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Love in the Dog House
If Luke plays his cards right, his infatuation with the great red kangaroo could land him a spot on the Jerry Springer Show. It has been almost ten years since Springer did the Love Child Animal so it’s about time for another go with a ho out of the wild kingdom. For a brief moment in 1998 jokes floated around about Chicago as the “City of Bestiality” when Springer announced he’d feature guests who cuddled their pets way close. The “I Married a Horse” episode centered on a man who claimed he’s been married to his pony, Pixel, for five years. A groundswell of disgust caused most local affiliates to pull the show, but perhaps cozying up to a kangaroo would play nowadays, especially if Luke could get an endorsement from PETA.
Bestiality has been around ever since the Egyptians supposedly mastered the art of sexual union with crocodiles and Xenophon reported Greek troops in retreat enjoyed trysts with goats. In the early 1700s in this country, a 16-year-old boy confessed to intimate relations with a mare, a cow, two goats, five sheep and a turkey. The court demanded the boy identify his sexual partners. He did. The animals were slaughtered before his eyes and then he was executed.
Farm boys have always remained suspect ever since Dr. Kinsey exposed the secret behind the big red barn. Between 40 and 50 percent of his sample had sexual contact with some animal, he claimed in “The Sexual Behavior of the Human Male.” Over the years many researchers have refuted Kinsey’s mammalian statistics. (In fact, all his research is probably garbage.)
But don’t let the horses out of the barn just yet. I doubt there’s any bestiality DVDs coming out of Porn Valley, but it’s all over the internet.
In the late 80’s when I lived in Seattle a bizarre case of animal husbandry surfaced at the University of Washington. The cops got a tip from somebody who reported seeing a sign on a fraternity house door which read: “Nobody allowed in except actives, pledges and cloven-hoofed animals.” The cops discovered two overheated ewes in the basement. After the story hit the newspapers the president of the fraternity insisted the sheep had only been brought into the frat house “to teach the pledges how to spin wool.”
In 2002 a more refined take came out of Princeton, where Professor Peter Singer pondered the moral dimension of cross-species contact. Singer, a prime mover in the primate rights movement, wrote an article entitled “Heavy Petting.” He pointed out that all sexual taboos have gone out the window except doing it with the family dog, which in some cases, he insisted, could lead to “mutually satisfying activities.” Irresistible newspaper headlines followed: “A Little Oink,” “The Cat’s Me-Yow!” and “The Love That Dare Not Bark Its Name.”
At the core of Singer’s utilitarian ethics is a concern for suffering and he entwines personal preference with happiness. The suffering of a live cow slaughtered for Big Macs is unacceptable, but if a fling with Fido or a kangaroo makes you happy that’s OK. I’d rather let Fido pick and choose among the dogs on the run while I enjoy a Big Mac.
Assault on the Media
If I were writing for the news departments of either of the trade magazines I would frame this story, in descending level of importance, thusly:
* Unethical business practices. The defendant (allegedly) verbally threatened one employee and (definitely) physically assaulted an invited guest. Despite this being witnessed by employees of the troubled movie in question, the defendant was allowed to work.
* Assault on media. Yes, yes, I know: Is what is written on these sites really news? Often enough not, but the difference between these blog sites and other advertiser-supported publications is really a matter of degrees rather than substance. These publications and blogs are the only games in the business except every so often when the L.A. Times or LA Weekly drops in.
* Trade publication writers: have you ever been sold out by your management in favor of an advertiser?
* Is something not newsworthy unless it is written in a press release? Porn publicists write most of the news in this business; editorial departments are often reduced to copyediting.
* Media representatives sent home at the demand of the defendant (Mike South speculates on why the director in question hasn't had any work released in some time).
* Talents' views on media, particularly the idea that writers "take potshots under cover"
* An ordinary fracas on a porn set (and yes, in that all parties involved moved from the street to inside the building, and in that the assault happened under the auspices of this troubled movie, it was on the set).
A Dialogue
He emails: "that chick has been my best friend since i was 4 so if you want more im her manager"
Luke: "Which chick?"
Manager: "the one that has all the attention in front of the camera...the girl with all black hair paige taylor the brunette is alisha moore."
"sorry to do this to you but as alish moore's AND tye taylors manager im going to have to ask that you remove the movie from youtube unless you want to be reported."
Luke: "On what basis?"
Manager: "on the basis that your dont have anyones permission to have that video."
Luke: "I don't need anyone's permission to report the news. Have you heard of the First Amendment?"
Manager responds:
aw true but then again its IS illegal to post a video and/or picture against that persons will and you can get a fine so make your choice now.
no you are retarded i never said i was paige taylors manager i said i was ALISHA MOORE'S manger she wants it down
Releases are not necessary for daily journalism.
Ric Williams emails:
Hey Luke, Case of mistaken identity here. Paige Taylor is not Alisha Moore. Paige is under exclusive contract to Black Widow Talent, and she lives with me. You have my permission (which under contract I can give) to use any of her pictures that she has the rights to. Paige is an 18 year old Latino who I signed on her 18th birthday in January.
Terri Redor emails:
Hi Luke,
I was at the event during which you filmed Paige Taylor – it was a media party for the launch of Prime Time Uncensored, as of course you know. There were notices everywhere informing everyone there that they may be filmed and that by being present they give their permission to be filmed. In your video, Paige Tyler seems to be getting advice on how to “pose like a porn star” – and not five minutes later, she bent over and posed for every photographer in the house who was interested in filming her naked.
Was her “manager” even present? Is he in your video? Maybe that’s the reason he’d like it pulled. Perhaps he’s worried that his wife and girlfriend will spot him at an adult industry event with his “childhood friend” – when he was supposedly somewhere else….
Kangaroo Lessons
At an early age, after my prolapsed rectum healed, I realized that I could learn more from my marsupial friends than mere animal sexuality.
Few people realize it, but the great red kangaroo certainly knows how to strike saucy and fetching poses...as can be clearly seen here.
I utilized this to great effect with my own vanity pictures from my days as a failed actor.
However, I think I outdid the 'roo when it came to looking downright gay.
Readers?
Egoist's Version
Brian Scott emails:
Luke,
Love the new pic of you in the plaid shirt!
I am with Egoist Entertainment, the producer of "eXXXtra eXXXtra".
I was told some time ago, that life is not about what happens to you, but how you deal with what happens to you and I wanted to thank you and everyone on the cast and crew for the way they handled what could have been a bad situation. I have not responded because I thought this would all blow over, but it does not seem to be going anywhere and I wanted to make sure that some of the facts are corrected.
Any issues between Kurt and Gram had nothing to do with Egoist Entertainment. Any altercations took place outside before they entered the set. As you can see from your video the altercation happened on the street, not on the set. I wish you would have been able to come back at the end of the day to see the amazing sex scene between Audrey Hollander and Otto Bauer. After you left we went on to shot some great footage with no issues whatsoever.
I have read that Gram wanted more of an apology from Jennifer James. I want to know why Gram has not apologized to Jennifer? or to Me? When Jennifer invited Gram to the set, he knew that Kurt was going to be on set that day. If he had any idea there would be tension between the two of them, he should have mentioned that to Jennifer or showed up at a different time. It was Gram who could have put "eXXXtra eXXXtra" in jeopardy.
Brian Scott
PS. The Satire is hilarious!
Willie emails:
Has Brian Scott ever had a real job? One where people who hold different opinions have to learn to get along? Implying that Ponante is the responsible party here insults the intelligence of everyone in the room. He jeopardized a porno shoot? How, by attempting to show up and publicize it? Brian, people in the real world often come into contact with people they can't stand. But the vast majority of us handle it without resorting to ripping off our clothes and physically threatening people. You can put James Carville and DIck Morris in the same room. You know they hate each other's beliefs to the point of spitting, but strangely they maintain some type of composure. Just quietly own up to the concept that you hired a self-admitted mentally unstable performer to work, and he flipped his lid. Trying to throw it back on someone else will only further the negativity generated by this simultaneously hilarious and tragic event.
I do give Brian credit for a well-written, albeit misguided message, a rarity in porn these days.
Bornyo posts on XPT: "Now that's ridiculous. It's pretty clear from all reports and from the video that Ponante had NO IDEA he was going to be attacked. Truly, I'd bet that Gram wouldn't go to a Chuck E. Cheese restaurant if he suspected two nine year olds might mix it up."
Conky posts:
Wow. That email is just... it's just stunning. I thought I was up on the concept of denial. Until now. Gram should apologize? Yes, Gram should apologize here and now for never, ever featuring one of their products in anything he ever writes (except police statements) from this point onwards. I'm still just plain amazed that there is no blame here. No sense of shame. No one suggesting that this kind of behavior should be seen as unacceptable in a so called civilized society. Gram, I suggest you send them all Hallmark cards to apologize for your frankly outrageous behavior. Picking fights with the talent before they're even on set? Shame on you, sir!
It's pretty standard to have journalists from magazines or websites on-set these days, along with a photog who shoots bts pics and posed action shots for the layouts. If you think about it, it's pretty obvious why sets are open to the adult press: with hundreds of new releases a month, the best way to get coverage is an on-set report in a skin mag or leading website. And it can make a huge difference at both wholesale and retail time if the people you're trying to sell to are aware your product exists in advance.
Where Did Veronica Rayne Study Law?
Paperchase emails:
Why is it a secret which law school Veronica Rayne studied at? Luke, your ability to ask tough questions failed you at this interview. You should have asked her 1) What is the holding of Palsgraf v. Long Island Rail Road Co 2) How has the Doctrine enumerated in Pennoyer v. Neff since been overturned? 3) Can she think of a hypothetical lawsuit involving the porn industry that would display a weakness in the Supreme Court's ruling in International Shoe Corporation. v Washington.
Veronica Rayne emails:
1. I went to North Eastern for Law were I did not graduated, and chose to keep my BA from Valencia were yes it is a community college were you have the option of staying and getting you Bachelors.
2. The classic "foreseeability" case is a 1928 New York case known as Palsgraf v. Long Island Railroad Company. Justice Cardozo ruled that Mrs. Palgraff could not collect damages for her miscarriage after she was struck by a falling scale on a train platform. The scale fell due to an explosion. The explosion was caused by a bag of fireworks which struck the an electrified rail after it was dropped by a man who was attempting to get on a slowly moving train. The running man was being aided by a conductor on the platform and one on the train. Cardozo wrote that the miscarriage a few days later was not a reasonably foreseeable outcome of the acts of the railroad employees of helping a man carrying a brown bag package onto a train. Trace the development of foreseeability law by contrasting Palsgraf with the 1980 case of Derdiarian v. Felix Contracting Corp. That was section 15 on on my Final exam of Basics of Tort Law A States' long-arm statutes vary, some states have long-arm statutes which allow their courts to exercise jurisdictional power to the full extent allowed under the Due Process Clause of the Constitution. Other states have statutory restrictions that specify enumerated situations when courts may exercise personal jurisdiction over an out-of-state defendant. Some limits are placed on the particular cause of action, while other limits are based on the activities of the defendant. See International Shoe, 326 U.S. 310, 319 (1945) (ruling that a state may not make binding judgments on an individual lacking contacts with that state). But see Pennoyer v. Neff, 95 U.S. 714, 734-35 (1877) (deciding that personal service and notice are key elements of personal jurisdiction).
3. And at this time I can of a hypothetical situation at this time but I will give give some quotes from my Foot Notes: The Supreme Court expounded upon state court's jurisdiction with the landmark decision in International Shoe v. Washington. This case overruled the "presence" standard and allowed jurisdiction over any party with sufficient "minimum contacts" with the forum state. The decision explained that the maintenance of the suit in the forum state shall be allowed only "according to our traditional conceptions of fair play and substantial justice." In this case, the Supreme Court adopted the current two-prong approach to personal jurisdiction: minimum contacts and reasonableness.
So if Paperchase has any other questions I have 3 more weeks of recovery and I will happy to start pulling out all my old law reports and old exams if would like to try to make you look stupid again.
Paperchase emails: "Veronica Rayne passed with flying colors. And no I won't insist on a hypothetical."
Mike South emails:
What a joke. No way the person who wrote this: '1. I went to North Eastern for Law were I did not graduated, and chose to keep my BA from Valencia were yes it is a community college were you have the option of staying and getting you Bachelors.'
Also wrote this:
Justice Cardozo ruled that Mrs. Palgraff could not collect damages for her miscarriage after she was struck by a falling scale on a train platform. The scale fell due to an explosion. The explosion was caused by a bag of fireworks which struck the an electrified rail after it was dropped by a man who was attempting to get on a slowly moving train. The running man was being aided by a conductor on the platform and one on the train.
Steve York emails:
Hey Luke:
It seems Veronica Rayne has out done AVN in the plagiarism department. Reading her last e-mail, simply from her spelling mistakes and terrible grammar its obvious just looking at the paragraphs where she started copying quotes off the internet.
A quick Google search only proves the obvious. That whole response about Palgraf v. Long Island Railroad taken from her "old law reports and old exams?" Lifted word for word from here.
(She even left in the question about the development of foreseeability law from this final exam.)
Or her "hypothetical" on International Shoe v. Washington? Lifted from a footnote verbatim on this site.
(I doubt she attended Harvard and wrote under the name Michael MacClary.)
I doubt this porn whore even stepped foot in law school but then again she "did not graduated"; you learn in community college how to hide blatant plagiarism and switch words around to avoid google searches turning up exact quotes.
Sorry slut, you're the only one looking stupid.
Veronica Rayne replies:
I never said I wrote those reports. I simply did some research and responded to the questions that were presented to me. They are are the same two cases that are talked about when you are a first year in Law School.
So If doing research on this website, The same one I used when I worked at Lawson and Weitzen in South Boston on Black Falcon Street, makes me a dumb slut for doing research on two questions that were presented to me, oh well I then I guess that does make me a dumb slut!!!!
As far as my spelling mistakes go it was two in the morning and I had surgery a week ago, sorry I missed a few words on spell check.
Mike South writes: "Veronica honey, it isn't spelling mistakes, hell I make those...It's your composition, don't pretend to be something you aren't. Oh ya I had spinal surgery 2 weeks ago, I can still compose a coherent sentence."
The Return Of Kara Bare
When I was 18.. I thought I could rule the world and everything would go my way. I was naive, young, immature, and hate to say it but stupid. When things wouldn't go my way- I would throw a fit. In the past 2 years, I have to say that I have mentally matured about 10 years. Now, I'm asked if I'm 25-27. I laugh and say no. I'm told that I'm too smart for my own good. That would have never happened 2 years ago. Now, I'm happy and content with my life because I figured out what life is about. I'm sorry for the pain I have ever caused to my fans, and a few people I have worked with. Forgive me. Some of us say that people can never change. But I showed them all wrong. Thanks for listening. And get ready for the NEW and IMPROVED.. Kara Bare.
That Mandingo
Joe writes:
First of all; shouldn´t someone who claims to have a college degree at least know the difference between "your" and "you´re"?
As for him claiming the name "Mandingo" coming from a nickname he got in college, he refers to him not knowing shit about the movie with that name due to it coming out the same year he was born. Hmm, but in the following sentence he says; Our generation took "ManDingo" as a reference to phallus prowess and excellence. I thought he just said that his generation knew shit about that movie?
And I doubt one can know things about the african Mandinka (or mandingo) people without knowing "shit" about the movie with that very same name. But then again, I guess a guy that clearly can´t be taller than lets say 5´ (yes it IS obvious) but still claims to be 6´ (gosh that would make most of his female co-stars giants!) can´t really be trusted.
Kurt Lockwood - American Sex Idol
Gram Ponante wants a retraction on the following two satirical stories. So I agree to say that the following two stories have no basis in fact. They are satirical (as Gram always knew but I hear that some people may not have always understood that).
LOS ANGELES, March 3 — Three of the leading candidates for Playboy TV's American Sex Idol on Saturday denounced one of their industry’s best-known commentators for using an antigay epithet on actor Kurt Lockwood.
Speaking at the XBiz Political Action Conference before an overflow crowd on Friday, Mr. Gram Ponante said, “I was going to have a few comments on Kurt Lockwood, but it turns out you have to go into rehab if you use the word ‘faggot,’ so I — so kind of an impasse, can’t really talk about Lockwood.”
“Kurt was singled out for a personal attack because the porn blogging establishment knows he poses the greatest threat to their power,” said Sex Z Pictures owner Bo Kenney. “Since they have nothing real to use against him, Ponante’s resorting to the classic right-wing strategy of riling up hate to smear a progressive champion.”
Mr. Ponante, asked for a reaction to the criticism, said in an e-mail message: “C’mon, it was a joke. I would never insult gays by suggesting that they are like Kurt Lockwood. That would be mean.”
Mags Drop Ponante Column After Lockwood Slur
NEW YORK (Reuters) - Three magazines said this week they will drop Gram Ponante's column after the conservative author referred to American Sex Idol candidate Kurt Lockwood as a ``faggot.''
Adult Video News in Chatsworth, Hustler magazine in Beverly Hills and Adam Film World in Los Angeles said they would stop running Ponante's syndicated column because of the comment he made last week.
``We will not continue to publish the columns of someone who uses people as a punch line to get a cheap laugh and who so freely uses an offensive term to describe another human being,'' Hustler Editor Bruce David wrote.
AVN's editorial board said it would halt the column following Ponante's ``crude characterization of Kurt Lockwood as a homosexual.''
Tod Hunter emails me:
I remember reading an autobiographical work, I believe Scoring by Dan Greenberg but I wouldn't swear to it, in which the author said that he was working at Playboy on editorial staff and they had a quandary. At Playboy, everything is labeled: Humor, Memoir, Ribald Classic, Pictorial. whatever. They had something satirical that was not typical Playboy material but was going into the magazine as a humor piece -- Girls of Amish Country with everybody in ankle-length dresses and bonnets or something equally atypical -- and they were in a big debate whether they should label it Satire or not. The author argued that it shouldn't be labeled as Satire, part of the point was that they were presenting it straight.
Bottom line: If you have to label something as "Satire," you aren't doing it right.
Willie emails:
Luke: There is no proof that Taryn Thomas got e. coli from eating spinach. She would have been sick enough to be hospitalized, and her case would have been reported to the Center for Disease Control. During the whole outbreak, there were only two reported cases in California. On the off chance that she was visiting her family in Arizona, there were seven reported cases. So out of a national population of around 300 million, this whore was one of the 200 who were infected? The bullshit meter is off the chart. My guess is she had a case of the bottle flu.
I emailed Taryn about this early Thursday but got no response.
Sunny Lane, Sophia Lynn On ABC's Primetime Tuesday 9 PM
A crew from ABC followed Sunny and Sophia for months.
Veronica Rayne Interview
I talk to her Wednesday night.
She got breast implants March 2, moving from 34B to 38DD. "I had gotten bored and wanted to reinvent myself."
"I got them done by Dr. 90210 Robert Ray."
Pics taken Feb. 11, 2007: Veronica Rayne Veronica Rayne DJ Batman, Monica Mayhem, Veronica Rayne Monica Mayhem, Veronica Rayne
"I've always been a really sexual person."
"I went to law school for two years and found out it wasn't for me."
Luke: "Your parents just want you to be happy?"
Veronica: "Yeah. They say that as long as you feel that what you're doing is morally happy, morally correct... I feel I'm doing what I want to do. I don't do any scenes I don't feel comfortable with, that degrade women in any way."
Rayne is married to Jack Vegas.
Her MySpace motto is: "Keep talkin s---, you're makin' me famous."
His MySpace motto is: "Ridicule is the tribute that mediocrity pays to genius."
Jack writes about his musical interests:
I believe it is important for artist to use their music to express their views,be political,spiritual or anything of this nature.Artist have the power to influence a vast number of people that otherwise would not be able to form their own thoughts or opinions.Example: John Lennon and his determination to end the war in Veitnam. N.W.A.and their ability to describe to the rest of America the violence and social injustices that they witness in there community.both of which endored harrassment from our government for exercising their first amendment rights.They say,to sin by silence when one should protest makes cowards of men.Therefore I have no room in my nano for "feelgood" music.
Jack writes about television:
Is filled with subliminal messagess by the milatary industrial complex and corprate America. In an effort to get you buy something you probably can afford and certainly dont need,so that the working class continues to dig themselfs deeper into debt.Until eventually another fraudulent catastrophe can be orchestrated forcing they econemy to plummet.At this point our world leaders will introduce one single currency for the entire planet.It most certainly be a cashless currency(debit card or imbedded micro chip)Witch will allow employers to credit your earnings to an account,and allow you to pay bills and purshice items through a computerized system that is monitered by a one world government.Or more appropriately a "New World Order" dictatorship.Thus enslaving our entire civilization.Sound crazy do I? Allow me to kick start your brain for a moment.Why is that oil prices are at a record breaking high and yet everyone needs a 60 thousand dollar Escalade or some other gas gizzuling life size hotwheels monster truck.Am I the only one pondering why "single professionals yuppys"need a fuckin vehicle that seats 12? These are the same assholes that can be seen lining up in heards on every corner of this country paying dam near 5 dollars for there Starbuck 8oz.skinny latee(Note:8oz.= 1 cup/16 cups=1 gallon.16 cups at 5 dollars = 80 fuckin dollars a gallon!)If your wondering why you havent noticed these things befor I will tell you.The water you drink has been poisioned with floride,look up floride in a dictionary some day.floride is a biocompond of florene witch is a pale yellow gasses,toxic,corrosive chemical known to suppress your brains ability think clearly.Your sweeteners are aspertame,another mind suppressent witch was developed at auchwitz by nazi scientists.This was used to mind program the german people into supporting they eradication of entire race of people that were deemed a threat to there aryan nation.Sound familiar? for those of you who dub me a nut for what I have written,my reply is this.Todays mighty oak is just yesterdays nut that held its ground... Ridicule is the tribute that mediocrity pays to genius.
Jack writes about his life:
I was born,raised and trapped in the streets of Boston until a series of unfortunate events forced me to fur fill a promise to myself.I would secure my spot the the porn industry no matter what it took.They say a journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step.So I resighned from an 11 year career with the D.O.D. and the U.S.N.(a difficult and thankless job that uncle sam would prefer me not to descuss.)Along with the coolest job that I had ever had up until then,head of security for some of the best night clubs in the city.I headed west determined to rape the American dream.
Veronica says she was a cheerleader in highschool. "My mom raised me to be nice to everybody and not to judge a book by its cover because you never know what they are going to grow up to be."
"I went to an academy. I'm not a typical porn star. I went to private school my whole life. I went to finishing school."
"The crowd I hung around with was very rich as was I. But I was nice to everybody."
"I try to be a really good person and not judge..."
"I went to Valencia [Community College]. I got my business degree there."
"I had a professor [at law school] who told me I'd never make it. I was too opinionated."
"I ended up working for my mother for ten years and then I worked in bars in Boston for seven. That's how I met my husband. He was head of security."
"I was introduced to the porn world [in July 2005 through Joel Lawrence] in a very healthy and nice way."
"Do I plan on just being remembered as the girl who spread her legs? Absolutely not. I have a lot on the board that I can't discuss. There are a lot of things I plan on doing for the porn industry in a healthy positive way."
"My husband and I tried swinging. We had a sorta of a marriage. The girl was never allowed in our bed. We never had a threesome. The girl was another porn starlet, Kinzy Joe. We tried for about eight months but it got a little too emotional. We'd rather save the friendship."
"If any of the girls have an issue with Jack, I know it's not him because I taught him right."
"I love seeing my name and picture on a box. I love the costumes and make-up. I love the money. In three hours, I make as much money as most people make in a week."
"What I hate about the industry is how some producers and most outsiders think of us -- that we were diddled, that there is something wrong with us, that we come from broken families... I was never touched or diddled as a child."
"A lot of the industry is based on not truth. Another big thing is age. I'm 30. I'm very proud of that. I don't look 30, which I'm also very proud of. I go on set for MILF shoots and I have people looking at me and saying, 'Oh s---, what do we do now?'
"I don't think casting should be based on age. It should be based on appearance and the way that you shoot. Your ability. That's the thing I hate the most about the industry. There are girls out there that are 30 and look 30, but I'm not one of them. Especially since my breasts have been done, people are saying, 'Things are really going to change for you.'"
"I'm fighting with my little brother. He just found out that I was a porn star. He's a little shocked. I told him to take his time and when he wants to call me, we can discuss everything. I have not lost any friends or family."
[Update: Veronica says she's not fighting with her little brother anymore.]
"I was mobbed at a bar I've been going to for ten years. They were laughing so hard. 'You're like famous.'"
"I will not do videos that degrade women."
"I don't do girl-girl in my personal life."
"Porn has given me the opportunity to meet a lot of people. I've met Robin Williams, Mickey Rourke. He's a huge fan of mine. He came up to my table at the Rainbow Room. We ended up hanging out for a long time."
"I've done two scenes for mainstream and I'm not impressed. You're on set for 15 hours and you get paid half your rate."
"My neighbors know what I do and they love me to death. I'm a very normal person."
"I've had soccer moms ask me to coffee. I've educated them."
"We're not all whores. We're safer and nicer and funnier. I slept with more people in college with condoms than I have in porn. I've never had sex with anyone without a condom except my husband."
"If I don't know you, I don't need to talk to you."
"I don't make small talk. I'm from the East Coast. We're very different."
"Don't make me look bad. I've heard about you."
Mike South Loses His Friendship With Digital Playground Publicist Adella
Adella responds to my inquiry: "Not to my knowledge. I love him."
One of the reasons I got into this business is because I could never identify with the people at my various jobs, largely because their lives were defined by their jobs. They had no real life or friends outside those they worked with but it even went deeper than that. Their jobs defined their friends and their relationships and even who they are. In porn that didn't happen so much, I have diverse friends who dont define our friendship by how I feel about their product, company, social circle or whatever. That isn't to say it doesn't happen in porn, theres one person in particular who I thought had been my friend for a very long time, but I kind of learned that friendship was totally contingent on my attitude towards her product not our own relationship. She simply couldn't accept that I could be friends with her but critical of her product. The same reason she liked me is why she didn't like me when she learned that just because we were friends didn't protect her product from what I do. I sat on stories of her number one girl turning tricks, doing massive amounts of drugs, and lots of other stuff but finally It got to the point that I couldn't look at myself in the mirror because I felt I could do some good maybe...and I had to try. Result, friendship terminated. It's sad really but not wholly unexpected, you could say she might be able to say that It's me who can't seperate from my job but that isn't so she could do a press release saying how wrong I am yada yada she could say Ii betrayed her, whatever, she was my friend and I still wish she was business is business....don't let yours consume you, it isn't worth it, yes men are a dime a dozen, people who love you enough to tell you the truth when it hurts...those are real friends.
Kurt Lockwood emails Mike:
Do you know the saying "I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy?" Well, that applies. We may have had our differences but my father lost a battle with something similar that you are going thru and quite frankly, "I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy." Good luck.
Kurt Lockwood
p.s. Now you can post this and spin it that I'm gay somehow.
MikeSouth: show yer friend jennifer james MY take on that nonsense MikeSouth:
you can bet yer ass if i invite you to a set you are MY guest MikeSouth:
and talent or anyone else can deal with it or leave
Luke: you and adella broke up?
MikeSouth: dude all she ever tried to do was manipulate me
MikeSouth: i finally got tired of it
Luke: lol, she's a publicist and that's what they do
MikeSouth: you knw of what I speak
MikeSouth: I know I dont fault her for it but to think she was my friend
was short sighted on my part
Luke: so how you feeling? 50%?
MikeSouth: i always think that chicks motives are altruistic like that
guy said
MikeSouth: but I was wrong...it was my bad
MikeSouth: by the end of the month I can start shooting again
MikeSouth: by end of May I should be back offshore fishing and even better
than before the op
Maui Kane Does Gay Scenes
How many "straight" performers had sex with Belladonna's brother Jason Sinclair?
Maui Kane did such gay movies as Masque and The Drifter.
My Son Is Gay
Des (mysonisgay@yahoo.com) writes me:
Son,
I'm quite disappointed that you lack the stuffing to print your own father's name on that wretched website of yours. Get it right, Luke: for future reference, you will address me by my full name or I'll have your hide.
May God forgive me for the language I'm about to use, but you are one sad little faggot, Luke. Still yammering on about yer high school journalism glory, eh, son? I guess that's about the only legit credit you can claim as a so-called writer. What have you ever done to make your mum and me proud? NOTHING.
Although SDA doctrine prohibits the sort of muck and rot in which you dwell, I braced myself and had a peek at this "Luke Intervention" video. And what did I see? My smug runt of a son, braying like a jackass and beaming ear-to-ear at the sound of his own name. Absolutely pathetic.
I can recall the same grin on your spoiled little mug back when you were teasing Captain Jack, the saltwater crocodile who resided not far from our family home. As I recall, Captain Jack took a fair-dinkum bite out of your sorely-abused arse while you were off on a homoerotic walkabout with Wayne Chery.
I've thanked that saltie croc in my prayers ever since -- but as for you, Luke, I've given up. Praying for your soul is a waste of time.
Khunrum writes: "These Aussie fellows and their animals. I never imagined until we began hearing about the adventures of Luke and Wayne Chery. The Tom Sawyer and Huck Finn of bestiality.. Do you think that Steve Irwin fellow who was nailed in the chest by the Stingray was going after it with horny intentions? Crikey!"
Rob writes: "Judge not poor Luke. I say, let he who has not partaken in sexual congress with a duck billed platypus cast the first stone!"
John Derbyshire: 'When a woman gets past her mid twenties, her probability of being raped drops off like a continental shelf'
Some of the most vituperative emails I have ever got came in after I made an offhand remark, in one of my monthly NRO diaries, to the effect that very few of us are physically appealing after our salad days, which in the case of women I pegged at ages 15-20. While the storm was raging, biologist Razib Khan over at Gene Expression (forget philosophers, theologians, and even novelists: the only people with interesting things to say about human nature nowadays are the scientists) decided to look up some actual numbers. Reasoning that a rapist is inspired to his passion mainly by the physical attractiveness of his victim, Razib went for rape statistics.
He found a 1992 report (Rape in America: A Report to the Nation) from the National Victim Center showing the age distribution of female rape victims. Sixty percent of the women who reported having been raped were aged 17 or less, divided about equally between women aged 11 to 17 (32 percent) and those under eleven (29 percent). Only six percent were older than 29. When a woman gets past her mid twenties, in fact, her probability of being raped drops off like a continental shelf. If you histogram the figures, you get a peak around ages 12-14… which is precisely the age Lolita was at the time of her affair with Humbert Humbert.
Cayton Caley Drives Across America In 36 Hours
Our phone conversation Wednesday morning.
Cayton left L.A. Monday and is now back home in Florida.
She was in New Zealand for the Erotica Expo last week.
Cayton: "I have been driving for 36 hours. I left at 7 p.m. on March 5. I've had an hour and a half sleep."
"I've never gotten so tired in my life. At one point I was hallucinating. My eyes were so tired, I kept thinking I saw stuff lying across the road."
"Your brain shuts down after 24 hours."
"I've never driven more than four hours."
"I told my mom about it. She said, 'I told you not to travel alone. What would happen if a truck driver decided to take advantage of you?' Ma, my work involves being taken advantage of."
"I'm still going to do porn. I can go back to being a shot girl. Everybody in Miami loves me. I went to California to do porn because I wanted to go to California."
"The industry is supposed to be fun. It's supposed to be a way to express yourself. Not get belittled by people and pushed around and bullied and treated like a dollar sign."
"I've never held a real job for a real amount of time. I've never worked 9-5."
"New Zealand people did not know who I was because I don't have a big name."
"Evan Stone's mom went. I love her. She reminds me of my mom."
"We did boobs on bikes. We rode (on motorcyles) through New Zealand topless. The crowds were huge. When you watch a movie and there's the Queen going through the streets, it was like that. There were a bunch of schoolboys in uniforms taking pictures of me."
Drugs In Porn
Jewel DeNyle posts on ADT: "I've seen too many girls whacked out on the hard stuff like coke,crack and speed it's sad and I never understood the thrill of it I guess. I hate using girls who have to get high to do porn they should find another line of work if they cannot handle it. The worst was way back when I shot for Puritan I had a girl pass out on the set and another time I had a guy overdose before I worked with him. I've seen it all and it's sad."
Taryn Thomas posts:
I for one could NOT attend FICEB [in Spain] last year due to having the Ecoli virus which I caught from eating spinach. As for Penny she had something she needed to take care of. Also Penny has been sober from all drugs except pot for about 4 years if not more. I have been sober from everything other than alcohol for about a year now. And before my two month relapse in January of 06, I was completely sober for about 2 years. So before you come on a board you barely ever post on get your facts straight about performers.
The Random Thoughts Of A Porn Star
October 10, 2003
Is there no peace? Is there no end in sight, or am I stuck in this damn gerbel ball of stupidity? I long for sleep.....
I want to wake up in the morning and know that I don't have to go do a scene just so I can pay for my Breakfast. I want to check the mail and know that I can actually write out the check before the collections notice arrives. I want to pay the rent on the first, not after the third warning! No eviction letters please..... I wanted to be reminded why I put myself through all this turmoil!! There is a reason, right?
I want the prize to be worth the sacrifice so I don't go through the rest of my life wondering why......why what? Why is everything I do just short of good enough...I'll never please them all, so why do I keep trying? What is wrong with doing what is best for me? Does that make me a selfish person? Why is the one place that I should have the most peace be the one place that I run from the most...... I just don't get it. Is one man ever really meant to have just one woman? If so, did I choose the wrong man? Or vice versa? Try as I may, I fall short...or does he keep raising the expectations? Seems that way....
Perhaps this is the price we pay for the road we choose. Maybe it is Gods way of saying we can't have it all.....Either choose his way and have happiness, or make our own way and suffer miserably. Yeah, I think that is the case.... So do we suffer until we are strong enough to come out the other side, or call it quits and pray for better luck next time...?
What a waste...what a waste of lifes precious time! Maybe I have lost the right to be happy.... Or maybe I am just meant to find my hapiness elsewhere....I am happy elsewhere, is that wrong? Is he driving me to love someone else or am I? Is he in love, and if so, can one truely love two people? Truely? Am I his first love, his true love, or am I just a habit that he just can't seem to break..... Is he just used to my presence?
I wonder......... I only feel love when I pull away, and even then it doesn't feel like love as much as that of need and fear of losing..... Am I worth keeping? Doesn't feel that way.....What a sad state of existance.
Fisting and God's Will
The sex act called fisting is a source of confusion and misconceptions for many Christians. This is unfortunate, because it means that many Christian men and women are depriving themselves of what could be the most spiritual sexual experience of their lives. Like anal sex and BDSM, fisting is often mistakenly associated with the gay community or is considered a sex act too extreme to be appropriate for Christian couples. Not only are these views incorrect, but fisting actually has a scriptural precedent, as we will show.
Over and over in the scriptures, the hand and fist of God are described as a symbol of His awesome power and the means through which this power manifests: "O God, God of our ancestors, are you not God in heaven above and ruler of all kingdoms below? You hold all power and might in your fist.” (2 Chronicles 20:6) Of course, the Old Testament often makes reference to God smiting his enemies with his fist or striking down the wicked with his hand, but it is also the means through which he administers his blessings and benevolence to the righteous: ”You open Your hand and satisfy the desire of every living thing.” (Psalms 145:16) Through the hand of the Lord, he guides us to do his will, touches our lives, expresses His love, and provides for our needs with His abundance.
The biblical significance of the hand is important, because in the act of fisting, one partner (usually male) inserts his entire hand and fist into the vagina or rectum of his partner. Rather than copulating with his penis, he penetrates her with his fist. Given the powerful symbolism of the fist, it is no surprise that couples who have partaken in the practice of fisting have described it as being a profoundly spiritual experience. On a symbolic and sexual level, a wife who is fisted by her husband has the experience of surrendering completely to the divine love and power of the Lord, as embodied by her partner’s hand. The husband in turn has the experience of touching and caressing her inwardly, in such a deep and intimate manner as God touches our own souls with His grace.
A Proposal for a Christian Pornography
Toward a Framework for Christian Porn
* It must depict only married couples engaging in sexual acts. This means that any sexual partners in a Christian porn production must be husband and wife, both on and off screen. All actors must be married in real life and portray married couples onscreen. And they must only be depicted having sex with their wedded spouses.
* It must portray sex within the context of a Christian marriage. It must be apparent through the actions, behaviors, and speech of the characters portrayed that they are Christian, lead a Christian lifestyle, and have a marriage in which their faith is central. This could be depicted in a variety of ways, with scenes showing a couple praying together, studying the Bible, attending church or church functions, and generally relating to one another as loving Christian spouses outside of the bedroom.
* It must be instructional. Part of the mission of Christian pornography is to graphically educate married believers in how to achieve more sexual pleasure, intimacy, and closeness in their relationships. It can do this by dramatizing various sexual techniques and positions so that couples can learn how to incorporate them into their lovemaking routines. In their onscreen roles, the actors should model both correct sexual techniques and appropriate sexual attitudes, by being respectful and treating one another’s bodies as the sacred gift from God that they are.
* Husband and wife must both receive their due benevolence. This is in keeping with the scriptural mandate of I Corinthians 7:3, which says “Let the husband render unto the wife due benevolence: and likewise also the wife unto the husband.” This means that both sex partners must be shown getting equal pleasure and sexual attention from one another.
* No extramarital sex, unless it is to illustrate the downfalls of adultery. The spouses in a Christian porn production must never have adulterous relations, unless they (and their partner in extramarital crime) suffer and are punished fittingly for their sins. (In deference to modern conventions, the punishment does not have to be one mandated by scripture, i.e., being stoned to death.)
* It must be uplifting and inspirational, focusing on strengthening Christian marriage and Christian faith. Christian porn must have an overall positive message. Of course, its primary message would be to demonstrate the sacred use of sexuality and sensuality to reinforce the bonds of Christian marriage. But in all other respects, it should affirm Christian values of community, family, faith, honesty, charity, and so forth. It should show that having a joyous and fulfilling married sex life is one of the fruits of following the path of righteousness.
* No profanity. Although exclamations of pleasure are acceptable, as are the natural sounds and vocalizations of lovemaking, Christian porn should contain no profanity or swearing. The participants should address each other lovingly and respectfully at all times. Of course, it goes without saying that the actors will not take the Lord’s name in vain, nor that of his Son.
Do Porn Stars Feel Shame?
What bothers me is that none of these porn gossip writers can imagine that porn can just be another job: pays the bills, makes you more than flipping burgers, you don't have to work long ass hours and you don't have to see the same people every day. It pisses me off big time that I have to be categorized with the usual crack whore picture they have in mind when they think porn actress. I go to work, show up there, do my thing, go home and collect my pay check, pay my bills and fall asleep on the couch watching TV in the night. I like this business, I love the people and I'm happy to have the chance to do this. NO, I do NOT feel ashamed. I life my life, go to work and just try to be the best person I can for myself, my family and my friends. Let me ask you: are you ashamed? why are you not writing for a political magazine or a real newspaper? do you have a picture perfect life and a "respectable" job? Stop judging porn stars, obviously you are obsessed with them plus you make a living writing about us (at least I hope it pays off for you in one way or the other)
Maybe it's just that I'm European and you damn Americans are too fucking weird about everything that has to do with sex ....
NitneLiun writes:
Katja, has it occurred to you that most of your income is earned in the United States, which has the largest porn industry and is probably the largest porn market in the world (per capita expenditures on porn)? I would tell you not to bite the hand that feeds you, but that is pretty typical behavior for a Kraut. As Churchill said, "The Hun are always either at your throat or at your feet."
Joe writes me: "Are racist comments allowed on your site?"
Yes.
Paperchase writes: "Katja's sounding quite bitter on XPT. I hope she doesn't turn into a sour Kraut."
Moxie writes:
Anyone with even a smidgen of psychological training will tell you that sex workers, such has adult performers or escorts, have to emotionally disassociate themselves from the sex act due to the fact they are having sex with dozens of different partners a week. Some disassociate due to psychological issues where others develop it to deal with their situation. Essentially psychologists will tell you that sex workers simply lack a conscience.
Its also interesting to compare pornstars to Dr. Robert Hare's profile of the typical psychopath: glib and superficial charm grandiose (exaggeratedly high) estimation of self need for stimulation pathological lying cunning and manipulativeness lack of remorse or guilt shallow affect(superficial emotional responsiveness) callousness and lack of empathy parasitic lifestyle poor behavioral controls sexual promiscuity early behavior problems lack of realistic long-term goals impulsivity irresponsibility failure to accept responsibility for own actions many short-term marital relationships juvenile delinquency revocation of conditional release criminal versatility (attraction to criminal activity)
Jill Ann Spaulding: Upstairs At The Playboy Mansion
Jill Ann has written a shocking, behind the scenes expose of what goes on upstairs at Hugh Hefner's "Mansion". Ms Spaulding had a dream of gracing the pages of Playboy as a playmate. So she did everything she could to prepare herself physically including breast implants, makeup lessons, liposuction etc. But she never made it on the pages because she was unwilling to have a sexual relationship with Hef. She did just about everything else though. She paid for pricey party tickets, sucked up to the staff, begged for access to Hef, jumped in bed with other playmates, got naked and feigned girl girl sex etc.
Prior to her visit to the mansion, Spaulding thought that the girls on Hef's arms were for the most part pretty publicity. Once inside she realized that Hef expects sex from everyone of them. And if they want to grace his pages they best to what he says. The perks for the chosen girls who live in the mansion include free plush living quarters, 24 hour dining, a wardrobe allowance, a weekly allowance (yes Hef pays his gals for his pleasures), beauty services, cosmetic surgery etc. In exchange the gals must put up with one anothers cattiness as they jostle for favor with Hef. They must also engage in unprotected sex with Hef. Shocking that the man who is looked at as a forerunner in demonstrating that sexuality is beautiful is dumb enough to demand that no protection is used in his bedroom orgies. And no testing is done.
Ms. Spaulding appears to be a very intelligent woman but she is not a writer. So though she conveys her thoughts the book can be choppy at times. In addition one does feel like shaking her when she continues to pine over not making it into the pages of the magazine. She even goes out and spends $750 on a diamond encrusted rabbit logo necklace like the official girlfriends wear long after she has been univited to return to any parties because she offered to pay $2,000 for a party invite which she says was for her boyfriends benefit..but we all know she just wants to put her face in front of Hef's again. Comeon Jill Ann, be glad you didn't sell out and have unprotected sex with Hef. Sell the necklace and get over the Playboy dream. You are better off without it. Meantime HEF..wakeup call...Use protection if you want to continue having fun with the Bunnies..though it sounds pretty darn shallow to me.
An Open Letter to Luke Is Back Readers
Des (My Son Is Gay at yahoo.com) emails:
It's a heavy burden I must bear as father to a phony, attention-seeking closet case like Luke. Not a day goes by without some ghastly reminder of my failure as a parent, and believe me, mates, I'm rightly cheesed-off with the situation.
I don't know where Luke's stepmother and I went wrong. We should have leapt into action immediately upon discovering his unnatural relationship with the backyard wallabies and his pet wombat, "Steve."
But we were too permissive with our youngest child. While we did keep him away from candy and other sweets, Luke developed tastes for items that were even more unclean.
For example, one day, I was brushing up on my sermon about the sins of peppermint sticks when I saw my sorry, pasty-faced son staggering into the house with an abo on his back. The black savage was shrieking in some ungodly, heathen tongue, and it was only when I turned to get a closer look that I noticed a didjeredoo sticking out of my son's prolapsed rectum. My long-suffering wife couldn't get the blasted devil's instrument out of Luke's hindquarters, and it wasn't long before my son began tootling Air Supply melodies quite literally out of his buttocks.
Don't buy into any of my son's nonsense, readers. He'll only let you down like he let down his mum and me.
I want to know what love is. I want you to show me. I want to feel where love is. I know you can show me.
Christina Aguchi Update
She emails:
I just read on ur lukeisback.com are saw the "what's happening to Christina aguchi" deal and it said that i was fired from cleartalent and goldstar....can you do an article to clarify that pleaseeeee...lol.. the truth is and if you want you can give me a call and i call make a long story short. Basically I resigned from Goldstar on good terms with joel and you can call and ask him lol. And as far as Lisa Ann I also resigned, but on bad terms, if you really want the scoope, email me let me know. But no, i did not get fired from either agencies, but now i'm with FOxx modeling and they are simply wonderful.
I call Christina, a 20-year old who's been in porn for seven months. "I lived in New Orleans. I was offered to shoot in L.A. The photographer brought me to Joel [Lawrence] at Gold Star Modeling. I was with him throughout my whole career."
"Work was slow. Gold Star is good for the newer girls. I've always been good friends with Joel. I called him one day and said, 'I don't know how to put this. I love you. You're the reason I am where I'm at, but I think I'm going to try another agency.' He said, 'I think that's a great idea, baby.'
"I talked to my friend Marcus London and he referred me to Clear Talent (Lisa Ann's agency). Lisa seemed like a really neat lady. I joined her agency. I was with her for about a month. I only got one booking. She blamed it on me not having a social security card. Well, I have a copy of it, which is good enough for most companies.
"She said to me, 'I posted on pornstarperformance that you're a flake. Good luck with that.' She smiled and walked away."
Aguchi has done about 60 scenes in her career. "I've started investing in Florida internet companies. I want to move behind the camera."
"When my mom found out, she started crying. My dad said, 'I love you, but I can't support you financially anymore.'"
"When I first started, my friends were all inside the industry but I got mixed up in the partying and the drugs and the drinking. Now I've moved out of the agency house to get my own place and get away from porn for a while. You can't just go to work and come home to it. Now I'm dating civilians."
I Am A Treasure - Outreach To Strippers
A stripper turned social worker, Harmony Dust, writes:
I was on my way to pick up my husband at the Los Angeles airport. His plane had not arrived yet and with heightened security measures, I knew that I would not be able to park outside of the terminal and wait for him. As was routine, I planned to park at a nearby Taco Bell. Knowing that I was about to drive by the strip club I used to work at, my heart ached. I began to pray for all of the girls still dancing inside. Consumed with my prayers and thoughts of old co-workers, I missed my turn into the Taco Bell parking lot. Instead, I pulled into a lot directly across the street from my old place of work. “Live, Live, Nude, Nudes” the sign read—as if one would assume there would be dead nudes inside.
I sat in my car, with an overwhelming burden. How on earth can I reach out to the girls behind the walls of that club?!?! I felt as though I was outside of a prison that had once held me captive. Here I am free while there are still women trapped inside. Everything inside of me wanted to take action. I looked to my left, and tucked into the side pocket of my car were postcards from a recent women’s conference I had attended. On the front of the postcard was a picture of a woman adorned with pearls. The text read “Her value…far above rubies and pearls.” All at once it dawned on me that I could write little notes on the postcards and place them on the cars of the dancers.
A January 2007 Glamor magazine article on Harmony Dust.
A woman named Tracy writes:
Burt had a website with each one of “his girls” pictures and measurements on it. Every Monday evening I would meet Burt at his tiny office to answer e-mails that prospective clients would send me. I hated answering these e-mails. I saw the clients as middle aged, pathetic, amateur photographers at best, and I despised giving them the time of day. To me I was using them to make some money and to be told by them how amazing I was; now I see that I was being used by them as well. Make no mistake, the shoots I took part in were meant to instill lust in the hearts of the men who looked at my photographs, and that made them a form of pornography. I wasn’t modeling, I was being used as a tool in a ten billion dollar a year industry. But I wasn’t able to see it because of my addiction to pot, and because the people around me were telling me that I was going places and made me feel beautiful. I wanted to believe them.
Cut to six months later. Again, I’m sitting in the tiny office I had now spent so much time in and I get a call from my parents. My mom was in tears and my dad, somehow calmly, asked how and why I could have posed nude in a major pornographic magazine.
Big D: 'Goodbye Thailand, Hello Romania!'
I have been in this money hungry over-populated, carbon monoxide infested country for six months and im f---ing sick of it. All of the god damned s--- i just said I can deal with. This last friday night im walking out of a gogo with my friend, her and another thai bitch get into a fist fight, what f---in happens next? the cunt stabs her right in the f---ing stomach. So here I am holding her guts in, hailing a taxi because abulances are very sparse in this country, wondering what its gonna be like in the hospital.
So i get her to the hospital, covered in f---ing blood from elbow to finger tip, holding her god damned stab wound and the motherf---ers wouldnt operate or do anything until i made a deposit on her surgery. all my f---ing savings gone because they would let her die rather than not get paid. So based on all of the s--- above I have decided to go work with my company in its office in Romania.
I cant take this s--- anymore, I love the party life, I love the people, but the only thing this country wants, needs, or even cares about is money. They say f--- life, they say f--- family, they say f--- friends, but as long as the cash is there they are happy. You know what I say f--- THAT. Life is worth every f---ing penny you have to pay and they have taken advantage of that fact. Im so happy my friend is alive but its just the disrespect involved in the emergency room while the news is in there recording her f---ing stab wound and then at the police station showing the bloody f---ing knife. I have had it, im out, I cant be subjected to a nation that has no care for life but only the care for money. Yes i love the bars, yes i love the hookers, but when people show no sign of f---ing moral, i cant take it anymore. Im a f---ed up f---ing f--- as most know, but at least I give a god damn.
Time for another remake of the life. My birthday is in two days, im completely f---ing broke because of my friend getting stabbed and my boss is fronting me the money to relocate. Not to mention the divorce splits of property that I left behind in the states.
David Clark writes: "The funny thing about Big D's Thailand misadventure is that the same sequence of events could & does happen all the time in major urban centers of the good ol' U.S., where people without health insurance get turned away from emergency rooms all the time, even in life-threatening situations. & being pissed because everybody in a Third World country would like to have money for food, shelter, clothing, medicine, god knows maybe a motor scooter, is pitch-perfect Ugly American. How much money is he making off them, I wonder? Nothing like having porn webmasters as ambassadors of good will around the world!"
Well, in the United States, emergency rooms are required by law to help anybody who comes in with a serious problem, regardless of their ability to pay.
David responds: "Just because the law says something doesn't mean the corporations that own & run the hospitals & HMOs here in America obey it -- numerous civil & sometimes criminal suits have illustrated that over & over. & if you're among the dregs of society, they can ignore the law pretty safely. Hell, the fed military hospitals don't even bother to take decent care of some of our wounded soldiers! You goofball, you."
Shelley Lubben: 'Women do not enjoy making porn movies'
Many believe the widespread fairytale that women enjoy making porn movies but in reality there are no happy endings for the women of porn. Women do NOT enjoy making porn movies and a closer behind-the-scenes look will show you several reasons why.
In the world of hardcore sex production, an average day on the porn set for a porn actress is a long and tedious process. Women are told to come in at 8 am for makeup but it’s only to make certain porn actresses arrive on time to work. Porn stars have a terrible habit of arriving late because they’re often hung over from drugs or alcohol from the night before.
After make up, porn actresses usually wait around long hours until it’s their turn to do their scene. Some scenes take an hour and some take several hours to film. It really depends if the male actor in the first scene could “perform” or not. It also depends if female actresses have to stop the clock because they can’t handle the pain of a hardcore sex scene.
While waiting around for long hours, jaded porn performers are bored and usually end up in the rest rooms with bottles of alcohol and a few lines of speed or outside in their cars for a heroin fix or gathered in the back yard with other actors to smoke marijuana. For me, I usually ended up in the back yard of some lavish mansion in Malibu with a bottle of Jack Daniels in my hand and a group of male porn actors standing nearby offering me hits of marijuana or lines of speed.
Other porn stars agree with me. Jenna Presley says in an interview with porn journalist [on lukeisback.com], “I think that 90% of the business does drugs or alcohol but maybe 70% have a problem. I include pot as a drug. I know people who come on set stoned and they can’t perform. A drug problem to me is when it affects your work life.”
To add to the mind-numbing process, women are never able to experience sexual pleasure during the making of a porn movie because of the continuous cutting during sex scenes. In the background the director constantly yells, “cut” and the flow of action is interrupted in order to get a better shot, adjust lighting or to wipe up bodily fluids. Repeatedly pornographers stop the scenes and some times ask actors to “freeze” in position during very hardcore sex acts, which causes great physical and emotional pain for porn actresses.
I speak from personal experience when I say to be in the middle of a hardcore sex act with several actors at the same time and told to “freeze” in position for several minutes while lighting or cameras are adjusted is extremely painful and degrading. It’s also very humiliating when scenes are stopped in order to wipe up bodily fluids such as semen, feces and blood.Despite the fact that women do not enjoy making porn movies, they continue to lie to their fans and proudly insist they enjoy making porn movies. Of course they do. They get paid hundreds and thousands of dollars to lie because this is their profession. Porn stars are paid professional liars who know how to “act” and they do it well. In fact, because porn stars spend a great deal time in front of the camera and never step out of character, they usually have more acting abilities than mainstream Hollywood actors.
I used to brag endlessly to fans and pornographers about my extreme “Italian” sex drive and how I loved making porn movies. I would go on and on about how I needed more and more to fulfill my insatiable appetite. I lied 100% of the time to 100% of the people. Lying is the native language of porn stars because they can’t afford to tell you the truth. Not only would it ruin the fantasy for their fans but more importantly, it would ruin the amount of their paychecks. Don’t believe porn actresses when they proudly proclaim they enjoy making porn movies.
They’re ACTING.
Fred writes me:
Assuming for sake of argument that most porn stars hate their jobs, query whether a) they tend to hate their jobs more than people in other types of work; b) whether porn stars would hate their jobs more if they had to work in another job that they were qualified for; and c) if they hate it so much, why do they do it?
Also, query whether the inherent inefficiency on a porn set is that much greater than a mainstream movie set.
I believe that people do porn because they prefer it to their other options. People leave porn when they come to prefer an alternative.
I think that most people, including myself, get into porn because they have a hooker mentality. The work is easier and pays better than alternative jobs.
Nobody leverages a porn career to do something worthy. Some people may leave porn and go on to worthy achievement, but I don't think their time in porn cultivated the skills that brought them success.
I don't think there's any less job satisfaction in porn than in other industries. Most people don't like their job.
I don't think porn movies are any more chaotic than regular movies. Porn sets tend to be more relaxed than regular sets as porners tend to be more relaxed than those clawing out a living in the regular entertainment industry.
Porn is slovenly (like me). It's a vacation from reality. It is an opportunity to feel important and to have fans, who say things like:
"I love your vagina! It's so cute!"
"You give such a great blowjob!"
Lainie Speiser emails:
Although I’m not “against” this business and actively work and enjoy it, yes Miss Shelly is totally on it. Its all a huge sham, most the women don’t actually like or get off at all during the making of these movies. I’ve never heard about any woman actually coming, every so often during a girl/girl scene I hear about that, but never with another man. And having been on sets in my more hardcore past, its so boring after five minutes, just long, boring, tedious day. And yes, the women who do this use the “I can’t get enough, I’m a total nympho” as their schtick, because it is really good for business to say that absolutely. The same way good prostitutes act and say they love fucking as many random strangers as they can so they might as well get paid for it.
But really I wonder how much the fans care, the way I wonder how much these johns care. I think they need to hear it as a disclaimer that they’re not total animals or scumbags, but really do most men who frequently buy porn or frequently go to hookers, really care if the girls like it or not? Its business, they’re paying. Do I care if the cashier at Duane Reade likes ringing up my and throwing into a bag? Nope! Just give me my shit as quick as I can so I can get on with the rest of my day. Yeah it’d be nice if you didn’t throw me attitude, but in the end I don’t care.
Do men out there really believe any woman wants to be gang banged by a bunch of butt ugly men? Do men really believe women are into Bukaki? Do men really believe that women love being in Max Hardcore movies? No, but they don’t care, and some guys love that they don’t like and are doing it anyway for money. It turns them on a lot and makes the girl seem extra hard and extra dirty.
But I would definitely rather fuck in porn films than be a stripper and making money one lap dance at time grinding myself against one asshole after another. Strippers are much more fucked up than porn stars and I totally understand why. At least in this business its all a cluster fuck and you know everyone you’re working with, you’re all on equal ground, it’s a dysfunctional family, but a family none the less. Stripping to me would be sheer torture and even worse you have to sit with this asshole and keep him company sometimes too for a lot more cash than you make dancing for him. Its so much worse to give your mind than give your body. Men who pay women to talk to them and sit with them, sounds like torture to me. You have to sit and pretend he’s interesting and attractive when he’s boring and gross, forget it!
But then there are porn stars who do porn so they can make a fortune dancing on the circuit, but that’s the best deal of all, ten grand a week to dance for 15 a pop on stage, nobody touching you, you do those poloroids for 40 bucks a pop, that’s pretty sweet.
I’m a total city girl and wasn’t raised with a car and still don’t know how to drive so bless my sweet girl’s hearts they are doing the driving. Jamie Lynn is on airport duty and Heather is driving us to all the radio we’re doing on Friday and Saturday.
I haven’t been out too long at a clip to know I like it. I like the warm weather, I like that you can smoke in a lot of outdoor places, I like that its very pot friendly, I dig the exciting/sleazy vibe in West Hollywood, and I like that it’s the home of my industry. But I don’t know if I would like living there. I don’t know if LA would like me and what I had to offer.
One big thing, I have never ever been out there and either seen a man that turned me on or turned on a man. In NYC we have all these hot transplants, hunky earthy Southern boys and Midwest boys, I never see that when I’m out there. I go parties and the women are stunning and the men are just a boatload of geeky/nerdy business people and they wouldn’t give two shits for me anyway because they have these ravishing other women around them.
Also there is absolutely no kind of individuality in fashion in LA. All the chicks wear the same exact thing. LA is about the body, NY is about the fashion. I love fashion so much, I think I’d be sad to be without it. Maybe I could live in Venice Beach. I visited a good friend of mine out there two year ago. I saw a lot of more my type of guy out there and there were lots of great vintage clothing stores where I got a lot of good deals. But either way I don’t drive and don’t want to learn so screw it. LA/Hollywood, get your shit together with some good 24 hour transit!
Bunny Tales: Behind Closed Doors at the Playboy Mansion By Izabella St. James
If the title intrigues you, then the contents should satisfy you.
It's not great writing, but it works. The book reads like Izabella is talking to you.
On page 154, she writes:
I never saw him come while having sex with anyone; he always masturbated. And it was always the same: too much baby oil, his hand, and the visual support of porn...
Hef was not a good lover. No passion, no physical abilities, never a moment where I thought, Wow. (pg. 155)
I never saw Hef use condoms. Period. He wiped himself off with a wet bath towel prepared by Holly in advance after he had sex with each girl and before the next...
The thing about the bedroom is, you're not seduced, and you're not always there by choice. You're there because it's a rule -- an unspoken rule. (pg. 156)
...Whenever a Girlfriend wanted something, she would have to participate more in the bedroom. (pg. 159)
The book ends: "I thank God for all the blessings bestowed upon me."
I first saw her in December at the Playboy mansion.
We talk by phone Monday evening.
"My dad painted cars."
She lost her virginity at 15 and had slept with about five guys (and one girl) by the time she turned 18.
Abbey graduated with a degree in Business Administration from Eastern Michigan University.
"I danced for two weeks when I was in college. I hated it. After college [in 2004], I was working in an office. It was the worst job ever. I thought, if I have to do this for the rest of my life, I'm going to be so miserable.
"My fiance started taking nudie pictures of mean and he sold them on EBay. I made a lot of money. I searched the internet and I emailed Derek. In November of 2006, I moved to Los Angeles and started work."
"Since I've only been in the business a [few] months, my family and most of my friends do not know... My family would have a heart attack... I went to Christian school for ten years."
"I haven't been to church since eighth grade."
Abbey finds a lack of intellectual stimulaton in porn.
Luke: "What is the last good book you've read?"
Abbey: "What's the last what?"
Luke: "Good book you've read?"
Abbey: "A book? I don't read books. It was probably something when I was still in highschool or college. I read magazines. I have a subscription to Playboy."
David writes: "Abbey failed to mention that Pamela Peaks is pimping her out on hooker jobs."
Do Porn Stars Feel Shame?
Kimi Lixx writes on ADT: "You think eating something off the floor is degrading? I pick up dropped chips from the floor in my family room and eat them. I don't feel degraded. I feel like a slob, but not degraded. I slurp spilled tea off the kitchen counter, too. Not degrading at all."
Joe writes:
The better question is "Do Porn Stars Feel Anything?" actually after a couple months on the meth they probably dont feel anything. Better still what do the predators that leach a living out of their suffering feel?
We speak by phone Monday morning. Audio Audio
Jenny: "I'm sure you know Jack Spade's history. It's for the best that he's in jail. He'll probably be there for a while because he has some violations of probation."
Luke: "What did he do to you?"
Jenny: "He'd flip out on me. I never laid a hand on him."
"I came home a week after Valentine's Day, and he freaked out because I didn't want to do privates anymore. He threw me on the kitchen table...and then he said he was sorry. Three days later I went to a friend's house and filed a police report. The next thing I knew, the police escorted me home. The home's in my name. They handcuffed him and brought him to jail. His grandmother bailed him out the next day."
Then Jack Spade went back to jail for violation of probation.
"I went through this for two years. I'm just fed up."
"I had always threatened to call the cops. I just never did."
"I didn't want my house to be on the news. I live in a nice country club."
"They even used my real name on the news."
"There weren't children here. There were teenagers who were like 17, 18, 19. My age."
"It happened to be one of my friend's mother. Her name is Debbie Barton (an attorney). His name is Billy Barton. He was 18 as of January. There were some other parents she tried to get involved but they wanted to be left alone."
"We were playing Nintendo. Some people were out on the porch smoking. There was nothing hardcore here. I don't do crazy drugs."
"The only thing I wanted was for Jack to be out of my life. We had broken up a while ago. He claimed he was going to live here until he got his stuff together. It got out of hand. He continued not to work. He got on my nerves."
"Just because of my status as a porn star... I'm not having orgies at my house. I'm attending [cosmetology] school."
"How was I corrupting these kids? These kids were throwing way worse parties than I was."
"I'd have 10-15 people over and we'd play drinking games."
"I have not been charged. I have never been arrested. I have never been in trouble."
"Obviously my dad doesn't want this to be my first profession but he knows I'm a pretty responsible girl. I have good business ethics. I'm pretty mature for my age."
"These parents are whining because their kids are going to my supposedly crazy parties... If they only knew half the stuff their kids were doing in Jacksonville... They're doing acid, cocaine, ecstasy and these crazy drugs and they want to get on my stuff for doing porn?"
Jason Sechrest Goes To Bat For Christian
Because of the, let's say, "wide variety" of movies Christian has starred in throughout his career, he has not exactly had an easy ride of it in the straight porn community. Yet, he has somehow managed to rise from the ashes of all the controversy as one of the most frequently sought after male performers in the business.
Now how is that? All night girls were literally hanging all over him. Touching his body, feeling him up, riveted to his every word, staring at him from across the table. No wonder he never misses a Sunday! But what they all agree on is that Christian is incredibly charming and funny, with no pretention whatsoever. He's refreshingly comfortable just being himself. There's no "act" with this one.
I had several of the girls tell me during the evening that they had random strangers emailing them when they started doing scenes with him, "You shouldn't work with him because of the kind of movies he's made in the past. He needs to be on your 'no' list." This has happened with a lot of "crossover" porn stars and up until now, girls have always taken that advice, scared that the fans will stop buying or the directors will stop hiring. But when it comes to Christian, for some reason, they refuse to listen. I asked them why and they all said the same thing: "Because he's a great f---!"
Which just goes to prove, I suppose, no matter what industry you're in, talent will win out every time. What is maybe even more shocking is that Christian hasn't buckled under the pressure. If the girls are getting those kind of comments, you can just imagine what he has been up against. He had confided in me in the past that it has been very difficult to deal with at times and I could tell just by the sound in his voice that "difficult" is probably his personal understatement of the year.
But by staying true to himself and refusing to back down (and apparently by just being a great f---!), Christian has opened the door in the past couple of years for other crossover stars who might have had the door slammed in their face if it weren't for agents and starlets scratching their heads going, "Well... Christian did it!" I have a sneaking suspicion that someday, many many years from now, people will praise him instead of lambasting him. Say what you will, but he is becoming one of those people who unconsciously change the way we look the industry; in this case specifically, our talent pool.
The funny thing is, he could probably care less. He's not in it for the attention. If anything, he'd prefer people leave it alone. He just loves him some pussy and even last night told me, "I still can't believe I'm being paid to do this." Stay strong, brother.
An Economist Wants To Probe Porn
He emails me:
There appears to be an inelastic demand for new realeases, very elastic demand for catalog stuff. Something about the male psyche…the desire for variety will continue to drive the demand for porn and guarantee we won’t likely see stars like Jenna again… Let me know if you know of anyone that would be willing to have an economist look at the numbers for an academic paper. In return they would get a more rigorous statistical analysis of price responsiveness to different pricing strategies. I would imagine estimating a cost function, which could help determine their optimal response. Obviously trying to do research on these things is very difficult because so few people are willing to share data. I would be willing to sign most any type of agreement which guarantees I keep their name secret…I am just looking for data I can use in an academic paper.
Jenny Hendrix Says She Did A Scene With Her Biological Sister In A Movie Called Sisterlicious
JENNY told Porn Valley News in a post that was published July 3, 2005: "She's 21. I just started doing boy/girl in December, and I've only been doing it for a little while. I've done about seven boy/girl scenes."
RAY: "What's the dirtiest thing you've ever done in your personal life?"
JENNY: "F---ed my sister with her fiancée! She was very into it. She's a natural DD. Small butt. I have a big butt."
JENNY: "I was very wild. I'm a dirty little Catholic Girl. My senior
year of high school, a bunch of us got busted for having "theme parties".
We would put them on the internet. We were all underage. We had like toga
parties and wet t-shirt contests. Our soccer coach found everything we
posted online. It made the news all over our town and in Tampa. It was
a big deal. There was nudity. There was sex. Parents were flipping-out.
We all got in a lot of trouble. We weren't allowed to go to Homecoming."
Jack Spade In My Archives
Jack Spade Takes Baseball Bat To Tommy X, Breaks Driver's Window - March 8, 2004
Aria is still married to Jack Spade but I believe she's living with Lee Stone and the muscle man has captured her heart. Until the last few months, Aria, Jacke Spade and girlfriend Becca Brat were a threesome. They lived together and loved together. Now they've all split up.
Jack Spade (Aria's ex-husband) and Becca Brat have started a talent agency -- VixenModels. I ask if they are together as a couple. Becca says: "I don't want to talk about my personal life."
I last saw Becca at the PAW Bowlathon in May 2005. She was with her boyfriend Jack Spade.
Becca Brat: "Aria is doing well. She went back to massage therapy and she's making a good living. She's still living in LA. Aria grew up in the church too as well as Jack Spade. We always talked about how many girls in the industry grew up with Christian lifestyles. That's the reason so many girls are leaving the industry now because they had that background."
Many Playboy Playmates Have Died Young
MIAMI - The selection of Anna Nicole Smith as a Playboy Playmate in 1992 made her a member of an exclusive sorority. Her death at 39 put her in a more grisly club _ Playmates who haven't reached their 50th birthday.
Automobile accidents, drug overdoses, homicides, a plane crash _ all have claimed the lives of Playmates.
"It's sad how many girls we've lost," said Peter Gowland, who photographed a number of centerfolds for Playboy in the 1950s and 60s with the help of his wife.
In 1968, Gowland photographed Paige Young. In 1974, she was dead of a drug overdose. Jayne Mansfield, another Playmate he photographed, died in a car crash in 1967 at 34.
Eve Meyer, a 1955 Playmate, was one of more than 550 people killed when two airliners collided on takeoff at Tenerife in the Canary Islands in 1977. She was 46.
More recently, Ellen Louise Maligo, known in Playboy as "Star Stowe," was found murdered at 40 in Coral Springs in 1997.
Marilyn Monroe, the cover girl for the magazine's inaugural issue, famously died at 36 from a 1962 overdose of sleeping pills.
Tonya Crews, Carol Willis and 1970 Playmate of the Year Claudia Jennings all died in car accidents in the 1960s and 70s while still in their 20s.
Playmate Willy Rey, pictured on Playboy's first stock certificates, was 23 when she died of a drug overdose in 1973.
Twenty-eight-year-old Playmate Elisa Bridges died in 2002 after being found unresponsive in bed. Playboy said she died of natural causes, but a coroner's report said Bridges died of an accidental drug overdose.
Thailand - Police crack down on legal age
John T. Bone, who hates my guts, posts:
There was a meeting of Bar and Whore House operators recently at the Alcazar Theatre, Pattaya ordered by the governor of Chonburi Provence, in attendance were all of the local government and police officials.
To us pornographers, as the bars are our main source of talent, this means government aid in insuring that the talent we shoot are of legitimate age. I have talked at length about this issue in the past and I for one applaud the local authorities for enforcing laws protecting children from entering the world of prostitution. The legal age requirement of a sex worker in Thailand is now 20, 2 years older than in America.
Thinking Outside the Orifice
Khunrum writes:
Luke. You should become an agent for these exploited creatures. Expand your Moral Leader shtick. No! No!, Not to be a suitcase pimp but a person who will make sure these Euro Porners (along with the Domestics) receive top dollar for their double anals. And, after they are paid what they deserve, you could invest their money in a 401K. Sure the market has been down this past week but consider this "healthy correction" a buying opportunity. Branch out buddy. Think outside the orifice, these gals need help.
Roxy Jezel Loves To Be Choked
Roxy Jezel is a very close friend of mine. I helped her shoot content for her website. She loves being totally submissive and loves being choked though I don't shoot choking anymore. Stop reading too much into this crap. I would never do anything to a girl against her will, especially someone like Roxy who I adore.
He writes from jail:
I am still fighting this case from hell... Write to me here:
29320 The Old Road
Castaic, CA 91384
Inmate #: 9311923
AdultDVDTalk Locks Discussion Of Kurt Lockwood's Jihad
Moderator Hardware posts: "I don't see what this has to do with porn, besides the guys in whatever this incident is being in the biz. Rather than move it to another forum, where I doubt it would be any more appreciated by the mods than it is here, I'm locking it."
It won't take much escalation in Kurt Lockwood's feuds for somebody to get killed, but I guess that has nothing to do with porn. Nor did Wonderland Avenue, I suppose.
Here's an ADT thread on Lockwood that has not been locked.
Bob Armstrong writes:
At least Kurt Lockwood's jihad didn't include a beheading. Maybe he really is a dangerous character who will go on a killing spree, but it seems very unlikely. I suspect he was having a bad hair/anal rejection day. He flipped out. We all do now and then, and sometimes an incident will escalate into a brawl.
I thought it weird the moderator at AdultDVDTalk decreed the incident "has nothing to do with porn, besides the guys in whatever this incident is being in the biz" and locked down the thread on the message board. If somebody in porn takes a poke at somebody in porn then it is about porn. At the same time, the moderator didn't lock the episode out since it continued on at least two other DVD Talk "World News & Nonsense" threads.
In the other thread, under the header "communism," we were not treated to a Marxist analysis of pornography, but we did get a note from Von Swine saying "XXX breeds one of the last domains of freedom and expression in our current era, and we should not have this form of censorship." If it is true XXX is the last bastion of freedom, we are in deep trouble. But it is not true.
The Constitution takes an occasional blow, but overall our freedom is the last thing we have to worry about. And various rulings by the Supreme Court relying on constitutional interpretation have made it possible for the porn industry to grow and prosper despite hassles with the Justice Department. I really doubt the architect of the Constitution, James Madison, would be pleased the door opened on this vice, but I'm glad for the elasticity in the founding document. And it is a stretch to complain about censorship on a message board when you get your message out on the message board complaining about censorship.
It's become apparent that the ideals of 'restricting' ones opinions is becoming commonplace thesedays in/on adult message boards. No longer is one free to rebuke others statements no matter how slanderous or mis-informed, without running the risk of having said retort erased completely, never having seen the light of day. I ask you fellow posters/ADT bretheren, would you agree to such practice here on your beloved and frequently contributed to public message board? I think not! For XXX breeds one of the last domains of freedom and expression in our current era, and we should not have this form of censorship! Do not expect your voice, or opinion to be represented, or even displayed here after your fingers toils since every single thing that you write/type, is subject to anothers approval, regardless of validity. Communism works in many places, but not where I reside. Not now, not ever. Free me from these shackles if you can, by any means neccessary, so I can live free and proud like America gives promise to.
Drew Black, owner of ADT, posts:
Moderators are volunteers. They are not paid employees. Often moderation actions are taken simply to make their jobs easier. When a thread starts like the Ponante/Whywood thing it's obvious that a s---storm-and-a-half is brewing and those things tend to spread like cancer.
I find it entertaining that people have finally figured out that they can pretty much post anything they want in WN & N cuz the moderator of this forum is asleep at the wheel.
Prices
I got this email:
My name is.... I'm a well-known european pornstar. In a few months I will be in LA to shoot. As you know the prices in Europe are lower than in LA ( for us it's very hard to come over to America) and like everywhere the agents pocket our money and sell us all kind of stories. Because I will be in America for the first time I need your help with some info. I know you are very busy, but I know also that you are the best and know everything more than even a lawyer. I need so much these info and I'm ready to pay for. Or if you can recomend me someone it will be great. I want to know the prices per scene in America because 3 of the agencies I spoke to they gave me different prices, terms and conditions so I'm sceptic about they are telling me. SOLO= $ GG= $ GGA= BJ = BG= ANAL= DP= BBG= BGG= GROUP= For interracials, fetish there are extra fees ? They should pay me extra for my photos for : DVD front cover = magazine( hustler....) = internet = wallpapers, banners = What are the prices for a exclusive contract with VIVID, HUSTLER ...( what should I can be carefull with) ?
Pornographers Screwed Up MySpace
I don't really care but 1 time i feel like looking for old friends from school all i see is fake profiles promoting porn. Sad there isn't anything on the net not touched with porn anymore.
Jennifer James responds:
hi luke, I am sorry about the upsetness that happened that day, and the resulting abrupt departure of yourself and Gram... after all I did invite both of you. I did not know anything about the problems, and was caught totally off guard. I am sorry about what happened to gram, after all I invited him as well, but i had torn up my right shoulder just days before the shoot and had gotten a cortisone shot in my shoulder, could not move my right arm and was shooting, in great pain, left handed. And i was not about to jump in the middle of the two of them, and risk any more damage.
After everything, Kurt came on set and delivered a breathtaking performance, I wrote the role with him in mind and it called for a guy who was a bit "over the top".He did a great acting job , requiring few retakes and gave a white hot sex scene with Sunny Lane. and I would love to workwith him in the future.. I wish you would have come back at the end of the day to see the blistering anal sex scene between Audrey Hollander and hubby Otto Bauer, I think it will be an award winner..both Lynn Lemay and Sunny lane stayed around just to watch, and were blown away, as were the rest of us, amazing performance on their part.
We have a great movie in the can, and with Hustler handling the DVD distribution it's a great way to launch Egoist Entertainment, a company that, like myself, believes in all those things our business seems to have forgotten, romance, seduction, beauty, sensuality, great production values, doing business in an honorable way and paying on set with checks that don't bounce!
Parent: Child Partied at Porn Star's House in Jacksonville Country Club
March 2, 2007
JACKSONVILLE, FL-- Behind the gates of the Jacksonville Golf and Country Club is a home that a 20-year-old woman by the name of Heather Dorsey [Jenny Hendrix] is renting. It is the same place where one Jacksonville parent says her child met Dorsey and says she's found out that Dorsey is a porn star.
Lisa found several of her child's friends also had postings on their Myspace pages from Heather. Lisa says she went to her child for answers. "My child indicated to me that she (Dorsey) seemed a sweet, happy woman and she lived in Jacksonville Golf and Country Club. My child confessed to me under great pressure what had been happening," says Lisa. Lisa says her child told her there was alcohol, drugs, sex and naked girls at the parties. First Coast News found that Heather Dorsey has a business license in Florida under the name of Jenny Hendrix.
First Coast News also found that porn star Jenny Hendrix also advertises as an escort. Comments on the site say she charges $800 to $1,000 an hour.
Dorsey's home is a few blocks from where Sheriff John Rutherford lives. First Coast News has confirmed through a number of sources that JSO is investigating Dorsey as well as her boyfriend, Jeremy Doudna. Doudna was arrested last week for allegedly beating up Dorsey. "My understanding, from my child, is he (Doudna) is a producer in the porn industry," says Lisa. First Coast News has learned that Jeremy Doudna has a screen name of Jack Spade. Spade is listed as a porn star too, with a host of movies behind his name.
Jenny Hendrix posts on MySpace: "My status as a "porn star" I guess is pretty well known in jacksonville florida... It has come to my attention that since everyone in my "exclusive community" now knows im a "PORN STAR" they are claiming that I am throwing wild, crazy, orgie parties in my home... But I guess some people have no life and deceide that since Im a "PORN STAR" thats pretty much all that I do with my life... I am gonna honest with all of you guys and say that I love this industry and enjoy it very much... But I do have a life outside of work."
Dino Velvet posts on XPT: "If it would have happened in either Miami or Tampa metro area's the local paper wouldn’t have wrote about it....but since its Jacksonville (aka, South Georgia) that what you will get when you shoot off your mouth or just go public with what line of business your in...sort of like what Ray Guhn is going thru in Pensacola (once again Northern Florida has the stereotypical "Family values" of Southern Georgia religious-right areas)."
I believe I met Jenny Hendrix at the XRCO Awards June 2, 2005:
Jenny Hendrix Genesis, Jenny, Tony Sexton
Max Hardcore tells Jenny Hendrix, 19, that she needs to lose five pounds.
I saw Jenny last at the Tampa Show in October 2005:
Jenny Hendrix, Kylie Kennedy Jenny, Kylie Jenny Hendrix, concierge's GF, Lori Alexia Jenny and co Monday night, Oct 10 Katy Zvolerin, Adam & Eve publicist, Dan, editor of Genesis magazine Jenny and her adorable friend Kylie Kennedy I love you, Kylie Jenny, Kylie Suzy Q, April Storm, Jenny Hendrix Jenny Hendrix, Kylie Kennedy Heather, Jenny Heather, Jenny, Andrew Heather, Jenny Jenny, Kennedy, April Storm
I meet Jenny Hendrix, 19, and her newcomer friend Kylie Kennedy. I'm not sure either are long for porn. I think it bores them.
In the first few hours of Monday morning, I take on everyone I can in races across the swimming pool. I lose every contest except for when I cheat and hold the girls back. Jenny Hendrix (her boyfriend Jack Slade is working on the computer in his room) was on her highschool swim team. She hasn't done a porn scene in months.
Heartwarming story. I had it first – even before Gene Ross.
Unanswered questions: What does this mother mean by “child”? Did the reporter leave out her age because she’s actually in her late teens – and the uncertainty plays better?
What really is the MySpace angle? Couldn’t they have done a bit more research – even online – about Jack Spade and Jenny Hendrix? She actually has other websites. Are these parties different from the other parties the kids are throwing in Jacksonville, Florida? My impression of Florida is that – Riverside County aside – it’s the crystal meth capital of the Red State America. Almost as many girls from Florida go into porn as do girls from Ohio (what is it with Ohio?).
That poor. poor mother. Did the reporter investigate what kind of job this mother has done parenting her “now look at what you’ve made me do” daughter? Where’s her dad? Their absence often has something to do with this kind of behavior. Why was this mother so quick to criticize other parents? Weren’t they doing a good enough job of parenting her child for her?
Bob Armstrong writes:
Terri Redor's response to the Florida country club porn bash is exactly right. This story from Firstcoastnews.com could serve as a model for muddled, confused and bad journalism. Besides neglecting to note the age of the child who met a porn star next door, the entire Myspace scenario is so confusing you can't figure out who was doing what to whom, other than the porn star in question, Heather Dorsey, posting messages on the "child's" Myspace page as well as some of the child's friends. But what's that all about?
Then the story takes a leap, noting the mother said her child told her "there was alcohol, drugs, sex and naked girls at the parties" at Heather Dorsey's house. But that's all we get. More may follow, and since the story exposed Heather as an escort with definite hints she's in some fashion or another consorting with minors, Heather may well be packing her bags.
On a side issue, Terri Redor mentions that Florida is the meth capitol in Red State America. I've seen news stories announcing that Kansas, Ohio and Nevada were the meth capitol for Red State America. Fresno is the meth capitol in California, Wenatchee in Washington, also Aberdeen in Washington, Lincoln City in Oregon, and on and on. Just about every news story on meth has a quote from a cop saying his town is the meth capitol. I'd take that with a grain of salt. Or a hit of speed.
Does Holly Randall Have A New Boyfriend?
She replies: "Why on earth would I give YOU any details on something like that?"
Because I'd like to have sex with him.
Khunrum writes: "Gents, It appears that Luke is coming out of the closet. But on my one and only visit to The Hovel I don't recall seeing a closet. Or a bed for that matter. Or a chest of drawers etc. etc. etc."
Kurt Lockwood - Orgasmic Analyst
Proving that XRCO members, indeed, do have a sense of humor, Kurt Lockwood received an honorary mention in the Orgasmic Analyst category. "Lockwood did have more than enough actual nominations to be listed," XRCO co-chairman Dirty Bob revealed. "However, we decided that this award is best served for females – hence he is listed, but in a non-voting capacity."
I think we at XPT should take the moral high ground from this point. It's time to start the healing. I think this appalling act by XRCO will only heap more pressure upon Kurt to appear ultra macho. Unless we now step in and embrace him as one of our own, he can only be days away from demonstrating his strength by ripping up phone directories and pushing nerds around at his local high school. It's time to stop the hate, people. Like his black lab, Kurt needs to be rescued and re-housed. I think he should become a Moderator here at XPT and usher in a new dawn of metrosexuality and compact SUV ownership.
What's The Elasticity Of Demand For Porn?
I understand that if a producers drops his wholesale price from $10 to $8 per DVD, it is not going to affect his sales. Conversely, if he raises his price from $8 to $10 per DVD, it is not going to affect sales totals (assume that the quality stays the same).
You will sell more units at $8.00 than at $10.00 but probably only enough to reach the same revenue. For example, you might sell 1,200 units at 10 and 1,400 units at 8 but that doesn't help your overall revenue.
I believe the elasticity kicks in with catalog pricing. A $1.50 price versus a $2.50 for some catalog titles will generate a significant increase in orders. This is why pricing has continued to fall on older titles, and many companies have gone as low as they can go without losing money.
If the demand for porn is inelastic (meaning that it does not change much with variations in price), then prohibition is a bad way to try to control things.
I remember that when I was a kid, I'd walk several miles through the woods if there was a chance of finding a nudie magazine.
Throughout my life, whenever I have achieved satisfaction from porn, my interest in porn has dwindled to zero (except for work purposes).
Houston Don emails:
1) Lackwood has reportedly been even MORE on edge since Hillary Scott was given the million dollar deal. The buzz is that he thought he deserved such a deal and when told that part of the reason why he wasn't getting one was due to the way he routinely acted in public, he exploded yet again. The reviews for LA Vice all seemed to include favorable elements (even my own) but his reaction to them, while typical, is creating a growing group of people that won't knowingly buy, review, or otherwise promote his works. It was clear that he mistook Gram (cool video by the way) for someone else since that's one of the few people online (including myself) that have not called him gay, never mind a "fag" (I'd like to see proof that Gram used the term since it's not his style; a style that may not suit everyone but is generally not hateful).
I'm sure if Lackwood tried that with Roger Pipe, Rog would've opened a can of whoop ass on the flaky little guy, as would about half the people covering the industry. Maybe this is the time to start working out the details of an event for next year's AEE show. Bo Kenney can set up a boxing ring for Kurt to go a few rounds with his detractors, setting up a prize that could go to charity (PAW comes to mind, though there are numerous other worthy charities too) and let everyone blow off some steam. Maybe something like Diggstown (http://imdb.com/title/tt0104107/) would work for the egomaniac with the Napoleonic complex. I know you're a lover and not a fighter but you'd be the perfect choice to cover the event. What do you think? The only problem might be that Lackwood might be in jail by the next show in January but porn boxing has been done before...
2) On your otherwise decent (though short) article on Elasticity of Porn, keep in mind that the advent of the internet has a huge volume of people simply downloading scenes and entire movies for free. Since most companies in the industry don't do anything about it (and it really isn't as tough as most of them try to tell you), I'd suggest that the majority of younger porn lovers/users/appreciators (for lack of a better term) are getting all the porn they can handle, pun intended, which is changing the face of the profitability of the industry. Further, your article focused on the wholesale rates that the companies charge which are typically NOT passed on to consumers nearly as quickly or resulting in as low a price by the distributors. If the titles weren't marked up so much (especially catalog), there are still a lot of people that would buy them straight from the company but the industry has long favored the incredibly stupid and inefficient distribution system that results in those $2.50 titles costing fans between $15 and $25 at many stores. To complete your childhood analogy about walking through the woods to find porn (which a lot of people, myself included, seem to share), these days, the walk isn't needed since a few clicks of the mouse and you can find first run titles (mainstream and porn) and software, for free.
Playboy TV Is Reportedly 'Dead.'
Two weeks ago, Playboy Enterprises reported a nearly 20% decline in fourth-quarter profits. At the time, CEO (and PEI Chairman) Christie Hefner had to say: :While the year clearly has been challenging for the domestic TV and magazine businesses, growth in our licensing, online, international TV and mobile initiatives support our belief that these businesses will drive the company's performance going forward."
Not so, says our tipster on the inside. According to our source, Playboy bigwigs will be meeting at 3pm (Pacific time) to inform their underlings that the entire department (or very close to it) is being laid off. Says our snitch: "The word came down today. Its basically closing down the whole network. Executive Vice President, Sol Weisel, over 25 years at Playboy, gone...Everyone is gone, Dan Smith, Tom Furr, tons of VPs..anyone on staff is being released and freelancers don't know whats going on yet. They will be assembled at 3pm (Pacific time) today and be told details. Playboy TV is dead."
FBI at AIM (Adult Industry Medicine) drawstation in Vegas
Sebastien Sands posts on GFY March 1:
Went for my monthly drawing and was turned away at the AIM station in Vegas (Maryland pkwy) and there were a ton of FBI agents in there taking out boxes full of documents. They sent me to another draw station. It was the weirdest thing. A few reporters got sent out of the building also.
Dirty Danza posts:
I was raided day before yesterday everything is OK now.. they got what they needed and are looking into it... that is all I am going to say right now.. nobody was arrested from my camp.
Danza emails me:
It was not AIM related. It was related to a girl that I shot and was having stay at one of my studio apts for a while.. she had some issues with the fbi for some things she did back in the midwest that needed attention right away.
As far as Desert Entertainment the feds did NOT shut us down and it is business as always here... the agents treated everyone in my company with the utmost respect as they conducted the business they needed and when they were done they even cleaned the mess they made.. I have nothing but good things to say about the agents here in Las Vegas.
MrPheer posts: "FBI was busy in Vegas today. A big email scam operation got raided and shut down as well."
Dirty White Boy posts:
I have had a hard-on for them since they didn't do s--- about Jade Marcella using a fake HIV test from them a few years ago, and neither did her piece of s--- agent. Everyone let her keep working, not a word was said even though I had proof in my hands and so did they.
ADG responds:
WTF?!? Another bombshell in this thread. Jade did suddenly quit performing a few years ago, when she seemed at the top of her game, and I always wondered why...I sure hope she didn't get HIV. What on the test tipped you off that it might be a fake? What was her explanation for the supposedly fake test? Did she refuse to take a new test? The last I heard Jade was directing movies and only doing girl-girl in her rare shoots, and then only for her own videos.
Dirty White Boy replies:
When I shot Jade, I looked at her test, and then her ID a few moments later but did not catch that the names were not the same. Without giving away the names here in a public forum, I won't get into how it slipped by, but it did and if you saw the names you would see why it did. So the day after the shoot I was filing it away and caught it then and about s--- my pants.
First I called Jade to see if it was a mix up or what her story was. She was a big porn star so I figured it would work out. When I asked her about it, she hung up on me. Then would not answer the phone anymore. This went on for a day or two.
I called AIM next. They confirmed she (by the name on her ID) had not testing in a long time. I forget the exact time but it was around 6 or 7 months. No warning was given to any studios at that point and they didn't really seem to care.
I called World Modeling at that point. Jim South was not around that day but the ass on the phone didn't care much. I forget that tools name, not any of Jims kids, but that long hair guy that used to work there. He said he would check it out but didn't really seemed that interested to. I never heard back from them. I didn't press the issue because at this point I got the picture that people didn't care, so I was only concerned about my own health at that point. f--- everyone else. I'm sure I could have pressed the issue, but for what? They didn't care about me, I'm not going to care about them.
So after the blow off from the model, AIM, and the largest talent agency out there, I chalked it up as a lesson learned in the porno industry about how nobody really gives a f--- about anyone and it's all a show to say they do. I mean, here is a girl working on a bad HIV test and nobody did anything about it. NOBODY!!!!
I was sweating bullets for a while until my tests came back clean again, because when I thought back, Jade didn't even glance at mine when I showed it to her. She didn't care either way. I thought that was odd at the time, and then after all the pieces fell into place, I was s---ting in my pants until my tests cleared.
So it was a lesson learned. I came out clean, and I stopped working in LA and laugh anytime I read about how much the industry cares or how AIM is trying to help. BULL f---ING s---!!!
I have no clue to Jades HIV status, nor do I care. Maybe she has gone all this time on a bad test, maybe not. Maybe she spread it around LA, maybe not. I don't care. I don't work in LA anymore and have no plans to in the future.
And if anyone wants to call BS on this one, I have the docs to prove it. I will be back in the USA mid April and will gladly show them to anyone who wants to see them.
Some models won't even shoot with you unless you use AIM. Of course they are too f---ing stupid to realize that a PCR-DNA test is a PCR-DNA test no matter where you get it, but part of that is the brainwashing AIM and the rest of the industry has done to them.
I once flew a model in to work with us. She canceled the shoot when she got there because we did not test at AIM. What we did have was a PCR-DNA test AND a ELISA test that was recent from a real hospital, but that was not good enough because it did not say AIM. Stupid whore. I doubt if 98% of the models who test at AIM even know what "PCR" stands for.
Jade Marcela (born June 22, 1980 in Hawaii) is an Asian American pornographic actress. She is sometimes credited as Marcela Jade, Jade, Kristi, Jade Marcella, or Jade Marcellas. Her sister, Nyomi Marcela, is also an adult actress; their parents are both Indonesian. Marcela entered the adult film industry in the beginning of 1999, not long after her eighteenth birthday. She has appeared in over 100 adult films to date. She has even delved into bukkake in American Bukkake 4. One of her most notable role was in Snoop Dogg's Doggystyle (2000), which mixes hip-hop music and pornography. In nearly every film Jade appears she participates in an anal scene, as she did in Dogg's Doggystyle with Mr. Marcus. Some of her other titles are 'Stop! My Ass is on Fire', 'Ass Worship', 'Whoriental Sex Academy', as well as many, many more. However, among the most popular of her movies are her early films in which she appears in a schoolgirl (or teenager) outfit. According to her sister Nyomi, Jade is now a "housewife" whose husband would probably not approve of her doing any more boy/girl scenes, although she does appear in girl/girl scenes for her line of movies for Defiance Films.
Kurt Lockwood Blows Up On Egoist 'eXXXtra' Set Thursday
Email Luke a caption (the winner gets a dinner for two with Kurt):
Jim Jones: Lockwood and Gram battle it out like men...while Luke hides like a pansy.
Luke simpers: "I'm not about to get in the middle of that dust-up, mate! Those two were like a couple of tightly coiled death adders! Besides...I'm gay!"
Jed emails: Don't you know who I am? L.A. Vice? The Real Boogie Nights? err.... Mixed Nuts? C'mon! Steve Martin was in that.... No he didn't f--- me in the arse!
Abby Ehmann emails:
Don't ya just love my new tribal tats?
Do ya like my new pec implants?Archibald: "Where's Rob Spallone when you need him?"
Rebecca Love: "Do I look fat in these jeans?"
Tommy: "At first I was afraid, I was petrified! Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side."
"I'm the King of the World!"
Kurt Lockwood finds out the morning of March 1 that his latest movie will not be released by Sex Z Pictures because much of its script was stolen from P.T. Anderson's 1998 movie Boogie Nights.
11:10 a.m. DOWNTOWN LOS ANGELES: Arriving an hour late with his dog, Kurt tries to park in the cramped building lot.
The building manager has a dog and tells Kurt he can't park there with his dog.
Kurt threatens the manager: "I'll kick your ass."
The manager tells the movie crew that he does not want Kurt in his building.
Kurt backs out on to the street.
Jennifer James and some of the crew walk down to the street to try to sort out the problem.
Gram Ponante and Abby Ehmann walk up.
Kurt screams at Gram: "You want to fight?"
Jumping out of his car, screaming threats, and pulling off his shirt and jacket, Lockwood shoves Ponante several times, spilling Gram's coffee all over his shirt. (Video)
Lockwood shoved Ponante about ten times. I caught the last four on video.
Nursing a $1200 laptop, Gram tries to apply his Harvard education and superior intellect to defusing the situation but Kurt is not to be appeased. (High-res picture.)
Lockwood gets back in his car but keeps yelling.
Director Jennifer James tries to calm him.
Kurt repeatedly screams at Ponante: "Call me a fag now!"
A van stuck behind Lockwood on the street honks. Kurt threatens the driver.
Three crew members and the building manager chat with Kurt. (Video, Video)
Lockwood eventually shakes hands with the manager.
Eventually, Gram has a sit down chat with Jennifer James and Egoist owner Brian Scott. Gram says he'll press charges of assault against Lockwood.
Jennifer and Brian are apologetic but they need Kurt for this shoot and so Ponante is asked to leave.
A few minutes later, Kurt tells Brian that either I leave or he leaves.
Brian and the production manager ask me to leave.
I do.
I demand the formation of a federal government commission to investigate the root causes of violence in porn.
I fear that it is low self-esteem.
I approached the car and said, "How's it going?"
"Oh, don't tell me you don't know who I am," he said. "You called me a fag. You guys got the balls to call me one to my face?"
I've never called Lockwood a fag...
"Try to spin this now, motherf---er! Call me a fag now!" he said, getting out of the car.
...Jennifer James was murmuring, "Now guys - "
He got out of his car and into my face. He was wearing sunglasses.
"I never called you a fag..." I said, realizing that wasn't the point, anyway.
"Oh, you're going to deny it now?" he said, shoving me.
...My coffee was almost gone. I kept lightly throwing it in Lockwood's face, but then I knocked his glasses off with the cup, and broke my thermos that I got for Christmas.
....I continue to have a nice bruise on my chest where Lockwood shoved me.
Kurt Lockwood emails me: "Guess who's next?"
Kurt Lockwood got the last laugh yesterday after laying the smackdown on Gram Ponante, who has made a point of constantly calling Kurt 'gay' on both his flagship site and Fleshbot.com. Kurt shoved Gram, causing Gram to spill coffee all over his shirt. Awesome!
Video of Sunny Lane, hair in curlers, rehearsing with James Bartholet. Video.
An Adult videographer emails:
As a camera guy, I've worked alongside Kurt a few times. I have nothing personally to gain by making comments pro or con about him. I've seen Kurt exhibit extremely bad judgment on a set. At the same time, I've also seen him treat crew and talent with absolute class on occasion. It goes both ways (no pun intended)...
After working alongside porn "actors" for quite a while, I think I pretty much have the psychology down as to why some of them act the way they do. In my opinion, porn is a magnet for people with self-esteem issues. The attention that these actors receive working in porn is probably the most amount of "acceptance" they've ever received in their entire lives including family or anyone else. Therefore, certain types of people process this porn attention into meaning something more than what it actually is. Being the best porn actor around doesn't really amount to anything in Hollywood or the rest of the mainstream world.
Johno Rogers posts to XPT: "I love it how Kurt Lockwood sticks it up the morons and cretins who attack him like cowards over the internet He's one of the few guys who can defeat a ton of haters with a few choice words. While he's out having sex with tons of gorgeous women, many of the haters are sitting at home wasting away."
Conky posts: " I can add nothing more to this awesome story illustrating the pressures modern performer/directors find themselves under."
Kurt Lockwood emails Willie D and the XPT crew:
Date: Nov 18, 2006 2:19 AM
Subject: TO MY NUMBER ONE FAN!!Body:
HEY WILLIE D "Steve, don't forget that you're pushing middle age, and that ultra-hot sex you brag about happens because other people pay those whores to allow you to penetrate them. But I wouldn't excpect you to understand...you're Caligula...Caligula was a sociopath, too."
YAWN... OKAY NOW I AM STARTING TO GET BORED. THIS JUST GETS REPETITIVE AND I'M REPEATING MYSELF NOW. BTW, I LIKE HOW YOU DIDN'T POST MY LAST RESPONSE TO YOU. CHICKENMASTER DID THE SAME THING. YOU HATERS ARE SUCH COWARDS. I PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE IN THAT LAST POST AND YOU COULDN'T BRING YOURSELF TO POST IT, HUH, COWARD? NOR DID YOU ANSWER ME BUT YOU STILL TAKE POST SHOTS AT ME ANYWAY LIKE THE PUSSY THAT YOU REALLY ARE. SO OKAY HERE WE GO... AGAIN...
YES, I AM PUSHING MIDDLE AGE AND WHAT? FATHER TIME COMES FOR US ALL MY FRIEND. I THINK I"M DOING BETTER THAN MOST IN THAT DEPT. I'M LOVING GROWING OLDER AND THE WISDOM THAT COMES WITH IT. PLUS, IT TURNS ME ON THAT THE HOT CHICKS ARE 18 AND I'M 36. PLUS, WOMEN WILL TELL YOU MEN GET BETTER LOOKING AS THEY GET OLDER. EXCEPT YOU OF COURSE. BTW, ONE LOOK AT YOUR FAT, GRIZZLED, UGLY MUG AND I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY WHY YOU HATE ME. IF I LOOKED LIKE YOU HATERS I WOULD HATE ME TOO. WE ARE THE SAME AGE AND YOU LOOK 20 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AT LEAST. AS FOR THE GIRLS WHO HAVE ULTRA HOT SEX WITH ME ARE PAID BY SOMEONE TO... WHO GIVES A f---? I'LL TAKE IT, HAHA!
IT SURE BEATS THE HELL OUT OF NOT GETTING ALL THAT HOT PUSSY THAT I GET TO f---. I'LL TAKE THE HOT f---ING GIRLS WHO ARE PAID TO HAVE SEX WITH ME OVER WHATEVER NOTHING SEX LIFE YOU f---IN' VIRGINS HAVE (OR DON'T HAVE) ANY DAY. YOU HATERS ARE MISSING THE POINT. GUYS LIKE YOU WHO PAY SO MUCH ATTENTION TO OTHER GUYS' SEX LIVES ARE G.A.Y. AND THERE'S NO WAY AROUND THAT FACT. YOUR BEHAVIOR IS GAY!! AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THE CALIGULA LINE? AT LAST, YOU ARE FINALLY BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND ME. GOD, YOU HATERS ARE JUST DUMB. LAST BUT NOT LEAST. USING MY REAL NAME? EVEN FOR A SCUMBAG LIKE YOU THAT IS A NEW LOW, ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU HIDE IN ANONYMITY, ASSHOLE. GET SOME f---IN' PERSPECTIVE, DICKHEAD.
I'LL SEND THIS BELOW TO YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL PASS IT ON TO CONKY ON XPT. HEY CONKY ZZZZZZZZZZZ.... OH ARE YOU DONE? I MUST'VE DOZED OFF.
YOUR OBSESSION WITH ME IS TRULY REMARKABLE. SEVERAL POSTS FROM YOU ABOUT ME A DAY? GOD, I MUST BE THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU WAKE UP. YOU ARE TRULY THE ULTIMATE FAN. I KNOW YOU SAY THE CONTRARY BUT IT'S TOTALLY A CASE OF "THE HATER DOTH PROTEST TOO MUCH METHINKS." HERE'S YOUR FATAL FLAW. YOU CAN'T SAY YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME WHEN YOU POST ABOUT ME EVERY DAY. THERE IS AN ORGY OF EVIDENCE TO SUGGEST THE CONTRARY. I IRRITATE YOU? EXCELLENT! I WANT TO IRRITATE STUPID HATER ASSHOLES LIE YOU AND YOUR ILK DUMBASS! THAT'S MY WHOLE f---ING PURPOSE FOR RESPONDING TO THESE THINGS! DON'T YOU GET IT YET? AS FOR MY EGO BEING MY DOWNFALL. WHAT DOWNFALL? LET ME TELL YA TRUE CONKY, I WOULDN'T SWAP LIVES WITH ANY OF YOU LOSERS. NOT FOR A SINGLE f---ING SECOND! YET I THINK THERE ARE MANY OF YOU HATERS WHO WOULD SWAP LIVES WITH ME IN A f---IN' NANO-SECOND. AND YOU KNOW THAT'S THE TRUTH. ABOUT IMPRESSING YOU AND AFFECTING YOUR LIFE? WHO GIVES A f---? WHO EVER SAID I WAS OUT TO IMPRESS YOU? I'M JUST WAVING MY DICK IN YOUR FACE AND LAUGHING AND WATCHING YOU HATERS SQUIRM. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR SMALL LIFE. IT'S YOU WHO POST ABOUT ME MR. OBSESSIVE NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I COULD GIVE TWO s---S ABOUT WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO. OF COURSE YOU DON'T OPEN YOURSELF UP TO EQUAL SCRUTINY BEHIND YOUR HATER WALL OF ANONYMITY NOW DO YA PUSSY? ANYWAY, I STOPPED READING YOUR SECOND PARAGRAPH ABOUT HALF WAY DOWN BECAUSE I'VE HEARD IT ALL BEFORE AND IT'S BLAH BLAH BLAH. AND KURT'S A FAG AND WHATEVER.... NEENER NEENER. THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T GET. MY RESPONSE TO YOU AND THE REST OF THE HATERS IS: I GET IT. YOU HATE ME. AND WHAT? IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY? DID YOU GET IT ALL OUT? COZ I'M STILL GONNA RUB IT IN YOUR FACE. SO SAVE YOUR UN-SOLICITED DIMESTORE B.S. PSYCHO-BABBLE, DR. PHIL. I MEAN, I LOVE THAT YOU STUDY ME SO HARD THAT YOU TRY TO PSYCHO-ANALYZE ME. (GOD, I AM THE MOST EXCITING THING IN THE WHOLE WORLD TO YOU, HUH?) AS FAR AS YOU BEING IN THE BIZ LONGER, THAN WHY HAVEN'T YOU GROWN A f---IN SAC IN ALL THOSE EXTRA YEARS? WHY HIDE YOUR PORN IDENTITY? WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE A FULL OF s--- WANNABE LOSER NOBODY DELUDING YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE NOW IMPORTANT BECAUSE YOU ARE POSTING ON A STUPID WORTHLESS HATER BOARD? CONGRATS! YOU MADE IT! AS FAR AS MY CINEMATIC QUALIFICATIONS GO, WHO GIVES A f---? I GOTTA JOB DOING WHAT I LOVE AND BEING CREATIVE AND IT'S SELLING WELL AND THAT'S THE BOTTOM f---ING LINE.
PLUS I WILL LET YOU IN ON A LITTLE SECRET. I'M ABOUT TO SIGN AN EXCLUSIVE FEATURE DIRECTING CONTRACT WITH SEX Z PICTURES WORTH SIX FIGURES. THAT'S IN ADDITION TO THE SIX FIGURES I ALREADY MAKE, ASSHOLES. OH SNAP! YOU REALLY HATE ME NOW, HUH? YOU'RE s---TING YOURSELF RIGHT ABOUT NOW, RIGHT? YEP. YOU'LL BE HEARING ABOUT IT SOON. GONNA BE MAKING CLOSE TO A QUARTER MILLION DOLLARS A YEAR SOON. HOW ABOUT HAT? PLUS I WILL f--- ABOUT 400 GIRLS THIS YEAR. HATE ON THAT $UCCE$$, YOU HATER MOTHERf---ERS. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST. HEY JRV, I SEE YOU'VE JOINED IN THE FRAY. JESUS, YOU LOSERS ABOUND. TO MY KNOWLEDGE WE'VE NEVER MET, I'VE NEVER SAID A WORD ABOUT YOU. BUT YET YOU TALK s---. FUNNY I SAW YOU AT THE PARTY THE OTHER NIGHT AND YOU DIDN'T SAY A WORD. WHY NOT SAY SOMETHING THEN? WHAT COULD BE PREVENTING YOU? SELF-PRESERVATION I THINK. BUT JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHER COWARDLY HATERS YOU LOVE TO TALK s--- WHEN I AM NOT IN FRONT OF YOU. TELL YA WHAT. NEXT PARTY I SEE YA, YOU OLD, UGLY, IMPOTENT, FAT, f---. I'LL GIVE YA CHANCE TO REPEAT YOUR COMMENT TO MY FACE. FAIR ENOUGH? SEE YA SOON. ANYWAY, LOVE TO ALL THE HATERS. IT'S COOL. I GO ON MYSPACE AND THERE'S MY POSTIVE RABID FANS (WHO THANKFULLY COMPLETELY DESTROY YOU HATERS IN SHEER NUMBERS AND LOVE) AND THEN I CHECK XPT WHICH IS LIKE MY NEGATIVE FANS, BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT, YOU CAN DELUDE YOURSELVES ALL YOU LIKE, BUT YOU HATERS CAN'T POST THIS MUCH ABOUT ME AND NOT ADMIT THAT YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH ME. FOLLOW THE LOGIC, ASSHOLES. ANYWAY, I'M TIRED AND GOING TO BED. TOMORROW I SHOOT THE THIRD AND LAST DAY OF FILMING "COCK ROCKERS #2" OUT ON SEX Z PICTURES. TOMORROW I'M f---ING BRITNEY AND WHITNEY STEVENS...TOGETHER, HAHA! BEST, KURT f---IN' LOCKWOOD
Nov 10, 2006 4:59 PM
Subject: RE: RE: TO MY NUMBER ONE FAN!!Body: Hey Willie D Glad to see you have a sense of humor. One that you have never allowed for me, btw. Let's see Jamesn has given me his stamp of approval, Chickenmaster threw in the towel (and like a true Chickens--- didn't post his side of the conversation where he complimented me and told me I was "alright" in his book and said that my talking to him was a "complement (sic)." But rather than admit it in XPT he fell on his own sword, er, chickenclaw, haha. So who is next? Lockwood 2 Haters 0.
Willie perhaps I should call you into question next. How about this post from you on xfanz.xom When I joined here I said I enjoyed the drama, backstabbing, and something else I forgot how to spell, but I left out one crucial element to my enjoyment of modern pornography: the gossip. There wasn't a whole lot of drama in my high school, except when one of Barry Goldwater's relatives got kicked out for drinking on campus...so porn is filling that void in my life which was lacking. - Willie D Dude!! This speaks volumes about you and your life and your hate! Not too mention, porn "filling a void in your life??" Weak. A "gossip void"? Dude. Seriously, I may like strap on sex, but you sir, are a F.A.G.! A grown, successful man does not bemoan the "gossip void" his high school left him with. Jesus Christ! f---ing grow a pair! Is the D. in Willie D. for douchebag or what? What are you? A little old lady in a sewing circle? Waaah, no gossip in my high school! I'm a little bitch! Still, this speaks VOLUMES about you and what cheap thrills you get out of this and why. Do you feel like you have an identity now, "Wiilie D"? Do you feel sexier as "Willie D?" Do you delude yourself in thinking that your internet hate carries any real-world weight at all? Seriously? Or are you too, just sucking your own dick and kidding yourself into thinking that bonding over the impersonal safety of the internet over shared anonymous hatred of others is somehow making real human connections and makes you noteworthy? Truth? It won't and it doesn't.
I told all you hatersl, my responses seem to be making their way to xpt just fine from here. I'm responding because it gives me pleasure. It's like mooning all you haters right to your faces and none of you can do a damn thing about it. Hey, I don't expect you to understand what I'm saying, I mean anyone who is that satisfied with themselves for so little has really lost perspective of what is important in life before we even start, know what I mean? Who knows maybe you can come up with some bit of oh-so-clever hatred that Smeely Monkey will compliment you on and make your whole f---in' hater life! That's pretty thin and noticeably pathetic. But you go and enjoy that. As for me, I just f---ed Luscious Lopez and I've got six scenes over the next three days to go shoot. Count dat money, bitches! Best, Kurt f---in' Lockwood
Kurt Lockwood - L.A.'s unsung prophet
Kurt Lockwood resents his hometown's refusal to recognize his greatness. Really.
A popular proverb in Spanish says, "You cannot be a prophet in your own land." And that's how quintessential Los Angeles pornographer Kurt Lockwood feels today, as he asks aloud why he isn't more famous in his hometown.
After all, his 2006 movie "The Decline of Western Civilization, Part 60: The Porno Years has been hailed as a classic L.A. crack-up film. His less well-received "After Midnight," he believes "is unknown for the masterpiece that it is." His short scenes have won awards (Kurt Lockwood & Ashley Long won the 2004 AVN award for Best Couples Sex Scene for Compulsion) and run in numerous compilations. So why is he better known in his new home of four years, San Francisco, he asks, than in his own city of fellow fallen angels?
"I'm not just another porner. I don't think people understand my relationship with this city, and they don't understand what I've achieved," Lockwood declares, as he sits in Guelaguetza, the Oaxacan mole mecca, near his childhood haunts in Mar Vista.
He's dressed in a black flamenco-style skirt, with black-stiletto-heeled boots, and a long black coat with flame-red trim — a style the San Francisco Chronicle described as "Morticia Addams gone gypsy." His eyelids and earrings are dusted with gold.
"There is not another male porn star in Southern California who sits between John Holmes and John Leslie, next to Rocco and Stagliano. I have the most stature, certainly, of any man in Southern California," Lockwood says.
"What is the disconnect that has occurred between me and Los Angeles throughout my career?" he asked, as he prepared to unveil his latest song, "Frantic Transmissions to and From Los Angeles," which details the geographical dislocation that he said pushed him away.
It was the lack of recognition that made him leave Los Angeles, he said and an inhospitable geography that explains "why Los Angeles doesn't have a literary and pornographic scene like New York and San Francisco." There, he said, "everything is within a plausible distance. There you can say, 'I'll go to your reading.'"
Lockwood says he believes he is misunderstood partly because he has engaged in the kind of backdoor excesses that, in his view, are permissible "tools of creativity" in the hands of only female porn stars.
Lockwood says he has been diagnosed as manic-depressive three times. He said he tried medication briefly but abandoned it when it strangled his performing.
"I made a conscious decision that I would prefer to live with the often debilitating effects of my mental problem and be a functional porn star," he said.
Observed at a party this past weekend, Lockwood was not shy. He would step forward, give a firm yet supple handshake, and say, "Hi, I'm Kurt Lockwod, porn star."
If one visits KurtLockwood.com, the header reads: "Pornstar, Model, Actor, Musician..." With a college degree in drama, Lockwood is truly a renaissance man.
"What has made my life in Los Angeles untenable, and made me have to leave Los Angeles, is that I am treated as a non-person in this city. L.A. can still claim me as the splendid mutation that crawled out from the stucco slums of Sepulveda," he says.
But he's not holding her breath. "It isn't just that L.A. doesn't understand your literary stature," he says. "Your own hometown isn't supporting you."
He continues, as the sunset deepens into twilight in the strip mall parking lot outside. "I'm the best-kept secret in L.A."
Will AVN’s AEE Tank?
I’ve spoken to a few people who recently returned from Florida where they attended the Expo Mart. By all reports, it was a smashing success! Some industry insiders are saying they met buyers they’ve never met and, while this is about to sound like I have things in the wrong order, deals were hatched and consumated by many.
Interestingly, a common thread I’ve heard involves AVN’s annual, Vegas-venue, AEE show. By all reports, many of Expo Mart’s attendees were saying their companies aren’t going to participate in next year’s AEE. It seems the cost hasn’t justified the benefits in recent years. Many of them were especially dissapointed with last year’s event. Fewer companies will mean fewer girls and fewer girls will mean fewer fans and looky-loos. I guess we’ll all have to wait and see what happens.
It’s still almost a year away, certainly enough time for AVN to take a look at what its been doing to meet the needs of participants and what it might do to keep these many companies attending their convention.
Sex Z Pictures Signs Hillary Scott
Jeff Mullen, president of All Media Play which represents Sex Z, remarked, "I have seen the continual success of Sex Z Pictures over the past few years and 2007 has no boundaries that we cannot cross. With a CEO such as Bo Kenney, we have the ability to create top-notch product with the best talent representing the company in a variety of movie styles. The world is our market now, and with Hillary Scott as our first contract star and director, it is safe to say that Sex Z Pictures is one hell of a place to be."
JMT writes: "Is this guy even fruitier than Chi Chi LaRue at an Air Supply concert, or what?"
Kim Kardashian And Vivid
Jon writes:
I attended Paris Hilton's birthday party and I over heard Paris uninvite Kim Kardashian because she was angry that Ms. Kardashian wanted to launch her sex video at her private birthday party. Kim is not suing Vivid and Steve Hirsch is a liar. Kim gave them the tape with the hope that is would jump start her career like her friend Paris. This 3rd party story didn't fly from the begining because everyone knows that you need model releases to release any sex video which means Kardashian would have had to sign off anyway, but I guess Paris is about to blow it out of the water for the friend that no one cares about anyway.
Also Stefani Morgan and a few other Vivid girls have retired in the last few months, but Vivid does not want anyone to know. Apperantly Stefani is dating William Asher, Steve Hirsch's party boy partner. Things aren't what they seem in the land of Vivid and the power of perception is catching up to them quickly.
Howard Levine, Vivid sales manager, emails: "Do you ever check your sources? For someone to call Steven Hirsch a liar on your site is beyond laughable. Stop posting such garbage."
Egoist Entertainment Debuts With eXXXtra eXXXtra
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In porn since January (after thinking about it for two years), Rachel Roxx has appeared in about 20 movies.
How important is casting? When Egoist Entertainment made inquiries for a distribution deal, LFP made no inquiries about the casting for Egoist films. Is that normal?
Here's audio of my interview with Egoist owner Brian Scott.
Porn Valley, CA - Egoist Entertainment and Jennifer James Films (JJF) announce the addition of some heavyweights in the adult film industry as secured cast members for their upcoming adult feature film, "eXXXtra, eXXXtra."
The film is scheduled for shooting at the end of February on The Werx's "The Loft" sound stage in Los Angeles. 2006 AVN Female Performer of the year, Audrey Hollander, will take on the role of our favorite in-and-out of rehab girl, Lindsay Loin. Lexi Love will portray the ex pop-star and insatiable naughty girl, Britney S. Pears...and Sunny Lane and Kurt Lockwood as Dana Devine and Mark McGirth, respectively.
Additional cast members for the film include Aurora Snow, Rachel Roxx, James Dean and Nick Manning. JFF President, Jennifer James, will direct "eXXXtra eXXXtra," the first adult film feature produced by Egoist Entertainment.
Brian Scott of Egoist says, "To be able to have this many big name film stars in our first feature film is incredible. It's one thing to say you want to make couple friendly films with the hottest talent in the industry. But it is quite another to actually make it happen."
All of the films produced by Egoist Entertainment will be written with the sexual fantasies and desires of women and couples in mind. Each feature film will match the hottest talent in the industry with storylines that combine sensual fantasy, hardcore sex and a fully realized story to which viewers can relate. "eXXXtra, eXXXtra" will be filmed and edited in true Hi-Def for distribution in worldwide broadcast, cable and video outlets. JFF post will edit the film in their new, fully Hi-Def equipped post production facilities.
For information on Egoist Entertainment, contact Brian@Egoistent.com For information on JJF Productions and JJF Post, contact jenniferjamesfilms@ca.rr.com