Thursday, December 9, 1999
Luke Gets Mail
Allison Kilgore writes: hi luke, whats up? i know i left the biz for awhile as i always have, but now that i lost 210 pounds, 10 me and the other 200 him ha ha, i am now going to get back in. i will be inla next week, and i look forward to meting you finally. anyhow i had fun working at the adult ex show here in vegas with rodney moore, we sold alot of movies and had a great time, and hopefully he will get that videp company to let me work ces.
Bezemek writes Luke: God bless you. love your site man. Love reading interesting stuff about the porn bitches. I hate when people act like these porn bitches are real people. Cunts is the most descriptive word I think. I also think "f--- pigs" is appropriate. Keep on degrading these bitches man!! I'll be glad when they get more of these bitches to f--- some canines.
Erotica LA organizer Ron Miller writes: Thought that you would like to know about the Wildlife Video party, December 19, 1999, 8:00PM - 2:00AM at the Rainbow on Sunset. Big surprise and announcement in store that I know you will want to cover.
Todd Gumm writes: Hey Lukey! I was just reading Gene Ross's site, and I see where he states that www.nukeluke.com is ready to blow! It sounds as though they've come up with a site to blast, ridicule, and satire You. I was just curious if you knew it was coming, and what's your thoughts on it? I think, Hell, if someone takes and invests the time and effort to make a mock site about you, Well Hell Luke, YOU HAVE MADE IT TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN, and you are there for good!!
Luke: I never heard of it until now. Sounds fun!
SANTA ANA, Calif., Dec. 8 /PRNewswire/ -- An Orange County Superior Court judge today dismissed the $1 million lawsuit filed by radio talk show host Dr. Laura Schlessinger accusing Beach Access surf shop owner Tom Moore of slander. Schlessinger accused Moore of calling her a liar when he publicly denied her on-air accusation that he provided pornographic materials to children who patronized his store.
Pat Riley writes on RAME: Premier tier of video boxcovers:
Adam & Eve
VCA
Vivid
Wicked
Sin City (sometimes)
Eurotique (sometimes)
The boxcovers stand out as works of art almost. As they say "We sell
you the boxcover and we throw in the movie for free." They give the
movie a luxury feel, as though you're buying or renting something better
than just a smut movie. (Little do the gullible customers know
Others such as Evil Angel and Elegant Angel have developed a cluttered but distinctive and non-artistic cover that draws the customer by saying "there's lots of raunchy sex here". Unfortunately Leisure Slime's Empire Presents has jumped on this bandwagon. Some such as Ed have developed a distinctive style of typeface, front photo, etc that draws the customers eye. You can tell an Ed movie without even reading the title. Anabolic and Diabolic and Private are like this too.
When we get to all the rest, Heatwave, Midnight, etc, they're all just one amorphous bunch and it's only by picking them over and actually spending some time that you'll see what the movie is. Frequently this crowd are trying to pass off a compilation as a new movie so it's certainly not a "grab it and run" type choice.
Willliam Piper writes Luke: Luke-- The following is a list that I compiled of famous white women who have "shagged" black men. If I am aware of who the black men were, I have placed their names in parenthesis next to the women. Neve Campbell (Sean Michaels???); Carmen Electra (Dennis Rodman); Madonna (Dennis Rodman, Tupac Shakur, Steven Bray, Jean Basquiat); Sharon Stone (Brad Johnson); model Kate Moss (Jazzy B); Julia Roberts; Gwyneth Paltrow; Calista Flockhart; Kim Basinger (Prince); Pamela Anderson (Arsenio Hall); Sheena Easton (Prince); model Heidi Klum (baseball star Derek Jeter); Brit model Heather Stewart-Whyte (former tennis star Yannick Noah); Penelope Ann Mil- ler (singer Seal); Winona Ryder; actress Linda Fior- entino (basketball player Jayson Williams); Joan Col- lins (S.F. Mayor Willie Brown, Harry Belafonte); model Paula Barbieri (OJ); actress/model Tawny Kit- aen (OJ); former "Dynasty" star Emma Samms (Arsenio Hall); the late actress Mary Frann (Arsenio Hall); actress Peggy Lipton (musician/producer Quincy Jon- es); former "Baywatch" star Angelica Bridges (bask- etball star Charles Barkley); actress Connie Selleca (former talk show host Byron Allen); singer Dolly Parton (comedian Richard Pryor); French singer Van- essa Paradis (singer Lenny Kravitz); former "Bond Babe" Maud Adams (OJ); former "Charlie's Angel" Jac- lyn Smith (OJ); actress Jenilee Harrison (former Yan- kee baseball star Reggie Jackson); actress Racquel Welch (former football star/actor Jim Brown); actress Teri Copley (musician Micki Free); Danish actress Brigitte Nielsen (Eddie Murphy???); former porn star- turned-legit-actress Traci Lords (model Malcolm Cro- ss); former tennis star/actress Cathy Lee Crosby (former "Shaft" star Richard Roundtree); Sophia Lor- en (OJ???); former Miss Sweden/model Cecilia Rhode (former tennis star Yannick Noah); actress Grace Mo- erhle (talk show host Montell Williams); former act- ress Joanna Shimkus (actor Sidney Poitier); the late actresses Inger Stevens & Jean Seberg; former actress Kim Novak (the late Sammy Davis, Jr.); former "Bionic Woman" star Lindsay Wagner; former Swedish actress Mai Britt (the late Sammy Davis, Jr.); actress Nast- assja Kinski (musician/producer Quincy Jones).
Joe writes: Hey Luke. Amusing list. I'd always heard Arsenio doesn't play for the home team, but if he poked those girls, well, God bless 'im. Now here's a question for you and the guy who made that list: how many black female celebs have slept with white guys (porn stars not included)? Almost non-existent. I wonder who's refusing to bang who, the white guys or the black girls?
Distinguished music critic J.D. Considine writes: Luke -- As stupid as it is to have run that list of white female celebrities who've slept with black men list -- what is this, the Miscegenation Watch homepage? -- the comment from Joe suggesting that black women are "refusing to bang" white men was stupid beyond description. To name three off the top of my head, there's model Naomi Campbell, who has been linked to Eric Clapton and U2 bassist Adam Clayton (among others); actress Diahann Carroll, who dated Vic Damone, and porn star/singer Midori, who was Kid Rock's main squeeze. Given time, I'm sure I could think of more, if only by listing Robert DeNiro's old girlfriends...
AVN Awards
Becky writes: "Of course, if you really want to win one of their awards, make sure you place plenty of expensive ads. That explains why Vivid cleans up every year while making pathetic garbage."
Frank writes on RAME: You know, I hear this accusation over and over again, but I've never seen any evidence of it whatsoever. It mostly seems like sour grapes to me, AVN gives all their awards to these studios who make stuff I don't like (even though it's extremely popular) and those studios advertise in their mag, so the system must be corrupt. I'm not saying it isn't - lord knows the opportunity is certainly there, and integrity is something I wouldn't accuse any porner of having, but does anybody have any hard evidence of this alleged corruption?
Pat Riley writes: I agree with you Frank. This idea was explored ad
nauseum when Luke F-rd first arrived on the scene and the "must be corrupt"
crowd seemed to deflate like a windbag when asked to prove anything.
Unlike us many of the accusers have the ability to actually walk in
the door and hold Fishbein to his promise to show anyone the results
and the raw numbers. If anyone actually did they didn't tell the story
later (except Ford but he's not cynical enough).
OTOH, Fishbein, Ross, etc have the opportunity to steer the results in the direction they want by assigning movies to and employing reviewers who are likely to see things their way. For example, they'll get a guy who actually likes VVWA&E movies, definitely not someone like Mark/Becky, to review them during the year so naturally his vote will be for one of those type of movies. It's not really too different than the rest of the media, after all you don't see any raving socialists writing for The Wall Street Journal nor greedy capitalists for the Village Voice.
From :
www.nukeluke.com Ready to Blow
For anyone who's had the inclination to blow Luke F-rd up, insult him online, dismember him, do a Mark Starr or perform any in a series of unmentionable sexual acts upon him, nukeluke.com is apparently a website work in progress. From what we're told it's designed to be an arcade setup where you can shoot Luke and do all kinds of other crazy stuff in a game format. [No mention whether there's an East LA car ride available or not.] This is not a gag, we're told and we'll give you more information when there's an official launch date.
[Chris writes Luke: Thought you'd like to know that the registered owner of www.nukeluke is LGI Distributors. I guess your recent coverage of their release signing/non-signing business really struck a nerve...Of course it just shows how ignorant they really are...]
Congratulations
Luke F-rd writes: "Gene, congratulations on the Wicked scoop. Regarding your first sex scene: You write: "Who would want to see my 52 year-old, tanned,weight-trained body anyway?"
"Well Gene, you can always come over to my apartment, take off your clothes, crawl under my desk and suck on my dick. How about it? And we can film it and show everybody."
Gene sez: "I've been under that desk and it's no joy ride. But, once again, Luke, you got it wrong. You were the one sucking my dick [at the Sin City party during the Summer Expo] and you've got the photos to prove it."
Suck of the Century
Becca Five writes: "Great picture of Luke sucking your cock, but wasn't it rather cruel of you not to clue him into the fact that it's a lot easier to suck cock if you UNZIP the pants first:) Between you and me, he is never gonna make it as a gay guy!"
Gene sez: "But it's not going to be from lack of trying."
Luke the Journalist
Mike Albo writes: "Gene: Thought you might bbe amused by this. Earlier this week, I received a couple oof phone calls from people I know who, for whatever reasons, still look at goofball Luke F-rd's website. They called to tell me about an item Luke ran about me from somebody identified only as 'Angel.' This person claimed that I had gotten in some sort of argument with him/her (?) over a parking space and that, as a result, I made a threat. Later, this person claims he/she was attacked and had to be hospitalized. Upon release from the hospital, I was purported to have made a remark to the effect of "you should be more careful." Of course, the incident never occured, but Luke decided it would make good copy. So what else is new, right? However, and this is where this story veers into Weirdsville, I get a call TODAY from Luke who, with a fearful quaver in his voice, asks for confirmation of this story-which he posted days ago and has since removed in favor of other, probably equally inaccurate, fodder. Forgive me if I'm wrong, but don't most journalists-even ones with little skill like Luke-try to get their facts straight BEFORE they run a story? Just curious."
Gene sez: "The only 'Angel' in this industry that I'm aware of is someone who's actually wrestled Stone Cold Steve Austin and is someone you don't want to get in a fight with over a parking space. And I don't see this Angel winding up in a hospital bed. It would be the other way around. But, as a journalist, Mike, you should know that you never let facts get in the way of a good story."
On Sunday, Luke ran this story:
Angel writes: Luke: A friend of mine directed me to your site. I didn't know why, because I'm not into this type of material, but my friend said I should go through your archives. I found references to your problems with Mike Albo. I used to be his neighbor and had gotten in an argument with him once over a shared parking space. He threatened me, but I ignored it - he doesn't look very dangerous, you know? Then, one night, after I got home from work, I was jumped as I was taking out my trash. I received a brok nose, and my jaw was broken too. I also had a concussion and was in the hospital for about three weeks. I could never prove it was Albo because it was dark, and he was pretty careful to make sure there were no witnesses. When I got back from the hospital, Albo told me that "I should be more careful in the future." That's some advice I'd pass along to you. Be careful with this guy, Luke. He's crazy and dangerous.
Then on Wednesday, Luke called Albo to find out if the above story was accurate. Later in the day, Luke received three messages from Mike.
First message.
Mike: "I don't know why you're checking your facts because you already ran the email. It is totally erroneous. I've never gotten into an argument with anybody over a parking place. But it doesn't matter. You will run whatever you feel will prove embarassing to me. I would prefer not having my confirmation to you on your website but of course that will be up there too. The only person... No, I don't even want to go into that.
"Some jerk obviously emailed you with a false story and you ran with it. So, I appreciate it."
Second message.
Mike: "Hey Luke, it is Albo again. Listen. I would also appreciate it if you would kindly lose my number. I don't like you. I don't like the sound of your voice. I think you're an idiot. This story, you already ran, great journalistic ethics, pal. If you have stories about me, please check them because I don't think any of the stories you ran lately have any basis in fact. Working to your detriment more than to mine, in the long run.
"If you really consider yourself to be a journalist, I do enough stuff that is interesting, that is based in fact...that you could cover. Even embarrassing stuff, if that's what your goal is... I do plenty of stuff, that, if you did a little leg work, you could investigate. But lately all you do is get this hearsay stuff, that has no basis in fact, and you run it... And then three days later, you call and ask me if it is true. You are a moron. Leave me alone, because if you don't, it will be really bad for you."
Third message.
Mike: "Hey Mr. Journalist, it is Mike Albo. You claim to be Mr. Religious Jew. Isn't there something in your beloved Torah about bearing false witness? [Yes, it is the Tenth of the Ten Commandments.] But I guess you skip over that part. And something you might want to think about. To avoid legal repercussions, maybe I am just lying to you. Maybe I did do something like that. Stranger things have happened. And people have been known to lie. Though I have always been pretty honest with you. Maybe I'm telling the truth. Maybe I'm not. I guess you'll just have to see. Maybe one night when you're wandering down the street, somebody might come up behind you. Again, it's a crazy world we live in. You never know. Things happen. So you might want to bear that in mind. Maybe if you were more of a journalist, you'd research this and you'd find out yourself.
"Please, don't call me anymore. And don't write about me. Or at least don't write second hand material that you can't verify.
"Ok, maybe I will see you sometime. That will be fun, won't it? That will be more fun for me than it will be for you. Bye."
Luke phoned Mike Albo at Larry Flynt Publications Wednesday around 2PM.
Luke: "Mike, I was wondering if you'd be interested in my covering the AVN Awards for you?"
Mike: "Luke, no. And please, don't call me and don't bother me, all right?"
Luke: "Well, could you get me a press pass? Paul Fishbein wouldn't give me one."
Mike: "Of course he's not going to give you one. Why would I help you out with anything?"
Luke: "I don't know."
Mike: "Luke, don't start f---ing with me, man. Just hang up the phone now."
Mike hangs up.
Then Kid Vegas phoned Luke. "I saw something up on your website about Jim Gunn... Jim Gunn's comments on Rob Black's girls he shoots in Brazil. I saw the girls Jim shoots in Brazil and they weren't bad. But he needs to mind his own f---ing business. At least Rob Black has model releases and picture IDs. f---ing idiot!
"Oh, and one thing for Jim Gunn. Tell him I said 'f--- you!'"
UK Child Porn Crackdown
LONDON (AP) - British police made 16 arrests Thursday in connection with a national crackdown on child pornography on the Internet. Officers from 20 police forces participated in the dawn raids in towns throughout England and Scotland. Fifteen men and one woman were arrested on suspicion of distributing or possessing child pornography, police said, and 19 computers were seized.
Stacy Valentine Dates Mob Boss
VCA contract girl Stacy Valentine is dating Genovese family mob boss Joe Dente who is notoriously prone to jealousy and violence.
Stacy Valentine was surprised to find out that Luke found out and published Sunday that she's dating Dente. Valentine writes: "Hey he is a friend of mine... That is all... I am not involved in anything he does and dont care too be. A source uhh... well tell that source to mind his own f---ing business."
Stacy was spotted at New York's Magginos restaurant in the company of Joe Dente this past weekend.
Like the Judy Filanov model discussed below, Stacy Valentine has also experimented extensively with cocaine.
XXX writes: Luke it is fairly common knowledge that Stacy Valentine "Plays for Pay." She is about the highest of the high dollar "personal entertainers". Chances are if she was out with Joe Dente she was being paid well to be there. Look back on your own site, you will see that Stacy has been "dating" other very rich and powerful people
I quote and summarize now from the 11/21 New York Post article by Daniel Jeffreys:
Judy Filanov was one of Heidi Fleiss' call girls. Under the Hollwood madam, she became the top party girl for the rich and famous. Now she tells all about the $tars, the $ex and the $ingle life in Tinseltown
A TOP party girl in Hollywood Madam Heidi Fleiss' stable has come forward to expose the dirty truth about Tinseltown: How sex and women are used as pawns in a never-ending battle of oversized egos.
In 1989, Judy married Sergei Filanov, who was known to the FBI and Royal Canadian Mounted Police as the leader of "The Russians," a gang that had assumed a dominant position in the Canada-U.S. cocaine trade. Six months later, Sergei was assasinated.
Judy's cocaine use accelerated after she stopped seeing Jack Nicholson. Then a dark cloud from her past descended.
"I was approached by the Mafia," she said. "[Mob boss] Joe Dente kind of took me under his wing. At first I welcomed his companionship. Compared to everything else it felt safe. Because they were also constantly in danger, I felt I could trust them."
She said Dente fell in love with her and began referring to her as "the lady of my house." That dubious honor came with new risks. Dente was jealous of Nicholson and warned Judy to stay away from him.
When Judy and Joe were dining out one night, Mickey Rourke greeted her with a flirtatious hello and she had to stop Dente from sending his men over. "Joe said he wanted to rip Mickey's head off," Judy said. "I had to work all my charms just to get him to settle down. Heidi heard about it and had a real problem. She told me my relationship with Joe was going to make it impossible for me to work."
That was one of the few times Judy argued with Heidi Fleiss. "Heidi was so arrogant about Joe Dente," said Judy. "She would never admit this but she had a lot of help from various Mafia groups getting to where she was."
From the 11/19/95 Las Vegas Review-Journal:
Another compelling twist is the fact law enforcement continues to cast a cynical eye on gentlemanly Joe Pesci, who does not shy from his friendship with Genovese crime family soldier Joe Dente. Pesci is famous for his ability to play a mobster, and the police wonder just how much acting he's doing. Dente is a man on the make inside what organized crime experts call the Hollywood mob.
From the 11/06/99 Daily Mail, about Judy: "She had also been spending time with Los Angeles gangster Joe Dente, and out of jealousy he did not want Judy associating with the film star."
Brazilian Drug Lord Puts A Price On Rob Black's Head
XXX writes: Why Earl Slate is so afraid of the "gossip" about his supposedly "non-existant" condomless f---? He's so vocal about it! Your page doesn't have sound, but I can effortlessly picture him and Kianna Bradley moaning and crying in despair. Well, he should have thought about it while he was f---ing that brazilian diseased girl in the ass. Without a condom. And Robert Black has problems of his own too.
The first one is kinda mild. EVERY f---ING BRAZILIAN HATED HIS MOVIE. Rob became a persona non grata here, and video stores are returning Extreme Made In Brazil by buckloads. Expect a HUGE sales downfall for the part two. Poor Rob.
But that's just the beginning. Sit down and listen... One of the girls Bob shoot is - HAHAHAHA! - one of the "wifes" ("lovers" is a more precise world, but what the f---!) of a famous brazilian drug lord. And said drug lord is sorta kinda pissed about the movie since it appeared in a Video Store at the favella where he lives/reigns/makes his deals/whatever. Well, the owner of the Video Club was found today, december 8, 16:40 PM, with 34 bullet holes where his life used to be. And I'm pretty sure that the Extreme guys also have bullets with their names in it. "Murder" is a harsh word. Here in Brazil, we call it simply "lead poisoning". * Snicker * !
A source in South America writes Luke: "I saw at least four snuff films, two of em ending with the deaths of the subjects. Two of em ends with death, the one with the axe mutilation and one with shooting. The other two are only torture, but real hard."
JDub writes: I just read your piece on snuff films. Two instances of snuff films in the popular imagination stick in my mind. There is a graphic scene in the Bret Easton Ellis novel _Less Than Zero_ that involves characters watching a real snuff film. The depiction, from my all too failing memory, is very graphic. Also, I believe the movie _Hardcore_ with George C. Scott has a scene in which the main character is watching a snuff film. Check it out if you are interested. These depictions, of course, do nothing to substantiate the existence of snuff films. On the contrary they do more to support the claim that these films exist only in the popular (or unpopular) imagination.
Internet click broker Serge Birbair writes: "Luke, I have retired and have no idea about anything written in this gossip e-mail. I wish I could have been of further help, but.... I am out of the game and intend to stay out, regardless of who and how tries to "pull me back.""
Luke emailed AVN Publisher Paul Fishbein today: "What are my chances of getting a press pass to the AVN 2000 Awards?"
Paul replied: "Less than zero. Please lose my e-mail address. Thank you."
Rob Spallone phoned Luke at 12:15PM. "When I see you next, I'm going to stick my foot so far down your f---ing ass, you ain't gonna know what happened."
Luke: "What did I do?"
Rob: "I just walked out of the f---ing lawyer's office. I had a deposition today. It would've been over in 20 minutes but he had about 2000 pages from your f---ing website. Luke, they spent hundreds of dollars trying to find you and they can't find you. I told the guy, 'Give me five grand and I will give you his address.'
"Luke, they had downloaded pictures from Shooting Sex with Wayne and Jim all bandaged up in my clinic. I was dying in there."
Luke's boss Craig Vasiloff of FANtastic aka XXXGen magazine will have
a booth at the CES adult section and wants babes to sign for him. Email
him info@fantasticonline.com. Craig says: "We will put them
up (they have to share a room though [with Luke]). I need 2 more - I
have Delaney Daniels - they will also get paid and we will feature them
in the next magazine."
Email: Hey Luke: Rick from SBC Photography in Atlanta, Giving you some pictures from a shoot we did for an interactive DVD, CDROM for distribution in Asia and the South Pacific. We do a lot of work that no one in North America even sees, only distributed overseas, in addition o the promotional material we do for touring porn stars, feature entertainers and models. Interested parties can check out our web site: www.sbcphotog.com or e-mail me sbcphotog@aol.com.
Mussum writes: I wanna thank Brandy Alexandre for the support. That PST channel sucks. Bad. But I never said anything about Kascha; or maybe I've read something wrong? Only thing I did was lure a STUPID guy named Meni into buying the internet domain for www.devanavalore.com (an european porstar that doesn't even EXIST, I made her up at the top of my head), and telling Jen Teal that their movies sucks. And they DO suck. BAD.
When Mastrick banned me from PST for arguing with Jen Teal, he made a really funny remark: "don't bother the pornstars". Waitaminnit... are we in the same planet here? If a girl is able to spread her legs open and moan a little, does that make a "star"? REALITY CHECK: There are NO STARS in PORN! They're unable to act their way out of a paper bag, how DARE they call themselves "stars"? C'mon! A star has a long career, but what do you think Jen Teal will be doing when her beauty is gone and all that's left is a celullite-ridden shell? Yes, exacly! Pornstars my ass, I say!
Porno Dave Michaels from TalkingBlue.com writes: Luke, Some guy mentions on your site about a "rumor" about Jill Kelly getting married. Jeez, we told the whole story from Jill's lips about the wedding 3 months ago on our site. I know we are slow about updating the site at times, but I guess you can say we scooped you on that one a while ago.
Galactic Galaxina writes: This is GalacticGalaxina roxy for luke and ross who ever gets this,a story was done on me may 1999 I say good by now,I am on my step brother screen name,leaving this usa in a few days Well I left aol my screen names,on the 6th,ggalaxina and GalacticGalaxina,that morning Isaid my good byes to ones,and the girl they thought they new with her wild mood swings,and sucide attempts,I explained were not of the wolf but of grief in my own world I am misunderstand in this world,I also in a second kind of mask I could find if one could help me give me the answer,but in the end only I could do that,I was expoased on line and posted on a stake burned like a witch,while all laguhed away behind cutains way,the real beast lied with in them, I walked through the fire the past year and I was purafied, there was much for me to learn in the past year was my ground of trials to endure,we all in this life are chosen for some walk and experinces,mine was of personal hardships and extream suffering,that would prepare me,there is a song by Iron Maiden that I have always felt akin to,Revelations-O God of earth and altar bow down and hear our cry,our earthly rulers falter our people drift and die,the walls of gold entomb us the swords o scorn divide,take not thy thunder from us but take away our pride" There was much for me to learn,to become what I wanted,one was the scorn of others,and pride I put my heart and soul out there and it yes was nearly destroyed by humans the real beast inside them it lays like a lion lurking,but to be turely enlighted one must have the courage to edure.
And on the 6th it was eirre as I left,I prayed and said if it be another earth shaking be it in a place this time ones don't get hurt,at 4pm in Alaska dec 6th 319 pm 6.3 earth quake.and if you know anything about magick thats a region that well I don't thi nk you do so I shall spare you the detail,but I did reach the top,I understood at last,and music is no longer of my heart and soul, to me or my entity,kevinKorey killed that,and stool all he could even doing the comic strips and rock ect now for one, but I layed there in my room,the wind was blowing so hard had my windows open,and out flew a letter my dad had written me out of a box in my lap ,and the song beauty and the beast the one by steavie nicks holds speail meaning to me,and the song who is the beauty who is the beast ? and I now know the answer , no one understood me ,and galaxina was a shild to avoid harm to others, but ones killed her,who is the beast?,I am moving away,out of usa,in two days,I wanted to do the web,and wicked or vived,but I think now its to late,kevin took advangate of my fall this past may ross ,I'll find a new way of life,and dancing and start over again,I just wanted to wish you much happyness peace and love GalacticGalaxina roxy