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I haven't had this much fun at PSK since making out with Holly Randall there in February of 2006.

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I interview Leo.

Luke: "Brett [Rockman] was your silent partner?"

Leo: "He was."

Luke: "What happened?"

Leo: "Let me put it this way, the story you ran about him, most of it is true."

Luke: "How long were you in business with him?"

Leo: "We officially opened in March and we officially parted ways in August."

Luke: "What are you concentrating on now?"

Leo: "Shooting camera for people and starting an agency."

I interview deaf porn star Savannah Jane.

A social worker by training, she entered porn four months ago.

"I want to get my degree as a sex therapist and write a book," she says.

Luke: "Why did you get into porn?"

Savannah: "Being a social worker doesn't make any money. Twenty five thousand dollars a year doesn't cut it."

Luke: "Have you lost any friends from your decision to get into porn?"

Savannah: "A lot of my friends don't know what I do for a living. My family doesn't know what I do for a living."

Luke: "How are they going to react?"

Her face becomes horrified. "Forget it! Oy ve!"

She comes from an Orthodox Jewish home.

Luke: "Did you celebrate Rosh Hashanah?"

Savannah: "Unfortunately, I did not know what shuls to go to. Don't ask me that. It's too personal."

Luke: "How would your best friends describe you?"

Savannah: "Very outgoing. Very honest. A good friend. Very protective."

"As a child, I was going to be either a firefighter or a police officer."

"I went to a private school until I was ten [I think she means yeshiva] and then went to a regular school... Then I associated with metal bands. Not so bad. I was never a troublemaker. I always had good grades."

"I had it hard growing up. I had a good family, a very supportive family. Very strict, strict family... I moved out when I was 15."

Luke: "What made your life so hard?"

Savannah: "I don't want to talk about it. It's too personal."

Luke: "What has surprised you in the porn industry?"

Savannah: "Some of these guys, they go hard. That's the one bad thing. It's only happened to me once or twice... There are always going to be one or two bad apples."

Luke: "Have you ever gotten hurt in the industry?"

Savannah: "Saturday night somebody put GHB in my drink. I don't even want to go into it."

"And another girl's drink. In a bar at a porn [Club Jenna] party."

"I'm not a drinker... I had two shots all night long. There was no way I could be drunk. I knew something was not right. The other girl was face down."

Luke: "What do you love and hate about being deaf?"

Savannah: "I can sleep all night and nothing wakes me up. I'm completely deaf. I'm 100 decibels deaf in my [right] ear. The other one has a cochlea implant. What I hate about it? I miss a lot of what is said. I've had a couple of producers discriminate against me because of my deafness. I'm a sensitive person. It hurts.

"I won't show it to your face but when I walk out, 'You motherf-----. You shouldn't discriminate against somebody because you're black or white or deaf or blind.'"

Here's Savannah Jane's MySpace. Her Exotic Star Models page.

Other porn stars from an Orthodox background include Joanna Angel, Mila Shegol and the retired Alexandra Silk.

I talk to Amile Waters from Gold Star Modeling.

Video.

She's been in porn nine months. She's simultaneously going to college.

"I'm a huge sexaholic but being in the industry tamed it, so now I just go home tame."

She's done over 25 DVD scenes and about 15 internet scenes.

Luke: "What do you love and hate about being a porn star?"

Amile: "The way guys come up to you. I hate that. 'Hey, I know who you are.' OK. I'm not that way at home. So don't come to me like that. I hate that.

"The people that I see watching scenes are coming up to me in actual life and it's exciting. A turn-on."

Luke: "How has it affected your real life?"

Amile: "Not much. I'm just shocked when people email me and say, 'I'm a fan.' Or they come up to me in real life and say, 'I'm a fan.'

"I never knew that I would ever have any.

"It's surprising to me when people email me the weirdest things ever."

Luke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"

Amile: "I'm still continuing that. When I was nine, I wanted to be an astronaught. I'm not going to do that obviously. Since I was 13, I've wanted to do forensic anthropology. I'm going to school for that."

Luke: "Does the porn have a special feeder program for forensic anthropology?"

Amile: "You know about the body more. I got an A on my last test."

Luke: "What crowd did you hang out with in high school?"

Amile: "Cheerleaders. I ran track. Everyone knew me as the quiet shy girl who just did her own work. A lot of them are very surprised now. Some of them have found out because I lived in a small town in Texas."

Luke: "Have you lost any friends from your decision to get into this?"

Amile: "Yep. I have."

Luke: "How many?"

Amile: "A few but they weren't my friends anyway. If they were my friends, they would still be by my side. They were never my friends if they just left."

Luke: "How painful was that?"

Amile: "It was pretty painful. They were some friends that I had since I was 13. There was one that I had in the military who didn't want to talk to me anymore. We were like brother and sister and he doesn't want to talk to me now. It was pretty painful but I got over it because they're not your friends."

Luke: "How did family react?"

Amile: "My father and mother know what I do. They gave me my [porn] name. My real name, my second name, is Amile. Waters came from squirting hard. My mom just kinda brought it up."

Luke: "She knew you were a squirter?"

Amile: "I've been doing this before I got into porn. I was always like this."

Luke: "You were squirting before you got into porn?"

Amile: "Yeah."

Luke: "How did your mother know you were a squirter?"

Amile: "She and I have a very open relationship."

Luke: "Yeah! I'd say."

Amile: "We're like best friends. I didn't have a father figure in my life until she got remarried again. They're very understanding. They know that I'm not a bad person outside of the business. I'm still goofy ass."

Luke: "What are your life goals?"

Amile: "To hopefully do something beyond talent. If not directing, maybe doing some radio or owning an agency one day. I would like to help women in that direction. Women are weird creatures. I am one. I am weird. And I am pursuing my degree."

"I'm bisexual, well, lesbian. I'm more towards women when I'm sexual off set."

Luke: "What has surprised you about the industry?"

Amile: "The drug usage. I'm not a big person with drugs. The only thing I do is drink and I only do that once in a blue moon. That's the most shocking thing, how people can be so strung out so fast."

Vanessa Blue arrives with her boyfriend Michael Fattorosi and Push Magazine owner Lance Reynolds. Video

She wants me to only shoot her from the neck down.

"Just my boobs! You can not mess up that shot. Go for it!"

Lance: "Push Magazine is the first interactive Adult magazine. Every issue comes with a CD. We include video and interviews with the girls in print and we can link to their site. Advertisers dig it because we can bypass Google and the search engines and all that."

Luke: "You're going to be able to handle the exposure of 50 people watching you [on PrimeTime Uncensored] per hour?"

Lance: "We're working on it. We'll expand."

Michael: "Do you know who's coming on board? Kevin Blatt and his brother D$. Those guys know the web business probably better than anybody. D$ gets tremendous webmaster traffic."

"We're closing down the studio to refurbish. We're going to rent it out during the week."

Luke: "Are you concerned that Prime Time Uncensored is a gateway drug and soon you're going to be doing double anal?"

Michael: "We're going in the other direction. No hardcore. All soft. That's what's good about Push."

Luke: "He's only doing girl-girl."

Michael: "He's given up his days of doing double anal."

Nadia Brown has moved out of the Gold Star Modeling porn star home. "I love Joel [Lawrence, owner of Gold Star]." Video

She entered porn in February and has done 13 scenes.

Luke: "Why did you move out?"

Nadia: "Eight girls in one house. What are you going to do?"

"I was the house bitch. If you don't clean your dish, you don't get another one. I'm 26. I don't care if I'm two feet smaller than you, you have to do your dishes. She was six foot and all scared of me."

Luke: "Why did you get into the industry?"

Nadia: "For sex. For all the wrong reasons."

Luke: "What do you love and hate about being a porn star?"

Nadia: "I love anal and I hate flakey girls."

Luke: "What are your ambitions?"

Nadia: "I have kids, so my ambitions are at home."

Luke: "How would your best friends describe you?"

Nadia: "My best friends are about 60. They love me. They're all guys."

Luke: "Have you lost any friends from becoming a porn star?"

Nadia: "I met a few who I thought were my friends... I lost porn star friends but they weren't really friends."

Luke: "What kind of crowd were you in in high school?"

Nadia: "I was a stoner. I made fun of all the football players and the yuppies because they made fun of the nerds."

Zimond Jewels entered porn 18 months ago. "I want everybody to know my name."

Luke: "What do you love and hate about the industry?"

Zimond: "I hate people who are fake. You have to enjoy it to do it. I enjoy it."

I talk to Helena Heiress, 27, while she snuggles with KSEX DJ Powder.

Helena: "He gave me good advice...to hold off on particular things...since I'm new."

In porn since February, she's done about 15 scenes.

"I just want to be really popular and successful and get what I can. I'm very realistic."

"I'm learning about fake people."

Powder: "What's the biggest lesson you've learned so far?"

Helena: "Don't trust anyone. Don't believe anything that anybody says until they deliver."

Powder: "Already wise beyond her years."

Helena: "I'm 27."

Luke: "What were you doing before porn?"

Helena: "I was a housewife. I was with the same guy since I was 15."

"I'm making up for being sheltered."

Luke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? At 15?"

Helena: "Interior designer."

Luke: "What kind of crowd were you in in high school?"

Helena: "A cholla. A Mexican gangster."

Luke: "Anything surprise you about porn?"

Helena: "Fake sex sometimes."

"I was a cashier at a strip club before porn. Feature dancers would come in. They were adored, idolized and I wanted to be them since I was 18."

Wankus: "I would like to say hi to all the crack fans on XXXPornTalk."

"I'm going to have an announcement about a mainstream show in a couple of weeks."

Dee manages Carmen Hart, Nikki Fairchild, Carmen Luvana, Katie Morgan, and Ann Marie.

Nikki Fairchild walks up. Video

Dee: "She's the one you should ask questions of. She's good at answering questions."

Nikki's been in porn for eight years (all that time managed by Dee whose girls typically stay with him for more than five years).

Luke: "What do you love and hate about it?"

Dee: "This are all routine questions."

Nikki: "I know. I have answers already memorized.

"I love the sex. The only thing I hate about the business are people who are unprofessional. Someone who doesn't show up on time, is not prepared, and doesn't take it seriously."

Luke: "What do you love and hate about your life today?"

Nikki: "I love my life. It's easy. What do I hate about my life? It took me too long to realize what I want to do."

Luke: "What were you doing before you got into this industry?"

Nikki: "Sitting at home doing nothing. Just being a deadbeat on my parent's couch."

Luke: "Have you lost any friends from doing this?"

Nikki: "Nope. Most people don't know. My friends are the ones I met in the business. They're going to be loyal no matter what."

Luke: "How long will you stay in porn?"

Nikki: "It's hard to say. I won't be doing scenes forever. I've already started doing production and management."

Luke: "What do you do in your spare time?"

Nikki: "Practice my dancing."

Luke: "What crowd did you hang with in high school?"

Nikki: "The delinquents. I never went to class."

Luke: "How would your best friends describe you?"

Nikki: "Crazy. Ambitious."

Luke: "Crazy how?"

Nikki: "I believe everybody should try everything twice."

"The craziest thing I ever did was deciding to get into this business. The last job I had before getting into this business was teaching pre-school."

I talk to Cassandra Cruz and her husband Dick Delaware.

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Cassandra says they met on set 18 months ago "even though we didn't work together."

Dick Delaware: "About nine months later, we ended up getting married."

Cassandra: "We're inseparable."

Dick: "She's performing full-time. I'm performing."

Cassandra: "We're both with LA Direct."

"We both got out of the industry at the same time. We both tried to live the normal life."

Dick: "We gave it a try but it's difficult. Life passed me by by about ten years. In the real world, trying to get a regular job. It left me no choice but to be a porn star again."

Cassandra entered porn in May 2006.

Luke: "Why did you guys leave the industry?"

Cassandra: "I was overweight. We were not the porn type at the time."

Dick: "I was training for a fight. I won that fight. I got a championship belt. I retired from fighting."

Cassandra: "He was in the best shape. I lost the weight. We were perfect. It never hit us at the time to do porn. We were both going to church. We were doing the right thing. Then we realized that this wasn't the way we should be making money. We could be making more money in porn. We got back into it. We're both happy right now. We're making more than double the money we were."

Luke: "What's it like being back in?"

Dick: "It's a little tough coming back to the industry after being off for several months... I don't know if business is slow now or if everyone is just using that as an excuse. I'm shooting here and there, which is a lot for guys..."

Cassandra: "Everyone that gives us a chance... It's the best money I could hope for. It's way better than a regular job."

Dick: "It's not realistic."

Luke: "What was it like in the civilian world? Did people hold your porn past against you?"

Cassandra: "Yes and no. Not really. We got back into church..."

Dick: "People knew and were telling their kids not to be around us. As far as the job market, unbelievable. Five hundred bucks is hard to make in the real world."

Cassandra: "I made $600 a week as a civilian and I was worth way more. I have a bachelor's degree [in Fine Arts]. He's going to make more money than me. Guys last longer than porno girls. He's not going to be shot out. I am."

Dick: "We're going to be making money through the internet."

Cassandra: "We have a lot of ideas. He's instantly a director."

"We're going to develop real estate."

"He's everything to me right now."

"I'm a great painter."

"Dick is honest, funny, uplifting."

Dick: "She's motivated. Assertive. She's my best friend."

As a kid, she wanted to be a make-up artist. Her parents yelled at her. "So I said fashion designer."

Dick: "I'm staying away from fights. They don't pay fighters enough."

Luke: "What are the keys to keeping a relationship in this industry?"

Dick: "You need to be open-minded. You can't let it get you angry. If you sit there and think, 'There's somebody fu--ing my wife right now.' You've got to ignore it. We're professionals. We're good at what we do. It's a wonderful opportunity to make tremendous income. Hopefully we're not performing too long."

Cassandra: "It's different once you're married... He goes to work and f---- some girl. I don't want to know her name. He brings home money. That's it."