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A bit player, Marilyn
Rose appeared in 150 videos between 1989-93.
In his Star Index II, Pat Riley writes: "Pretty blonde with medium
slightly droopy tits and blue eyes. Very white smooth skin. Supposedly
had her tits enhanced one time and then by 1996 she had had her tits
inflated to large rock-solid cantaloupes. Has one child."
On 5/22/98, Marilyn wrote to me:
I am completely
out of the business, and am enjoying a wonderful life with my man
in southern California. I do have a career though, helping to run
the business he and I started about a year ago. I know there is
nothing juicy in this letter so far, but I just wanted to put down
in writing something positive concerning my life. I have had so
much negative to this point, that it needed it. I hope you'll understand.
I must say that
I do regret my time in the business, but don't want to sound like
I speak for everyone who has left the business. I don't look down
on the business as a whole, just a few important people in it. The
"agencies" and "agents" in particular are definitely scumbags(or
is definitely a scumbag) but for the most part, the people were
very professional. If it weren't for the fact that the "agent" told
me how to fill out my application (because I was not 18) and then
told me that he could get me box covers, and make me a big porn
star if I was "nice to him" and "did favors for him" I may have
not ever entered the business, who knows.
But I have moved
on now, and am finally a happy person. I was unhappy because of
my own demons, not because of the business. I think that certain
people gravitate toward the business because of their own insecurities,
that was the case in my life. But I was only looking for a little
magazine work, not 150 pornos. My "agent" which I got away from
as soon as possible, was the one who pushed me into videos, he said
that I wouldn't make any money doing magazines. I think maybe I
could have.
Anyway, I wish everyone
much luck, and happiness (accept you know who) and much prosperity.
I started out working a lot with Allyson Sterling, and look how
far she has gone. I was never the material for success, I wasn't
nearly attractive enough for anything but a bit player. But I am
happy for all of them that are happy for themselves.
A fan: "Well, her first (?) photo shoot, the one I love with the
curly-haired rock star, really makes the rounds: it has been repackaged
so many times and is STILL available everywhere; I've even seen quite
a few "outtakes" (pics that didn't get into the mags) on the net.
The only other magazine photo shoot I ever saw with Marilyn was a
lez shoot entitled "Rich Bitch"---both this one and the first one
("Girls Who Love Hard Cock", "Rock & Roll Sex", "High on Sex",
and the cover shoot for the April 1995 "Express" magazine) were "Gourmet
Edition"/ S. Snyder
productions.
"Another one of Marilyn's delights: she had almost a reluctant, matter-of-fact
look in her eyes, as opposed to the over-blown (no pun intended) 'erotic'
look that all of her contemporaries had. She had a way with oral sex
pics that was second to none. In short, her girl-next-door, non-porn-star
look was her appeal."
Marilyn's ex-boyfriend
Dago writes 3/30/99 [revised 5/7/99]:
As you know, Lori
AKA Marilyn Rose and I have been separated since Dec.3rd. I am not
going to go into the details of our separation and break up except
to say that I asked her to leave, and she decided while away that
she wasn't coming back. I had hoped that we could use this time
apart to work on facing and dealing with the problems we had. I
know when things were good between us, they were MAGIC. Like no
other woman existed in the whole world. And that statement has a
huge meaning for anyone who knows me. Let's just say I haven't done
very well with the monogamy thing. I could always walk away from
any relationship at any time with ease, but not this one. Not from
her. I did, still do now, and know I always will, love her.
About three weeks ago, I found out through some people I had keeping
tabs on her in Denver where she had been since our separation, that
she had abruptly chopped her hair off, dyed it red, and had procured
a new name, drivers license and social security card. She had recently
talked her husband (they have been split since early 1992,
but had never legally divorced) into allowing her to have her son
who is 7, come to stay with her. So the conclusion I had drawn from
these facts was that she was going to take her son, and disappear
from sight with him permanently.
Yesterday, I received a call from her. She was calling to tell me
good-bye. She confirmed that she had done all the things I mentioned
earlier, and that she was on her way out of Denver that very moment
to start a new life with her son, and that she was not going to
contact anyone she had known previous to yesterday, especially her
family, and that this was to be our final conversation ever.
I told her that I love her, and always will. That she could count
on me if she ever needed me. And that I would help her if she ever
needed it, no matter what, if she called me, I would be on the next
flight out. She sounded very cold, and when I told her I loved her
with all my heart, she just replied "okay."
She has become very cold and matter of fact, with no hint of emotion
left in her. She was so totally different from that when she and
I were together, that it is hard for me to imagine that the sweet,
and always smiling woman that I shared a love affair with for almost
2 years is the same person that I have spoken to on the phone the
past 2 times. When we spoke before that, it was always online so
her sister wouldn't know she was speaking to me, She is 27 years
old, and yet her sister had the nerve to restrict who she had any
contact with whatsoever, and she was to have no contact with anyone
from her life previous to her arrival in Denver, especially me.
To her sister Karen, I have to say, you never even
knew her, and had no right interfering in our relationship and our
life. Playing God is not the role for you, trust me. To her mother
Edna the Sloth, who is the sole reason that Lori had the problems
she did, I say, one day you will be judged for what you have done
to your children, and I hope to be there to light the match. See
you in hell!
And to her other sister Teresa, who constantly put her down for
being in the porn biz, for being a dancer, for being in a relationship
with a "lowlife biker" yet asked her to hook her up with
some lesbian and bisexual video gigs, and has now ended up trapping
some cop ( yea, a cop of all things, Yeck!) into marrying her because
she was pregnant with a child that unknown to him, isn't even his.
I say "your sister always loved you inspite of your petty jealousy
of her, and your miserable personality, but you always let her down,
you should be ashamed of yourself, but knowing you, even as little
as I do, you won't be."
And finally, to Lori, "My Lori, I say, Good luck, and happiness
to you. Do your best to find your way back to being the sweet caring
person you once were. I know that people like that get taken advantage
of once in a while, but this world has to few of them left, to lose
one as sweet as you. Take care of yourself, and know that you will
forever be my one and only. I will think of you often, and will
always have a glimmer of hope, that one day you will come home.
I don't care what others think about my love for you. Neither do
I care what they say or think about you. I know the real you. The
one on the inside, that writes me poetry, and leaves "I love
you's" in between my clothes in the drawer. I have every one
of those put away.
This line, from the poem I wrote for you sums up
my feelings toward you Lori, Don't judge my heart, you know not
the sweetness she holds within her. Or the purity that is her precious
smile. Until you have drowned in her eyes, and slept in her heart,
Love knows you not. For the passion we share, is that of warriors,
and martyrs for the cause, it springs eternal.
Love Always, "Your Dago."
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