I’ve just been through the most horrible Christmas ever! I love how someone can think they are better than you because they don’t agree with things you’ve done.The funny part to this is this person judged me on my past.She liked me before she looked me up on the internet.
How can you look up someone go to all the site that talk about me walking out of the industry but because things are on the internet they must be current. How ignorant can a person be? I mean she went to all the site that talked about the lawsuit and parting of ways. I don’t let people get to me about choices I’ve made.I will never regret those.
This time is different YOU DON’T TAKE THINGS OUT ON CHILDREN!CHILDREN ARE INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!My child had no control over my past.My child knows of it and isn’t ashamed of me.She and her actions that she took made this the worst Christmas ever.
I had a somewhat similar experience in September. This was the month after I got rid of Sophia who attacked me when I got a new roommate, a cool female named Deana, who I got along really well with. Things were so pleasant and serene after what I went through with Sophia Mounds it seemed like heaven on Earth. It was all just totally chill and nothing ill. Things heated up a little after I told her I was in porn. She told me she’s a big fan, knows a porn star named Tony Tedeschi, who’s been “bugging” her to move in with him. She started flirting with me, telling me she’s seen pics of my dick, we went out to the movies, came home, started making out, etc.
Then a few days later she comes home and says she’s heard all these bad things about me and needs to move out. She felt the need to lie about what her source was I soon discovered.
I had already told her about what happened with the loose nut Sophia Mounds, but she said she heard that a “beat the shit out of women” (plural, and if I beat just one woman why did it not even go to a judge?), and that she somwhow ran into and spoke with Nick East who had this whole list of shit in retaliation for his belief that I broke his van window and stole his video camera, based on no evidence.
So, I called that retard Nick (and recorded the converstion) and he calmly told me he hadn’t been talking about me to anyone in recent history, except for Tony Tedeschi who called him to tell him about what I supposedly did to Sophia Mounds. So it turns out Tony put that shit in her head. Small world is that Tony was “bugging” her (according to Deana, herself) to move in with him into his one bedroom apartment before she moved in with me because he’s broke.
In fact, Tony’s so broke that according to another porn star Tony’s trying to be a costumed panhandler on Hollywood Blvd but doesn’t know how to get started. Strangely, right after Deana moved out I ran into that dude (who I’ll keep nameless) who makes a side living dressed as ________ and he
started complaining to me about Tony because Tony started complaining to him about “fucking foreigners” coming and taking porn jobs away from Americans. The stupid irony is the porn dude he was complaining to foreigners is from Europe. Then right after he actually asks him to help him become a panhandler too! Obviously ____ wasn’t so pleased, so told him what I went through because of him.
Sophia (although she first lied and denied it but now admits it) called Tony and told him I hit or beat her, and he likely embellished the lie even more to Deana to get what he’s wanted all along; to move in with him. I can still clearly remember the look of fear ridden angst as she yelled “You beat the shit out of women!!!”. I couldn’t believe this.
Good ol’ brilliant but broke Tony never bothered to inquire into what evidence exists for whatever accusations or get anyone else’s side of things, just as he’s never done with all Nick’s retarded accusations and malicious lies dating back from 2005. So I ended up losing a friend and some likely booty as Deana moved into Tony’s apartment.
The only thing I asked of that girl was to examine the evidence but she won’t so now we don’t speak. I gave her the last month’s rent back even though I was under no obligation to do so, as she gave me 30 days notice 2 days before the end of the month. The only thing I’ve asked of Deana at this point is to simply review the evidence: read Sophia’s self-incriminations and listen to Nick East’s taped recording of what his evidence is in regards to his accusations to realixe they’re both fucking mad. (Nick says on tape he knows I broke his van window because I didn’t offer to help him clean up the broken glass!!!). This is the one thing I asked for and she won’t grant me that. I’ve asked her how the fuck would she feel if she was in my shoes but now it’s just silence. Thanks Tony. Perhaps they deserve each other.
And all along, even as Deana was moving out she said she can’t believe that so many people supposedly have a problem with me. I kept calmly insisting that she simply judge me and others based on her own experience.
The lesson is don’t judge others based on talk. Inquire into facts, not just stories. If two fucked up people are talking shit about someone does it make it true just because of the 2:1 ratio? Well, obviously to a genius like Tony Tedeschi (who complains to foreigners about foreigners and then asks one to help him get a bum job) it does.
clarification: when i said i went through a similar experience i meant: similar but different 😛
she’s been judged for her past, i’ve been judged for an alleged past according to two fucked-up alcoholic ex roommates who lived here 4 years apart from each other
the point is, as i agree with kira is to judge someone based on their own experience
when i watched the oliver stone(d) movie “the doors”, being a doors fan i reflected that the movie reflected more about oliver stone than jim morrison… often times one’s perceptions can be but projections tainted by one’s own personal demons, one becomes a sucker to the hype instead of hip into a deeper insight.
so far in the poontalk.com poll of whether sophia mounds is nutty the only vote that said ‘no’ came from sophia herself
clarification: when i said i went through a similar experience i meant: similar but different 😛
kira’s been judged for her past, i’ve been judged for an alleged past according to two fucked-up alcoholic ex roommates who lived here 4 years apart from each other
the point is, as i agree with kira is to judge someone based on their own experience – that’s it, the rest is shit.
when i watched the oliver stone(d) movie “the doors”, being a doors enthusiat i reflected that the movie revealed more about the persona of oliver stone than jim morrison… often times one’s perceptions can be but projections tainted by one’s own personal demons, one becomes a sucker to the hype instead of hip into a deeper insight. but that’s a whole other subject.
so far in the poontalk.com poll of whether sophia mounds is nutty the only vote that said ‘no’ came from sophia herself
the morale of this story, never trust a man who sweats as much as Tedeschi
Well, the past is a cross every former porner will bear. And if you in a way still close to the industry (websites, escorting, feature dancing) the past will always be very present. Becasue the formers performer still living of it.
T’d prefer to now address him as Tony Tedouchei
i love these stories, steele. you’ve got a guy in tedeschi who’s done 1400+ scenes and probably countless magazine spreads, without a dime to his name.
thx jed, wasn’t sure if i was seeming bitchy or redundant, just giving more details, plus if certain other assholes are gonna regurgitate their bullshit version of events over and over to countless people i might as well repeat mine
i told _____ who i keep running into to tell tedouchei to call me but _____ says tony angrily responded that he has nothing to say to me… well that douche sure has a lot to say ABOUT me… that’s just fucking low,
and JUST MAYBE if he tedouchei JUST ONCE talked TO me he’d know a little bit more ABOUT me.
1. Has told this story no fewer than 6 or 7 times
2. Is a bitchy bitch
3. Seems to have similar problems all of the time
4. Always needs to explain himself
5. Master at influencing people & making friends
STOP writing, ranting, bitching, keep your pie hole shut, and take more PHOTOS for POONTALK
fine tuning details, i like to complain, it’s cathartic, plus i’m part jewish, just setting facts straight, have i explained myself?, thanks, i know
The Good Ole Steele, where he takes an unrelated topic and it goes back to him, problem is there is no BDD, so Steele wins in a walkover. As for Kira, sounds like her year was wrecked long before Xmas. Funny how her and Chasey Lain are both from NC…but so is Rayveness, so it cant be the state, could it be Vivid?
Steele is a Mischling, so the half-Jews of the world have reason to celebrate.
Chasey and Kira were damaged long before porn. Porn simply provided a public stage for their problems.
NYC, were porn careers go to die.
Al should stop his frat boy routine and make a report on that.
NYC, were porn careers go to die.
Al should stop his frat boy routine and make a report on that.
It’s interesting that damaged girls always seem to end up being signed by the Hirschs. The damaged girl seems to be the prefered type of Vivid Girl. It may even be the M.O at Vivid.
Is the MO at Pimpwich and some other “talent” agencies too.
And remember, PW are mostly damaged girls.
DP has signed her share of unbalanced chicks, so Adam and Eve, so LFP, so Club Jenna.
About Pimpwich, at least in the early years they have a recruiter that actually went for the type. I cannot say in public who he is and what tactics he used but I have commented that with Luke, Shelley and other people outside the industry. It was beyond sickening. When I found that I got no love left for Pimpwich and his minions.
Kira Kener is and probably always be the lesser Asia Carrera.
Dead on brother, dead on.