A Chat With Mickey G
2003-02-19 20:01:24
Susie Ehrlich aka Susie Mid America writes
in the June 2002 AVN about Missy's inLuketin into AVN's Hall of Fame:
Wicked knew a cash cow when they saw one, and Missy was pure fillet.
She became a Wicked Pictures contract girl, soon adding a modest boob
job to her frame. She starred in a number of story-driven features,
which revealed a surprising gift: she could act. One of her better
roles at the time was a tape called Sinister Sister, in which Missy
played upon her duality of her nature, in a role as two sisters (think
Jeremy Irons in Dead Ringers, only not as compelling). She was even
credited as the director of a vid called Heart and Soul, which earned
AVN’s Best Vignette Tape trophy in 1998.
Then Missy began showing up in fewer and fewer vids, eventually all
but disappearing - until one day in 2001, when AVN received a surprising
letter from her, intended for publication.
Missy had found religion.
Her letter detailed "a mental breakdown" which was only relieved when,
she said, "Jesus Christ healed me, because when I was beside myself
he gave me a message of Lord God and then I felt pain in my hands
and feet to show me it was really him."
Not that she was bitter - on the contrary, she was concerned.
"I fear for all of you [in porn] because I met something that was
pure evil in that industry," her letter went on. "I’m having premonitions
of the end of time... God will not leave us. Jesus gave me a message
of pure love, it was God. Now I’m a Christian and always have been.
I pray for all of you all the time, because I came to your industry
to one day change it to a more loving atmosphere with God."
And here we thought it was for the anal gapes.
.......................
A former nurse, Mickey G. entered porn in 1993 with his beautiful
blonde wife Missy, from whom he is now divorced.
Mickey has been away from porn for almost eight months. He's now back
as a director, producer and occasional performer.
I banter with Mickey's friend "Shay," from Seattle, who become jocular.
Mickey warns him: "This is all going up on the net right now, bro.
All the executives read this every morning like their morning rag."
Luke: "Is it true that Missy is a born-again Christian?"
Mickey: "No. She's just out of the business. She goes to church once
in a while but she's more cognizant and beautiful [than ever]. She's
got blonde hair down past her legs. She looks ten younger. She wants
to lead a quiet life. All the fame and publicity and stuff was too
much for her.
"She's not anti-anything. She still feels the same. People go through
phases. She might've said something that got misconstrued by AVN.
Whoever wrote that article for AVN probably never met her in his life.
Whoever it is is an idiot."
Luke: "I heard someone say on set, 'Man, Mickey G. must really regret
bringing his beautiful wife Missy into this industry."
Mickey: "I just saw Missy five days ago. She has no regrets. She's
very proud of the couple of pieces that we produced and directed.
She thinks that we had a positive influence on the business. As soon
as things became unstable for her, I made it happen for her to get
out. She still gets residual checks from Wicked. She made money off
her website for two years without doing anything.
"I don't regret. We had a lot of fun. We had a blast."
Luke: "You don't think it cost you your relationship with her?"
Mickey: "No, we still have a great relationship. We still say that
we love each other. We just lead a different style life. She needed
to go to a quiet secluded style of life and I'm a native to LA city
and I'm more of a worldly man. I've traveled around. We just changed
perspectives. Life's a journey and we just took a couple of different
roads, that's all."
Luke: "Has she remarried?"
Mickey: "No. When I make extra money, I won't blink an eye to send
it her way as well. She's still the beautiful Missy that everybody
loves."
Luke: "You guys have talked about getting back together?"
Mickey: "We see each other every once in a while. She's been really
healthy for a couple of years now. She's getting bored and would love
to go out and travel and see more of the world again."
Luke: "What's the status of your relationship with her?"
Mickey: "The status of it? We still have a special place in our hearts
for each other."
Luke: "Did you get a divorce?"
Mickey: "Yeah, oh, just for tax purposes and other purposes, on paper,
yeah, but the connection is still there. Of course you go through
a little bit of sadness when something ends. Nothing is permanent.
You enjoy life. We enjoyed life during those years and when it became
not enjoyable, we got out. There was nothing more we could've accomplished,
for her.
"Our only regret is that we only made a deal with Wicked for a percentage
of what we produced and directed. No other company in the adult business
shares a fraction of the money we made them.
"Everybody who says something negative about is is somebody who we
have never even sat down and had a glass of water with or a meal or
been to our house. The people who talk aren't very eLukeated. It's
rare that I meet talent who even have a year of college under their
belt. What they say doesn't matter. It has no effect. It makes them
feel better about themselves because they regret what they're doing.
They're just reflecting how they might feel."
Luke: "Do you regret every doing the Rough Sex videos?"
Mickey: "I didn't do those. I was just an actor. Kahn Tusion did those."
Luke: "Do you regret getting involved as an actor? Particularly the
comments made by Regan Starr."
Mickey: "Regan Starr? We never even did a full video on. We pushed
an eject button. She had an eject button from the beginning. She knew
going into it we weren't going to follow through all the way to rough
sex. We spent with Regan Starr not even five minutes. It was very
gentle. Very vanilla but she was disturbed by many other things in
her life. She really didn't belong in the business. I hope she's out
now taking care of herself.
"When I did the scene with Jewel Valmont [in Rough Sex], and the other
girls, they have nothing but good things to say about how I handled
it. I was constantly in their ear. There was constantly a way out
at all times. They called the intensity of roughness themselves. After
any roughness, I'd always say, 'Are you ok?' But they don't show that
on camera.
"No, I have no regrets."
Luke: "Were you surprised by the outcry?"
Mickey: "I was a little bit surprised. When you watch a regular Hollywood
movie, you see people's brains getting blown out and blood spurting.
It was very controlled. Lately, Kahn Tusion from Anabolic came up
to me, 'I need you. You are the only one who can do this right without
hurting girls.' I said no. It's not something that I would write,
direct or produce myself.
"The only thing I regret in the business are some of the publicists
I've allowed to have capture any of my life. People miscontrue things.
I wasn't sharp enough to realize that I am dealing with a bunch of
illiterates who misconstrue things. Especially the writer at AVN that
wrote about Missy. He's one of the biggest idiots.
"I want to be PC with them. Paul Fishbein and the other executives
over there are great guys but every once in a while they bring in
a writer who hasn't even graduated from college and likes to misconstrue
and pull out a source...and write as many nonsensical f-----up words
as they can."
11/4/04
Roxetta (MySpace)
is a 5'8 redhead with hair down past her shoulders and pumped up breasts.
In porn for two weeks, she's an American with an Australian boyfriend
who says he supports her porn work.
From
Adultfyi.com in early Sept, 2006:
It all began last Friday when Roxetta called in to KSEX on air
claiming that Mickey G [Michael Wilkens, DOB 11/9/59]was coming
after her with meat cleavers and that Mickey G allegedly blinded
her current boyfriend Ken with battery acid.
Mickey
G apparently hacked Roxetta's blog and posted this on Oct 22, 2006:
Hello everyone... I have barely escaped from dearh after falling
prey to one of the most Slimey,Bloodsucking, Vagrants ever. His
Name is KEN HARMAN Here is his Homeless Face. He Slithered into
my life when Mickey was away for a few days because of the St LAPD
holding him for Marijuana Plants even though he posesed a legal
Rx Note. Ken Harmon. found me on a bus alone and quickly moved in
on me to chat ... I reluctantly did. I am someone who is a sucker
for a SOB story and Boy Did This Ken Wo have one.. and I'm a bit
crazy in the head too... I must Admit. I Let him into The Home that
Mickey and I Lived in and He Grew Roots immediately. I feel so blind
and Stupid looking back now... Mickey was suspicious right away
but I have had a drug problem and ken was wanting me to try "Crack
Cocaine" with him behind Mickeys Back... I'm Bad I did..Michael
if you are reading this....Please forgive me....i am so sorry for
all the pain, damage and life I caused you...I was angry at the
time but it does not justify the pure cruel demolition on your life
and reputation...This is the least I can do make my apology public
for all my friends and fans to see.. I was Wrong I Hate that part
of me who became cruel, mean, cold hearted.and destructive,it was
the crack cocaine Ken introduced me to it brought out the worst
in me, I ended up being Pimped out on Century Blvd. by Ken Harmon
for $75.00 and crack and I almost got you killed...
10/28/06
I talk to Mickey G. about Roxetta's rants about him. Mickey says
he's ready to change his phone number. He says he doesn't bother to
return her calls.
12/09/06
Roxetta:
'Mickey G. Not Evil, But Insane'
Roxetta emails me Dec. 28, 2006:
Hi Luke, Ken and I never had a confrontation at Mickey's house.
That would be illegal, right? Ken was never at Mickey's house. Why
would you think something like that? I will tell you how Mickey
was found. Ken and I had an argument over me not doing my part and
assisting police further about his case. He claimed that I was having
second thoughts on having Mickey put away and that I still had feelings
for Mickey and that I wanted him to get by with what he did. I did
not check in with the detectives as often as I should, he said.
He kept bothering me about it, so I called Mickey and told him that
I wanted to see him. I went alone, without Ken's knowledge. I got
the house number and gave it to police.
Roxetta
posts Dec 11 on ADT:
Please everyone understand that Mickey is NOT a bad person, he
has a very sweet heart and I will ALWAYS love him. I hurt for him.
He did a bad thing but he IS a mentally ill person. He talks to
himself, he has tried to hang himself on many occasions. Everyone
may agree that he is insane, but they can also agree that he can
be the sweetest man you could ever meet. He simply got caught up
in a rage of passion. I love you Mickey. May god be with you. I
cry for you.
I have to go to court on Dec 30th as a witness against him. I am
not against him, but they are making me tell what I witnessed. I
do not want him put into a prison. Ken does. I don't know what to
do. Sometimes I just want to die. What should I do?
12/14/06
Mickey
G Still In L.A. County Twin Towers Jail
I talk to porn star/escort Roxetta
Thursday morning. "On August 28, Mickey permanently blinded [Roxetta's
boyfriend Ken Harman].
"We lived together with Ken [Harman].
"Mickey grew marijuana plants on a couple of balconies. The
police were called and I was arrested and charged with a felony. I
broke up with Mickey and told him I did not want to see him again.
"Then, when he was in jail, I was lonely. We had a drink. I
decided I would keep him around to keep me company. I didn't have
a dog or a cat. He said, 'I have nowhere to go. I'll be out on the
street. My family doesn't want me. I've given up everything for you.'
"The three of us get intoxicated and we engaged in protected
sex.
"I started having sex with Ken and Mickey would watch and masturbate.
"One day Mickey goes berserk. I suppose because he was not in
the room [when Ken and Roxetta had sex]. He happened to open a door
and we were there without him.
"Mickey pushed me down on the ground and smothered me. I ran
and grabbed the phone and dialed 9-1-1. The police came by. I felt
responsible for the incident. It was stupid for me to have two men
in the same house and try to carry on a sexual relationship with two
men. It's not normal. They're going to butt heads.
"I didn't show up to court four times in a row [to testify against
Mickey for assaulting her] and a warrant was issued for my arrest.
"There's a restraining order placed by the state to prevent
Mickey from seeing me or contacting me, even through a third party.
"Mickey was gone for about a month. Then he comes back and walks
in the house. He says, 'This is my house and these are my family heirlooms
and I'm on the lease here.'
"I said, 'Michael, it is over. Please pack your things and go.'"
Roxetta emails me:
No one wants to deal with me and the sad thing is that this is
all because Mickey couldn't just let go.
Ken Harmon has never been homeless. He is a professional carpenter
and woodcarver by trade. He creates furniture, cookware, and figurines
made of wood. He is extremely talented. He also lays hardwood floors.
He is a beautiful person and is a messianic jew, reading the bible
often. He has never bragged of murdering anyone and never has. He
is understands my situation and believes that we are sinners and
imperfect but can still try to do the best we can to do right.
I was away from the internet for sometime because we were asked
to leave the half million dollar condo I was leasing in Toluca Lake,
because of Mickey's behavior problems. We moved into Ken's old home,
where he roomed with two other woodworkers, sometimes we would rent
hotel rooms just to be alone. There was often not a computer or
it was a public one. I had the movers place my computers and belongings
in storage. Mickey began slandering me through press outlets and
"hacking" into my MySpace account to become my imposter. It took
time to realize exactly how much damage, online, that he was doing.
While he was destroying my reputation, at the same time, he was
also upsetting me by sending me daily text messages and phone calls,
telling me how badly he was doing financially. As I quit responding
to him, the text messages became more urgent. Then they became violent.
I had many text messages read by police and detectives stating things
such as: "Silence is best for you...We would make horrible enemies...As
little ken would say "Peace Out", know what I mean?...At birth,
I am Michael the Archangel of Battle...I have 40 years of connections
in LA to go along with my wrinkles....I do not lie about my connections."
All of this is with the detective. The police/detectives are certain
that Mickey means business and that he is exhibiting extremely dangerous
behavior.
I have had break ups in my past. However, I do not think I have
ever suffered from someone so greatly. I have always tried to see
the good in Mickey. However, as I still learn about things he has
said or written, it becomes more obvious to me each day that he
has been working hard to destroy me.
One day, I received a phone call from a friend of mine, saying
"Congratulations on the baby." I asked "What are you talking about?"
To my recollection, it was posted on a site, similar to yours, that
I was pregnant. I had to make yet another phone call, to have another
untrue remark removed from records. Then, I learn about how I am
not only supposedly pregnant, but am stating on my own MySpace page
loads of nonsense that came straight from his mentally disturbed
mind. Does he claim to be psychic now?
I have heard reports of Mickey cirrculating adult industry parties
and mingling with people. Lord only knows if it was some rotten
campaign to hide what he did and have everyone believe that I am
the horrible person. I am baffled that he was even going into public,
after police had been working to find him. I am ready to put this
mess behind me.
My mother is telling now, "Before you stay with someone for a while,
break up with them first, just to make sure that they are not going
to be out to get you, in case you ever do have problems."
Roxetta tells me over the phone: "I have never done crack cocaine.
I have never been a streetwalker. I admit I was on Oxycontin for a
while. I smoked weed."
She tells me about the time Mickey G. blinded Roxetta's boyfriend
Ken Harman: "I saw Mickey going into the door with a knife in
his hand and a plastic cup filled with a yellow liquid.
"When I walked out of the elevator, I saw Mickey running out
of the house.
"When I walked in, Ken was soaking wet. His tongue was bubbling
up. He was screaming. He said Mickey splashed it in his face and came
at him with a knife.
"Ken is a professional woodcarver. He keeps several types of
knives. He had a knife on him. He said to Mickey, 'You are not going
to murder me this way.'
"Mickey was sending me text messages that he was going to hire
the president of the Hells Angels to take care of me and Ken if we
spoke out. He called himself Michael the Archangel of Battle.
"He was sending me these threatening text messages that the
detectives saw and have. He sent me about 50 in one day. He stalked
me. I filed police reports against him for stalking and for making
terroristic threats.
"Ken is seeing a cornea specialist and has a surgery scheduled
where they will take the eye socket out of his skull and scrape the
scar tissue off. He's permanently blinded. He has a lot of surgeries
ahead of him."
Roxetta
On Mickey
G
She
posts Jan. 3, 2006 on ADT:
I have been through some tough times and the industry has been
wonderful to be there for me, when I needed them, to help me back
up on my feet. They were hands that fed me, due to my own mistakes
and own bad luck that they did not cause. I am sincerely thankful
for that.
I hope to make it clear to everyone that the personal issues in
my relationship with Mickey G are just that, personal issues between
him and myself. It isn't anyone's fault for what went wrong in our
relationship. Mickey is naturally dramatic and I have an anxiety
disorder. We had problems and made mistakes.
People were right for not rushing to judgement on Mickey, they
know Mickey like I do. Mickey served the industry for 12 years and
never had a record of behaving anything less than a gentlemen.
I was uncertain about supporting to put Mickey in prison and showing
people the proof they needed to make a real judgement because I
know that he is in no way a danger to anyone at all, other than
someone who gets involved with his "love-deprived heart," intoxicated
by drugs. It's a fact, Mickey will do anything at all for love.
It is a paradox that he craves it more than your normal guy. After
all, Mickey has had sex with some of the most beautiful women in
the world. But that is his curse. Mickey has told me about how his
heart looked for love in other lands. He was over in Europe when
one of his girlfriends recognized his penis in an adult film and
rejected him because of it. I overheard his parents call him disgusting
for being in porn. In the industry, he is haunted by the heavily
limelighted marriage between he and his bi-sexual ex- wife. The
relationship of many didn't work out. And he can't seem to find
the true love he needs anywhere. He is cursed inside the industry
and he is cursed outside the industry. This man has a situation
of love deprivation and yearning for true love.
I called KSEX to report Mickey's attack on my lover and never followed
up with it. I bet there are tons of girls who want to be a pornstar
so badly that they would try to crush someone else to do it. Plus,
it came at a time, after there were already rumors. I showed up
on sets pitching a bloody fit or my eyes rolling back into my head.
My skin looked like a pepperoni pizza, I was flaky and unpredictable,and
probably could have used more work. And if attention is what I wanted,
what better way to do it, right? Then, after reporting his actions,
I don't show any proof at all. I sound like a raving lunatic on
the phone to KSEX. Then, I give Mickey his passport, and I supposedly
write apologizes from my known MySpace page to him and confessing
to be a crackhead streetwalker (oh that was a bad boy, Mickey).
I wouldn't believe me either!
Mickey knew that I was upset with him for going to jail and used
Ken in order to get back into the house. Mickey asked Ken to stay
with me while he was in jail, in order to keep me company. But he
asked me not to have sex with him. When he returned, Mickey then
encouraged Ken and I to have sex together so that I would have sex
with him too (meaning Mickey). Then, Mickey became jealous because
I had sex without his knowledge. Mickey called himself giving me
"bear hugs" when he choked me and wrestled with me to hold me down
after finding us together. He was hurting me, so I had to call police.
He wouldn't stop. I was hurt that Mickey had been released from
jail and didn't come back. However, I didn't know that the state
filed a restraining order on my behalf and told Mickey to stay away.
Mickey did not come by or call one single time for over a month.
Then, he shows up yelling that it is his house and all hell breaks
loose.
Ken now faces many surgeries, eye drops, ointments and doctors
poking and prodding at him. This will never end for the rest of
his life.
Michael Wilkins aka Mickey G writes me from jail (I get the letter
Feb. 9, 2007):
Re: Roxetta's slander
Thank you for sending me your compilation of Amanda Strongman's
aka "Roxetta's" letters and phone calls.
The proper place for my response will be in a court of law, not
here on your URL address. This is a legal "battle" that
involves my life!
What "Roxetta" says and does is a projection of her own
reality...her own dream.
I am doing my best to survive in here and I am using this experience
to become a stronger, smarter and better man.
If any friends or fans would like to write or send a care package,
my booking number is 9311923.
Michael Wilkins
PO Box 86164
Terminal Annex
Los Angeles, CA 90086-164
Care packages can be sent from www.mycarepack.com.
I miss all my friends and family! Please write if you can! I'll
see you all soon.
The new and improved
Mickey G
Aug. 19, 2007
I just checked lasd.org and Michael is still incarcerated. His next
hearing is scheduled for Aug. 24, 2007.