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Sierra Sinn Interview

Da Burglar emails 4/8/06:

1a) Ok Sierra, you are Porn's most lovable, sexy Stoner, your love of pot and porn is well known (and respected.) Everyone wants to know, does Pot REALLY enhance sexual pleasure or does it just make it easier to do porn?

Sierra Sinn: ****I AM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT MARIJUANA IS THE BEST THING TO ENHANCE ANYTHING. IT JUST PUTS ME IN THE PERFECT MOOD FOR ANYTHING. I DONT THINK IT MAKES PORN ANY EASIER, I MEAN A DICK IN THE ASS IS A DICK IN THE ASS NO MATTER HOW MUCH POT YOU SMOKE, YA DIG?

1b) Where does the best Pot come from, in your expert opinion? Sierra Sinn:

****I PREFER TO BUY MY WEED AT A PHARMACY, I HAVE A PRESCRIPTION SO IT IS LEGAL FOR ME TO BUY IT. THEY HAVE A WIDE VARIETY OF STRANDS AND EVEN EDIBLES....JUST THE OTHER DAY I HAD A VERY SPECIAL TREAT....A MARSHMELLOW WRAPPED IN GRAHM CRACKER DIPPED IN CHOCOLATE, THAT HAD WEED IN IT, SO IT CURED MY MUNCHIES AND MADE ME HAPPY.

1c) Do you think more girls in porn use Pot (or harder substances) to dull the physical pain of many of the things they are asked to do in porn films, or to ease the boredom of life in General? Feel free to share why you think Pot should be legalized too....

Sierra Sinn: ***I HOPE THAT I NEVER GET TO A POINT WHERE I AM USING MARIJUANA AS A CRUTCH. IT IS SAD THAT SOME OF THEESE GIRLS FEEL THAT THEY NEED TO BE OUT OF IT, TO BE IN IT (PORN) .... I MEAN, I LIKE TO BE AWARE OF THE THINGS GOING ON AROUND ME. I LIKE TO BE INVOLVED IN MY SCENES. FOR ME POT IS LEGAL AND I ENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO GET A PRESCRIPTION, FIGHT FOR THE CAUSE YOU KNOW.

...Sierra Sinn: ****GOD BLESS JENNA AND HER BLOW UP DOLL....YEAH IF SOMEONE WANTED TO MODEL A DOLL AFTER ME I WOULD JUMP AT THE CHANCE!!! AND I WOULD HOPE THAT MY FANS WOULD RUN OUT AND BUY IT SO THEY COULD ---- THE ---- OUT OF ME ON A REGULAR BASIS. OR RIDE WITH IT IN THEIR CAR WHEN THEY WANT TO TAKE THE CARPOOL LANE.....MAYBE THEY COULD MAKE A DELUXE EDITION WITH EXTRA NECK SUPPORT FOR THE DONKEY PUNCH FANS....OR A WATER PROOF VERSION FOR THE GOLDEN SHOWERS AND SWIRLIE FANS, HAHAHHA!!! HOPEFULLY CLEANUP WOULD NOT INVOLVE RIPPING MY HEAD OFF TO GET ALL THE CUM OUT OF MY BELLY HAHAHA !!

-- Would the doll have a bong as an accessory? Would you want your doll to be a stoner too?

Sierra Sinn: ****YEAH MY DOLL WOULD DEFINITELY BE A STONER, WITH ITS OWN CANABIS BUYERS CARD HAHAHA AND MATCHING BONG!!!

By The Way, What do you actually think of the travesty and crime against womanhood that is DONKEY Punching, and would you ever allow yourself personally to be Donkey Punched during a scene?

Sierra Sinn: YEAH I WOULD. I MEAN HEY WE ALL HAVE OUR THINGS THAT TURN US ON...I HAVE BEEN DONKEY PUNCHED IN MY PERSONAL LIFE AND IT WAS KINDA FUNNY...WHEN HE DID IT, HE PUNCHED MY HEAD INTO THE HEAD BOARD SO I GOT HIT FROM THE BACK AND THEN SMACKED MY FOREHEAD OFF THE HEAD BOARD...IT WAS HILLARIOUS!

6a) Do you ever feel like you are being used by the Adult Industry to your detriment, or do you think you are using the Adult Industry to better yourself?

Sierra Sinn: ***DEFINITELY BETTER MYSELF....I AM HAPPIER AND HEALTHIER THAN EVER AND I LOOK AMAZING....I AM CLOSER TO MY FAMILY THAN EVER AND JUST ALL AROUND HAPPY. BEFORE PORN I WAS ----ED UP....HAHAHA PORNO SAVED MY LIFE!

7) Once you are no longer performing in Porn Scenes, What will you be doing to make a living/support yourself? Will you EVER get Married Sierra, and if so, are you more likely to Marry for Love or Money? More likely to marry a man Older than you, or the same age/slightly younger than you?

Sierra Sinn: ****YEAH SOME DAY I WILL PLAY THE HOUSEWIFE ROLE VERY WELL...YEAH I WILL DEFINITELY MARRY AND BE HAPPY. I WONT MARRY FOR MONEY BUT HE BETTER HAVE SOME BECAUSE I AM NOT DOWN FOR SUPPORTING A MAN. AND DEFINITELY OLDER THAN ME, I DONT LIKE TO ---- WITH YOUNGER GUYS, THEY ARE USUALLY ANNOYING AND NOT EXPERIENCED.

June 25, 2007

Shelley Lubben blogs:

I met Sierra Sinn last week and she is precious! I met her through myspace and she agreed to let me come to her home and visit with her. She shared with me how she came from a violent childhood and moved around a lot as a child and that she began stripping at a young age which ultimately led her to acting in porn movies. Sierra admitted to me that porn shattered her life and that she wants out. She also has a five year old daughter who doesn't live with her and she wants so much to be with her again. Please watch this video of Sierra sharing her feelings about porn.

While I was at Sierra's, she showed me her amazing creativity. She has this awesome talent to create braided shirts. You can check this video out of a shirt she braided and also notice the white shirt she is wearing. She made that herself out of a plain white t-shirt!

She blew my mind how fast she was able to braid a shirt. I asked her what she would like to do with her life and she says she would love to start a t-shirt company. I suggested that design school would be great for her and she agreed. She is a very hard worker and just wants a different option in life other than porn.

After Sierra and I spent time together, she called me a few days later and told me she just can't do porn anymore and even cleaned up her myspace and let her fans know. This is NOT easy for Sierra and so she will need our support and love through this.  Please leave encouraging comments to Sierra at this blog. The porn industry will probably lash out at her for this so let's make sure we stand with her as she courageously leaves porn!

I would love to help Sierra do something different in life and am currently seeking out ministries who will assist me in helping her out of the industry. If you would like to know more about Sierra and how I plan to help her, click here.

Please pray for Sierra that God would provide for her in ways that are above and beyond all she could ask or think (Ephesians 3:20). Please also pray for Sierra's daughter and that she will soon be reuinted with her.

God has big plans for Sierra and I am THRILLED to see Him pulling precious women out of the porn industry!

If you are a porn star and you want out of the industry too, please contact me at urgent@shelleylubben.com. It would be an honor for me to assist you in your decision to leave porn. 

Ric writes:

Don´t know Sierra personally, looking at her posts in ADT and XPT she seems to be like a smart, witty girl but also a emotional preteen in twenty something body. Sharp emotional immaturity is a characteristic of most sex workers, and porn girls are among the worse of then on that subject, according to both Shelley and the XPTers opinions. Shelly will need a lot of faith and luck to turn Sierra around, she seen very dysfuntional even by porn girls standards. And professional help. Sierra might be mentally ill. In my opinion most porn girls are. Severe stress disorders like post traumatic stress, borderline personality or dissociative (multiple) personality disorders are very common among sex workers like strippers and escorts, so there is no reason for porn girls to be any different. The illnesses might have been the result of child abuse or the sex work itself. That is one of the reasons they have so much trouble holding a regular job and keep returning into the life when they try to quit.

Some naysayers will come with the "religion as a crutch" canard. Well if you are a drug fiend with a abusive childhood who makes your living getting train fucked in the ass you might need all the crutches you can get. And I do not see atheists and agnostics lining up to help girls get out of the business. The truth is that society at large, including most religions, look at whores as disposable women to be used and thrown away. Only some evangelicals seen to be interested in giving help. What ever happened to PAW?

The demons that let the girls into the industry will not go away when they choose to quit. They might need psychological, financial and legal help. Their clothes and photos might be inappropriate for a civilian job, they will need somewhere to live, driving lessons, the couching of ex-whores about becoming a civilian. They need jobs and very important for a porn girl who tend to have attention seeking personalities, lots of praise and encouragement, myspace friends, forums, chats and blog fans. A gray 9 to 5 job will not provide that. A religion might. So I wish Ms Sierra good luck in her daunting task. i don´t know about saving her soul but for sure she might, if sucessful, save her life.

July 23, 2007

The ex-porn star Sierra Sinn, 25, posts:

i am not the same person i was a month ago.
i am never going to be.
thank you to all that have been supportive
fuck off to those that hate, talk shit, and/or dont have faith in my ability to better myself.

i have not and will not be on here often because honestly i really dont care. i am not sierra sinn anymore, and i never will be again.

at this point i dont know a whole lot other than i am over it.
i am over bullshit, liars, shit talkers, theives, and just about every negative influence in my life. and if you arent over it then just dont talk to me!!
i hate bullshit!!!

Sierra Sinn talks about leaving porn on this XXXChurch podcast.

Shelley Lubben begins: "Sierra is going to expose porn for what it really is... She's moving on to do something much better with her life."

Host to Sierra: "What got you into it?"

Sierra: "I thought it would be an easy way to get fame and fortune."

"It wasn't pleasant. I didn't stay long."

Host: "When did the reality hit you?"

Sierra: "Not for a year and a half."

"I grew up in Pittsburg."

"I was going to school and stripping in Pennsylvania for four years. I saw a lot of feature dancers [porn stars] come in and seemed glamorous and fun. I put pictures up on 1modelplace.com. Agents brought me out here and set me up with a couple of scenes."

"I was all proud of myself. I waited seven months before I told my family what I was doing... My family was cool. 'If that's what makes you happy.' They weren't happy about it but they were supportive."

"I left my daughter there."

"My first scene was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was very scary. It was a very rough scene. My agent didn't let me know ahead of time... I did it and I was crying and they didn't stop. It was really violent. He was hitting me. It hurt. It scared me more than anything. They wouldn't stop. They just kept rolling."

Shelley: "You told me about the lies, how they are supposed to stop if you say stop."

Sierra: "They're supposed to but they don't sometimes. They want the footage."

Shelley: "It's good footage to be rough with women."

Sierra: "I thought, maybe it won't be so bad the next time."

Sierra got $800 for that first scene. "Usually it's about four-to-six hours [per scene]."

"I didn't want to hurt anymore. I didn't want my heart to be hurt anymore."

Shelley: "Tell them about some of the hard things you go through emotionally. She has a hard time being intimate. She doesn't trust men."

Sierra: "I thought I was a lesbian for a while. I have a boyfriend now. It's hard for us, trying to put it all behind me. I feel guilt... I'm so jaded."

Shelley: "It's hard to be intimate in a relationship. It's hard to have a relationship while you're in the porn industry."

Sierra: "I get uncomfortable when people try to love me."

Shelley: "You've made all this money and it's been wasted."

Sierra: "You don't think about all the money you put back into doing porn, such as tanning, nails..."

"I didn't do a lot of drugs. I smoked weed."

"Drugs are huge. They're using viagra. It's unnatural. The girls will be on xanax and vicodin."

Shelley: "If porn is so great, why do people need xanax, vicodin, pot, alcohol to do it? Because it's painful."

Sierra plans to be move back to Pittsburg to be with her daughter. She's trying to start a clothing company.

Sierra: "My mom and dad are non-denominational Christians. We were in and out of churches growing up. We moved a lot."

Shelley: "Sierra believes in Jesus. She believes that God is pulling her out."

Shelley: "Say something to the men who are addicted to porn."

Sierra: "That it is not easy for the girls. It's not enjoyable. It's not a great time. Girls are getting hurt. It's emotionally and physically trying. If you knew what people were going through, you wouldn't like it as much."