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A bit player, Marilyn Rose appeared in 150 videos between 1989-93.

In his Star Index II, Pat Riley writes: "Pretty blonde with medium slightly droopy tits and blue eyes. Very white smooth skin. Supposedly had her tits enhanced one time and then by 1996 she had had her tits inflated to large rock-solid cantaloupes. Has one child."

On 5/22/98, Marilyn wrote to me:

I am completely out of the business, and am enjoying a wonderful life with my man in southern California. I do have a career though, helping to run the business he and I started about a year ago. I know there is nothing juicy in this letter so far, but I just wanted to put down in writing something positive concerning my life. I have had so much negative to this point, that it needed it. I hope you'll understand.

I must say that I do regret my time in the business, but don't want to sound like I speak for everyone who has left the business. I don't look down on the business as a whole, just a few important people in it. The "agencies" and "agents" in particular are definitely scumbags(or is definitely a scumbag) but for the most part, the people were very professional. If it weren't for the fact that the "agent" told me how to fill out my application (because I was not 18) and then told me that he could get me box covers, and make me a big porn star if I was "nice to him" and "did favors for him" I may have not ever entered the business, who knows.

But I have moved on now, and am finally a happy person. I was unhappy because of my own demons, not because of the business. I think that certain people gravitate toward the business because of their own insecurities, that was the case in my life. But I was only looking for a little magazine work, not 150 pornos. My "agent" which I got away from as soon as possible, was the one who pushed me into videos, he said that I wouldn't make any money doing magazines. I think maybe I could have.

Anyway, I wish everyone much luck, and happiness (accept you know who) and much prosperity. I started out working a lot with Allyson Sterling, and look how far she has gone. I was never the material for success, I wasn't nearly attractive enough for anything but a bit player. But I am happy for all of them that are happy for themselves.

A fan: "Well, her first (?) photo shoot, the one I love with the curly-haired rock star, really makes the rounds: it has been repackaged so many times and is STILL available everywhere; I've even seen quite a few "outtakes" (pics that didn't get into the mags) on the net. The only other magazine photo shoot I ever saw with Marilyn was a lez shoot entitled "Rich Bitch"---both this one and the first one ("Girls Who Love Hard Cock", "Rock & Roll Sex", "High on Sex", and the cover shoot for the April 1995 "Express" magazine) were "Gourmet Edition"/ S. Snyder
productions.

"Another one of Marilyn's delights: she had almost a reluctant, matter-of-fact look in her eyes, as opposed to the over-blown (no pun intended) 'erotic' look that all of her contemporaries had. She had a way with oral sex pics that was second to none. In short, her girl-next-door, non-porn-star look was her appeal."

Marilyn's ex-boyfriend Dago writes 3/30/99 [revised 5/7/99]:

As you know, Lori AKA Marilyn Rose and I have been separated since Dec.3rd. I am not going to go into the details of our separation and break up except to say that I asked her to leave, and she decided while away that she wasn't coming back. I had hoped that we could use this time apart to work on facing and dealing with the problems we had. I know when things were good between us, they were MAGIC. Like no other woman existed in the whole world. And that statement has a huge meaning for anyone who knows me. Let's just say I haven't done very well with the monogamy thing. I could always walk away from any relationship at any time with ease, but not this one. Not from her. I did, still do now, and know I always will, love her.

About three weeks ago, I found out through some people I had keeping tabs on her in Denver where she had been since our separation, that she had abruptly chopped her hair off, dyed it red, and had procured a new name, drivers license and social security card. She had recently talked her husband  (they have been split since early 1992, but had never legally divorced) into allowing her to have her son who is 7, come to stay with her. So the conclusion I had drawn from these facts was that  she was going to take her son, and disappear from sight with him permanently.

Yesterday, I received a call from her. She was calling to tell me good-bye. She confirmed that she had done all the things I mentioned earlier, and that she was on her way out of Denver that very moment to start a new life with her son, and that she was not going to contact anyone she had known previous to yesterday, especially her family, and that this was to be our final conversation ever.

I told her that I love her, and always will. That she could count on me if she ever needed me. And that I would help her if she ever needed it, no matter what, if she called me, I would be on the next flight out. She sounded very cold, and when I told her I loved her with all my heart, she just replied "okay."

She has become very cold and matter of fact, with no hint of emotion left in her. She was so totally different from that when she and I were together, that it is hard for me to imagine that the sweet, and always smiling woman that I shared a love affair with for almost 2 years is the same person that I have spoken to on the phone the past 2 times. When we spoke before that, it was always online so her sister wouldn't know she was speaking to me, She is 27 years old, and yet her sister had the nerve to restrict who she had any contact with whatsoever, and she was to have no contact with anyone from her life previous to her arrival in Denver, especially me.

To her sister Karen, I have to say, you never even knew her, and had no right interfering in our relationship and our life. Playing God is not the role for you, trust me. To her mother Edna the Sloth, who is the sole reason that Lori had the problems she did, I say, one day you will be judged for what you have done to your children, and I hope to be there to light the match. See you in hell!
And to her other sister Teresa, who constantly put her down for being in the porn biz, for being a dancer, for being in a relationship with a "lowlife biker" yet asked her to hook her up with some lesbian and bisexual video gigs, and has now ended up trapping some cop ( yea, a cop of all things, Yeck!) into marrying her because she was pregnant with a child that unknown to him, isn't even his. I say "your sister always loved you inspite of your petty jealousy of her, and your miserable personality, but you always let her down, you should be ashamed of yourself, but knowing you, even as little as I do, you won't be."

And finally, to Lori, "My Lori, I say, Good luck, and happiness to you. Do your best to find your way back to being the sweet caring person you once were. I know that people like that get taken advantage of once in a while, but this world has to few of them left, to lose one as sweet as you. Take care of yourself, and know that you will forever be my one and only. I will think of you often, and will always have a glimmer of hope, that one day you will come home. I don't care what others think about my love for you. Neither do I care what they say or think about you. I know the real you. The one on the inside, that writes me poetry, and leaves "I love you's" in between my clothes in the drawer. I have every one of those put away.

This line, from the poem I wrote for you sums up my feelings toward you Lori, Don't judge my heart, you know not the sweetness she holds within her. Or the purity that is her precious smile. Until you have drowned in her eyes, and slept in her heart, Love knows you not. For the passion we share, is that of warriors, and martyrs for the cause, it springs eternal.

Love Always, "Your Dago."