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I love my fans and people who watch me and pay to see me perform. I am always thankful for the companies that give me the chance to work and the fans that support my work. I know that without fans then I have no work.
I try to stay on top of everything going on around me but I travel and work so much that it’s almost impossible but I was reading some stuff and got me aggravated…lol…(not really but wanted to put my cheap 2 cents) I have to say that there’s 2 things that I always find annoying. People saying that you can’t have a normal relationship if you do porn and people trying to get religion involved as soon as they leave porn.
First of all, I have a hubby and daughter and we love each other. We try to make lots of money to take care of daughter best way we can. We both like performing and support each other on everything. Neither of us drink or do drugs, never have and never will. I wasn’t abused or grew up in fucked up house and I never have a bad experience on shoot. Now why is that? If I don’t want to have a 10 guy gangbang, I just say NO, right? If I don’t feel comfortable with the company wanting to shoot me, I don’t do shoot, right? Do I think I am going to heaven or hell…that’s not for me to decide. God himself will determine that and I just do my best to help people and be decent person, regardless of my job… Do I think is wrong to do porn? Why would I? I think everyone has choice to make in life and if you think porn is wrong, then you just shut off the freakin tv or computer.
I think the person you are is the result of ALL decisions you make in life. So if you look in the mirror and you see a complete piece of dog shit, then that’s your own fault and the industry didn’t force you. If you leave the industry after years and you still drive a shit car and live in shit apartment, then YOU were the dummy that didn’t know how to manage your money.
If you leave the industry, then move on! Go somewhere else…don’t start trying to preach and bad mouth people. If you leave then leave 100%.
I think people that stay around, just can’t let go and need to be involved even if on different way. Nobody cares what your real name is or how bad you had it and that was the reason you began doing porn…EVERYBODY has problems…everyone goes thru bullshit. Some people have problems at home or some people have problems with relationship…some people like me, fall 40 feet to concrete and break almost all your bones and lose the career you love since I was little girl. But you don’t stay bitching about it! you get back up no matter how hard you hit, grow some balls, and move forward because the truth is at the end of the day YOU are the only one that can change your own life and nobody can take better care of you than yourself.
“I wasn‚Äôt abused or grew up in fucked up house ”
So I guess you wouldn’t know what its like would you? So perhaps we can have a little less of the soap box.
I am not being cold hearted towards people that have been abused. I know several people that deal with that pain everyday. I just make point that not everybody in the industry falls under the same mold, like it appears at times…XOXO Katarina Kat
Well stated Katarina.
It’s all to easy to blame everyone but yourself for whatever misery you are facing in your life but all too often the real culprit is in fact you, as you pointed out.
We all have trials and tribulations in life that we have to deal with and either you own them or they own you. Far too many people dont want to own their problems, its much easier for them to say hey its mommy and daddys fault or my boyfriends fault or God Fault so I am going to push it all off onto her….Than it is to simply say damn…I fucked up…best learn from that so I dint do it again.
Well said Katarina…You earned my respect
Katarina you say that “if you think porn is wrong, then you just shut off the freakin tv or computer”. Its not that porn is wrong, its that people who produce or star for profit in it deceive many others who are not so much of an expert on the subject. This includes many young people in America as well as others, and why should people who disagree with that part of the topic sit back and just turn off the tv or computer. What they should do is make it known that paying for content like that is a trick. Entertainment like porn or music doesn’t hold the ground it used to. There are 80 Billion free titles available and if you want to continue to dupe someone into buying nowadays you take advantage of most through subliminal advertising or lack of experience with what is at hand. That is what is wrong. America isn’t about sitting back and just turning it off, its about giving knowledge to the less informed and less educated individuals and telling those who continue to take advantage of those people to fuck off.
Joerilly, I see your point…but my point was more refering to the moral stand point. Where people say, if you do porn you go to hell or if you do porn you are poisoning people and more along those lines…I think you misunderstood what I was refering to. Still you are entitled to your opinion as we all are and I thank you for sharing it with me…
Also, Mike. Thank you for very nice words…I appreciate that…
XOXO
Katarina Kat
THANKS KAT
its funny that people argue on porn gossip sites about moral responsibility while young girls are walking the mall with their playboy purse, key ring, fuzzy hat or shirt on. i found it odd that in the No Fear shops they sell hustler barley legal shirts along with many other hustler gear. there are women who work are McDonalds, Walmart and many other jobs who have been raped, abused, drink or do drugs but i dont see people saying those companies are exploiting their workers. just because its called “the adult entertainment industry” doesnt mean we caused their problems. Hey Joerilly did you know that McDonalds just brought back the 42 oz “supersize” drink now called the hugo? it has 410 calories. i think that is more harmful to the youth of America with the rise of obesity than paying for porn when you could teach them how to get it for free lol. anyone who looks at porn knows they can find it for free but some choose to pay i.e. they cant get that particular movie for free or the want the dvd whatever the reason i think you need to have a better argument than “your stealing the kids money cause they dont know there is free porn out there”. in that case you should tell stores to start telling people where they can find whatever they want to buy for a cheaper price. “we have milk for $3 a gallon but our competitor has it down the street for $2.50 so go buy from them we dont want you to spend your money here misinformed” its the public’s responsibility to research anything they buy if they care about price matching. try again
I like that Katerina Kat.
Wow from one topic to another, now webmaster is talking about the hugo at Micky D’s what the hell does that have to do with anything. What the fuck is your point. On one hand we have porn entertainers, on the other hand we have McDonald’s & Walmart, no middle ground whatsoever. That’s the problem with your baloney generation, your all extremeists. So against or for something not much balance or versatility. Obviously you are so for whatever stupid shit your talking about because you typed hogwash. You write “but some choose to pay” nobody chooses to pay, others choose to sell. Without some loser trying to push a washed up product nobody chooses to do anything, so check your status. You’re the one trying, Please bring up the hugo again that is so bold of a point, not a single person could overcome the stature that the hugo has on your intelligence.
Check it out, when talking about porn always bring up the Hugo, it is your bread and butter. The 42 oz drink from McDonald’s has exactly 410 calories because thawebmaster did the science experiment and came up with the exact digit. When others state validity, use the word “argue” assuming the other person is “arguing” although you were the one that brought it up, now use the word “morals” because those were your only two comebacks to begin with. Next use the word “preach” because the person who wrote before you has to be an official registered priest who only gives hour long sermons in fancy cathedral buildings. Finally to cap it all off, go to McDonald’s and order the Hugo. THE 42 OUNCER IS BACK BABY!!!!!!! GO HUGO!!!!
you say no one chooses to pay… yes everyone would love to just have everything in the world be free. thats not how life is. you dont understand my point? what is yours? all i saw was you complaining that people are “paying for porn”. THAT is what my point is people PAY for things in Wal-Mart people BUY a hugo drink at McDonalds that is harming their heath more than whatever porn movie they buy. And no i didnt do the science experiment its called doing research like you dont want other people to do. http://www.mcdonalds.com/app_controller.nutrition.index1.html there you go the nutritional values of things McDonalds sells. i got the hugo information from the new york times article i googled. now onto your word lessons: you say that i used the word “argue” as a come back? im guessing you have never looked up the word argue in a dictionary the first definition is 1. to present reasons for or against a thing. so what that means is if you state one thing and i state something for the other side of the ARGUMENT that would be me and you ARGUING. maybe i should have used the word debate and you wouldnt think im being hostile. all im doing is pointing out your “hogwash” when you say we should educate the youth on porn so they dont pay for it. that defeats the purpose of being a capitalist nation in my opinion AGIAN i state the word OPINION so you dont think im attacking you. thats the whole point of a debate my friend to bring fourth different opinions of opposing sides and yes being in the “middle ground” is a side. if your mad at the price of porn compared to the quality of it im on your side i dont buy porn… why would i pay $69.95 for the latest club jenna flick just because it has a cool box cover, 2 dvds and some insert cards when i dont like paying $20 for Hollywood movies that actually have a real budget for effects. BUT i still buy the movies i want from Wal-Mart i dont complain about it when i know i can go to thepiratebay.org and download them for free. besides it being illegal i do still like owning the real dvd. so before you try and say “what do you mean by Hollywood movies those arent the same your way off point” go get your Webster‚Äôs and look up the word ANALOGY. go get your hugo and enjoy the shade its summer no reason to get so heated global warming is going a good enough job at that.
Softdrinks have nothing to do with porn. Saying a fountain drink is more harmful than 1.Sticking a needle in your arm to pass a blood test. 2.Charging people you don’t know for something they are not a part of, or lack experience with. 3.Continuing to do something that has been done millions of time before, most of it in the last 30 years, with only sex and fuck scenes, just like music which all you can do is listen to it, it is not a necessity and has no other value. 4.Clogging up your emails and internet with leads to crappy adult sites which lie about what you will be charged, or heavily deceive you in the price you will pay. 5.Brainwashing America’s youth by making them believe that if you do not make it famous as a porn or rockstar and travel all over the world every week you are inferior to people like Ludacris and Fergie. In other words, it looks like somebody has LACED YOUR HUGO THE 42 OZ DRINK FROM MCDONALD’S THANKS FOR THE LINK!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i understand what your problem is now. you hate your life cause the media made you believe you should be a porn star or a rockstar. hmmm i guess when you figure out your not as cool as paris hilton you will think you life has no value… im guessing you believe too much of what you read fortunatly most of the public knows fact from fiction and we all hate spam so i dont see where you mad at me for that. agian your efforts are better spent writing the media publication that made you think being a rockstar was the meaning of life and letting them know the men and woman at war right now are more important. im an army vet trust me when i say im with you in the fact that too much time is consumed on famous people… thats why the couple of famous people i have met i didnt get a picture with. who cares they arent my friend we dont hang out i met them said hey and moved on.
oh and health issues of our nation are more important than trying to tell kids they dont need to be a rockstar
Of course health issues are important, and this has nothing to do with my life, it has to do with others. If I was only concerned with my life I wouldn’t even post where others can read. Again I have no problems or hate or mad at anyone, those are words you are using to try and decipher my comments. Many people nowadays sweat this shit the music/porn always act like a bad ass go out for yourself be selfish like lots of rap music, and once a concert or movie or album is bought up lots of people jump at the opportunity and they act like that towards drugs also. The music and hollywood crap is actually more influential than the porn. When you want to profit from entertainment that involves technological devices that weren’t around 100 years ago to distribute the material, you do so for self involved reasons so you can take money out of other people’s pockets and put it in yours. Also many people who buy the stuff don’t have access to the equipment or connections to produce it nor do they have the expertisim on the topic that those who sell do. So in other words certain people want to charge those who aren’t as smart at the artform as they are. Then with many of today’s youth when you talk about something positive like exercising or anything else you are looked at like the fucking devil. Peaceful church people are looked at as devil worshipers by these idiots. I’m not saying church is run efficiently nor do I give a flying but fuck about any of this shit myself. Look at myspace and see how many people have scarface and all this other evil shit all over the place, its garbage. It has nothing to do with my life other than the fact that I see these people everyday, it has to do with yours.
Finally you make sense. i dont pay attention to the media. when titanic came out i didnt go see it even though i wanted to because of the history behind it. too many people were making it about the actor (Leonardo Dicaprio) and not the movie. i think it was two years before i sat down and watched it just as a protest to the media hype. i agree with you that too many people hype famous people. teachers should get paid more, law enforcement, fire fighters, and military should as well. ok let me rephrase that enlisted military should make more the generals that pulls the strings from behind a desk make 6 figures. thats why i build web sites, i like it for the knowledge and artistic side of it. the people i remember in life are my teachers in high school not the porn stars ive met or even the rock stars that i have came across. so ya people look in the wrong direction for inspiration when it comes to what they want to be when they grow up. but you come across wrong the way you state profiting of something is wrong that goes against what the United States stands for. yes Hollywood shouldn’t make as much as they do but that wont stop just like porn wont disappear.
Profiting of something that offers nothing is wrong and nobody who does that belongs in the United States. Hollywood Fuck Them, one stupid town in the whole fucking country and people still put up with that bullshit. Porn already did disappear the girls aren’t sexually attractive anymore because of what they do. Regular club dancers or nightclub life girls are on average hotter than the top girls who are around today in porn, and those top girls are barely even known anyway. Not only do these other girls have better bodies and prettier faces they also leave more to the imagination than porn chicks who soldout. Add to that the the updates are slower and dryer than a motherfucker, I wait all wait for indexxxed to update and it stinks anyway. Brandon Iron was on here recently plugging his album and although I like his personality the updates look older than the home movies you see from the 1950’s. Its like watching when it was a game when Cy Young came out in full color, I’m expecting Marilyn Monroe or even Mona Lisa for crying out loud to show up so Iron can pop one on her face. It looks prehistoric. My social life is actually getting hotter updates than anything I can find in porn, and although I do OK its not really saying that much I can do better.