UPDATE- Jon (who owns Sweetheart Films) and I have been in touch and are on the road to recovery, lol. Sometimes venting can be a good thing. š
UPDATE- Keni Styles has apologised and I’ve accepted. Slate wiped clean.
UPDATE- X At Galaxy Awards & I have cleared up our misunderstanding ( language barrier had a lot to do with it) and we are good. I wish him the best with his Awards
A few things have been pissing me off lately.
And I am the kind of person, who if you piss me off you will hear about it from me. Maybe not right away because I do try to be nice if I can. I do try to correct the problem or misunderstanding, but if you let it go, you don’t answer me, or you do answer me and your answer is rude, you aren’t going to be forgotten about and left alone. I don’t like being treated badly, and I will carry a grudge.
NOPE. I am sorry to say that treating me badly, will affect you for life. I don’t forgive and forget, well I try to, but I’m not good at it. I am a GREAT, loyal friend to have. But am an awful wronged person. Because whatever you did to me, will play over and over in my head, until you either apologize or make it right.
Because I am a great and loyal friend, I am also a awful and forever enemy.
I guess the worse thing you could do to me, would be lie about me, or treat me like I am stupid. Because I am always truthful in what I say, and I am not dumb.
So calling treating me dumb or lying to me, either of those things would offend me, a lot.
Don’t say you will sue me. Generally you have no grounds, no case and probably no lawyer who cares enough to take it. Plus, dumb as I may seem. I went to school for law. I’m not afraid of you, So don’t bother…
Don’t give me instructions on how I should run my site. If you have all these wonderful ideas, get a site of your own and put up whatever you want, then try to find yourself some readers, good luck. I’ll beat you every time in traffic. You don’t agree? Go for it. I’m not afraid of you, I will win, so don’t bother…
To those people that say I bought my traffic when I paid for this site, I answer, yes you are right I did. BUT that was three years ago, and traffic has gone UP since then. It would have been very easy for this site to go down the drain, for a couple reasons-
1. Because Luke was gone.
2. Because the hardcore people on this site did not want to deal with a woman running it.
3. Because no one could take it over and satisfy the readership and keep them coming back.
Ya know what ? I did it and I kept the traffic and actually increased it. So I want to thank all my readers and supporters and say FUCK YOU & thank you to all my haters, because i know you read the site too. š
I have more to say about this to. If you have pissed me off, treated me badly, been rude, acted like an asshole, or we just plainly don’t get along, your story is coming up.. If you would like to clear things up, I am more than happy to be fair and hear you out. Email me cindi@lukeisback.com
If you have treated me unfairly/ lied about me/ I have the right to call you out and I will-
Adella -FOR SURE- TOP OF MY LIST- IF I COULD ONLY PICK ONE IT WOULD BE YOU ADELLA, after me being 20 years in the biz, YOU ADELLA are the one who hurt me and wronged me the most, and for some crazy reason, CONTINUES to do so…. because I keep hearing about How I "lied and had stolen pictures from a website" ( you sent me emails giving me permission to use those pics). But you are still telling people I stole them. You think they don’t talk to me?
Other people that are "in my opinion’ less then honorable, Nica Noelle, X at Galaxy Awards, Guy who owns Sweetheart Films and is afraid to answer my emails, Wolf Hudson, in my opinion an ass hole who thinks he can dance and sing like Michael Jackson, but from inside info I’ve recieved, from people he’s auditioned for, he’ s out of his mind , that asian guy with the english accent-Ken or something? , Steve Banan, Chasey Lain, and there are more, but truthfully I don’t have a lot.
I love my job. I love my industry. I love this biz. After almost twenty years here, there are really less then ten scum bags I have come across. So if you want my advice about the good people and the bad people, I can tell you. Just ask. xo Cindi
Never, EVER let me get on your bad side my dear…
Just keep up the good work Cindi. Occasionally I see a post disappear you might not like (or you close a thread quickly if people make comments you don’t like) but for the most part you do a great job here and I enjoy visiting this site every day.
Might wanna ease up on the sauce a little. NL- THAT was funny š
You mean Keni Styles?
Didn’t Tara at freepornstarpix have issues with Wolf Hudson and Nica Noelle as well? Perhaps she could fill us in. Wolf is a liar. He goes back and forth claiming he is straight then says he is bi. His first porn videos with Michael Lucas he said he would go to sex clubs to get fucked by guys, then says he is straight, then quits gay porn and tries to distance himself from the gay industry by changing his name to Kane Rivers and signing on to LA Direct. Derek finds out about his gay porn past and boots him. He then crawls back to the gay industry and labels himself as gay for pay, then starts working for KINK and renames himself “KING OF KINK”. He was calling himself bisexual but has taken that description off of his twitter page. He constantly brags about working in straight porn but begs his gay fans to vote for him for gay porn awards and will show up to every gay porn awards show out there.
He’s now BFF with Danny Wylde another bisexual male performer and one of the few that appear to have not been hurt by the anti-crossover talent sentiment that has come since the patient zeta mess broke.
Cindi, this site is a million times better than when Luke ran it. You are about the only one in this business to uphold Luke’s one great virtue, he wasnt afraid of folks, you arent either. Head weasel and propagandist Fishbein is afraid of offending anyone with a check for advertising in his shitty mag or on his shitty site.
Seriously, u got beef with keni styles? He’s like the nicest dude in porn.
Yes this site is a very good one… Keep it real. But I can’t believe that you have met only 10 scumbags in all the years in this business? I have been in this biz longer than you and I can honestly say that I have met more scumbags than good people. This shit hole of an industry is loaded with liars, thieves, thugs, borderline personality types, narcissists (see Jules Jordan) and people with no morals or conscience in regards to who they hurt in the name of money. Do you really think that this industry cares about the health and financial welfare of its performers?
If anything, you are too nice. You are much less confrontational than Luke was. I miss that, but your “more than fair” approach has produced some good results too. Chris
Just wanted to say lots of respect on that post you just did on people and your site.
This is the thing I hate most about our industry is how fake and two faced alot of people are.
Your a sweet woman and hats off to you for voicing your opinion.
what are you holding back?
spill the beans now – c’mon.
i did like luke’s writing and commentary, see hes a dude so he sees the industry from that angle.
he also went to the shows and came back with shitty but newsworthy photos and interviews.
Luke Ford was at best a morally and sexully confused, disorganized, careless idiot. Even though he taped conversations he still could not transcribe them right. I guess that’s how you can call him “controversial”. We was the Matt Sludge of porn.
He was sued for defamation 5 times, physically assaulted, called “The most hated man in web porn” by Wired magazine and voted “asshole of the month” by Hustler. Bill Margold said “Luke Ford is exactly what we deserve”. However, Bill Margold is not the counselor/historian we deserve.
Like Luke’s horrible photography (and remember how he’s take and post the same fucking photo of someone repeatedly?), his “journalism” was worthwhile sometimes by accident. Now he masquerades as a fake Jew. The book of Luke is nowhere to be found in the Old Testament just as Luke himself is nowhere to be found in Lukeford or Lukeisback. I think we all miss his ramblings on Judaism as much as we miss Dick Cheney.
His carelessness contained an inherent malice, and that malice was the foundation which other porn “journalists” used for their sites as well.
Some may criticize Cindi for not being as “entertaining” as Luke was, if you found all his irresponsible antics and inane ramblings “entertaining”.
I’d LOVE to hear your take on Nica. That woman is horrible, just a complete time waster; unless you’re male talent she wants to date…
Luke was definitely strange but interesting. His self-loathing was off the charts. If I remember correctly he posted some weird video where it was just his head floating on someone else’s body at a pool party. God it was bizarre, after that I was hooked on this site. He must’ve been narcissistic too. He dated some pornstar too didn’t he? He was certainly fukked in the head but religion will always do that to you. How did he keep from getting whacked?
Cindi runs a different type site and it’s great. She’s funny too; she’s honest, she never slows down and as a bonus she’s starting to like gals A LOT and her once or twice a year drinking binges keep it real!
What more can you ask for sans Luke?
Margold was wrong, at the time of the first big HIV crisis(Marc Wallice) which Luke exposed, Margold along with Dr Mitch tried to “keep it within the family”. Luke did something that helped porn, as for Margold, I’m still waiting.
wow, I LOVE seeing my girl show her true self and I have to say I am fucking turned on by it!
I LOVE YOU Cindi and this is the type of post that makes me return to this site even though I get shit on every time I post anything lol.
And there’s nothing wrong with buying traffic when you start out…and anyone who knows a fucking thing knows paid traffic SUCKS ass. I did it back in 2004 and it was terrible…and from the top rated traffic company.
I was told by someone who would know, that when Marc Wallace tested positive Mitch warned Tom Byron and Jill Kelly and her closer friends about Wallace, but didn’t tell everyone and he continued to work. If this is true I can’t see how she wasn’t prosecuted or sued at the very least.
Someone has paid for all the school she’s attended to get all of her degrees. Would that money have come from AIM?
Stool says,
“If you found all his irresposible antics and inane ramblings entertaining.”
Have you looked in the mirror lately Stool. You talk about somebody else’s inane ramblings an irresposibility? Pot, meet Mr. Kettle, he is black.
And Mariah, IF it were true, and this mystery person who told you it was true were correct, then wouldnt it be Wallice getting sued?
And AIM’s books, as a c nonprofit are public record. Instead of making unsubstatiate claims, based on something that “SOMEONE WHO WOULD KNOW” told you, why not look up the facts yourself?
Then again, why let the facts get in the way of a good of fasioned sotry?
Marian, when you heard this, whose voice were you listening to?
So that also means that Tom Byron, and Jill Kelly are guilty of keeping this secret too, along with a couple other close firends, and they ALL kept it secret,,,so swhy is Mitch the only one who should get sued? Why not all of them who kept this secret.
Thats a pretty serious allegation that YOU are making here. Do you have anything to back it up, or just the word of ‘someone who would know.”
The porn industry where Gossip is considered Gospel,,,and the truth is irrelevent.
I;m sure Tom Byron is ging to be very surprised to hear that he was part of the ‘conspiracy’ to keep HIV+ Marc Wallice working. And Jill Kelly too.
Any more names you want to add to the list Mariah? I will be emailing Tom with this soon, I just want to make sure YOUR list is complete.
“SOMEONE WHO WOULD KNOW”
actually you fucking dickhead they didn’t keep it quiet. they told people and were pretty upset about the entire thing. I didn’t say it was 100% verified but the person who did tell me is someone who knows all those mentioned better than any of us ever will.
I find it fascinating Joe that you find contempt with every single thing I say. You troll every topic and post your negative nonsense. You go ahead and email Tom. I guarantee this isn’t the first time he heard this. Remember douche this was back in 2000 and this was NOT a secret in the industry. I remember others at the table at the Rainbow who said they had heard the same thing.
REALLY,
Tom Byron told people, that Mitch told him, that Wallice was HIV positive, while Marc continued to work? Everybody at the table ‘heard’this eh? Did they ever say who they heard it from? And why the need to protect this source name when you make Tom Byron and Jill Kelly’s name public in all of this. You will name the pople this source told, but wont name the source?
Gossip is gospel,,,,the truth be dammed.
Thats how RUMORS get started,,,then repeated over and over and over again, until they become the truth.
All of these rumors but NEVER one sinle person who said,,”Mitch told ME wallice was HIV positive.”
Show us one person who ever said that Mitch told them directly!!!!! Or is it that everyone just ‘heard’ it from a source who would know?
Argh!!! Marc wouldn’t test at AIM, Marci finally dragged him there, and the case was solved– poorly. But nobody tried to keep any secrets, nobody asked anybody to keep any secrets, and Mitch had her degree before she opened AIM. And I DO know because I was there. Peace! And Happy Holidays, everyone!!!
nickeast,
Wasnt this actuall at the PAW office back then. Wasn’t AIM not formed until 1999, after these events took place?
AIM existed. I don’t remember if they were at Bill’s or not at that time. I think they already had an office (on ventura?) and Mitch was begging Marc to come in for a test because he was the common link in a string of positives. I really was a witness to Mitch saving who knows how many lives when she convinced Marci to bring Marc in for testing. I wonder if she was ever acknowledged for that? Hmmm? HAPPY HOLIDAYS, EVERYBODY!!! Try to be kind to one another for awhile, k?
Nick, you letting your hair grow out again? That shaved head was creepy, not as creepy as when Matt Bixel or Talon did it, but creepy. Kimberly Jade was the performer told by Mitch that they needed to keep it within the “family”. Marc Wallice should have been prosecuted for what he did, not the catching of HIV but knowing his status and infecting other talent.
nickeast,
I think you are ocrrect. I do beleive AIM was incorported in 98, not 99.
If all you know about AIM and Mitch is what you read on these sites then you dont know much.
Has Mitch ever been acknowledged for all this,,I think thr fact that she is still here 12 years later speaks louder than anything ever written on any of these sites.
There is a silent majority that fully supports AIM and Mitch. And they are very silent, and a large majority. Her bashers on these sites try to imply that they are the majority, but they are not.
Bash Mitch all you want but be careful what you ask for. If Mitch were to thow in the towel now the industry would be scewed beyong belief. Who wuld take her place in the OSHA battle?
Happy holidays to all,,,,even you Jeremiah
Be safe, lets not be reading of any holiday mishaps next week. Roads are dangerous right now, NO DRINKING AND DRIVING GOD DAMMIT!!!!!
NICK, maybe for christmas you could get a few more people who know what really happened to give Mitch a call and say thanks for everything, she would probably appreciate it alot.