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Khan Tusion Interviews Nadia Styles & Victoria Sweet
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Nadia: "I like weird people. If I like Wanker [Wang], hello!"
Khan grips her by the back of her head. "I'm like half creep, half good guy."
Nadia, 21: "I like that. I'm half weirdo-whore and half nice girl."
Nadia says she lost her virginity at age 13 to her 15 year old boyfriend.
Victoria Sweet says she first had sex at age nine. "It was my older brother."
Khan: "How was it?"
Victoria: "Interesting."
Khan: "How long did he bone you for?"
Victoria: "From nine to fifteen."
Khan: "Excellent.
"Now [Victoria's] in porn after flipping tricks for a pimp down the corner at age 16, but it all worked out for you, right?"
Victoria smiles and nods her head.
Khan: "Mom and dad proud?"
Victoria: "Yeah."
Khan: "Why?"
Victoria: "Because I'm happy."
Nadia: "That's good."
Khan: "Is your mom a whore?"
Victoria: "Not that I know of."
Khan: "Do you talk to your mom about being a whore?"
Victoria: "Yeah."
Khan: "What do you say?"
Victoria: "I tell her what I do every day. She doesn't want to hear it but she supports me."
Khan points at Nadia: "Do mom and dad know that you are a whore?"
Nadia: "They think I am a stripper. My dad knows I work for Playboy."
Khan: "Go ahead and tell that on this particular shoot, Playboy wants you to [some disgusting act]."
Nadia: "Nope. I'm not going to do that."
Khan: "You don't have to. I made you sad for a second."
Nadia's demeanor has changed. She pretends to cry to make a joke out of it.
Khan smacks Nadia's breasts.
In a quest to look younger, feel prettier and have better sex, women are turning to genital plastic surgery. And the look many want is that of a porn star...
"I know what women want," says Dr. David L. Matlock of Los Angeles, an obstetrician turned plastic surgeon who has been a pioneer in devising and popularizing the procedures. He knows, he says, because so many of his patients tote their husband's or boyfriend's magazines into his office and point to photos almost as explicit as the before-and-after ones posted on many surgeons' websites.
Anthony Pellicano's Nude Bomb
Hollywood’s big wiretap scandal surrounding imprisoned private eye Anthony Pellicano is getting uglier by the minute, with lots of insiders hoping that big fish get fried. The New York Times is taking the lead in coverage, and Monday’s explosive story focuses on Garry Shandling’s former fiancée and player in his Larry Sanders Show, Linda Doucett, as a victim of Pellicano snoopery in Shandling's legal brawl with new Paramount boss Brad Grey.
The Larry Sanders Show was one of the greats. In its day, it was appointment viewing up there with The Sopranos. It also figures in the book, Tabloid Baby. Linda, who played Hank Kingsley’s assistant Darlene, was a true comedienne in the role and surely added to Jeffrey Tambor’s historically hilarious portrayal.
We also remember how she got screwed over when her love with Shandling went bad. And how she got back at her ex by appearing in Playboy. She’s married now, apparently retired with a kid, but now she's figuring in the Times' attack on Brad Grey and an online tribute to her nudie glory days has already popped up here.
'Lost' star taunted by paparazzi & nudityEvangeline Lilly hates stripping down to her underwear in her hit TV series, Lost!
And even in the remote, far-off location sets in Hawaii, Evangeline complains that the paparazzi are the bane of her existence.
That's only part of the exclusive story tracked down by tabloid television legend and Tabloid Baby cohort Doug Bruckner as he cornered the former Ford model at a sci fi convention.
Doug, a famed tabloid television reporter, producer, writer and voice, confronted the beautiful breakout sex symbol starlet Evangeline as she charged eighty five clams an autographed photo at the Grand Slam Sci Fi Summit in Pasadena.
And he got the exclusive during Evangeline's first fetish appearance, as she was speaking to a room full of sci fi geeks who'd plunked down a month's worth of comic book money to breathe her exotic tropical air.
Evangeline told the Lost obsessives that the second worst thing about her first starring (or maybe even speaking) role are the shutterbugs who’ve singled her out—as have we—as the breakout star of the great ABC series.
She complained that one paparazzi was rude enough to chase her down the beach!
First worst? Stripping down to her flesh-colored brassiere and bikini bottom undies-- and the constant pressure by Lost producers that she appear as close to nude as allowable as often as possible.
These concerns from a model? Keep in mind, the gal’s from Saskatchewan. Katheryn Winnick, the lovely who co-stars in the new hit motion picture Cloud 9, written and produced by Burt Kearns and Brett Hudson of Frozen Pictures and Academy Award winner Albert S. Ruddy, is another native Canuck who had a similar problem with stripping down on the beach—and she played a stripper (turned beach volleyball star)!
Also remember that Evangeline’s underwear shots are the hit of the series.
Lexie Marie Last Week
Mike Pipito, creative director of Print Quickness, writes me:
I wanted let you know about our experience with Lexie Marie last week. We hired Lexie to appear along with Stormy, Carmen Luvana, Sunny Leone, Ashton Moore, Alexis Amore, Olivia O'Lovely, and Lanny Barby at our booth during the Las Vegas Nightclub and Bar Expo. Our company, Print Quickness, is a printing operation that does a large amount of business with the adult entertainment industry, and regularly hires top name adult talent to appear for us in a promotional capacity at various events. Although we hadn't worked with Lexie before, we felt she'd be a strong addition to our group of girls and took a chance on bringing her out to the show. We'd heard all the rumors and stories that came along with her split with Vivid a few months ago, but Derek at LA Direct Models gave us his word that she'd be there to work as scheduled, which was good enough to ease any concerns we may have had.
To say we were pleasantly surprised with Lexie would be an understatement. She arrived on time in Las Vegas, was ready to head to the convention at least 15 minutes early each morning, posed for hundreds of pictures, signed thousands of autographs, and stayed almost an hour beyond her scheduled stop time on the last day to accommodate each and every fan that wanted to meet her. There was absolutely no attitude, no complaining, and no drama at all. Lexie was the consummate professional the entire week and we plan on using her for many of our events in the future.
Big thanks to Lexie Marie, Derek Hay, and LA Direct Models.
Khan Tusion Interviews Trina Michaels & Tyla Wynn
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Khan to Trina, 22: "Tell them who you are."
Trina recites with a grimace: "I'm a dirty... slut whore."
Khan holds her arm in a vice.
Trina: "I was very closed in highschool. I kept to myself."
Khan: "Were you studious?"
Trina: "What does that mean?"
Trina lets Kahn know that her hair extensions are not to be pulled and her breasts can not be smacked hard.
Kahn raises his hands to smack her.
Trina yelps.
Khan: "We want this shoot to mean something. We think that the people who are watching want to know something about you. We do this to learn about you."
Khan says to Trina: "It strikes me as strange that a girl who is a little shy and a little reticent, and who doesn't know what 'reticent' means, would [do porn]. How did that happen? What's inside of you?
"I just saw you swallow. I got you nervous."
Trina: "I hate being put on the spot. I don't know what to say. Sex is different. I don't think dad would care. I haven't seen him since I was four. Mom?"
She gives a shy wave to the camera.
Khan notes that Trina and Tyler are submissive.
Khan slaps Tyler's nipple.
Khan puts his hand around Trina's neck. He's desperate to choke her. "Too bad I can't choke you," he says. "There's nobody better at it than me."
I assume that it is CCBill's (credit card processor) regulations that prevent Khan from choking the girls. Or the changed political climate that looks more harshly on rough sex.
Khan slaps Trina's thighs. He tells Tyler to shut up.
Jason Sechrest On The Kabbalah Of Desire
There are two types of desire. One will take you on the path to The Light and one will put you on the path of darkness. There is Desire to Receive for the Self Alone, wanting power, money, ego, materialism, etc. and there is Desire to Receive for the Sake of Sharing, which is wanting to become a better person or create a better life so that you can affect society as a whole in a more positive way, realizing that we are not separate entities but actually One. Sometimes changing paths of desire has nothing to do with your actions, but just shifting your consciousness as to why you're performing them.
When we are connected to the Light, there is no fear, no anxiety, no insecurity about the future.
We react constantly in our lives, when someone cuts us off in traffic, instead of combating it with positive energy and loving that person, we throw more negative energy out into the world and flip them off. But we're all One. You're only flipping off yourself. You receive only what you give.
Khan Tusion Interviews Leah Stevenson & Violet Hughes
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Khan strains to not pummel these girls with his fists.
Leah Stevenson, 26, looks scared.
Khan: "Why?"
Leah: "I don't know."
Looking over her, Khan swings his right fist towards her head. She flinches.
Khan: "Would you feel better if I just upper-cut you?"
Leah shakes her head. She leans away from him.
Khan says they've been friends for two years. "How about eight years ago I was masturbating to your braces-laiden porn scenes... Who paid for those braces?"
Leah: "My mom did."
Khan and the camera turn towards Violet Hughes.
Khan: "I'm just going to kill this girl. What's your real name?"
Violet Hughes: "Violet Hughes."
Khan: "Where do you live?"
Violet: "Tijuana."
Khan describes a series of perverse acts he will have Violet perform. "Then you're going to look at the camera and say, 'Look mom at what has happened to your little Violet Hughes."
Violet, who's chubby with big breasts, does not have a problem with this. She smiles and addresses the camera: "I am an oral receptacle for anus. I used to be a bartender."
Khan returns to Leah. "You're flinching."
Leah: "I'm just trying to stay awake."
Khan: "Look at how nervous you are."
Leah taps her feet.
Khan gets her to give her real name Tabitha Shelly [and a German last name].
Khan, who's a secular Jew, does a 'Heil Hitler' salute. Leah laughs.
Khan: "How many guys have you f------?"
Leah: "Ten thousand.
"On this planet? A couple hundred?"
Khan: "So you were 18 and you had braces and you decided you'd let anyone cornhole you on camera."
She stares at him.
Khan: "Do you know what 'cornholed' means?"
Leah says no.
Khan: "It means you get f----- in the ass."
Leah: "I don't know what you mean by that. Do I have problems with anal sex?"
Khan: "No! I don't think you do."
Leah: "I don't think I do. Sometimes it hurts."
Khan: "That's not what I am getting at."
Khan forcefully spreads her bum.
Leah: "Ow! That hurts."
Khan: "I'm sorry. Did that hurt?"
Leah: "A little bit. It felt like you ripped the skin. No big deal."
"I was a good student. I was really intelligent. I got straight As. I was a 4.0 student [in highschool].
"I almost went to Chapman University and got a scholarship, but I quit to party and do dope and that's when all my problems began. But hey, they're all gone."
Khan has Violet look at the camera and say hi to her parents.
Khan: "Do they know what you're doing?"
Violet: "No. They don't know that I am an oral receptacle."
Leah says it's been a long time since she's had an orgasm.
Khan Tusion Interviews Hailey Paige & Courtney Simpson
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Courtney says she doesn't like her vagina slapped.
Khan: "Has anyone slapped it hard?"
Courtney: "Yes, and I hit them back."
Hailey Page leans back on the couch, plays with her hair, and looks bored.
Courtney: "You can't hit me in the face."
Khan tells Hailey: "We think you're full of ----."
Courtney: "That's not very nice."
Khan: "I'm not a nice guy. It's a metaphor."
Courtney: "I'm not a nice girl."
Khan Tusion Interviews Kat, Roxy Jezel
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Khan: "You are not every happy."
Roxy: "We were late."
Khan: "You forgot your bag."
Roxy in her British accent: "The driver told me had put my bag in the trunk, which he hadn't. He had put my suitcase in the trunk."
Khan: "Before you did this, what did you do?"
Roxy: "I was studying at uni [university]. I thought we already did this."
Khan: "But I hit you last time. I don't do that now.
"You are hard. We tried to figure out something about you when we shot you really hard. So how are we going to figure out something about you when we are shooting soft?
"What happened?"
Roxy: "You asked the same question last time. What do you mean what happened?"
Khan: "You didn't go to university to study [porn]."
Roxy: "I went to university to study philosophy and ethics. What happened to you? Why are you shooting girls?"
Khan: "I told you earlier. I don't want to tell you on tape.
"From age four to age 13, I was hiding from the Nazis. It changes your psyche in life.
"Are you a whore?"
Roxy: "No."
Khan: "What are you?"
Roxy: "I'm a porn star."
Khan: "It's a good career."
Roxy: "It is. It pays the bills."
Khan: "You don't want to talk about this, do you?"
She leans into the camera. "Why?"
Khan: "I can just tell."
He commands her to perform an obscene act on Kat.
Roxy would rather perform the filthy act than answer Khan's questions.
Roxy has a big tattoo on her back.
Khan: "I learned something about you. Something happened. You don't want to talk about it."
He grabs her hair and her neck. "What happened to you whore?"
The girls giggle.
I'm afraid that watching these tapes of Khan Tusion degrading women is affecting my psyche and a certain somebody is going to be paying the price (well, in her case, she'll view it as reaping the benefits).
Khan uses such male talent as Ben English, Johnny Thrust, and Alex Sanders.
The perfect little family, a girl and a boy! We're naming him Devin D'Artagnan Lemmon, courtesy of Devin Devasquez who introduced Don and I 2.5 years ago, and from literature, the 4th Musketeer, the youngest and most skilled of all - D'Artagnan (pronounced dar-TAN-yon).
Asia's thrilled that after four months of pregnancy, she hasn't gained a pound.
Khan Tusion Interviews Amber Wild & Sandra Romain
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Kahn: "I'm a world-famous porno director.
"The problem with porn girls is that sometimes they do not have the courage to say no. Do you have the courage to say no?"
Amber Wild: "Oh yeah."
Khan: "We know you're a Catholic girl."
She has tattoos.
At age eight, Amber wore a white dress and a veil for her first reconciliation.
Khan: "Then you had to do a confession to the priest?"
Amber: "Yeah."
Amber says she's from Vegas.
Khan: "Don't lie to me. If you lie to me, I'll come after you. Where are you from?"
Amber says Cleveland, Ohio. She graduated from Garden High School. She was ejected from Ledgemont High School for vandalism and other things.
Amber talks about having sex with the members of Slipknot.
Khan: "Have you ever been with two guys who fagged off in front of you?"
Amber: "I've never seen that and I don't think I want to."
Khan: "What happened to you?"
Amber: "I moved to Vegas and I started doing webcam stuff and I thought it was fun."
Khan: "You like the money."
Amber: "It's a lot safer than escorting."
Khan: "And you were doing that?"
Amber: "Yeah."
Khan: "How many tricks did you flip?"
Amber: "Over 100."
Khan's hands is wrapped tightly around her neck.
Khan: "I'm going to quit because if I ask you two more questions, you're going to start crying."
Amber: "I doubt it. I don't think you can make me cry."
Khan: "I used to be mean, but now I'm nice.
"Can we spit in your face?"
Amber: "I prefer not."
Khan Tusion Interviews Cindy Crawford, Dasani
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Khan holds her as he talks to her. "I'm getting to do what everybody wants to do."
Cindy: "Touch me."
Khan: "That's right.
"Say hello to Mr. and Mrs. Crawford."
Cindy: "They're deceased."
Khan: "I'm so sorry.
"Forgive me, but later we'll do a ouija board and we'll talk to them. 'Hi mom. Hi dad. I'm a whore.'"
Cindy laughs. "That'd be great."
Khan: "Do you have any brothers or sisters?"
Cindy: "Two brothers, one sister."
Khan: "So you're an aunt?"
Cindy: "Yes. But I'm not allowed to see my niece and my nephew."
Khan: "Because you're a bleached blonde."
Cindy: "Because of what I do for a living. They don't want to corrupt the little ones."
Khan: "You're kinda smart."
Cindy: "I guess so. I do OK."
Khan: "Did you go to college?"
Cindy: "Yes. UNLV. I was a year and a half away from getting a degree. My mom passed away. I dropped out."
Khan: "We don't want to talk about anything with real emotional substance. We want to talk about your being dirty rotten whores who suck black cock for a living.
"Has anybody had the pleasure of knowing what goes on inside of you?
"Do you like to be roughed up?"
Cindy: "Yeah."
Khan: "Why?"
Cindy: "Because I am a dominating person and by letting somebody else take control of me, it's opening a different side of myself."
Khan: "Push the hubby [editor nicknamed Weasel] around?"
Cindy: "Ohmigod, don't ask that. I just got out of jail for that.
"I was nice to him. It was a misunderstanding."
Khan: "When you decided to get married, you married a sub?"
Cindy: "Not in the bedroom, but in everyday life, yeah."
Khan: "If you knew what I was all about, you wouldn't be here."
Cindy: "Oooh."
Khan: "I do like you."
Khan tells Cindy's scene partner Dasani that he "wants to hurt you."
Khan: "Does anybody at home know what you do?"
Dasani: "No."
Khan: "Are you afraid they are going to find out?"
Dasani: "No."
Khan: "Why not?"
Dasani: "Because I am old enough to do what I want."
Khan: "Before the tape started, you said something very personal about your parents and you said, 'Don't talk about that.' So you're lying to me. You are afraid they are going to find out."
Dasani: "No. I just don't want you saying out there what my dad is doing."
Khan: "I know what he's doing. He's birthing a whore."
Dasani (half-Cuban, half-Brazilian) speaks Spanish to the camera.
Khan pushes her for her real name.
Cindy: "She doesn't want stalkers."
Khan says that's not it. "She doesn't want to be who she is outside of this room. She wants to be two different people."
Cindy: "There's nothing wrong with that."
Khan: "It's a lie though."
Dasani: "We all lie."
Khan Tusion Interviews Jenna Presley, Trixie Cass
The scene is available through Khan's portal site www.meatholes.com.
Khan's annoyed at the beginning of the scene because Jenna is smiling. He takes her face and bends it and reprimands her until she stops smiling.
Jenna: "I'm Jenna Presley."
Khan, holding her hair: "Piece of ---- whore."
Jenna: "I'm not a piece of ---- whore."
Khan: "Shut up."
He holds her hair so that it hurts her.
"Tell them the truth."
Jenna: "I am a piece of ---- whore."
Khan: "I know you are."
She's no longer smiling.
Khan: "You're lucky we're paying any attention to you at all. You're not even the star. She's the star."
He points at Trixie Cass, 23.
Khan to Jenna: "Your head is completely different."
He walks away. "Just like the old days. Nothing changes."
Khan turns to Trixie. "You're a Mormon?"
Trixie: "Yes."
Khan: "Do you do interracial?"
Trixie: "Yes. I do everything."
Khan: "Do interracial. They're going to throw you out of that church.
"Does anybody get that in porn land?"
Khan to Trixie: "Why did you decide to become an exhibitionist cum bucket?"
Trixie: "It's fun. I need to support my daughter."
Khan: "How old is she?"
Trixie: "Three."
Khan: "What's her name?"
Trixie: "Hailey."
Khan: "When she's 18, what is she going to be?"
Trixie laughs: "She's going to be a porn star."
Khan: "You're only saying that to defuse me."
Trixie laughs.
Khan: "When Ben English is ------- you in the ---, I'm going to make you look in the camera and say, 'Hailey, look at mommy.'"
Trixie laughs. Jenna laughs.
Khan: "What do you think of that?"
Trixie: "It's all good baby."
Khan: "Do you find any shame in this?"
Trixie: "No."
Khan: "Do mom and dad think it is shameful?"
Trixie: "Yeah."
Khan: "What do they say?"
Trixie, who's no longer smiling: "That it is out of the question. Despicable. They will never look at me the same."
Khan has Jenna do something repulsive.
Khan to Jenna: "You don't like that?"
Jenna: "No. I don't have an anal fetish."
He reaches for her face and she bites his finger.
Khan: "You bite the finger and your wish is going to come true."
Jenna, smiling: "Which one?"
Khan: "I'm going to spank you.
"What's your real name?"
Jenna: "Don't ask me that."
Khan: "What are your mom and dad doing right now?"
Jenna: "I don't know. I haven't talked to them in a while."
Khan: "Say hi to mom and dad. Ask your dad if he's proud of you. What pet name did he have for you when you were young?"
Jenna: "He didn't call me anything. I didn't have nicknames. I didn't have a baby name."
Khan: "Both of you girls are going to crack in two minutes.
"Tell everybody about your first sexual experience."
Jenna: "I was raped. I was 14."
Khan: "Tell everybody what you thought about it. Tell the truth."
Jenna: "I was saving my virginity for marriage.
"I thought the guy was horrible."
Khan: "You wanted to hate it, didn't you?"
Jenna: "I wanted to. I was on crystal meth, so I liked it. But I was forced to do it."
Khan: "Yeah, you were forced to like it."
Khan calls her demeaning names that I can't repeat on this website.
Second XRCO trophy girl announced
Dirty Bob writes on ADT: "I have confirmed McKenzie Lee as the second trophy girl for the upcoming XRCO Awards Show on April 20th."
Kami Andrews asks: "Is there normally two?"
Myadultgroups2 replies: "No, there are normally not two, but someone went over Bill Margold's head and chose Heidi Pike-Johnson. Usually Bill makes the choice."
Is Dirty Bob is the arbiter of who becomes the Heart-On girl at the XRCO Awards?
Why did he initially pick an AVN person, if XRCO is supposed to be independent?
Why did he then back off and pick a real porn star too?
I remember Heidi writing on the AVN Blog, "It means a lot to know that you all support me."
Sometimes it is better to flee from honor.
Many may be asked to appear in a porn show, but few are called. Most of us should stay behind the scenes.
In the eight years I've been going (on and off) to the XRCOs, I don't recall anyone but a beautiful porn girl serving as the Heart-On girl. Heidi has her own inner beauty but why would she put herself through this unless she has tremendous inner reserves of strength? Heidi has many enemies in the business and they exult when she's put through the ringer. They remember when they felt like she was putting them through the ringer.
When you hurt people, even when you are right in doing what you do, they will still come back to hurt you. Take it from a gossip columnist who knows.
A porner writes me: "Do you really think Heidi is right in doing what she does? She spends a weekend in Vegas with a director and suddenly her endorsement is on his box (even if the movie is really good). Her boyfriend gets in AVN but is a total hack. It seems like everything she puts her name on can be traced back to a relationship."
All porn is the same - suggestions
We desperately need a change of pace in the gonzo world. Everybody is shooting the same thing over and over. I have my own ideas as to how I would like to alter the format a bit but I don't make movies for me, I make them for the home viewer. I think the "tease, blowjob, 3 or 4 positions, cumshot" formula is getting a bit tired.
I did my time making features and I always felt that spending 12 hours shooting dialogue and 2 hours shooting sex was counter-productive to the reason people buy smut in the first place but I do believe that sex can be hotter if some context is given...
Picman responds:
There is no global answer, and as you well know, not every director is working with the same toolbox. If there's one thing that stands out about where porn has gone, it's that it has become less organic. Things don't happen because they're led into naturally and the scenes become nothing more than a timed series of planned acts. Production schedules must be met, as well as company formulas for what they want to see in their videos and how much time is allotted for same. Maybe the best you can do under those circumstances is to pay more attention to casting decisions and try to match up people who genuinely want...each other.
Why don't big porn companies invest in staff writers?
It doesn't cost that much to hire a fresh-out-of-college English major to your staff, so I'm wondering why more big porn companies with money to burn won't make that investment. So many of the huge affiliate programs have paysites that use recycled text on all their tours and hosted galleries, as well as text that's full of broken English that barely makes sense. Why not pay some kid $10-12 an hour to work in your office and write all the text for your company? I know you can outsource that job for $1-2 an hour to Asia, but it seems like that might be one job that's definitely better suited to a native English speaker. Also, writers tend to be better at communicating online, so you could have them spend their spare time doing e-mail support for affiliates or customers.
When I first graduated college, I worked as a technical writer for an ISP, writing mainstream website text, advertising copy, letters to customers and business partners, and whatever else was required. It was a low paying position that a lot of college grads start out in, and one in which more adult companies should consider investing. I can't be the only consumer that cringes when reading the tours of some of the larger paysites.
From a financial standpoint, the more text, the more search engine traffic, and the more SE traffic, the more money you will make.
Also, you might take into consideration that Playboy, the most successful porn magazine and company in the world, the company that owns GFY, hires some of the best writers in the world to write their articles, stories, and advice columns. Hugh Hefner saw the importance of good writing when it comes to selling erotica, but maybe Hugh Hefner's an idiot?
The Big Porn Party Friday Night
Stains writes on XPT: "Gia [Jordan] your photos are unreal like a slice of life may it be the gritty side of life in porn or making your subjects look beautiful. I've been more interested in the photos BY GIA in the past 6 months than of Gia. Even though you aint bad kid. This is no attack on you, but praise. There's a bit of Nan Goldin and Terry Richardson in you. You should consider your photography as your next career after porn."
Robbye Bentley Volunteers To Rebuild New Orleans
"I'm using my frequent flier miles," she says. "I've already booked my trip for mid-April, and I'm going to stay a week. I think it will give me a great perspective of the real world, I can't wait to take my camera."
She joined up with the XXXChurch five months ago and blogs March 9:
My decision to leave Las Vegas and to leave the adult industry was a very hard on to make but at the same time it has came with its ups and downs.
I dont feel like I am being used or feel like I am dirty. I have gotten to see my little girls face every morning and every night wish is a blessing in itself. I have gotten to make a few normal friends and live a normal life for about 5 months now except the problem is for most of it I have been a wreck going day by day. Some mornings I wake up in a decent mood but by afternoon I am back to being depressed and some days I just wake up that way I have tried everything to change it but everytime I get through some of it more is piled up on top off me.
I have made some good accomplishments though I got through my CNA course and now I am taking a medical assisting course and I have already gotten a decent job.
I feel like I have let alot of people down it has been hinted to me that my husband wouldnt of married me knowing that he would of had all this responsibility (which i still dont understand) and also that I was the one that told him that I would take care of him that is why he stayed in Vegas.
Now from the outside people would think things are getting settled for us finally he has opened his business and I have a job at the end of this month well thats all great except for one thing we are totally different people now and no one is at fault but myself. I honestly feel like I should of never done this.
I knew I couldnt do it alone and i didnt think I was alone but that is what has happened. I am in a place [Indiana] where I dont feel comfortable and I am just fighting it all alone.
Somedays I wish that I would just have never gotten into the industry....one thing that I havent missed in awhile is the thought of going back I hadnt thought about it in a while which is a good thing but this morning when I woke up that was the first thing in my mind and there are many reasons for it.
I could take care of myself again and not have to count on anyone my husband could still be the only person other than my child to look forward to seeing my face....all i see anymore is disappointment and I know that is not good.
I need to feel like I am needed and I am not anymore.
I could leave my husband and go to a place where noone knows me and start all over..but then would i not only be unhappy i would have a broken heart to go along with it but to tell ya the truth that is the best solution I have came up with. If I am so wanted here why all the stress..why all the unhappiness I have so many why's and honestly no answers to them I have so many questions I wanna ask but no point in asking them and when I do ask I get the same ole answers and they really arent answers they are just answers to validate what is going on, maybe I am just crazy who knows.
We have just been invited to attend the Gay Erotic Expo in New York coming this October. We have accepted (even got a 50% discount on our booth space) and now XXXchurch will be there.
HeatherVeitch: I had the
BEST day at church my Pastor called the whole church of 1700 to get up
out of there seats and come down to the front to support me.
HeatherVeitch: he told them that he was drawing a line in the sand and
that they were going to be for me or against me but he would not pastor
a church where they were against me
Luke: Good Morning America?
HeatherVeitch: no it never happend but I have some big dogs in the water
some unexpected ones I have to keep it secret. I want to make sure it
really is going to happen HeatherVeitch: I
started a lot of stuff in england you should read my blog later and see
what is going on
HeatherVeitch: I also had my first experience with bad media... these
guys kept trying to get me naked . The pics are at mbpicturesnews.com
HeatherVeitch: they were bad boys that acted like they didnt know who
I was but they were really tring to get me doing something that they could
put out bad about me
HeatherVeitch: so do you think I should go to porn kareokee one day? whould
you go with me?
Luke: sure I would go with you
HeatherVeitch: that would be fun... do you sing?
Luke: no
HeatherVeitch: I cant sing at all . so we could not sing and not drink
togather
HeatherVeitch: i looked and looked for any of my old low budget movies
but I couldn't find them ....that was so great! because they are going
to be so hard to find . People keep searching for them but there is so
much out there it is just too hard
Rob Longshot: Portrait Of The Artist As A Young Man
I did have offer after offer thrown my way, and was offered scholarships to many institutions. However my career choice was in art, and I had chosen to go to the Savannah College of Art and Design.
Well, after careful thinking decided that was not the path I wanted to take. As an artist, going to an art college only serves to stifle your own creativity and make you create in the same way as everyone else. I already was making decent money designing websites and doing freelance coding since I was 14, and since I wasn't' even 16 yet when I graduated high school I decided I was going to tool around on my own for a while. Travel the U.S. learn by experiencing life rather than sitting in a classroom.
Later after I turned 18 I went to the University of Central Florida and began studying software engineering, until my father died and I took stock in what was important in life.
See, I don't see the world the way you do. I am not into amassing large amounts of stuff and working so hard I never enjoy it and then die never seeing much of the world beyond my front door.
THAT is the real reason I left L.A. was that I felt that begin to happen to me. I suffer from terminal curiosity at the world around from me and a serious case of wanderlust. Porn was and is an outlet for my lust for the pleasures of the flesh, and my desire to f--- as many people as possible.
Sex is my only drug. I am an artist, I don't do the normal life thing, I considered it when moving back here... and I do it to a degree, I have a job one would call normal-ish, and I have my freelancing. And then we go out and f--- strippers and swingers. I couldn't handle a life in the normal rat race, nor would I want to.
I plan on leaving the States in a few months to go bum around Europe for a few years. visit my ancestral lands. Work on music. F--- french whores in alleyways. Grab life by the balls and give it a good firm squeeze which most people fail to do. Keiko and I didn't get into porn because of money, the money was a great bonus, but we both love to f---. We were swingers and said lets make some money doing this, could be fun. No addictions to feed other than an addiction to flesh. She didn't like working with certain people, that's for damned sure... but loved working with the ones that had an ounce of skill. My music is my other passion, one that I have never stopped working on, and will never stop. I don't do it for the hope of being rich and famous from it. I do it for the love of creating.
I apologize if my approach to existence does no fit within you meager comprehension of it. I really care nothing for possessions, other than those I use to create. My tools, my passions, my faith and my love are what guide me. Money is just a nessascary evil. As long as I make enough to keep a roof over my head, pay for my tools and keep food in my belly I am happy. I find it amusing that people have such a hard time with that outlook on life. Trust me it is much less stressful, and bears much greater fruit.
Prisoner of X: 20 Years in the Hole at Hustler Magazine By Allan MacDonell
Urination shots began in Hustler and Penthouse in the summer of 1997. In 1998:
Larry issued a mandate for the photographers to capture flying cumshots...
In his own estimation, Clive [McLean]'s counterfeit money shots elevated him to heroic stature. Despite preening upon his self-erected pedestal...
Circa 2000, Allan visits the Hot Video Awards on the French Riviera to pick up a trophy for Larry Flynt. "Was the world taken in by this ceremony to honor people who made their livelihood by wallowing in dishonor?"
MacDonnell is asked if he's sad that Hustler cartoonist Dwaine Tinsdale, convicted molester of his own daughter, is dead (buried at the Presbyterian church at the head of Rodeo Drive). "He's in a better place," replies Allan. "He's happy in heaven with JonBenet Ramsey."
Porn Needs Writers
Porn Needs Scribes like Luke, Cindi, Gram, etc to present the hidden, unseen, unthought of, untapped potential in Porn. It all happens in the BRAIN, and sometimes the written word is the most stimulating method of making people think/aroused/interested. The marriage of Writing (commentary/descriptions/gossip/erotica), and the graphic nothing-to-the-imagination images of today's pornography videos is a powerful union.
Luke is to porn like the unseen force that forces people to breathe, that force actually causes the sperm to fetilize the egg. No one knows why it happens, it just does. And the Porn Industry needs more people to write about it, not exactly like Luke, but someone of quality and with something to say/present.
Miltontwins.com/Mays/Cherish/Cali Marie
Ben writes: "Your recent interview with Matt stated that you didn't know how their movies could be legal. In their scenes they two-on-one guys/girls, but they're not having sex with each other. What did Matt/you think was illegal about their scenes? Haven't they been doing the same thing for years (Silvera movies, etc)?"
You are right. I guess we were thinking of the incest implications if they hooked up with each other.
You are SO right about Justin Clouse
Dana writes:
I just so happened to come across your article on Justin Clay Clouse, about how obsessed he is with being gay. I know Clay...as we called him. I went to high school with him. He was at our high school reunion in 2004. I have to say... you are exactly right. He is so hung up on being gay, its pathetic. All he was worried about was who "came out of the closet" since graduation.
If someone wants to be gay, that is their decision. I do not agree with it personally, but I am not perfect, therefore, I do not condemn others for what they do wrong. I know people that are homosexuals. I treat them just like I would anyone else. Anyway, a friend of mine recently informed me that her daughter's father was dating a girl who is the cousin of Clay. Clay paid for them to come to Las Vegas. I am assuming to perform in a porn act for him, at least that was her tale. His cousin's boyfriend had no idea she would tell of their adventure to Las Vegas, but she did. The word is out! (I know that's not important but I thought it was funny...a "straight man" letting a gay man pay for him to go and see him..and who knows what else, and then it gets out!)
Anyway, I read some of Clay's "online diary" and was very disappointed. He speaks of how redneck we are in KY. He must have forgotten, he is from Kentucky as well. The only reason that he was not happy living here, is because homosexuality was not accepted. If word got out that you were gay, you might as well give it up. What Clay does not realize is, we all knew he was gay. I even once heard his own brother call him a "faggot". Clay was really hard on the Christians. He was hard on them because they believe that homosexuality is wrong. What he didn't realize was that Christians are taught to love the sinner and hate the sin. Even if that sinner is yourself and the sin is your own sin.
The Cynicism Of Skin Photographers
Allan MacDonell writes in his memoir:
All the skin photographers I met reinforced the prejudice that theirs, more than any other, is a craft of deception. The girls are fooled into believing they are receiving free money. The viewer is duped into believing the photographer has captured the girl in a moment of ecstasy. One photo shoot visit too many ruins the illusions. Afterward, you look at a "nude glamor" shot, and you see a strained expression held for the duration of a camera click. If you are not careful, your cynicism penetrates beyond the illusions of hte photo layouts, and nothing in real life seems authentic anymore.
Kami Andrews writes me: "I've felt that so many times and not had the words for it. I wish I could express myself like that."
Prisoner of X: 20 Years in the Hole at Hustler Magazine By Allan MacDonell
In his reign over LFP's magazine, Allan was exhaustively interviewed. His observations are sharp in his memoir:
I wondered how these European gypsies split up for bunking. Often the crews would have one girl, usually attractive in a quirky, slightly unwashed way. Did she room alone?
German and French males seemed to expect their women to function in a form of servitude. With crews from England, mainly the girl would be in charge. ...U.K. women, given a small amount of authority, tend to adopt the attitude that they are smarter than everyone they meet in America...
I spot few typos. MacDonell consistently misuses the word "disinterested" for uninterested. "Disinterested" means impartial. "Uninterested" means not interested in.
He also uses the phrase "to the manor born" when it is "to the manner born."
A person who is “to the manner born” is one who has acquired genteel tastes and habits by virtue of having been born into a privileged class: “Rachel is charming at dinner parties—as if she were to the manner born.” This expression is sometimes mistakenly rendered as “to the manor born.” The phrase is from Hamlet, by William Shakespeare.
David Clark writes: "I believe it was a BBC tv show that coined the pun "To the manor born," which is of course injecting the old saying with a sly level of critique."
Allan used therapy to try to process his feelings about the Jane Fonda-Ted Turner-brunette sex tape. "My colleagues who had shared witness of the Turners' romp also reported disruptions in their ability to digest hardcore fare. Recovery would only come through action, and the first step was to unburden ourselves of this toxic secret knowledge."
Sahara Knite Vs Her Ex-Webmaster
Sahara emails me:
Do you remember my old webmaster gave u that story which you titled sahara v's JoeA? Any way I am now ready to make a comment on that. The court ruled in my favour and per the court order Mr J. adleman has to take the two sites in question disputed against down. Also he has to pay costs, damages etc. He is appealing the decison.
Sahara's ex-webmaster Joe says:
I missed the hearing so of course I'm appealing .. she won that as I wasn't there to defend myself. What is so dumb is I have to close a site I don't even own. She might as well ask me shut my store Sax on 5th Ave. www.saharaknite.com is owned by someone in the US. To get www.saharaknite.com closed she would have to take action in the USA. And what for? Is she such a super star?
I've also been told not to use the name "Sahara" and I find that hilarious. As if she is the only “Sahara” in the world. Judgment was made in my absence, sSo it's a hollow victory and you can add that at the appeal I will be asking for a restraining order to stop her harassing industry people I work or have worked with including you .
www.saharagetsdirty.com but I won't [close it] as I as the producer of the material own the copyright or have a licence to use material provided by 3rd parties all of whom she had contacted and harassed asking them to get me to remove the material. Remember she asked you to do that.
At the moment I'm not meant to use "Sahara Knite "either but as I sell other sites who use that name, and I have on line stores selling Sahara Knite Dvds, it would be like trying to sell Kelloggs cornflakes but not using the name Kelloggs.
Some of the 3rd party producers who've given me content have stopped short of telling her to f--- off. My promotion makes them money. To quote one: 'Models come and go... Friends last a lot longer.'
I'm lucky to have most of the UK industry on my side as they know the story you published about us is true. She reinvented herself for the US. And you can see how she likes to ignore what I did for her here: http://www.desktopbabes.co.uk/features.html
She has changed that to suit herself. So it's all lies. And this started becauseb I owed her about $250 which I was giving her the next time I saw her.. This time last March.
Thinking back to when we first met. She hated me talking about Israel because she's a Muslim. She went to Palestine on holiday not Israel. So our Jewish/Muslim friendship was doomed anyway.
Sahara responds to my inquiry:
Yes I had sent all my porn stuff over ie clothes. But on my laptop I dont have any escort stuff on it, why should i. they found glamour pics etc plus a diary bit that i had to send to my webmaster who is doing my site. It was that, which more or less said that i was working there. I was not locked up... i sat in immigrations for 5 hours. people really should get there facts right. and then got me on a plane and sent be back. I was not deported, i was refused entry. Theres a difference.. I can come back any time I want with the correct paperwork.
And if joe A is telling u all this stuff, u need to remember he is a bitter twisted man who 1 year down the line cannot get over his fixation or whatever he wants to call it. I suggest u tell him to keep his mouth shut otherwise I will give u a copy of the court order, which i will give u permission to print. A court order which said that he has to close the sites down forewith but what does he do, he has no original content of me so instead he crawls to all the american companies ive worked for to get stuff from them to keep his site running. Hes ripping of his punters by putting all the american stuff into the paysection of his site. The punter thinks if he joins joe's site he will get the full clips of the american stuff but once in he gets a few bits and then he has to join the american webiste to get any more stuff. He has done that with naughty america who have already said that there stuff cannot be used in anybodys paysite and can only be used as a promotional tool only, whoch he clearly isnt doing. he is making money from it.
Joe responds:
"Deported" is the word used by all of the people who contacted me to say what happened, and it didn't take long for me to be given the details without even asking.
This is in answer to "He has done that with naughty america who have already said that there stuff cannot be used in anybodys paysite and can only be used as a promotional tool only, which he clearly isnt doing. he is making money from it. "
She tried it on with a site yesterday and they saw the material was promoting them and are ok with what I do, so she failed with that attempt as well.
In fact a few have given me special material to use as I'm an affiliate for their programmes and send what is known as "targetted traffic," which sells better than any other. It's made very clear that it's promo material for other sites. This is done by many webmasters. One programme I sell is very happy with me as my ratio is 1:6, and any webmaster will say they would love all affiliates to have those figures.
Next quote "he has no original content of me so instead he crawls to all the american companies ive worked for to get stuff from them to keep his site running." This is on her Xpeeps profile about her own soon to be launched new pay site, " You'll find many exclusive, uncensored photos and videos of me and my g/friends there! As well as pics and clips of me for other companies ive worked for both here in the UK and in LA." If she is saying that, then is she doing anything different?
One UK producer was surprised that after he'd posted a big complaint about her on a producers forum, about when he worked with her, she even had the cheek to ask him about me removing the material he'd given me. He even gave me access to his sites members area, and said I could use what ever I wanted. In fact he offered me more than I wanted to use. He ignored her as have others this side of the pond. This is a comment from a well known producer when Sahara harassed them about the material they'd given me, " No problem, you own the site I own the content not a lot she can do!"
One friend said I should forget about her, but while she continues to attack me publically, I have to defend myself and this person had to agree, as I don't need to have my name defamed. I do a good enough job on my own. When she stops the attacks, then I won't have to reply. Two of our model friends over here fell out just as badly in 2004, and it was almost 18 months before anything was said in public. I asked Sahara at the begining of the dispute to keep it that way, but she had to libel me on her Yahoo group, so I've had no choice but to reply ever since.
On a final note, to quote the tv programme we appeared in over here, I was titled her "mentor and friend," so not just her webmaster, as your publishing of the story here shows.
'Does Maya Hills appreciate that you call her a "sexy young slut"? Isn't that kind of insulting?'
Holly Randall replies on her suze.net chatboard: "I don't think so. We say it affectionately. She's done some pretty hardcore scenes where she was called far worse."
Holly's assistant/graphic artist Amber responds: "I agree it could come off as insulting but we do say it with the most admiration possible if that makes any sense, and since i write the copy, i would never want to offend any of the girls, so maybe in the future i will try using my thesarus...also keep in mind i have been writing this copy for 5+ years, and its hard to come up with new stuff, i was an art major, not english, haha!"
Maya (along with her friend Ivy) returns to Los Angeles (from Florida) Monday for more shoots.
Holly's Little Sister Lucy Is Smoking
Here's another shot.
Bill Margold: Man Of The Century
Mark Kernes writes on AVN.com:
Gosh, how can ya not love Bill Margold?
Especially when he says s--- like:
"I am no longer involved with the Free Speech Coalition nor do I intend to be again," said porn's most perfect creation here today. "The last two years with Free Speech were like living with a barbed-wire umbilical cord around my neck. It was horribly painful, horribly demeaning. I'm not sure why I put myself through it."
Mark Kernes comments: Bill, of course, was referring to the fact that Free Speech executive director Michelle Freridge gave this marginally-employable old man a job soliciting memberships for the organization from the fan base over which Margold generally claims total dominion — while at the same time warning him that the offhanded insults that so frequently pepper Margold's speech were not the best way to do that, were not professional and that he had to refrain from using them while on duty. THAT's the "barbed-wire umbilical cord."
"They're bringing in one worthless person after another.
"It all culminated with the way I was handled in Las Vegas. I was banned downstairs to my own PAW booth and allowed to come upstairs on the fourth day and run their own booth (and bring in $1600) because they didn't want anything to do with me. They were ashamed of me. I was accused when I got back of not being a hard worker, not being a team player."
Bill? Not a "team player"? However could anyone have possibly come to that conclusion? Anyone, that is, who's spent less than five minutes in his august company. But those of us who, for instance, spent many long hours with him on the Free Speech board of directors can perhaps be forgiven (not by Bill, of course) from coming to a different conclusion.
[snip]
"Of the multidinous platitudes on my tombstone, one of them will be, 'Censored by Free Speech.'"
Luke: "How did they censor you?"
Bill: "By eliminating me. By telling me that I was a threat to Free Speech. For over a decade, I was the heart, soul, brains and conscience of the Free Speech Coalition. I don't think they have any heart, soul, brains or conscience left."
Actually, Bill wanted Free Speech to be his personal fiefdom, since he often claimed that he could get anyone he wanted elected to the board; all he'd have to do is "mobilize his fan base." But in the wake of the Lyon scandal, with several board members expressing their displeasure at Margold's frequent attempts to bully through his agenda — which, of course, changed from minute to minute depending on Bill's moods — and later at his attempts to make life more difficult for interim director Kat Sunlove, who was doing a creditable job under very trying circumstances — Bill took the only honorable course left to him and resigned ... especially since a movement was well under way to force his resignation. While at FSC, Bill reportedly made frequent unprofessional and inappropriate comments to anyone within earshot. Freridge, on the other hand, has turned FSC into a professional organization, with balanced and audited books, a professional and (now that Bill's gone) courteous staff, and a strategic plan for the future — all things to which Old School Bill just couldn't adapt. As for whether Bill was the "heart, soul, brains and conscience" of the organization, perhaps one might ask the various company owners who once sat on the board but who, one by one, either resigned or decided not to stand for reelection because they were tired of having to listen to Margold's onmipresent pettiness and useless diatribes.
"They're just going through the motions of waiting to be accepted to the real world. They'll wake up one morning and find out they are still all alone on the island of X. I was trying to fortify the island of X. They're allowing anybody to climb in there and do anything they want. They survived the first go-round because of 2257, which I believe was collusion between the government and major companies to get rid of smaller companies."
Gosh, is that the same Bill Margold who told the Meese Commission that it should leave the industry alone because it would self-destruct of its own accord anyway? Who refers to porn as "the playpen of the damned"? Great tactic, Bill, not to mention a great soundbite! But I'm confused: Is that position part of your being the "heart", the "soul", the "brains" or the "conscience" of the industry?
"Within the next year, Rob Black will be sacrificed so the Adult industry can survive."
Really? I guess that's why the two attorneys on the Free Speech board have spent hours researching and writing voluminous amicus briefs in support of Black and Extreme, and why Yours Truly, who doesn't even like Rob, has written at least a half-dozen articles on AVN.com and in the magazine analyzing the flaws in the government's case. Could it be because the Free Speech board realizes that if Black and Borden get convicted, it's only a matter of time until the government goes after everyone else?
"There are no more leaders left in this industry. People are interested in only one thing -- raking off the top soil and getting out before the dust blinds them."
Good to know! I'll be sure to tell Eddie Wedelstedt, Steve Hirsch, Steve Orenstein, Phil Harvey, John and Karen Stagliano, Chris Mann, Jeff Stewart, Greg Alves, Chris Alexander, Mike Warner, Susan Colvin, Ron Braverman, and a few others I could name, how unleaderlike they are; they seem to have been left out of the loop on that bit of information!
"I've been in the industry for 34 years. Everything I've predicted has come true. The industry is its own worst enemy."
Mental Note: Add "omniscient" to Bill's resume.
"Max Hardcore is his own worst enemy. He wants to be eliminated under duress. He's a true tragedy waiting to happen."
Max will be glad to know that. Then he can stop spending tens of thousands of dollars on his legal bills — like the time four years ago that he spent a solid week in Los Angeles criminal court defending himself against a bogus 'child porn' rap. Now he can just sit back at Casa Max and wait for them to come and take him away.
"Most of the time I had a good relationship with Max until he suddenly realized I was trying to clean the industry up from within and he doesn't want to be part of the trash thrown out. We've got to censor ourselves from within. It's commonsense censorship. We've got to get rid of stuff that offends society. Eventually society will retaliate against us."
Somehow, I don't think Bill's frequent gusts of hot air translates exactly to "cleaning the industry up from within," but it's helpful to know that, "We've got to censor ourselves from within." That'll save a lot of time. I thought I was going to have to wait for the government to do it from without. And do be sure to let all of us know what "offends society," Bill — besides the First Amendment, that is. And as for "society retaliat[ing] against us," I think some of our performers are freshly enough out of school that they remember why the Boston Tea Party is in all the history books.
"I've always referred to Heidi Pike-Johnson as a female Mark Kernes. I want to get a shot at Mark's grave when he dies so I can piss on it.
Right back atcha, Bill! 'Bill Margold, ladies and gentlemen — one heck of a guy!'
"I made the fatal mistake of giving Mark the Cardinal Medal of Honor [about five years ago at the Legends of Erotica show in Las Vegas]. He had stood up to Bill Lyon and said performers had the right to do what they wanted at the golf course.
"Mark made the mistake of saying that Ray Pistol made me give him the award. Nobody makes me do anything."
I was going to call that Pistol statement a lie (which it is), but that last sentence leads me to think that it may just be part of Bill's ongoing system of self-delusion.
"Mark made the mistake of lying to Cannibal one day that I go out of my way to hurt people. That was the end of him.
What I told Cannibal — a very sweet but (in my estimation) not terribly discerning individual, especially when it comes to role models and/or father figures — was that I'd heard that when an actress came into your office one day complaining about an STD she'd caught on the set, that you told her, "That's what you get when you use your vagina like an ashtray." You've since denied making that statement. Gotta say, I think the jury's still out on that one.
"When Mark was hanging around the Free Speech booth and I said I was going to run the booth, Mark made the fatal mistake of saying he was going to bite his tongue. Mark Kernes at your booth is like having a weather balloon at your booth. He brings nothing."
Hmmm... just for s---s 'n' giggles, as my friend Ellen used to say, let's make a "nothing" list. On the one hand, there's me, who brings legal knowledge garnered from, among other experiences, 19 years as a court reporter, that I can express in lay terms for people who (frankly) are scared to read legalese; the ability to analyze that knowledge in light of the First Amendment, the statements of the Founding Fathers and various Supreme Court and lower court decisions, often consulting with the major First Amendment attorneys around the country to do so; the (admittedly perverse) inclination to do extensive research into the Religious Right's ongoing anti-industry (and generally anti-civil-rights) agenda; the energy to attend and report on federal and state government hearings, conservatives' conferences and Religious Right seminars whose aims are to destroy the adult industry; and the ability to express all of this in a humorous, more-or-less libertarian way so that freedom-loving citizens both inside the industry and out can get a handle on what they're facing.
And on the other hand, we have Bill Margold's 34 years of continual, self-aggrandizing horses---.
Trio Get 6 Years for Taped Sex Assault
By GILLIAN FLACCUS, Associated Press
SANTA ANA, Calif. - The son of a former Orange County assistant sheriff and two friends were each sentenced Friday to six years in prison for the videotaped sexual assault of an unconscious teenage girl. The sentences came after the victim told the judge she had been violated "in every way possible" and urged the maximum penalty so her attackers could feel the same pain she did.
Now 20, she choked back tears as she described viewing the taped assault so she could testify against the men effectively.
The video, which has not been made public, shows the nude victim being sexually assaulted on a pool table, prosecutors said.
"When did I become a piece of meat? How can anything human do the things that they did? They did things not even a savage animal would do," the victim said.
Defense attorneys argued at trial that the girl was a willing participant in a "weekend sexcapade" and was faking unconsciousness because she wanted to be a porn star. The first trial of the defendants ended in deadlock in June 2004.
A second jury convicted the three defendants last March of a total of 15 felony counts of sexual assault. They were acquitted on other charges, including rape. "I look at each defendant as being equally culpable," Judge Francisco Briseno said Friday. "This was with one intent, and that intent was to degrade the victim."
Gregory Haidl, 20, the son of millionaire and former Assistant Sheriff Don Haidl, apologized to the victim during the hearing. "It was never my intention to hurt you and cause you pain," said Haidl, who taped the July 2002 assault at his father's home. "I can't take back any negative feelings and emotions, and I'm sorry for that also."
Kyle Nachreiner, 21, told the court he accepted responsibility for his "repugnant" actions, while Keith Spann, 21, declined to make a statement but sobbed openly as his mother pleaded with the judge for leniency.
Assistant District Attorney Chuck Middleton the terms were sufficient to "send a message to these three men, and if they're smart they'll come out of prison and lead a respectful life."
The victim told prosecutors she was pleased with the prison terms. She has filed a $26 million lawsuit against the defendants, Haidl's parents and others.
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June 2, 2004:
Judge Won't Allow Ex-Porn Star Testimony in Rape Trial
Source: Inland Valley News by: Lisa B. McPheron
(SANTA ANA, CA) -- An adult film star-turned-health advocate [Dr. Sharon Mitchell] believes the video that Orange County prosecutors said is evidence of a sexual assault is actually amateur pornography. However, she won't be able to express her opinion to the jury since the judge will not allow her to testify during the rape trial of three Rancho Cucamonga teenagers.
"All in all I think this is a very amateurish attempt at making a porn film," said Dr. Sharon Mitchell, who directed, produced or performed in more than 1,000 adult films and co-founded the Adult Industry Medical Health Care Foundation.
The video in question was made nearly two years ago at the Newport Beach home of Don Haidl, an Orange County assistant sheriff. Haidl's son Gregory Haidl, now 18, and Kyle Nachreiner and Keith Spann, both 19, are on trial for raping and sexually assaulting an unconscious 16-year-old girl, also from Rancho Cucamonga. Haidl owns the camera the three defendants used to record the 20-minute alleged assault.
On Wednesday, Mitchell testified outside the jury's presence so the judge could determine if her testimony is appropriate for the trial. She said the video had aspects of professional pornography techniques, including camera angles and sexual positions. "You have to have a degree of athletic ability and clearly be conscious," Mitchell said of one of the positions. [Called "Reverse Cowgirl"]
Previously, former friends of the accuser testified that around the time of the alleged assault, the 16-year-old girl bragged about being a porn star after viewing a short video of consensual sex she had with Spann.
zomb1egirl: i cannot believe
that Haidl & his friends got 6 years for that "Trio Get 6 Years for Taped
Sex Assault"
zomb1egirl: i was flown down there as a expert witness for that last year...
that's retarded, they don't deserve that much time
Luke: tell me more about being an expert witness
Luke: did they admit your testimony?
Luke: how many other porners were used as expert witnesses?
zomb1egirl: no, we actually did not even get to go on the stand zomb1egirl:
just me & another BC girl www.sin-girl.com because we had filmed for an
outcold.com (sleep fetish site)
zomb1egirl: yes, I was called down as an expert witness the year before
that for the Max Factor heir case as well.
zomb1egirl: the lawyers & I reviewed the tapes & prepared the testimony
that weekend. & it was that SAME weekend that he skipped town & took off
overseas
zomb1egirl: I used to shoot content for my friend who owns www.outcold.com
(now not taking memberships due to credit card processors not approving
of the content, which is bulls--- since www.sleepassault.com is still
up!)
zomb1egirl: anyways, i got a couple free trips & got paid tons for doing
nothing