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Stopping By World Modeling On A Tuesday Morning

"What are you doing here?" asks assistant Envy.

"I just came by to see my friends. To help. To do good."

"Yeah, right," she says.

Jim South says that the people from the Lone Star state have everything under control. He has some new girls from Eastern Europe. I can see that he already misses Rob Spallone, who's moved his Lowdown Productions to an office in Chatsworth.

I meet Zaccarra. She's 20 and 4'11". She weighs 117 pounds. She's a former child star who's entering porn. She worked with the Olsen twins (Mary-Kate and Ashley) when they were six.

We lean over the back of an open truck with Steve Doss. It seems to contain all his earthly possesions. Steve and Zac know each other through Papa Bear Bill Margold.

Zaccarra wants to star in Barely Legal.

Duke: "The Olsen twins."

Zaccarra: "I hate them. They're spoiled, conniving little bitches. I don't know if they are still that way but when they were six they were. I was nine."

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Duke: "What made you decide to do this?"

Zaccarra: "I've always wanted to. I called World Modeling. Someone referred me a couple of years ago. I wasn't ready to do it because I was 300 pounds. Now I'm 117.

"I've wanted to do this since I was 13. I was just smart enough not to pull a Traci Lords. I didn't want to get anyone in trouble and I didn't want to get in trouble either."

"How did you weigh 300 pounds?"

"I was morbidly obese. I was on a lot of different meds that made me gain weight. I was misdiagnosed."

Dossman shows me pictures of Sasha Brabuster, a big breasted big woman who will be at the FOXE Awards Thursday night.

Duke: "Young lady, how much do you know about the porn industry?"

"Not much. I'm learning as you go along."

Doss hands her a picture. "Here you are with your boyfriend Iceman."

Zaccarra: "Nasty. I made him admit that he was gay. I'm very manipulative. We were hanging out with Rob Spallone."