Shelley Lubben sends me info on another "saved" porn star. (Shelley’s site here)
Ex Porn Star Tamra Toryn writes about her first shoot-
"Unlike most girls that start their porn careers doing just masturbation, oral or girl/ girl, I went straight for hardcore because I was quote unquote "hardcore" . Attitude check anyone? My scene was shot Gonzo (reality/amateur style) boy/girl, anal, ATM (ass to mouth)- pay $1000. Expenses and flight all paid. Sounded like a dream come true.
I arrive and a man with a sign awaits me in the baggage claim area with an Escalade limo to pick me up. We stop at Denny’s to eat and meet with the director. After we meet, he takes me outside to give me a once over look of approval, we finish eating, and drive to the studio.
Nothing prepared me other than a boot camp workout, my xanax prescription for my anxiety disorder since I was nervous as heck, and a low carb diet for a month to dig up the courage to take my clothes off to do things I never thought I would share on film for the world to see. Tons of people walking around, food provided, etc etc. No STD tests were given or shown since the director assured me that since they were using condoms, I wouldn’t have to worry. (Yeah right)
2 hours later, naked, medicated, sore, and wet from jumping off a boat to end the scene like they pushed me off the boat like a useless stupid whore, I received $1000 for my "hard work", praised of a "great job" I did and driven to my friend’s house (since I didn’t want to stay at the production’s beach house with weird people on drugs I didn’t know) and extended my stay to celebrate my new life as a "porn star".
Tamra is now out of porn and working with Shelley Lubben. You can read more about Tamra if you send a friend request to her at www.myspace.com/miss_Tammie_B, because her blog there is private.
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FOUR? Well, one of them was one of those 10 Man Cum Slams, so that’s at least somewhat sympathetic. But out of all the sob stories Shelley has given in her tale of martyrdom, that’s the *least* sympathetic.
A whore just discovered that she made a big mistake and got out early. No sob story there.
Give us more heroin addicted, mentally ill, child abuse survivors as sob stories please. That are the ones that really need help.
Funny how they never name the producers/company.
sounds like captain stabbin/reality kings