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On Set With Director Rick Davis As Cherry Boxxx Becomes Cherry X

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Cherry Boxxx and Baby Dolls (owned by Kevin Beech and Alan Gold) now have sister companies -- the nastier Cherry X and 818X.

The name of today's Cherry X movie is Gaping Wet Holes. I can't wait to tell my friends about it.

Rick's shooting three scenes today and two tomorrow. He's using a new camera, Sony HD, and a new cameraman (normally Rick handles his own camera).

During her scene with Dick Delaware and Cheyne Collins, Cytherea squirts repeatedly. She takes a break and guzzles a lot of water so she can pee some more.

"You've got to wash that stuff off," says Cheyne. "Dogs can smell it."

Dick says his ex-girlfriend Layla Rivera looks "like a perfect 10. I cried when I saw her. She's off the speed. Her dad was feeding her speed. She's 130 pounds. She's got implants. She looks great. You bitch, you left me and now you look like this?"

Layla is supposed to attend Dick's next light-heavyweight fight on Saturday night (against Richard Montoya), October 29, in Las Vegas.

Delaware's also off the speed.

Cytherea's huband Brian tries to give away their nine new puppies. No takers.

Instead of paying a make-up artist $125 a girl, Brian just gives them $40 and sends them down to Nordstroms and the Mac Make-Up counter, where, with any $40 purchase, they get a free make-up job.

Naked Ambition: Women Pornographers and How They Are Changing the Sex Industry

Hustler Hollywood (8920 Sunset Blvd) hosts a "Naked Ambition" book party from 7-9pm.

I don't want to sound like a downer, but if no woman had ever picked up a camera in this industry, it wouldn't have been any different. Female pornographers have not changed the industry. Women behind the camera are irrelevant to porn. They're the equivalent of female sportcasters. They lack the testosterone to get it.

No, it's closer to the legal profession. Women entering law changed those women. It did not make the legal system more kind and nurturing. Similarly, porn has changed female pornographers more than female pornographers have changed porn. Porn has only become more misogynistic and more cruel over the past decade as females have picked up more cameras.

How does porn change the women who make it? It isolates them from society, and makes them more coarse and masculine, and thus less suited for relationships, marriage and mothering.

Porn loves to trot women out as leaders in their industry because it makes the industry more socially acceptable (keeps up the pretense the product is for more than lonely men). Female directors make porn appear less misogynistic, but the average non-porn woman knows the truth -- porn and prostitution devalue and demean the worth of the average woman. They lower her sexual power over men. Why should men commit to one woman (and stick with her to raise kids) to get sex if they can get the simulated version just by going online?

It's for a good reason that society uses the word "whore" as its greatest denigration of women. Civilization must watch over women's sexuality (and yes, use a double standard) so men can know who their children are (and thus be more likely to stay around to raise them).

Men in porn know they're pigs. Women in porn delude themselves.

Women are on top in porn as much as pornography is adult. Pornography is overwhelmingly juvenile and the industry commercializes what most people, women in particular, feel should be private.

Some say love is a gaping wet hole. Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razer that leaves your soul to blead. Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need. I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed.

Which porn stars really have money?

Sexycity writes on XPT:

Which porn stars really have money? Its obvious that Jenna Jameson is well off, but are there any other girls who are at least comfortable? I've seen Tera Patrick at Erotica LA 2004 & 2005, plus two AdultCons, charging $$$ for Polaroids, pictures, and autographs. At both Erotica LA events, that really stuck out, because she seemed to be the only girl charging for everything (plus her attitude just is not nice, she always comes off as if she'd rather be elsewhere during convention appearances).

I think Devinn Lane, Julie Ann(both regularly feature dance), Ashton Moore (building a nice home in Arizona, plus feature dances a few times a month), and Gauge(nice home and acreage in Arkansas) have nice financial situations, but who else? There seem to be alot of girls who do movies and still work a day job.

Jeremy Steele Warns About French-Canadian Actress Candy Lee And Her Boyfriend

Jeremy phones Wednesday night. "I had a roommate for two months named Candy Lee. I asked them to leave. Her boyfriend, Franco, who's about 6'3" and knows martial arts, started threatening me. I told them to leave. I left. When I came back, I discovered that there's a whole bunch of my music and books missing. Some things were broken.

"I've been trying to get my stolen items returned. All he does is tell me I'm jealous.

"I want to give them an opportunity to respond to me. They won't even deny that they've taken anything.

"I told Franco I'd fight him. I don't care. It's a matter of principle. They're more concerned that if we get into a fight, what will happen with the cops.

"I met them at a club. They called me the next day and said they needed a place to stay. She was attractive. She was in the business. I thought I'd help somebody out.

"It took her three weeks to pay me. A week later, she says, 'We've decided we're going to stay another month.' Instead of, 'Is it ok we stay another month?' They were both living in the living room. I have someone else living in the other room.

"She did some things like break a mirror and then hang it back on the wall... Once I decided to let them stay another month, she said, 'We will pay you on the eighth of the next month (a month after when they last paid me, which was 17 days late).'

"Finally, I'm about to say, 'You need to leave.' She says, 'How much to stay for one more week?' I said no. She gets this attitude. Her boyfriend gets belligerent. At that point, I said, 'You guys need to go.' I took a walk. They took my stuff. He said, 'When I see you on the street, I'm going to f--- you up.'

"He busted my dresser.

"When she goes out at night, he f---- around on her. So she would call my number to get to him. I also want to make a statement to the police about the stolen property.

"I gave them a warning. They keep hanging up on me."

From the archive of Jeremy Steele's Yahoo group:

Recently, to the props of my roommmate (who told me I'm a real man for standing up to a 6'3 guy who threatened and tried to scare me), I kicked out a french canadian couple who were sleeping in my living room, who I had met in late January at El Centro for a Seymore Butts, porn/rock gathering. Their names are Candy Lee (an aspiring porn star) and her boyfriend, Franco Richard, both from Montreal and with medicore to bad english (especially him).

They moved in on January 24th, but didn't have any money yet, said they were waiting on checks which she should have in a couple of days. Two days turned into two weeks, and I didn't get a my measely $300/month for the two of them until February 8th. Originally,they asked to stay for just one month, while they look for a guest house to rent.

Meanwhile, they were searching for a guest house for two people for no more than $800.00 per month. I told them that this is a rediculously low price in highly transient L.A. for a guest house (which are hard to find), but she wouldn't listen.

Finally they found a guest house availiable for that price, but low and behold, it was too small for their satisfaction. Something told me they were not going to find what they were looking for within a month.

Around Late February, with rent slightly overdue, Candy Lee comes up to me and says "We've decided to stay another month", not as she should've said "We would like to stay one more month if that is o.k. with you and your roommate". Then on top of that she says to me, "We owe you rent on March 8th". "March 8th?", I asked. "Yes. We paid you on February 8th. I wrote it down." "Yes", I explained to her. "You paid me on February 8th, but you were over 17 days late on rent. You moved in on January 24th, which means if I were to let you stay one more month you would've paid me a couple of days ago."

I decided, out of the kindness of my heart, not the money (because half of the 300 went to my roommate, so that we each were saving 150 per month, or 75 per person per month, and it just wasn't worth it), to let them stay. They had talked about me being her manager/talent agent for a 10% commission but I realized they were both too dense to bother dealing with. Franco (age 27) was showing me some of what he claimed was his martial artist fighting style called "Francombat", which he said was a combination of Chinese and Thai boxing.

That documentary guy who's been filming me looked up the name "Francombat" and discovered it is registered by a middle aged man in France ("fran" standing for French combat, not franco combat). The fighting style is not Chinese boxing but fighting for regular people with no martial arts fighting style, teaching how to hit someone over the head with a chair, using objects in a room as weapons, and survival tactics.

Talking to Franco was pretty annoying because he rarely understood what I was saying to him and would talk (and repeat himself) about something else. I found in his open clipboard a business card from Mika Tan, which was given to me by her. I asked him why he took it and he said he liked the style of it. Well, in my book that's called stealing, and that should've made me realize sooner the kind of people they are.

Currently, I am still missing a s--- load of cassette tapes I've had for years, books and other items. Also, my three legged coat rack was kicked and broken, and a framed picture was shot with my b.b. gun. Before kicking them out, two things in particular about Candy Lee shocked me into realizing how scaringly stupid she is: I found on the internet an open casting for the next big starlet and/or couple in Vegas. I wasn't so insulted as shocked when she said she didn't want to go with me, but instead called Lexington Steele (AVN Performer of the Year two times) to ask if he would fly there with her.

This is the same guy who she met for some work which he hasn't hired her for yet. (either she wants too much money or more likely Franco has said he doesn't want her doing boy/girl scenes) How in the world does she think Lexington Steele can pass off as part of new couple I don't know. Perhaps I could pass off as part of a new couple, compared to Lexington, though I was willing to go with her to Vegas regardless simply as a representative.

Then, recently, while I'm standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, Candy comes in to borrow a hand held mirror hanging on the wall, but drops and breaks it. She said she'd buy me a new one which she never did (not that I care, money-wise, it's from the 99 cents store). She then proceeds to hang the broken mirror back on the wall, with shards of glass hanging from it waiting to fall from the fragile break which are barely holding them together. I wouldn't have been surprised if tiny pieces of broken glass had already fallen. I asked her how in the world can she hang a broken mirror back on the wall like that with pieces of broken glass hanging from it and she said so she could remember what kind of mirror to buy to replace it. That makes a lot of sense, especially considering the fact that I already told her after she broke it that I'm not upset because I got it from the 99 cents store.

In the meantime, after getting the same advice from person after person that Candy Lee is not a good stage name because both names are overused (I know how that feels like) and that there's at least a couple of other Candy Lees, one who's a well known model arleady, she decides she wants to change her name to: Frederick ________ (something). Franco wrote this name down and was the first to bring this to my attention. "Frederick?!" I said. "That's a man's name." "No," said Franco", "In Canada men and women have that name". I said "I don't know about Canada, but this is the United States. That is a terrible idea."

Anyway, last Monday night , I was geared to remind them that Thursday was their last day here. Both me and my roommate could not wait to get rid of them. Before I was about to speak to her she was on the phone asking the other line if their guest house is still for rent. After, yet again disappointingly "hanging up" (do people hang up cell phones?) she says to me. "I know Thursday is our last day here. How much money do you want for us to stay one more week?" I said to her "Sorry, but you can not stay here anymore. We need to have our space back." Laughingly, Franco says to me "You lose." I said "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" Is that some Schwarzenneger wanna be lingo for a foreigner with bad english (Even Arnold had three words when he said "I'll be back")? Supposedly it meant we won't do business togther. I tried to explain that that's fine because I don't want to, and it's impossible with them, anyway.

Then the most unbelievable thing happened. Candy Lee says to me (I think, after Franco, who she obeys dispite his equally stupid brain) that they are going to stay here until the end of the month because they have already paid through the end of the month! This is just after very recently asking me how much more money I want for them to stay one more week! At this point I started yelling at her, which caused Franco in a rage to come up to me and yell for me to not raise my voice to her. Then he said when he sees me on the street he's going to f--- me up. I responded by punching the door of the hallway cubbard and said "How dare you! I f---in' let you stay here for two months, saved you lots of money in hotel costs, let you move in even though it you two weeks to pay me! I'm calling the police!"

And it was that magic word (police) that got them packing in a hurry. I followed them out, continuing to yell, got my keys back and told them they are stupidist couple I have ever met in my entire life! I made a police report of his threats, and plan to register a restraining order as well, so that if I ever see them again (which would most likely be at an industry gathering) all I have to do is call the cops then those dumb f---s will be deported for working without a work visa.

LFP's New Accounting Policy

LFP Video's Drew Rosenfeld emails LFP directors:

Effective immediately: All productions being shot after Nov. 1st will fall under our new accounting system. Meaning, you will no longer be given your entire budget upfront. All necessary checks such as Locations, Food, Rentals, and various vendors will be cut for you before production begins. Everything else such as, Crew/Talent will be paid following completion of project. If you have questions or concerns please call Drew Rosenfeld at LFP Video.

This is a reaction to the Mark Kramer fiasco (he was alleged to have tried to extort money from LFP director Eon McKai).

Kami Andrews Closes On Her First Home

Bill writes: "You should congratulate Kami. Especially after you published all the stuff she said about rob black while in Tampa, and basically made her a marked woman."

Porn world eyes Pittsburgh

Even by American adult film industry standards, Rob Zicari has long turned stomachs and generated disgust for his filmed depictions of rape and violence against women and also the desecration of the Bible.

U.S. Attorney Mary Beth Buchanan on Wednesday asked the 3rd U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals to overturn a judge's decision to dismiss a 2003 indictment against Zicari, his wife Janet Romano, and their production company, Extreme Associates, on charges of violating federal obscenity laws.

The couple and their company were accused of selling tapes and downloadable video clips -- with titles like "Forced Entry" and "Extreme Teen #24" -- to an undercover U.S. postal inspector and others in the Pittsburgh area.

Porn case turns on delivery, not content

People have a right to view obscene materials in their homes, but how those materials get there is at issue in a closely watched federal case that launched a renewed government crackdown, attorneys told a federal appeals panel Wednesday in Pittsburgh.

The government is asking the 3rd U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals to reinstate federal obscenity charges against a Los Angeles company, Extreme Associates, and its husband and wife owners, Robert Zicari and Janet Romano. U.S. District Judge Gary Lancaster in January dismissed the 10-count indictment against the defendants.

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Wankus played the Miami Dolphis-crazed boyfriend of Tyler Faith in a recent scene for Smash Pictures. The guy is so into his football game that he does not notice his girlfriend is balling Marc Davis in the background.

I asked Wankus if that could happen to him in real life. Would he notice if it was a good football game? Wankus says that while he loves the Dolphins, he loves Tyler more, and yes, he would notice, even if it was a good game.

Wankus: "If you want some good dirt, Tyler said she'd shoot for Smash only if [General Manager] Stuart Wall is not on set. She didn't want to deal with the sexual harassment. Stuart is known for hitting on the girls. 'I'll give you a part in my movie if you suck my dick.' I've heard that from three or four girls on my show."

Wankus says Tyler is a sports fanatic. "She'll wait till half-time and then blow me. She's good like that."

I see Van Damage for the first time in about six years. He looks the same.

He's got Jenna Presley with him. She's been in porn for two months.

"Four hours," says Van. "She just went to AIM."

I think he's kidding about the four-hours part.

I hear that Keri Windsor left porn to become a cop. She had friends on the Sheriff's Department who encouraged her but she didn't make it.

Lexi Love is managed by Mark Spiegler. Her My Space page.

From Boston, Lexi, 21, moved to San Francisco after highschool. She says she studied chemical engineering for two years (including second semester calculus). She worked as a waitress. A year ago, she did a bondage scene. She felt that stuff too rough and moved to LA and did about 15 sex scenes.

She got into porn because "she loves sex. I get to be a different person every day and get to [engage in intimate relations and see the private parts of men and women] every day."

In highschool, Lexi hung out with "the freaks. All the wild kids."

In her spare time, Lexi draws and paints. Her ambitions are "to enjoy life, have fun, and live in the moment."

Lexi's been "been doing the same dude for a year."

Working in porn has made her "more sexually aware. I've met a lot of interesting people."

She says her friends think it's cool she does porn. Her family does not know.

Genesis Skye seems upset and depressed. She had her car stolen out of her garage a few days ago.

She's lost weight and seems nervous. Then she rises to sing and everything seems ok for five minutes.

Genesis, I know it’s late. I know you’re weary. I know your plans don’t include me. Still here we are, both of us lonely, longing for shelter from all that we see. Why should we worry, no one will care, girl. Look at the stars, so far away. We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow? We’ve got tonight babe. Why don’t we stay? Deep in my soul, I’ve been so lonely. All of my hopes, fading away. I’ve longed for love, like everyone else does. I know I’ll keep searching, after today.

I see Lezley Zen. She may be returning from Miami, where she moved at great expense a few months ago to work for the failing PinkTV.

Lezley, I know it’s late. I know you’re weary. I know your plans don’t include me...

I see Variety reporter Dana Harris.

Dana, I know it’s late...

Random writes on XPT: "Is Monstar using? I say yes, and I'm deeply worried. Listen big guy, in all seriousness, lay off the dope. You look like you're pushing fifty in this pic. We're here for you Monstar. Don't let pride obstruct your recovery. Talk it out. Exorcise your demons!"

Autumn Rayne Interview

I speak to her Monday morning, Oct 17.

Luke: "Did you find God or become religious?"

Autumn: "No."

Luke: "You just wanted to get out of porn?"

Autumn: "Yeah. Out of the whole Adult business. I quit in January [2005]. It was time to get a real job. I'm going to school. I'm studying to become a mortician. Sad but true."

Luke: "How do you look back on your time in Adult?"

Autumn: "Some good memories, some bad. I'm not unhappy that I did it, but I'm really glad I'm out. I'm a much happier person not doing that. Too much pressure in the Adult business."

Luke: "What about being stigmatized by the general society?"

Autumn: "I never cared about them. I'm kinda one of those people [who say], 'Go f--- yourself if you don't like me.'

"I have a 13-year old daughter. I told her about it. Her ex-boyfriend knew. He had his own fantasies in his head, I'm sure. He talked s--- to her one time about my having been in that business and she back-handed him. That shut him up quick.

"That's not the way a kid needs to grow up.

"She doesn't care that I did that, but it's nothing to make you proud of your mother. 'My mother is a porn star.'"

Luke: "Did a boy at school ask your daughter for a pair of her unwashed panties?"

Autumn: "I did find a note asking that, but I don't think it had anything to do with me. That has to do with 13-year old boys knowing what goes on in porn. They have easy access to it, which I don't like. I don't think 12, 13, 14, 15-year old boys need to be watching pornography. They're going to treat your daughter the way they see guys treating the girls in the movies. That's not the way I want my daughter to learn about sex from the ideas some kid comes up with in a movie. Gagging her with his cock? No. I want my daughter to be respected."

Autumn spent 13-years in the Adult industry and has been with her man for 13-years. "I've been married to a good person for eight years. I met him in the Market Street Cinema [in San Francisco]. All they had back then was strictly lap-dancing. I sat on his lap and talked to him for an hour for five dollars.

"We didn't have sex for two months after we met."

They married before Autumn went to work at the Bunny Ranch.

Luke: "Did you have a breakdown when you were working at the Bunny Ranch?"

Autumn: "I did in 1999. That was when we were moving from the Bunny Ranch [to the South]. I think it was just the move (with only two weeks notice) and everything I've been through."

Autumn and her husband agreed in late 2004 that it was time for her to leave porn. "We both realized [porn] was affecting me. 'Why don't you just get out and go back to school? What do you really want to do?' Funeral directing. He knew that from before.

"Seven years ago, my daughter said, 'You can't do that. You can't touch dead people and come home.' Now I do it and she doesn't care. I took her to work. I said, 'There's a nice old lady. You can touch her hand if you want.' She said, 'No. Looking is good enough.' I said, 'There's nothing to be afraid of.' She said, 'You're right. They look like they are asleep.'"

Luke: "Do you stay in touch with anyone from Adult?"

Autumn: "No."

Luke: "You're not angry at the Adult industry?"

Autumn: "Not at all."