our marathon conversations.
I'm going to miss you, sweetheart.
Leticia Blake writes Sept 4, 2005:
Blog Ratings... Did you know there's a site that rates blogs? I found this last night. I have 8.77 points out of 10, ranked 47th our of 217 in the adult blogs category. It's funny to me that I'm in the adult section because I hardly ever talk about sex or porn and when I do, I tend to talk about my thoughts and feelings on the subject rather than the act itself or anything prurient. If you're reading this, you obviously have access to an internet connection and thus more porn than any human being could reasonably need. I find it much more interesting to talk about the dynamics of my unorthodox relationships and profession and how that's effecting my life rather than "yeah he tied me up and we fucked and he drove me to trembling heights of erotic ecstacy and then I swallowed every bit of his hot seed and then he untied me and we ate pizza". That ---- is just boring to me. I'd probably have a higher rating if I talked dirty more. It's really weird to me that I even care.
Leticia writes Sept 4, 2005 about Katrina:
I woke up this morning to Critter literally yelling at the tv because he was so pissed off. They were interviewing the Director of FEMA and he was lying like a damned rug. It was disgusting. I can't even muster up the energy to get mad about it because I have yet to work my way through the dull shock of disbelief. I just can't believe how bad this is. It's like the powers that be wanted people to die. I really think that's what it is. They're thinning the herd. The majority of people who weren't able to evacuate were poor. In this country, the life a poor person has never been worth much. It's like this: you fuck with city dwellers and they riot. Fuck with the peasants and they die. A few more people off the welfare rolls. A lot of people think this is a racial issue because a lot of the people who are suffering right now are of African descent and the government isn't exactly going out of their way to help. Maybe I'm being naive here, but I think it's a class thing rather than a race thing. I grew up in a rural area. Basically we were poor white trash. When you've got no money and no power, it doesn't particularly matter what race you are. You don't matter. The powers that be would just as soon thin the herd.
I don't think the government is merely incompetent. I think they did this on purpose. Wal-Mart sent three tucks loaded with water to the disaster site. The National Guard turned the trucks away because they supposedly weren't needed. How else do you explain something like this? I think they're slaughtering the poor because the government views them as cannon fodder and a drain on our resources. The fact that most of them are of African descent is just gravy.
I've got a date with the dyke tonight. I have to let her down gently. I'm just not feeling it. One of my housemates suggested I have her break me off a little sumptin'sumptin' because it's been so long since I've been with a girl, I outta just to make sure I remember how. But I can't use a woman that way. I wouldn't feel right about it. After I let her down gently, it's off to services.
I'm jonesing to see Rabbi Nancy do her thing-and it's ask the Rabbi night! w00t! There's a q&a after the regular service and I'm looking forward to it. No I'm not jewish. Yes, I know this is weird. One of these days I'll explain what this is all about but today is not that day.
Doing a shoot tomorrow for some guy who does Playboy type stuff. Translation: I'm going to look pretty and the pics will be boring. But hey it's a job.
I'm working for a mortgage escrow company in Laguna today. I'll be here for another week. I just got done working for the Mission Viejo branch of the same company. I thought I was going to have today off so I had a big long to-do list (most important item-work on my tan) and then they called me at 8 am saying they wanted me to come work here for a week. So I was annoyed but whatever it's money. Oh the joys of working temp secretarial.
Leticia blogs December 7, 2003:
This entry started out totally different, but I was a few sentences in and The Boyfriend said "are you sure you want to write that?" I got really annoyed and deleted what I'd written and was all mad at him for interrupting my flow and being critical. He wasn't even criticizing. If I'm going to put my writing on the net I shouldn't be that sensitive but I guess I am. I'm annoyed at him and I feel like a total bitch for being annoyed. I hate feeling this way.
...The Boyfriend tied me up and did evil things to me last night. I have some scratches on my waist whee the chain was diggin in into my skin. Thank you sweetheart!
...I started dancing as much for the attention as the money. Once in a while I met a woman like myself. Melissa was one of these: an unabashed exhibitionist. Everything about her screamed sex. And not in curving elegant letters. It was the glowing neon of a sign in an old film noire. In her world, it was always raining and the air was always smoky and a man in a fedora was rapidly losing his resolve while a woman in a vintage slip and stockings with seams on them and red lipsick was walking towards him slowly while the smoke from her cigarette whirls towards the heavens as her heels make the floorboards speak and the sign just outside the window flashes "MOTEL...MOTEL...MOTEL..."
...I've got to stop posting so much. People are going to think I just have no life at all right now and sit in front of the computer all day. Which happens to be accurate but...ya know...I don't want people to THINK that. I miss The Boyfriend. He's working. Darn him. I want him to work and make a lot of money AND be home to cook for me at the same time. Yup. That's what I want. I want The Boyfriend to be in two places at the SAME TIME for the sake of my dinner. That's why people like me. It's 'cause I'm reasonable. And cheerful. *sigh*
Thursday night, May 4, I call Rob Spallone, producer of her Tight Ass and Lesbian Swirl Fest movies.
Rob: "Hey bud, I'm going to call you tomorrow when I'm with her [Crystal, star of World's Oldest Gangbang, for which Rob desperately needs male talent over 60]."
Luke: "Do you remember Leticia Blake aka Eva Lux? She worked for you."
Rob: "Probably. What's the matter?"
Luke: "She's dead."
Rob: "How?"
Luke: "Heroin overdose."
Rob: "Acch. Call me tomorrow."
Sascha Of Number1Models.com
The German calls me back Thursday afternoon while he's sitting in traffic.
Luke: "How did you get started as an agent?"
Sascha: "I had a production company VelocityX. Galacticgirls.com. Remmett Studios (with Nikki Hunter and her husband)."
Every porn studio needs a cross to offer the mechanisms of salvation to those most in need.
Sascha: "I never wanted to be an agent. I partnered up and tried to help somebody [Tim of Naughty Talent which is now SexxxyTalent.com].
"I came to the US in January 2004. I came to visit the AVN. I liked it. I have an investor's visa. I invested a bunch of money in different things."
Luke: "If you've got money, why do you work in the porn industry?"
Sascha: "I'm still not a billionaire. I like to ----. I like the girls. I average 35 scenes a month.
"In the US, I've done over 750 scenes. It's not so easy to work in Europe that often. About 200 in the same time period (30 months). It's easier here.
"The industry is way more professional here. It's better organized. In Europe, the talent ---- with each other. They try to keep the other guy down. It happens here too, but it's better."
Luke: "What happened with you and Tim?"
Sascha: "I don't want to talk about that. I'm done with Tim. I'm doing my own agency. I closed Naughty Talent after Chico Wang put a Nazi sign on Naughty Talent. [Chico and Tim deny this.] I have a contract where Tim signed the domain over. He stole it. I don't know how.
"I have a lawyer. The lawyer said, if you can't get anything from Tim, it doesn't make sense [to pursue it]. I just let it go.
"My agency is growing. We have over 20 girls."
Luke: "How do you run everything?"
Sascha: "I have people working for me. I have three people next to me working for the agency. I have 14-16 hour days. It's better than sitting at home and watching TV."
Luke: "What do you love and what do you hate about your job?"
Sascha: "I hate the diseases. I've never had a positive test. I had gonorrhea once but I went to the doctor and got rid of it right away. I don't like people who are not responsible.
"In Europe, a girl gets 250 Euros for a DP. Here they get at least $1200. They should be happy to get paid so much. In Europe, a porn girl is a porn girl. Here they have a chance to be somebody."
Luke: "How long do you want to stay in porn?"
Sascha: "As long as my cock works. Even if I were a millionaire, I would do at least 25 scenes a month. I don't have to go out at night and hit on girls in a nightclub because I'm getting laid the next day.
"I've thought a couple of times about giving up on the agency. The more Tim was ----ing up and the more they did that Nazi thing on the website, and the more other people told me to give up, the more I started fighting them."
Luke: "How has being in the porn industry affected your love life?"
Sascha: "I don't have a private love life. No chance for a girlfriend because I have not had one day off in two years. I go to my office every day. No girl takes it. Sometimes you have an affair and go out with somebody and have sex, but a girlfriend is a problem."
Luke: "Have you encountered anti-German prejudice in porn?"
Sascha: "A couple of people, such as Tom Zupko, make Nazi jokes, but those guys are friends."
Luke: "What's it like for you a German to work in an industry run by Jews?"
Sascha: "I'm only 29. In Germany, the Nazi stuff is taboo. Nobody talks about it. I was only confronted with it here. Here everybody talks like everybody is equal but it's not really like that.
"In Germany, you can't even drive around in your car with a German flag on your car, because you're considered a Nazi. You can not be proud of being German. And here, everybody has the American flag in front of their house and is proud.
"I'm not a politician. I keep myself out of everything."
Luke: "Are you proud of being German?"
Sascha: "I like Germany but I'm not proud of being German. How can I be proud? I'm not making decisions in Germany.
"LA is good in that you can make a lot of money. On the other hand, everything is about the money. You show your watch, your car, your house, your clothes... If you are not playing this game, you are considered a nobody.
"I studied engineering for three years for my parents but it was so boring. My father was an engineer.
"I like to go out and be with people. I like what I am doing now. I hated going to school. I was partying. Finally I've found something. I have a goal. I don't mind working 16 hours. ----ing a beautiful girl is not work. It's a passion for me. The most I ever did was 47 scenes in one month."
Wanker Wang writes me:
Luke, I personally don't know why Sascha keeps mentioning my name repeatedly as putting Nazi symbols on his website. I personally consider the use of swastikas and any symbols of hatred an absolute abomination that should be eradicated worldwide.
To think that I as an Asian-American would attempt to put vicious symbols directly contrary to the beliefs of my fellow brethren is not only self-defeating, but the mere verbal accusation against myself is slander. I anticipate an apology from Sascha.
It is my firm belief that Sascha personally railroaded Naughty Talent and made these sinister accusations in a feeble attempt to hide the fact that his agency is failing miserably. I can't prove it, but ultimately who has more to gain than to mask some sort of sinister motive in a pathetic attempt to elicit public sympathy.
It is Sascha who gains theoretically if he implements these hate-mongering symbols on the website, then plays the victim role. It is Sascha who gains by attempting to publicize his new agency by scrapping the old one through the use of Nazi symbols and swastikas. It is evidently clear to everyone around me that it was Sascha himself who scrapped the failure he made out of Naughty Talent, creating a new agency, and using the scrapped website in a pathetic attempt to revive a hopeless agency.
I hope Sascha learns one thing out of this entire ordeal. Hate does not win. I will forgive his feeble publicity ploy. I hope he can forgive all those people worldwide who consider these symbols an anathema to their ethnicity and culture.
Slim, girlish Brooke Skye is hot porn property. Hundreds of men want her to be their girlfriend.
Life exploded with an alcohol-fueled auto crash, a DUI, an unplanned pregnancy, a hasty marriage and divorce and, finally, porn and a move to Fort Lauderdale.
In Skye's case, however, porn was the life raft that helped lift her pummeled body out of the drink.
...She did have a shocker in her young life when she learned that the woman she called mother turned out to be her grandmother. And the girl she thought was her older sister was her mom.
John Stagliano Shoots Fashionistas 2
It should be another masterpiece.
It's probably the laboratory they use, but many porn girls have been getting false positives on such things as gonorrhea and it costs them work.
I am in the adult film scene for mainly one reason. On average, most of the porn I see is boring, and does not arouse me physically, or visually. There is only a handful of porn stars that continue to push the boundaries of what women are supposed to like, or be like in bed. This entices me to be one of these young women, not to mention my lust for sexual creativity; I hunger for all modes of sexual perversity. I am determined and ready to be a commodity that fulfils everyones fantasies.
Sasha, 5'6", turned 18 on March 14. She emailed Mark Spiegler April 10. She saved up her money moved to Los Angeles on her own to fulfill her porn dreams.
Unlike the old days, there are girls these days such as Sasha who grow up aspiring to be porn stars.
She entered porn this week. Fashionistas 2 was her first movie. Her first scene was with Rocco Siffredi.
Her next scene was supposed to be backdoor with Marc Davis. She ended up doing in addition Erik Everhard, Chris Charming, Christian X, Mr. Pete, Jean Valjean, Melissa Lauren and Sandra Romain.
At the end of it, Sasha was giggling.
Rocco's booking a movie in Europe around her schedule.
She's levelheaded on the outside and perverted on the inside. Her emails tend to be spelled and punctuated correctly, important qualities in an ambitious porn star.
She reminds me of Maya Hills.
Gia Paloma - Newest Spiegler Girl
The former Extreme Associates contract star had a dramatic cocaine overdose at the Venetian's Circle Bar on the Friday night of the January 2005 AVN show right in front of me, AVN's Acme Anderson and several dozen members of the industry.
She's had two more overdoses since then.
Kami Anderson writes on ADT: "Someone make the drug test joke. I talked to [Mark] Spiegler in chat and he came off as sincere and professional and so I don't feel right, but some one do it!"
Spiegler girl Taryn Thomas posts:
Spiegler drug tests the girls if he feels it is necessary. So I am sure if he thought there was going to be an issue with her he would've already took those actions. I take drug test for him, and I even have one in my work bag.
But as for the new girl Sophia. She is a sweetheart, with some very dirty ambitions.
Mark tests for marijuana, amphetamines, opiates, and PCP. He doesn't care if they smoke dope as long as they don't do it at work. But if his talent is doing hard drugs, that's a problem.
Spiegler Girls is the only agency I know that's never had a girl flake on a shoot.
LOS ANGELES - Mary Carey will kick off her 2006 gubernatorial campaign at the Los Angeles County Registrar - Recorder on Tuesday, when the starlet will begin collecting signatures in order to make the election ballot.
Burning Sources
A friend says: "I don't know if it's that fascinating. She gives you good interviews. Don't ---- with her. From a journalist's perspective, I would understand not. She gives you juicy stuff. Don't make it public. It could be someone you despise and you want to see them get smeared but you need them so you go easy. You sell your soul one way or the other."
Release
Mark Kernes writes: "Sadly, in the adult industry, the typical model release the women sign gives the company the right to use any name for her that they want, and to say pretty much anything they want about the model, no matter how derogatory or simply untrue. The model releases I use for my own photography do not contain such clauses."
Ashley Steel's Stalker
She slept with him to get her MySpace page back.
My Stefani Morgan Obsession Over?
Lon writes: "Perhaps Luke learned that she's ----ing Tommy Lee and got intimidated."
How could a man with my confidence ever get intimidated?
Earlier this week Tommy was going out with Kendra Jade.
Jim South Jr. Recommends Silent Hill
It's been probably about 7-8 months since I hit the theaters. My brother called me raving about this movie. Knowing how I am into demonic twisted ---- (no I'm not satanic) he highly recommended the movie to me.
Wow! Slow start but once it gets going, damn! Great special effects, excellent sound, good story (that I still kinda was left up in the air with), and sweet revenge at the end that even Pinhead would be proud of.
If blood and guts doesn't make you hurl, go check this movie. It's not the of type of movie that uses blood and guts to make it scary, it just adds to it. In a nutshell a mother's adopted child has episodes where she sleeps walks and constantly talks about a place called Silent Hill. As the preview shows, they head up to Silent Hill and get into a car accident and her daughter is missing when she awakes. It's not a fairy tale.
Mary Carey On Keith Olbermann's Show
Mary calls me Thursday morning on her way to the Legend set.
Mary: "Did you watch me last night?"
Luke: "No."
Mary: "I hate you.
"Just kidding.
"They had me do 'Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?'
"I said, 'It would be much better if I did, 'Oh Keith, Oh Keith Olberman...' He was laughing.
"They had me do a part from Planet of the Apes.
"Today's movie is called Cash and Carry. It stars Cash Markman. Cash has a bigger part than me. He plays Cash, the director of the movie. I play Mary Carey. It's about how I want to do a big scripted movie with acting but they don't have a script for me. Legend won't provide the budget for me to do a big scripted movie."
Director DCypher Laments Lack Of Promotion For His Film Prisoner
When Noel Bloom was the GM for METRO, or as we liked to call him, Captain Jacuzzi, he allowed Jeff Mullen and ALL MEDIA PLAY to co-sponsor Nick Andrew's screening party for DARK ANGELS 2 while we were going head to head with the same title in the AVN Nominations. Who does that? When in the history of porn have you ever heard of a company sponsoring their competitors screening party? I don't recall it happening in the near decade I've been around. I can tell you that you'll never see WICKED or VIVID's names added to a NEW SENSATIONS screening party in this lifetime.
Maybe it's because Noel loved to hit the sauce early in the day nearly as much as he loved to tell us all stories of how he invented the Beta-Max. Do they let you hit the scotch like that at Sex Z Pictures, Mr. Bloom? Maybe it's because his memory isn't what it used to be, by his own confession, and he often takes too much on his plate to handle, then panics and leaves everyone around him hanging.
He sure did a bang up job of taking care of me and promoting PRISONER during the AVN show this year. Oh let me tell you. While Rob Rotten was signing pictures of himself most of the people in the booth with us had no clue who I was, and vice versa. And let's just say that Pam and Noel weren't too busy trying to promote the flick or set up any interviews while I was there. I spent most of my time floating around Club Jenna's booth, where I was treated like family despite the circus atmosphere of constant media attention.
I guess it shouldn't have come as any surprise that Noel showed up late and didn't walk with us to the AVN awards show, and that shortly after he accepted his lifetime achievement award he, his wife, and his son, all high tailed it out of the building, along with the wannabe publicity department from Metro, and the back East guys, stranding me and the Astrux guys before we'd even heard whether or not we'd won anything. I can't tell you how glad I was when he got the axe.
BTW- I have to laugh. Brian Gross, Adam & Eve's publicist and the point guy for the FAME awards, is the same guy who tried to keep me from walking the red carpet during the awards show because it was for "people that needed publicity like directors who were nominated for awards." PRISONER was nominated for 6 awards that went to Digital Playground and Wicked. Trust me when I tell you that I did it my way, even if Jessica Drake wasn't at all interested in interviewing me for Playboy television.
Dayton Returns To GanglandNews
The feds say the Baudanzas – specifically John, Carmine, Joseph and an extended family of seven others – have used good-old-fashioned mob tactics of threats and violence to power a classic pump-and-dump stock scam that ripped off more than $20 million from unsuspecting investors.
To pull off their stock schemes, and other swindles, Baudanza & Company used the clout of three of the city’s major crime families. The Baudanzas are members and associates of the Luchese and Colombo families; another stock scammer in the clan is a Bonanno soldier.
The main enforcer for the group, John, 35, (glasses at right) [with porn star Dayton, Keith Gordon has his back turned] is a voracious reader, a history buff, and a devotee of The History Channel.
It’s not a nickname he’s said to favor, but some wiseguy buddies refer to him as Johnny Goggles, referring to the glasses he often wears.
As a teenager, John lived up to his heritage. He and another diehard Yankee fan – co-defendant Craig Marino, who has a Yankee logo tattooed on his chest – terrorized business owners in the Canarsie and Mill Basin sections of Brooklyn, the prosecutors wrote. In 1990, when a patron at a local diner bumped into Baudanza, he and Marino (right) pummeled the man and “then Baudanza pulled out a gun and shot (him) in the back.”
Jimmy writes: "FYI -- For the two or three people who occasionally peruse my site, simplyjimmyd has been off-line as a result of a wanton, unprecedented, and malicious attack on the site's host server by DHUO. (Dread Hackers of Unknown Origin.)"
Kris Roc writes me:
Get this: A man with a foreign accent calls me today at 4:33pm. Saying that he wants to shoot me with Scott Lyons. He says he was going to pay me $600! He then said his name is "Scott Strong" and his number was 818-210-6699.
He then told me to be at Universal City Hotel at 5557 Universal Hollywood Dr. Room ..5723 at 7pm. I would be working with Lucious Lopez, Angel Long, Liv Wilder (3G, 2B)
Then, at 9pm I would work with: Shy Love, Kelly Wells, Victoria Sinn, Alana Evans, Sierra Sinn (5G,2B)
Then tomorrow I would work with: Cindy Crawford (anal) and Melissa Ashley, Liv Wilder (threesome)
This guy "Scott Strong" is full of sh*t, watch out for him, cause this stuff is too good to be true. I'm tempted to set up a "sting" and show up at the hotel and catch his ass! What do ya think?
I called Luscious Lopez and she says he's calling from out of the country. Man, I gotta be careful of whom I give my business cards to. I've been handing them out like candy on Halloween.
Video of the Dillan vs Ava fight
A source writes: "I heard that there is more tape. Hit up April Storm. I think there was a longer version that they released a while ago. Oh and ask Ava how old she is the next time you see her. She says 25. Funny stuff."
I call Ava Wednesday and get her voicemail, which says it is full and is no longer taking messages.
She had her breasts redone last Wednesday, April 26.
I call her boyfriend Derrick Pierce May 3.
He's driving around with Lexxi in Beverly Hills.
Derrick: "She's up and around and driving."
Luke: "You don't have to do a lot of taking care of her."
Derrick: "Just the first couple of days. She needed help sitting up in bed. She was like a statute, all bandaged up. Dr. Gary Motykie is happy with the way they turned out. It will be on Discovery Health Channel. They're doing a piece on Dr. Motykie and her augmentation."
Derrick: "She's really sore because they went behind the muscle. When she got out of the surgery, Dr. Motykie was like, 'How do you feel?' And she said, 'Like somebody hit me with a truck.'
"She's off the pain medication.
"He was happy with the surgery. He was nervous because the cameras were there. He took a lot of extra time. The surgery is normally two-and-a-half hours. He took like five hours.
"He did Dakota Cameron's surgery. He's a good guy. He's a young good-looking person who really seems to care about the way his jobs look. He's not just churning them out like an assembly-line. He's reasonably priced.
"He fixes the work of a lot of high-profile doctors."
Luke: "Are you going to get pec implants?"
Derrick "Hell no. I spend so much time in the gym. I'm 205 pounds. I'm not a small guy. I didn't know I needed them, but thanks, I'll look into that."
Luke: "That was Holly's idea."
Derrick: "I'll have to talk to her about that tomorrow when I'm on set with her (working with Cassie Young. Holly says she's got a really cool location."
Luke: "Like it's going to make any difference to the guy at home watching."
Derek: "If I could shoot for Holly and Chris all the time, I would. They're so much fun."
Luke: "You always have wood because you just have to look at Holly and Chris."
Derrick: "It's actually Chris (Thomas Rifter).
"Playgirl wants Holly to do still photos for them and she keeps saying no. I said I'll do it if they take me. She says she doesn't want to take pictures of naked guys she doesn't know when they're by themselves."
Luke: "Wouldn't you feel bad at being in a magazine aimed at gay men?"
Derrick: "No. I have no publication being in a publication geared for the non-heterosexual crowd. As long as I'm by myself."
Luke: "Would you do a solo jerkoff video?"
Derrick: "Totally I would. How can it be gay if I'm by myself? If I can be naked on a set with 30 hardcore heterosexual men, why should it bother me to be alone?
"I would love to do it. It's good marketing."
Luke: "When you and Lexxi are together, who's the dominant one?"
Derrick: "I read that."
Derrick asks Lexxi: "Luke was asking me -- when we're in bed ----ing, who's dominant?"
Lexxi: "Oh God. You are."
Derrick: "Say it louder."
Lexxi: "He's dominant when we're in bed but when I'm on camera ----ing other girls, I'm dominant."
Derrick: "When it comes to the sexual encounters, it's my world. She's the one getting choked up a bit. When it comes to decisions within our relationship, we split things down the middle. I reserve my right to override her but that does not take place very often. I told her from the beginning, 'Sometimes it will just be the way I said it will be because I said so.'
"I'll get you a press pass to Lexxi and McKenzie Lee's birthday party May 25 at Club Ivar. I'll make sure you have a press pass. I like Dom, Gordon, Monstar and them but some [photographers] I'm not fond of."
Lexxi: "Tara [from FreePornStarPix.com], we don't like her."
Derrick: "She tried to throw darts. I was at PSK one night. I was talking to Jason, Belladonna's brother. There was a girl sitting between us. One time when I had my hand on the girl's knee or touched her, Tara took a photo. Tara said, 'I see you. Where's Lexxi?' 'See what? Lexxi's at work.'
"Tara said, 'Be good.' I said, 'My mom lives in Texas. I don't need another.' I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm not kissing nobody, grabbing nobody's ass. She had her camera, like, 'I'm going to take a picture.' 'Take a picture!'
"Jason, myself and this girl posed for a picture. She turns around and emails Lexxi, 'Are you and Derek still together?' And sent her this picture.
"First, I posed for the damn picture. If I'm doing something wrong, why would I be posing for the picture?
"I emailed Tara on MySpace: 'I don't know why you're throwing darts and trying to get sniper shots with the camera. I wasn't doing anything.'
"She replied, 'I saw you and you were flirting with that girl.'
"I do porn. I flirt a bit but I don't overstep boundaries.
"I wrote back: If you thinks your website is going to get some mileage out of me and Lexxi, you're high. It's not going to happen.
"She wrote back, 'I saw it and I didn't like it.'
"I replied, 'If I was dating you, then it would be a problem.'
"Lexxi was upset with me about it. 'Who was that girl?' I knew the girl's name but I didn't know her. Lexxi said, 'This doesn't look good. You've got to be careful.'
"It didn't look good because of the context Tara put it in.
"Tara emailed me again, 'Are you going to be mad at me forever?' I blocked that bitch on my MySpace. I don't want to talk to her anymore.
"One night I was at PSK with Lexxi and Christian and Tara came up to my table and she was like, 'Hi!' I just looked at her and talked to Christian. Bitch, you can't throw stones at me and expect me to be cool with you. I don't know what your problem is. If you're bored, go take up knitting or crocheting.
"There's a difference between running a site that has information and trying to create drama.
"I don't know what's going on with her freepornstarpix.com website but the last time I saw her, she was taking pictures with an Instamatic camera. She's not going to be getting any mileage out of me. It's a lot better to be nice to the talent than to be backstabbing them when they're not looking. Now I'm not going to talk to her. Before I was cool with her.
"Now she's pissed off Lexxi and Lexxi won't pose for pictures for her either.
"If Tara's there on May 25, she's there, but she won't be on the guest list. She won't get a press pass. She won't be allowed in the club."
Luke: "You had a good time in Japan?"
Derrick: "Japan was great. The female talent are a challenge because they're not used to shooting the way we shoot here. The girls here, for the most part, have a good time. They're smiling and getting off or faking that they're getting off. Nobody's walking away with this, 'I just got raped look.'
"In Japan, the girls are more used to being used. They don't turn out for the camera. They don't face the camera. We were pushing them, 'Are you OK? Are you having a good time? Are you all right?'
"The girls were all the same: 'I'm OK.' Then why are you making these faces like I am hitting you in the head with a bat?
"The first day I was there, the girl couldn't take it. As far as endowment, I'm not big. I'm not small. I'm Mr. Perfect. I'm just right for everything.
"This girl could not take the dick. I don't know how else to put it. We had to try several different positions until she could relax and we could get some good shots.
"If you have an Asian fetish, the movies we did for Vengeance are going to be awesome. We were shooting in 150-year-old Japanese houses with crazy-looking bathrooms and beautiful lighting. You've never seen these girls before. They've never shot with American male talent.
"We did five movies. They used a couple of guys from Japan who were terrible."
Tara responds:
Yes, but I've discussed the situation with Derek and Lexxi (I also talked to Lexxi in person after the incident at adultcon). I'm not bothered by Derek's comments. He knows how to get in touch with me privately. The photo he is referring to is this one:
Photographer Gordon saw Derek pawing at the girl too (all over her legs) and he just laughed and said,'Typical industry.' I only told Lexxi the part of the story about Derek pawing that girl all over her legs. But, earlier, I had seen him in the parking lot in front of Sardos, talking on his cellphone like was giving directions. Then the girl from the photo shows up and they walk in together. Looked like a date to me. Then, when the dynamin duo sat down, the party started (i.e. him pawing her legs).
I never wrote anything about the incident on my site, FreePornStarPix.com; I emailed Lexxi privately to give her a heads up. While the cat is away, the mouse will play.
Derek sent me a series of nasty emails after I told Lexxi about his activities. He didn't want to resolve the situation at all.
I don't give a rat's ass about Derek and Lexxi's party. I've only been to one porn Hollywood party this year and that was for big-time adult star, Jamie Lynn, Penthouse Pet of the Year. I really have no idea of why Derek and Lexxi want to hash this out in a public forum, but its really poor form. I've been nothing but complimentary and supportive of Lexxi's career. It's really a personal beef best left to private communications.
Derek and Lexxi's absense from my photos is very meaningless, because they are not high on the porn food chain. They have promise, but with the direction porn is going in with the talent pool burgeoning and with companies taking into consideration a girl's boyfriend, before they sign her to a contract (which happened to a girl last year), neither of their comments are a good thing.
No one wants to contract talent that when displeased runs to LukeIsBack.com to air their grievances. I wish them nothing but the best of luck, because with their attitudes, they'll need it.
Derek and Lexxi have huge egos, because they already make a good income outside of porn. Good for them, but their big egos will eventually wear thin on the industry. Lexxi has publicly said, 'I don't want a $60,000 contract, that's ----' or something similar. Well 60k is the standard starting out rate for a contract girl in the industry, unless of course, she is a Penthouse Pet like Sunny Leone, who was paid $25,000 for 'Sunny' where she didn't even have sex with a man? Is Lexxi a Penthouse Pet or anything close? No. Stripping and shooting for Danni.com and Suze.net does not a star make no matter how beautiful the girl.
Regarding her party with McKenzie Lee, I think its obvious who the star is and its not Lexxi, who is riding McKenzie's coat tails. McKenzie is the AVN Starlet of the Year, a Club Jenna girl, Hustler cover and centerfold girl, a great performer, and poised to become an icon in the industry. Best of all, she is classy AND beautiful. Their 'friendship' with McKenzie is very convenient, because they can use her stardom to promote themselves.
Luke: Honey, I need to tell you something
HollyRandall: did you get my funny email?
Luke: This Derrick misbehaving stuff on my site
Luke: It's not Derrick. It's me. I was groping another girl.
Luke: I'm sorry. I was weak.
Luke: I was thinking about you the whole time.
HollyRandall: lol what are you talking about
HollyRandall: you are so funny, you may grope whomever you'd like
Luke: I shaved my head that night and I had a few too many drinks.
Luke: Don't try to pretend you are not hurt. I know you are.
HollyRandall: Derrick is a flirt but he's harmless
Luke: But never again.
HollyRandall: u crazy man
Luke: I just have this raging libido.
Luke: I'm a sex addict.
Luke: But I'm in therapy and I'm getting better.
Luke: But I'm in therapy and I'm getting better.
HollyRandall: lol when was the last time you took your lithium?
Luke: 3 weeks ago?
Luke: I type this with the sceptre of my passion in my hand, and I'm dinging
it against my keyboard to produce these sentences.
HollyRandall: oh wow
HollyRandall: you really have gone crazy
HollyRandall: how fun
Luke: I promised my therp I'd go six months without sex.
HollyRandall: very funny
Luke: I promised my rabbi I'd wait till marriage.
Luke: I lied.
Luke: But I swear to Moses you're my last shiksa.
HollyRandall: lol you'd better hope so
Luke: I'm not evil, just sick.
HollyRandall: i never said you were evil
HollyRandall: so poor Christian
Luke: yes?
HollyRandall: we were just having too good of a conversation yesterday
after the shoot-- i forgot to give him his IDs back, which included his
passport
HollyRandall: after i copied them, you know?
HollyRandall: and he was flying out to London today to work
Luke: oh no
Luke: you had to rush to his apartment at 6am?
HollyRandall: so i think he got to the airport and realized he didn't
have his passport
Luke: and he raped you?
HollyRandall: lol no
HollyRandall: i think he had to leave LAX to drive to the studio to pick
them up, and then had to drive back to the airport
HollyRandall: apparently he was 3 minutes away from missing his plane,
but he made it
Luke: You couldn't bear to not see him again, to feel that special closeness.
Luke: so you manipulated to hide his passport
HollyRandall: oh shush Patro met him at the studio to give him his IDs
HollyRandall: i feel so bad!
Luke: If I have to lose you, at least let it be to Christian or Ryan Knoxxx
HollyRandall: i don't date talent, remember?
Luke: yeah, one of your famous lines, but I know the truth.
Luke: You don't regard it as dating.
HollyRandall: oh do you?
Luke: yes
HollyRandall: you mean sex?
HollyRandall: when it's just casual, then no
HollyRandall: but i honestly have never slept with talent
Luke: I never intended to
HollyRandall: c'mon, give me some credit, i'm not a total ass
Luke: no?
HollyRandall: intended to what?
Luke: sleep with talent
HollyRandall: well i never have
Luke: laudatory
Luke: you should get a prize
HollyRandall: has something happened or are you just in an odd mood?
Luke: I just feel good, bouyant, good things on my horizon, opportunities
blah blah
Luke: spent all afternoon shmoozing
Luke: I want to get a job hosting sex toy infomercials
Luke: you could be my cohost
HollyRandall: lol that would be funny
Luke: don't pretend you don't want it
Luke: well, that was the job pitched me
Luke: and I'd need a female coho
Luke: and you're the biggest ho I know
HollyRandall: u are so full of ----
Luke: I'd be perfect for selling sex toys to women
HollyRandall: you are lying!
HollyRandall: i don't believe you
Luke: When you see me on your TV, then you'll believe.
HollyRandall: this has got to be the biggest load of crap you've ever
pitched at me
Luke: that's saying a lot
HollyRandall: XXX wants to interview me about you
Luke: please don't
HollyRandall: lol why not?
HollyRandall: c'mon
HollyRandall: you get to say all this crap about me
Luke: I have no right to ask
HollyRandall: why don't you want me to?
Luke: You won't believe this, but I almost never talk about you, except
Richard or close friends... talking is spontanous and things come out,
it's very different from writing.
HollyRandall: ok well i could do a written interview if that would make
you feel more comfortable
HollyRandall: Luke I'm not going to drag you through the mud like you
do to me
Luke: I'd rather you didn't do anything, but it's your call.
HollyRandall: how does it feel to be on the other side now?
Luke: Of course you are in the moral right, blah blah
HollyRandall: hon you have to understand i do adore you
HollyRandall: and i stick up for you all the time
Luke: oh, well then
HollyRandall: c'mon i always thought you knew that
HollyRandall: it's true
Luke: now I'm speechless
HollyRandall: lol are you?
HollyRandall: c'mon i always thought you knew that
Luke: I suddenly don't feel funny/humorous anymore.
HollyRandall: why?
Luke: I suddenly don't feel funny/humorous anymore.
Luke: dunno, my feelings are erratic, I'm a guy
Luke: you've got a big day tomorrow, a pretty location
HollyRandall: i'm just worried about the parking
Luke: you can park at my hovel and then walk
Vengeance Visits Japan
Amamiya, Derek Pierce Amamiya Amamiya, Derek Rika Koizuimi Rika Koizuimi Nick Manning Mika Maeda Maria Mitsuki (L-R) David Lord, Cheyne Collins, Derek Pierce David Lord, Derek Pierce Katsumi Matsumura Kasumi Matsumura Erin Asada Erin Asada Erin Asada Erin Asada Erin Asada, David Lord Asuka Yuki Asuka Yuki Aika Sudov Aika Sudov
David Lord Crawford from Vengeance Entertainment replies April 21:
Japan was great and it is an amazing country. Jim Crawford, Allen Ma (owners on Vengeance Entertainment) and I landed in Japan on the 12Th, and got started with pre-production. There is a huge AV. market in Japan (They abbreviate it, adult video.)
The models can range from 3k a day up to 30k and sometimes 50K. As far as locations, there were great studios. The one we choose was great and the staff really helped me out on some of the wardrobe and transportation. And with transportation being one of the hardest aspect of shooting in Japan. Even the people that live in Tokyo need GPS to get around with out getting lost.
After the studios we looked at this old Japanese house. Rumor has it, it was 160 years old house. Without a doubt it had a great vibe. It had a great bathroom, a kind of sitting room, as well as a great traditional Tatani Room. Perfect for filming. We locked that location down for two days. We than chose a few more that would best suit our project and lock them down also.
We then went over the talent and figured out what scenario we wanted them in and then it was off to go shop for props and wardrobe. When I saw it I didn't believe it at first, but the subways are crazy. There are a million lines and nothing is in English. You have to find a special board that has English and even when you do it is impossible to figure out. You have to rely on the kindness of others to help ya out.
So we went to Akiabara, their electronic city. There is one store that is as big as Fry's, now add 6 levels to that. AMAZING! We hung out there and then went off to buy props. We stumbled into this one store that had everything. Stuff to hang on the walls, small stuff for countertops, and some cool outfits.
Next was going over to the Makeup artist, who was also a stylist and had tons of clothes and props. When it came to picking the kimonos they where very serious. Everything means something. The longer arm Kimonos are for married women, and the shorter ones are for the single gals. So when I wanted the long ones they insisted that was not right and we should have the smaller ones. With a little translation, we helped them to understand that that didn't matter to me, I wanted the longer ones cuz …..a) They looked better, more flowing and …b) the colors they had in those where better for the look of the movie.
All in all it was a good visit, if ya don't count the cat trying to attack me. Evil pussy! Soon our equipment, crew (MIKE D WHAT UP JACKPOT?), and Nick Manning arrived. Sergio was booked to go, Vengeance even bought him a ticket after he agreed to go. Then last minute…….. Flaked! Costing the Vengeance 1 plane ticket to Japan . We ended up having to hire 2 guys in Japan. They turned out to be pretty cool guys.
Now it was time to shoot. 10 shoot days total. I would say the only problem on the trip was the language barrier. The behind the scenes will be funny. Some thing like" David Lords' sort of gay pose off", due to the fact I had to show them how to do it cuz telling them wasn't working, even with a translator. They are not accustomed to shooting a lot of PG. ( 30 mins) So things just took longer ( 1 hr and 30 mins).
The sex was different in Japan. The girls make different noises, faces, and it was the first time for all of them take on western cocks, So you will get to see real Asian women getting a big western cock for the 1st time. The guys that we hired in Japan ----ed there brains out for us and it looked great. They did a great job, Nick really stepped up and killed it. He attacked it and pulled back when he needed to. Really all pro. Soon Nick left and Derrick Pierce and Cheyne Collins came in. Now Derrick had been there before, being a world champion fighter. Like kung foo ----. He is gonna kill me for forgetting what Ti Chi Do was, but got paid to come out and kick some ass. Both him and Cheyne did a great job.
I was lucky to have really strong talent and great scenes. The days off we went around Japan shooting b-roll and shopping. I was on the hunt for boobs (not a lot of luck but found a few). The country is beautiful and, the women are stunning. We got spun around more than few times, just walking by them,
Waw some great sites, made some new friends, and hung out with some old ones. The food was great (The best sushi I have ever had), the beer and sake was great . The country was gorgeous as where the women. If you want to see western guys with real Asian women you will love these movies from Vengeance.
Has Wicked Contract Girl Stormy Daniels Really Been Married Four Times?
That's what I heard from a reliable source. I emailed her Tuesday night but did not receive a response. She was married to porner Pat Myne. She was never married to Wicked Director Brad Armstrong, who's now with Jessica Drake. Stormy's been with Mike Moz for about two years.
A source tells me: "Sugardvd.com they sent out a big press releases a few weeks back about a "big media buy" of ad space of the Maxim channel on Sirius. The PR included the Sirius and Maxim logos. Sirius and Maxim flipped out, returned Sugar's check, and pulled out of the deal. The "big media buy" was sub-$1000. Who puts out a press release about buying ads?"
I emailed SugarDVD the story at noon. I did not get a response.
Holly Randall Says She's 'The Most Horrible Person In The World'
HollyRandall: i am the most horrible person in the world
Luke: reading my book again?
HollyRandall: i was just crying i'm so upset
HollyRandall: i forgot [friend's] birthday
HollyRandall: it was yesterday
HollyRandall: i just called her up in tears
HollyRandall: how could i have done that?
HollyRandall: she was laughing at how upset i was
HollyRandall: i'm taking her out to dinner next week
HollyRandall: at least this way i feel so guilty she's going to get a
killer birthday present
Luke: something else must be going on in your psyche for you to have reacted
that intensely
Luke: you're a girly girl sometimes, though most of the time you're a
manly man
Mary Carey Sobriety Update
The Legend contract girl calls me Tuesday afternoon.
Mary, 25: "I was sober for two weeks. Then I drank a lot Sunday night and remembered why I don't drink anymore. It's easy [to not drink] if I avoid social situations where there's alcohol.
"Sunday night I went to the Larpy (Live Action Role Play) Awards. I'm not sure what they are for. If you go to WireImage.com and search my name, you can see my pictures.
"I went to a red carpet event last week. I went in, saw everyone getting drunk and left.
"[Mary's boyfriend] Harold's writing my press releases, faxing them and emailing them. I have about 300 media contacts that I got from a mainstream publicist.
"I haven't been doing any basketball games ($200 each). Tawny [Roberts] and I went to enough games to last a lifetime (trying to meet players). I'm trying to save my money. That's what Harold is teaching me. Last month, I spent a couple of thousand dollars on stupid things -- hair extensions ($2,000), too many facials (once a week at $500 each). Going out to eat, we were spending $200 a day in restaurants. We're eating at home and eating cereal for breakfast instead of going out."
Luke: "Any drama in your life?"
Mary: "No. I'm sorry. When I'm sober, there's not as much drama.
"Tawny and I are friends again but I don't see her because she's living in New York. I don't know if her mind is 100% right when she's drinking as much as she is. The last two times I talked to her, Tawny sounded sober and good.
"My days are much more productive now I'm sober. When I go out and see drunk people, I think they're stupid. I hate it. Then I realize I must've looked the dumbest of everyone because I was one of the drunkest.
"This is my first [complete] week in California in about four months because I've been dancing so much.
"I sometimes want to move away from LA. I see everyone as wanting to be famous. Everyone out for themselves. Lost souls. It makes me feel yukky inside to be in that environment. It makes me want to move to another state where people seem more real."
Luke: "How's Mancow?"
Mary: "I'm annoyed with him. They bounced a check on me for hosting their party. The week of cohosting the show was for experience. I feel taken advantage of. The show didn't help with my website traffic. It wasn't like doing Howard Stern for a few minutes or doing two appearances on Fox News. I got lots of sign-ups.
"I want to focus on my website. I want to do live video diaries every day. My website is the one place where I can benefit. Legend might sell more units of my movies because of my publicity but it doesn't benefit me. But if I put more attention into my website, it can make me more money.
"Instead of, yay, I'm getting $5,000 a month off my website, why not put effort into it? I have 8,000 [unanswered] emails. If I responded to all of them, I'd probably get 500 signups.
"When I'm sober, I get more anxious. When you are sober, you are forced to deal with reality. I get anxious about all the things I have to get done. When I was with Tawny all the time and we were drunk every day, I didn't do much. I'd wake up hungover and get ready to drink more. It's a great way to escape reality. When I'm drunk, I blow more money. When I'm sober, I don't want to spend my money.
"Being sober reminds me of when I was in highschool and when I had a big test coming up, I always got nervous. When I'm sober, I have that nervous knot in my stomach all day long because I'm thinking about all the stuff I need to do. I get overwhelmed in my mind. When I'm drunk, I don't worry about anything.
"I can't go to Porn Star Karaoke because I'll get drunk.
"Last night, instead of going out, Harold and I worked on my press releases for a couple of hours. When I'm home, I get tired around 11 p.m. or 12 a.m. If I was at a nightclub, I'd be out until 2 a.m. and have tons of energy. I was telling Harold, 'I think I'm growing up because I don't want to go to nightclubs anymore.'
"I need to get my MySpace set up. Are you addicted to MySpace?"
Luke: "No. It's just a tool."
Mary: "I hear about MySpace everywhere I go."