I sent him a note and asked him where he has been.
Jeremy replied- i was abducted by aliens. they also took my computer. currently transmitting from uranus. please stand by.
To which I answered- GET AWAY FROM MY ANUS! It is EXIT ONLY!
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I hope Germy brings back a UFO blueprint and some alien DNA sample so I can send them to Chris Carter as christmas gift.
I guess that one of his conspiracy theories turned out to be true and they took him out.
thanks for your concern cindi
Jeremias I thought you were in Guantanamo.
it’s been a hellish last few months rics, but not as bad as that…
Welcome back, Germy. Good to know you’re alright.
you know what? who gives a fuck! steele seems like an alright guy and shit. i mean, he seems nice enough. just some dude makin’ his way in this cold fuckin’ world. but, bro…you fuck all boring. like you’re spaced out on xanax and shit. you’ve got pop. you’re not ugly. and you fuck some hot ass tricks. but you fuck like a robot. that latin fatty you banged in that student/teacher scene looked as if she was falling asleep. sorry dude. i hate to be a critic. but…
i’m sorry to read that chip, not sure what you’re referring to… that may have been during a time when i was spaced on xanax and shit… gotta go…. beep beep
steele is back!
ok chip, now i remember, that was when i was performing for malice n nelson, the johnson brothers… actually, they were proudly showing me the avn reviews at the time which claimed i was the best male talent on their dvd, stole the show or something… however, i had some real rough experiences working for them, one chick had a broken tooth and snagged my cock so bad it was literally gushing blood like a fountain, another fatty pulled her panties down and there was a big shit stain (oops), another one had a smelly pussy and was literally retarded… of course, i can’t forget to mention the infamous ‘propeller’ scene (do not rely on the askewed “for entertainment purposes only” version of events that nelson posted, it didn’t quite happen that way) when kiki d’aire wrapped my balls up with a rope and yanked it so my balls flew every which way… if ever i would beat women (like sophia mounds claims) that would’ve been the time… so maybe the scene you were referring to i was just limping to the finish line… i thought i had paid my dues with those guys but i guess i was mistaken
i didn’t read any of that steele… just need to ask… does this post mean the computer is fixed and you’re back in business?
actually i read it now, quite funny.
kinda sorta jed but my psychiatrist has advised me to spend less time on lib and instead do things more productive, plus he has suggested that i come across as a attention starved loser if i post on here too much, and that’s just isn’t true!… if i were getting paid it’d be different; i’d be an employed, attention starved loser… plus i have to finish re-reading ‘the brother’s karamazov’, one of the best novels ever written. it has many psycho-logical insights.
why hasn’t anyone responded to me yet?
So Jeremias, are you seeing a shrink?
Can we know the reasons?
manyfold, rics, i have an amazing penchant for attracting extreme nut jobs who attack me or accuse me of shit i didn’t do who i’ve only always been nice to…
and then how small of a fucking world is it, my next roommate after sophia mounds is a nice girl who’s only been out here a few months from new orleans, not in the biz, but it turns out she’s a fan of the biz, she tells me she knows tony tedeschi who was “bugging” her to move into his one bedroom apartment, less than a month after moving in she says she’s moving out, that she’s heard all these bad things about me that i beat women, steal, vandalize, etc, etc, etc…. even though she admits she “can’t believe it” based on how she’s experienced me living there… she says she spoke to nick east (my alcoholic brain-damaged ex-roommate from ’04-’05), so i call that idiot and he says he’s not spoken about me in a while… “oh except tony tedeschi who called me to tell me what you did to sophia mounds”… nick still owes me rent from ’05 which he says he doesn’t owe because he “knows” i broke into his van which was parked on the street and stole his video camera. i asked him what his evidence is and i have him on tape (i put my office recorder on and my cell on speaker phone) saying because i didn’t offer to help clean up the broken glass! for some stupid reason tony tedeschi all these years actually believes nicks idiotic list of accusations and that two-faced fuckhead shakes my fucking hand everytime he sees me and never asks me about. i don’t need to defend myself because all you have to do is simply ask nick what his evidence is and that should clearly prove he’s an insane idiot! and regarding sophia mounds, anyone who has internet access i think knows about her at this point. so the girl who moves out reads a list of shit made up by nick. nick east was kicked out of rick master’s place after he moved out of mine. rick told me rick’s sister beat him up one night because nick stumbled in drunk and she thought he was a burglar. rick also told me nick once knocked over his motorcycle when drunk and broke the side mirror but never fixed it. rick also warned me he was about to kick nick out before he did and AMAZINGLY, amongst his other stupid accusations nick actually accused ME of knocking over ricks bike over AND that he heard i was being evicted (which i never was)! nick east’s level of brain-damage and stupidity is unfathomable, and i can easily put a book together with all the letters i wrote to him explaining to him in detail example after example after example of incidents which should prove to him that he’s quite mentally ill and already suffers symptoms of alzheimers, but even worse. he drank so much that he had empty beer cans strewn everywhere, stank up his room, would constantly repeat himself about things and then later say he never said it!
thanks for letting me babble, rics, i don’t have to spend $100.00 per hour to do it here, and it’s essentially the same thing… i babble, shrink listens, throws in some pearls of canned wisdom at the end and says “i’ll see you next week”
“why hasn’t anyone responded to me yet?”
i was quietly reflecting on your post, steele. i’m starting to question how much i should be posting here.
“plus i have to finish re-reading ‘the brother’s karamazov’, one of the best novels ever written. it has many psycho-logical insights.”
seeing that i looked towards on of my shelves and sighed as i looked at many unread books. we can do better, steele.
that was a joke when i said that, jed
have you read it? don’t get what you’re saying
are you gonna stop posting here, too?
no, steele, i haven’t.
i’m trying to ween myself off this joint. i just started reading luke ford as some mild entertainment. after loftus took over reading wasn’t enough, i had to start bashing people as some form of entertainment because the fill that ford gave me wasn’t there anymore. then suddenly i’d turned my attentions to you, who knows why… the jed bashing steele moments are somewhat hazy and having come out the other side i’m still at a loss as to why they began. there are some peeps who need a boot, you clearly aren’t one of them. as far as posting, there are others who do enough good work around here.
i think i’d feel better if i left the brutal slayings to others and i occasionally chipped in with a one liner.
I understand, jed. I was the chosen dartboard for a while. Others just assumed it was my lot and joined in. I’ve also added refuse to the fire at times, I guess. I’ve also attracted walking disasters into my circle because of my sympathetic nature, my curiosity for the strange and unsual and its implicit entertainment value. The real Luke Ford is the forfather of malicious porn journalism and established an irreverent mode of conduct which ever required new human sacrfifices while simutaneously never failing to extol the virtues of Judaism.
The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky is definitely one of the best if not the best book ever written. You should check it out. A lot of books cause ADD and require me to force my attention on it but this one is a like a vaccuum.
Quotes:
“Above all, do not lie to yourself. A man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him, and thus falls into disrespect towards himself and others. Not respecting anyone, he ceases to love, and having no love, he gives himself up to passions and coarse pleasures, in order to occupy and amuse himself, and in his vices reaches complete bestiality, and it all comes from lying continually to others and to himself. A man who lies to himself is often the first to take offense. It sometimes feels very good to take offense, doesn’t it? And surely he knows that no one has offended him, and that he himself has invented the offense and told lies just for the beauty of it, that he has exaggerated for the sake of effect, that he has picked on a word and made a mountain out of a pea- he knows all of that, and still he is the first to take offense, he likes feeling offended, it gives him great pleasure, and thus he reaches the point of real hostility… Do get up from your knees and sit down, I beg you, these posturings are false, too.”
“Imagine that you are creating a fabric of human destiny with the object of making men happy in the end……but that it was essential and inevitable to torture to death only one tiny creature…And to found that edifice on its unavenged tears: would you consent to be the architect on those conditions? Tell me, and tell me the truth!”
“Gentlemen, we’re all cruel, we’re all monsters, we all make men weep, and mothers, and babes at the breast, but of all, let it be settled here, now, of all that I am the lowest reptile! I’ve sworn to amend, and every day I’ve done the same filthy things. I understand now that such men as I need a blow, a blow of destiny to catch them as with a noose, and bind them by a force from without. Never, never should I have risen of myself! but the thunderbolt has fallen. I accept the torture of accusation, and my public shame; I want to suffer and by suffering I shall be purified. Perhaps I shall be purified, gentlemen?”
“There is no virtue if there is no immortality.”
“What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love.”
“I think the devil doesn’t exist, but man has created him, he has created him in his own image and likeness.”
“Beauty is a terrible and awful thing! It is terrible because it has not been fathomed, for God sets us nothing but riddles. Here the boundaries meet and all contradictions exist side by side.”
“Men reject their prophets and slay them, but they love their martyrs and honor those they have slain.”
“In most cases, people, even the most vicious, are much more naive and simple-minded than we assume them to be. And this is true of ourselves too.”
“So long as man remains free he strives for nothing so incessantly and so painfully as to find someone to worship.”
“To be in love is not the same as loving. You can be in love with a woman and still hate her.”
“Psychology lures even most serious people into romancing, and quite unconsciously.”
“The more I detest men individually the more ardent becomes my love for humanity.”
i shall check it out, steele. though i have ‘notes from underground’ on my shelf, so i probably should get through that first.
The first of the quotes I posted above was with alcoholics Nick East and Sophia Mounds in mind.
“Notes from the Underground” begin: “I am a sick man… I am a spiteful man…”