An exotic brunette with a big bust and marvelous nipples, Lilli Xene brings to her work "shadows and a hint of danger, a sexual insistence that has never been the girl next door kind." (AFW V. 15 N.5) Her credits include Anal Intruder 7, Behind the Blackout, California Pizza Girls and Summer Games.

Xene is known for her big fake breasts (34G), and her ability to urinate (squirt) and deepthroat.

"My fans love that hourglass shape. I had been wanting to pump them up because they were starting to sag, and I thought, why not just go really big? And I did, and it's paid off."

The big-boob magazines lined up to feature her.

Lilli enjoys stripping. "I love being on the road; I was born for it, because I don't have a boyfriend to tag along and drive everyone crazy."

Xene has 12 themes she draws on for her gigs, including a blues number complete with feather fans and twirling pasties, and a classic burlesque sequence where she strips out of a floor-length sequin gown.

She came to X by way of being a dominatrix with her own dungeon. She also did fetish videos for Harmony Concepts, and wrote for Hustler Erotic Video Guide. Her first porn feature was Black and White in Living Color.

"I'm a self-made individual. I knew all my life I would be challenged."

A registered nurse, Lilli worked her way through college. Her favorite role came in Pussyman 4. "It's my all-time best. It's a combination of bondage, hot sex, deepthroat and squirting."

In AVN 4/94, p.20, Lilli writes that porn doesn't degrade women.

Society's knack for typecasting seems to apply, linking sexually abused women, women who never finish high school, runaways, women who use drugs and unwed mothers as the profile of a porn star in the making. Why do they never focus on the women who are proud of their careers?

The field is highly competitive, and a new supply of beautiful young girls seems to find its way to the agent's office each week. Linda Lovelace's tragic tale of abuse and beastiality makes for great fiction, but is highly implausible...

Having equal rights means that one can be a surgeon or a hooker.

Women who find that a career in porn is not right for them are quickly replaced, and find other goals for themselves. Girls who love the business thrive and develop the strength to deal with the ups and downs...

They can develop self-esteem and confidence in themselves. It takes a lot of self-assurance and poise to perform sexual acts for the unblinking eyes of the camera and crew every day.

Only ignorance and stagnation are degrading. Sexuality is a euphoric expression of life and humanity.

Lilli grew up in Santa Monica where she still lives. For years she relied on the public bus system for transportation. She's divorced and intent on becoming famous.

The Santeria Experience, about witchcraft and Latin magic, is one of her favorite books. Her personal heroes include "Mother Theresa for her generosity and selflessness, Gloria Steinem for fighting for women's rights so that we can be sexual and do what we want, and Catherine Deneuve and Anjelica Houston for showing that you can grow old and be dignified."

Speaking of dignity, Lilli enjoys masturbating in cabs, and having sex in fitting rooms at department stores with the sales staff. (AVN 11/92 p.22)

"I'm not easily aroused - it takes the right person. This business transcends physical f---ing. It is in the mind. It is the aura and illusion with the look that you give one another and the way you touch and feel and sense the vibes.

"I'm a distance squirter. I wore a corset in the movie and squirted on a mirror. The corset provided the pressure and caused the liquid to expel... If I don't wear a corset, it just squirts a few inches."

"Lilli Xene works as a house dancer at T&A Video in Ontario, California, in the afternoons," says Rich of RAME. "Friendly gal. She's featured on their website at http://www.xfilm.com/tna/. Fun place...seedy, dark and incredible laps."