Questions For Star E. Knight
2003-07-20 13:23:53
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Question: "Star, I am dying to find out what happened between you and Haven that made you two hate each other's guts! Feel like sharing any details? And what are you doing now that you left the industry? Are you income-generating?"

Star replies: Nothing happened between me and Haven...she just never treated me very nicely, and ended up flipping out on me one night at a classy restaurant in Beverly Hills during a JKP dinner meeting. She comes from low class area of california, and now that she's doing well...she thinks she can just go around "beating up" people whom she dislikes. But what she didn't realize is that I'm a Cancer, and we'll patiently tolerate alot until that one day when you go too far. I never gave into her offers for a fight, but I was getting
close.

I've been writing some novels which are not finished yet, as well as planning to go to school to take up web design. I really have a creative flair for web design and find that I can spend literally hours on the computer having fun with it. I just need to learn dreamweaver and flash before I can call myself a professional, and actually make a business for myself. There certainly is a large demand for it these days. It's fun...and it keeps my creative juices flowing. It also pays well when you have the right clients. Look what Jenna Jameson did for herself with Club Jenna...she has so many porn chicks waiting on a list to get her business to produce a website for them. And they're getting paid several thou to design and maintain the sites. As far as generating money? Sitting at home
writing doesn't do it til you see your books published. So let's say I took a major loss by quitting the biz! But I have my head into other things already...and at least I can do this at 55 vs. porn which only pays your bills til you're about 30! Some aren't even so fortunate as to stay in the biz that long and do well! Most of the smarter porn actors/actresses and affiliates have already smartened up and explored the net for larger business possibilities. There are tons of creative ways to not have to sit behind a desk for 40 hrs. a week and answer to a higher up in some corporate day job. I'm not knocking it for those who do slave away to keep this country rolling...but I certainly am NOT one of those types. I need change, I need creativity, and most importantly to be home with my dog and
able to pick up and go at a moment's notice as I believe enjoying the finer things in life doesn't require money...all they require is lots of personal time for family, home, pets, and nature!

Question: Hey Star, I think your boob job is great. I saw photos and videos of you in your earlier days and I think you boob job worked great. How long did it keep you out of action, and what is the drawback in regards to exercise? Did you feel your marketability increase with your chest size. You and Sondra Hall always looked as sexy in your clothes as you did doing a scene. That is a big plus...

Star replies: Thank You for the compliments! I actually had a lift first then implants added due to the tightening and removal of skin causing a reduction of breast size. I always had D sized breasts...but after I lost weight in high school...they began to sag...I had lost fatty tissue in the breast. But I still fit comfortably only in a size D...even before the operation. Implants were then added, because a lift is similar to a reduction and I was NOT going smaller since I was used to D's and loved them. I actually fit into the same size bra right after my operation as I did before hand. So...it was not about marketability for me. JKP believed me to be more marketable since my breasts were firmer and more pleasing to the eye...and that's why it was a mutual decision. At that point in time, they were actually really looking to sign natural girls and that's when they signed Jenna Haze. So as far as size being the factor...it simply was not the case in my situation. As far as what "I" thought...I had ALWAYS wanted something done to improve the firmness in my breasts since I lived in Pennsylvania...long before porn was even a shadow of a thought in my brain. So I am more than HAPPY to clear up this common misconeception placed upon many girls in the adult industry. Always remember, there are more reasons than not why
I was and am very different than alot of the girls in the biz!

Question: Star, you've spoke so candidly about your experiences within the biz. But i was wondering, do you think you are better off for what you've gone through in the biz? Compare yourself from before you started making films to now when you are done. How do you think you've changed mentally and emotionally, and how much of your development do you think can be attributed to these experiences?

Star replies: Hmmmm...your question requires alot of thought! Certainly something I HAVE thought about since i left the biz. First of all...being in the shadiest biz in Los Angeles, I realized that sometimes it's not more shady than the mainstream film industry and music industry at all! In fact...they all seem to go hand in hand...and everybody knows everybody anyway! But entertainment in LA is a hard biz to be in in general. Alot of double standards, judgements, gossip, using people, etc. going on. It was tough finding my way in LA in general...and to be truthful...I still haven't quite found my way.

But I have found happiness which I beginning to doubt was ever
possible in a city like this! Porn taught me alot about what
people's true motives are and what people really want from you! It has also taught me unfortunately...not to trust ANYONE! As a result it has taught me that you should treasure those you find along the way whom you can trust...because they are hard to come by. Being in such a hard industry has also begun to teach me how not to worry so much about what other people think of you (I'm still trying to reach the end of that obstacle as I've always been so lacking in self-confidence.)

It has taught me alot of lessons about alot of things...though I really don't wish to go on talking about my family (which is too personal for me to get into on here, but I will in my book...)...I do want to say it has taught me about unconditional love and lack thereof. This has taught me how I want to raise and care for my own children when it comes time they make a decision that I don't favor. I will still love them regardless and lend my shoulder for when they fall instead of washing my hands of them to leave them out in the cold. Parents can guide their children or stray them away from certain elements of life...but if they try to hard and become too restrictive, it often puts the child in a position where they feel they are not breathing the air of the world. Makes them feel suffocated. And so instead, they go out and explore everything and anything just to get to people who told them "no" all of their lives. (A very good message that was delivered in the movie "Finding Nemo" I saw tonight at the theater.)
I know people cluck their tongues, roll their eyes, and doubt that anyone can learn valuable child rearing and family values lessons from time spent within the "porn" industry...but guess what! I DID! People have so rudely commented on previous sites about my wanting to have children with very awful comments doubting my capabilities to one day be a mother. But look at how many mothers not involved in the biz at all give birth to their own crack babies...or those who leave them lying half dead in a dumpster somewhere, or worse yet...give birth when they have no money or no time to care after them like a real parent should. That criticism really hurt because I knew girls having abortions in high school...when here I am...25...never to have given birth because I do not feel it is the right time nor that I am mentally ready to bring another life into my
own and take care of him/her the best way that I can. But I certainly do not wash away any of the things I havelearned...no sir...I do not take them for granted at all. Instead I make a mental note of it...and realize that most things we do as adults is a direct result of our childhoods. And that...is the most crucial and precious time a parent can make an impact on their children. Still some parents, take that time for granted, and wait til it's too late. Well that won't be me...and if it means...that I have to teach my children what it's like to be used, carted around like meat, and treated like a shallow-brained idiot...I WILL tell them where I learned it and how. They deserve to know. My parents always held from us the fact that they weren't virgins when they were married...and in fact...outright LIED to us about it. So why do you think I waited til I was 18 to tell my mother that I wasn't? Cause how do you talk to a perfect "christian" such as my mother about "sinning" in such a way. But it turns out they weren't perfect and because they gave us this false vision of perfection...we felt we couldn't come to them. I don't want my kids to feel uncomfortable around me. I want to be there for them. And if I wanted them badly enough to bring them into the world...I WILL NOT discard them...no matter what they do with themselves...and THAT I have learned from PORN!