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Friday, November 5th, 1999

Ian Gittler's Pornstar Book

In the summer of 1992, Ian Gittler follows Madison to las Vegas. Madison enjoys being seen with a photographer "from outside the business" because it affirms her stardom. The tiny busty brunette constantly needs attention and bristles whenever her control is defied.

Madison hangs out with the hard looking Tianna Taylor, who sports an enormous painful looking tit job. They go to Ray Pistol's Pure Pleasures sex shop. It stinks of Professional's Choice Spring Mist Odor Counteractant used to mop down the jackoff booths.

Gittler notices the applause Madison receives. It's "that peculiar laugh you hear from porn fans - the one with the superior, judgemental tone." A man is brought on stage and Madison humiliates him, riding him like a mule. "All of the bigger names are intent on making laughingstocks of the males..." Heidi Kat sucks off director Seymore Butts while he videotapes the sex on a Hi-8 camera.

Sharon Mitchell comes on stage, looking wasted. She does a "junkie grind." (p. 63)

Nina Hartley transforms the audience. The respect her. They know that she knows why they are there, and she accepts it.

Hartley arranges a photo shoot for Gittler with her and John Stagliano. When Nina says she's thirty years old, Gittler avoids her eyes.

Hartley pushes Stagliano into sex, a "way of reminding John that she is still viable, still a good casting decision..." John doesn't want to reject her in front of an outsider.

July 11, 1994

Jamie Summers has moved to Fot Lauderdale with her boyfriend, who scouts strippers. She calls Gittler to tell him Savannah committed suicide.

It's been a year since Ian last interviewed her, at a party at Bar One on Sunset Blvd. "Savannah's face was puffy and blemished; beaten up from hard living. She'd gotten a second tit job, gone real big, and it made her look more like every other porn actress."

Gittler realized that most of the porn stars he knew "were f---ed up or f---ing up. Most had hinted at their revulsion with selling their bodies for a living... The heroin or booze or whatever they were using - even the sex itself - that was a symptom; they were numbing themselves."

Ian didn't want to ask them about their childhoods. The girls protected him by saying, "No, I wasn't abused." But Gittler guesses that all porn stars were sexually abused as children.

Sharon Mitchell told Ian that she had finally kicked heroin but her run down apartment building in the Valley was a discouraging mess.

Tom Byron tells Gittler that April Rayne aka Andrea Nashak died of a drug overdose. It turned out to not be true.

Ian visits Ron Sullivan who lives with Nikki Sinn. She had a breast implant go horribly wrong and until she visits her plastic surgeon in Palm Springs next month, her breasts are horribly out of balance.

"Everyone in this business has some kind of damaged psyche," says Sullivan. "No kid dreams of growing up and working in porn... But...the world of porn, is a place where a lot of damaged souls can coexist, prosper, and find some sense of community they weren't able to bring to their lives before." (p. 90)

Gittler is now finding that while previously all actresses had denied they were abused, now all say yes, they were abused.

Brandy Alexandre on Dr. Susan Block

Brandy Alexandre reflected to me this afternoon on her appearance last Saturday night on the Dr. Susan Block TV show.

BrandyAlx1: I bashed you a lot, you know. Well, it bugged the crap out of me that in her "research" on me, most of what she had was from your site, which means it certainly wasn't the *most* interesting, accurate, or factual. I mean, she made a big deal out of my little "thing" with Jim Toback. But he is by no means the only celebrity I've been with or the most warped. It just seemed to come out of nowhere. It took me a second to realize she had relied on you for information. MAJOR mistake. Didn't even seem to visit my own web site.

Luzdedos1: :)

BrandyAlx1: Quit smiling, you dork! It's not funny. ;) I did remember Paul Cowan. Remembered he's pretty handsome.

SexTV Producer

From the 10/30 Toronto Sun:

After hanging out with the porn-makers in California's San Fernando Valley, [SexTV producer Brad] Brough came away with some amusing observations about a $12- billion industry that few will admit to consuming.

"When I was in Los Angeles the last time, I went out to lunch with two of the biggest porn stars in the world. It was really interesting because every other person in the street recognized them. But it's this guarded recognition, right? "I mean, you can't come out and go, 'Wow, there's Jenna Jameson, ' who is the biggest female porn star in the world, because you're not allowed to do it. You're either standing with your wife or you' re a woman and you're not supposed to be watching porn if you're a woman. So out of the corner of my eye, I saw all of these people looking at them out of the corner of their eyes, obviously recognizing them, being star-struck, but being afraid to say anything. What it showed me is these people are pop stars."

From the 10/29 London Free Press:

Toronto is the hotbed in Canada for most of the child pornography and X-rated adult photos being made or distributed over the Internet, porn cops say. Officers with the joint-forces Project P said Toronto is as bad as New York City, Los Angeles and Chicago when it comes to kiddie and other porn shots being made and posted on the Web. "This city is a hub for sexual activity on the Internet," said Toronto Det. Joanne Beaven. "We trace a lot of images back to Toronto." Beaven said there are scores of people here who shoot porn pictures for circulation worldwide and hundreds of others who distribute it on the Net. "The city is a hotbed for pornographic Internet activity," she said.

John Wayne Bobbitt's manager writes: I have began to auction off some of John Wayne Bobbitt's things which are listed below. The auction started to day. The auction is on Ebay. The items I listed are 1. John Wayne Bobbitt's Tell All Documentary 2. A copy of John Wayne Bobbitt's Medical Records of his Penis Reattachment Surgery 3. Pics of The Reattachment Surgery and a Copy of the Medical Records 4. Pics of John Wayne Bobbitt's Penis Enlargement Surgery. The auction has begun, any questions you can reach me at 716-297-9006 or 716-297-3076 or E-mail at Bobbitsrep@aol.com.

Laurie Holmes Sues VCA, Bill Amerson

John Holmes' widow Laurie Holmes had legal papers served today on VCA Pictures and Bill Amerson for defamation of character.

Amerson and Holmes, perhaps the two persons closest to the legendary late porn star, have feuded for over 14 years. They despise each other. Amerson now works as a drug counselor and helped Sharon Mitchell start AIM, which Laurie Holmes passionately supports.

In the summer of 1998, Laurie released the abysmal book "Porn King," the supposed autobiography of John Holmes.

Laurie lives with HIV positive Tony Montana who's been pimping her out the past eight months. Aside from flippping tricks, she's recently reentered porno.

When Laurie first saw a rough cut of the documentary, she flipped while watching a scene when Amerson talks about her flipping tricks. Laurie said she would sue if that scene was retained in the documentary. It was and she did.

In the documentary Wadd, Amerson says: "Laurie was known as the buttf---ing queen of the porn industry... She said that she really wanted to meet John and that she wanted all of that in her ass... John was amused but didn't think it was going to happen. So off camera they did that and it did happen. She fell in love with John... He had no respect for her whatsoever.

"She was a hooker. While she was making a movie, during the breaks, she'd get dressed... She always dressed as a little girl because she knew that she could make more money from men if she looked younger. She'd go hitchhike around the blocks and turn tricks in the car and come back in time for the scene.

"John asked if she could move in and be his housekeeper and maid and do all those things. There were times in the summer when I would hear voices from the bedroom saying, 'Bill, Bill,' and John was out swimming in the pool. And she would be lying there naked in the bedroom, tied up, and John had had an orgasm all over her face and walked off. That's how much John loved her.

"John tried to run over her with the car twice in the driveway. She had insurance. He wanted to collect the insurance money.

"John liked her because she was nasty. She would do anything. Anything."

Amerson's son: "She was like a gnat, bugging around all the time and trying to get in the middle of things. And John was really harsh to her."

Las Vegas Review-Journal Article on Laurie and John Holmes.

VCA owner Russ Hampshire is on another of his lengthy vacations in Hawaii. Stephanie Ross is trying to get hold of him.

Luke: I doubt that Laurie has a prayer to win this suit. And this will severely curtail, if not end, her video career.

About three years ago, when there was a complex sexual interaction that some have called rape between T.T. Boy and one of Russ's employees. Hampshire, after offering T.T. Boy the opportunity to enter rape counseling, then effectively blackballed T.T. Boy. T.T. Boy has barely worked for the big boys (Vivid, VCA, Wicked, Metro) since. Folks like Hampshire, Hirsch and Jim South can effectively end people's careers in porn. It was Hampshire who effectively got me banned from 4320 Van Nuys Blvd (headquarters for Jim South's World Modeling and Bill Margold's PAW) in June, 1998. Hampshire has banned all his employees from speaking to me.

I do not hold the least ill will towards Russ for these moves. He's been upfront and honest with me. We have not spoken since May, and only that once in the last nine months.

When Paul Fishbein flirted (December of 1998) with hiring me, he went to Hampshire and Hirsch for advice.

To give an idea of how delusional Laurie is, check out these sentences she wrote for "Porn King":

Laurie suspects that the US government gave John AIDS. "John and Bill went to Washington DC right around the time John would have contracted AIDS," she writes in Porn King. "It was also during the time that Edward Meese and his "Meese Commission" were on a crusade to shut down the porn industry. I remember hearing that Meese showed President Reagan some porn movies at the White House, one of which I was in. Then along came John and Bill and a few others to fight… John even met one of Reagen's Secret Service men. Could it be that John Holmes was injected or somehow given a strain of the AIDS virus? Maybe it was the United States Government, not God, making an example of John to underscore the "horror" of pornography."

In the VCA documentary Wadd, Laurie expresses no qualms about John having sex with people while knowing he was HIV positive, and not informing his partners. "He just figured that if they don't get it from me, or if they don't already have it, they're going to end up with it anyway," says Laurie. "He just figured that everybody in the business was going to die of AIDS anyway."

Amused in Modesto writes: "Hmmmm. So Laurie Holmes, the porn actress (a woman who performs sexual acts, for money, while on film), feels defamed because she was accused of being a hooker (a woman who performs sexual acts, for money, while not on film). I'm no legal scholar, but I think I know how Judge Judy would rule."

Porn Publisher Repents

TUPELO, MS (CHARISMA News Service) -- Former porn publisher-turned-preacher Steve Lane is trying to raise $50,000 so that he can buy back a small mountain of hard-core magazines.

He wants to pay off an investor so he can trash 30,000 copies of the triple-X publication he launched before becoming a Christian and walking away from a multimillion-dollar business.

"I'd like to destroy them on television," he said. "Maybe recycle them as stationery for my ministry."

That is Freedom Ministries, through which he speaks in churches and colleges across the country--where he is consistently alarmed at the number of Christians secretly addicted to pornography.

As Morality in Media (MIM) launched this week's WRAP--White Ribbon Against Pornography--campaign, Lane spoke of the "amazing" scale of the problem. "So many people are in bondage," he said. "The Internet has made it even more cancerous. It used to be that Christians would have to go through a little bit of trouble to get porn; they'd have to drive to another town or sneak it in. Now a pastor can sit in his office and view porn with one click."

A former local newspaper publisher, Lane got involved in the porn industry with his brother, Mike. They started with contact magazines, and then created their own hard-core publication that won a national distribution contract. They also operated Internet porn sites and more than 50 phone-sex lines.

Then one night early last year they chanced on evangelist James Robison's "Life Today" TV program. He was talking about how pornography could destroy a marriage, and his message touched their hearts. Within days they decided to walk away from the business--leaving the first shipment of their magazine gathering dust in a Florida storage unit.

They thought about declaring bankruptcy, but realized that the magazines would be viewed as assets. So to keep them out of others' hands, Lane is trying to find the money to buy out the brothers' other original investor. That way he and his brother can do what they like with the pages--which have a retail value of around $500,000.

After speaking about his conversion, Lane was telephoned by "Hustler" publisher Larry Flint--a former "hero" for his court battles over pornography. "He told me he thought I had been brainwashed," said Lane. "I said that my brain had been washed--in the blood of the Lamb."

Newly married and based in Tupelo, Miss., 33-year-old Lane speaks to churches and other groups not only about his business involvement in porn, but personally. He was exposed to pornography at a young age, discovering magazines kept secretly by his minister stepfather. He turned his back on the church because of the hypocrisy he saw at home.

He supports efforts like the WRAP campaign that warn of the dangers of porn, but believes that Christians need to be more loving toward those caught up in the industry. "If you want to close down a strip club, then introduce the owner to Jesus Christ, and I promise you it will close permanently," he said. Some pastors are afraid to address the issue of pornography either because they struggle with it themselves or because of its great power, he said.

As part of WRAP week, MIM supporters will be holding rallies and public awareness events highlighting the harm done by pornography. MIM spokesman Patrick McGrath said that the organization also wanted to see more federal prosecutions for obscenity. The numbers of cases had dropped under the present administration to "almost zero." He said: "We can't say for sure, but we suspect that it is a policy decision not to do these cases."

Lynne L-patin Remembers Paul Wisner

Lynne L-patin told Luke Friday morning: "You don't f--- it up worse than any other journalist. And you have never squeezed my nipples so hard that it hurt or told me that the deal to getting the gig was to blow somebody in the bathroom. You've never called the police on me.

"It occurred to me that one of the things about Paul Wisner's passing, and the end of an era, is that now we can't put a contract out on a guy. Now they can call the police and put us in jail. I'm so confused. The other way was easier."

"Paul Wisner was the cheapest f---ing Jew that ever lived," says a veteran porn photographer. "He'd take weeks, months to pay his bills. But he had enough money to bet thousands of dollars at the Rio. One weekend he lost over $100,000. He wasn't a friendly guy.

"He treated photographers like s---. He was terrible. You can verify this with Reb."

A day after Luke reported the news, AVN Friday got down on its knees and fellated the late Paul Wisner with the following memorial. Somehow AVN forgets to mention Paul's past in child pornography:

Adult publishing titan Paul Wisner had spoken softly of his longtime friend Stanley Fleishman when that legendary First Amendment attorney died toward summer's end. It was no mannerism struck from grief. In the immediate wake of Wisner's death Wednesday in Germany at 75, those who knew him well described a mild-mannered, gentle man who loved to talk yet walked softly within himself.

"Paul understood the adult magazine market probably better than anybody ever did or ever will," says Video Team's Chris Mann. "And he ran the business with a gentility and a calm demeanor that is not really characteristic of the adult industry."

"It's the end of an era," says Ron Braverman of Doc Johnson, the adult novelty business, remembering his longtime friend as a man who was always ready to help anyone. "Paul was one of the pioneers of the business, a wonderful man with a big and kind heart, and he was always the gentleman."

Jennifer, a feature dancer, writes: "hi luke.....i love your site and i think your absolutely gorgeous..i am a dancer in pennsylvania,all the girls at the club enjoy your site.that way we know what national features are okay to work with.i had to write to you after seeing a letter from someone named kara.me and about 6 girlfriends wanted to beat the living s--- out of JENNA JAMESON'S roadie BILL.he is the most disgusting,freak i have ever met.he follows JENNA around like he;s in the secret service.that means he rushes her drinks!he asked my friend if she wanted to do club magazine,he said he gets girls into it all the time.(lie!lie!)he acted like he was it,he's UGLY as sin.he's really short with really red cheeks(maybe someone slapped his fat face).you can just feel him watching you.he was hanging around our area staring,we complained to the owner,who was gonna taLK to JENNA,but i dont think he did.one girl was even missing her g-string after he left our area.my money says bill took them..how bad is it that the queen of xxx has a future rapist working for her.its true.any girls that see jenna .watch out for the hairy palmed fat midget..i love you luke...im coming to l.a. in january..ill be at c.e.s. too!!!i hope i see you babe!!!!!!xoxo"

AVN.Com Server Down

AVN's server has been down for days, which largely accounts for the lack of updates to avn.com and geneross.com. Email to Gene Ross and Paul Fishbein and other AVN staffers frequently bounce back.

Salon.com on Gonzo

On Monday, the on-line magazine Salon will run a story about Gonzo and its effect on the pornography industry. The piece is built around face-to-face interviews conducted over the summer with John Stagliano, Steve Hirsch and Adam Glasser. The article was written by David Segal, a reporter at the Washington Post.

Johnathan, a Jew who graduated from Yale, writes Luke: Just wanted to add that I appreciate what you're doing by mentioning Jewish involvement in porn. The usual reaction is to stifle "negative" comments because outsiders will view "us" in a bad light. If black Americans, for example, could talk openly about their community failings, they might actually improve.

I think it's terrible that so many Jews are in porn. It says bad things about so-called secular Jews that their lack of involvement with God - whatever the level of their involvment with tradition - could lead them so far into what is obviously destructive to the psychological and emotional health of the performers, producers, etc. I say this as a reform Jew with a deep, abiding acceptance of God and a reasoned understanding of tradition. One need not be Orthodox or, God forbid, Haredim, but the absence of the central tenets of Judaism from these peoples' lives is both sad and devastating.

BTW, and you don't need to answer this, but is your fascination with your friend Kendra related to your mother issues and your family's evangelism? Do you feel a need to redeem the fallen? That could arise out of an innate sense of (undeserved) guilt because of the timing of your mother's illness and death; you can't raise the dead, but you may be able to raise the fallen living, an act which would expiate feelings of (imaginary) responsibility for your mother's death. I'm not saying that this friendship is bad. My question is about the extent to which you've analyzed your own motives.

Julian aka Jordan Rivers

Another performer in the heterosexual porn industry has a background in homosexuality. I quote from the explicitly homosexual site www.allworldsvideo.com these reviews of four homosexual porn movies starring Julian (VCA and Vivid contract boy), then using the name "Jordan Rivers":

Choke 'Em

Jerkin' military men take matters into their own hands that climaxes into a six man circle jerk in the bunkhouse. With Advocate Men cover model Tristan Michaels, huge dicked Jordan Rivers, 13" Bam and more! Body beautiful Gino plays the ruthless horny drill sergeant. Full Length.

Fly Bi Night Like to watch?

Chi Chi LaRue does. Take a look at super stud Jordan Rivers and his big wanker in his first full length bi video. Just see what happens when Sharon Kane brings home a surprise for Jordan in the wonderful form of Troy Halston. Other bi-babies include Sky Thompson, T.J., Bo Summers and more! Full Length.

Hard To Swallow

Michael Zen interviews and videotapes the biggest dicks in the business . . . then and now! Along for the ride is the industry's newest big dicked sensation Jordan Rivers and . . . two of the biggest names in porn ever: Steve York and Rick "Humongous" Donovan. Full Length Solo J/O.

Just You And I

Dirk Yates brings you his classic eye for hot, handsome men in this solo video. With Advocate Men cover model Tristan Michaels, super hung Jordan Rivers, cute blond boy Jake Cannon, huge dicked Jerry Anaconda and Dirk's discovery Rod Barry. Full Length.

SpiderJ writes Luke: "Correct me if I'm wrong here, but isn't this the so called "stud" Julian? I read your write-up about him, and he claims to have only done solo stuff and some photos? Well, he is pictured in all his glory on the All-Worlds-Video site. Julian aka Jordan Rivers

"Try this link, it's www.pornstarmall.com. There you will find that many straight male stars did gay video. Looks like old Sean has done about 5 "solo" vids...must pay good, ya know?"

Craig Vasiloff Needs You

After pissing off Rodger Jacobs, Craig Vasiloff seeks a West Coast editor for XXXGen magazine. Email cvasiloff@fantasticonline.com. If he calls you a jerk, don't take it personally. He was yelling at his whole staff today, whipping them into shape. Oy ve!

I hear that Roger Pipe won't go into Porn Star Trading while Vasiloff is there.

Mad Jack phoned Thursday afternoon.

MJ: "This is one of the sweetest asses I've seen... I just met her, Lisa, last night. She's just off the bus from Pennsylvania. I'm just about to do a blowjob thing and some fetish and I will use her in the feature this weekend."

Luke: "Is she blowing you?"

MJ: "Of course. They all blow me."

Luke: "Doesn't that compromise your integrity as a pornographer?"

MJ: "It boosts my integrity. If I'm not getting blown, I'm doing something wrong. Why else would I be in this business? Why are you in this business? I hear that you're the blowjob king. Someone told me that, 'Luke gets all kinds of blowjobs. I hear about them all the time.' I said, you've got to be kidding...

"What's with the yack yack with Layla Jade? That was like a f---ing novel her husband wrote. You really do print anything.

"That 49-year old woman [Sue] who got gangbanged... She and her husband are such nice people. It was a real pleasure. I did her twice. I just did blowjob and jackoff, she turned me on so much. She used to be a school teacher and that whole thing was a fantasy. I didn't get around to putting a rubber on and going in. We got it all on tape. I shot for about 90 minutes. About twelve popshots. And she just loved it, man. Just a really really nice woman. I might end up doing a series of these gangbangs. It's really raw. Everybody talking and joking... And then this black guy showed up and he had the biggest dick I've ever seen. This thing was fatter than my wrist."

Luke: "Did you want to suck it?"

Mad Jack: "Are you kidding me? You probably would. Why do you slip this s--- in like that?"

Sue's hubby Wayne writes: "Dear Luke, this past week my wife and I journeyed to Sin City and experienced her first gangbang. while there we met a man named "mad Jack" who, after participating, shot some stills of my wife in action. It was suggested that hesend them to your site and pssibly generate some traffic for her small website (www.amateurxtc.com/anne/main.html). On our way back to Los Angeles the though occurred to us that since she enjoyed this trip so much maybe we could do it more often. Without making this a long drawn out story, my wife, a pure amateur, loves sx with large cocks. Since her website opened she has done a few videos and is currently marketing them with Homegrown video. We would be interested in finding out if you have any contacts where she might get paid substantially more for her talents than what Homegrown offers. If you need any references talk to Richard (madjack) since he sampled the merchandise first hand. I am also including a photo of her for your opinion."

XXX writes: "There's something awfully peculiar about those two frails at Mad Jack's. At least one of them has genitalia horrifically evocative of post-op transexualism. I, personally, wouldn't f--- "her" with Steve Hirsch's dick, and that's not saying much."

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BrandyAlx1: Bianca Trump has a lot of nerve sending out trademark declarations when she intentionally violates trademarks of other people. Remember when she claimed to have a "copyright" on *my* name? The one that has been in commercial use since 1986 and for which *I* hold a trademark? After people pounced on her stupidity and informed her that you cannot "copyright" a name, she backpeddled and said that she only meant that she had a copyright on her slander page.

BrandyAlx1: Well, now she sent me another email claiming that she owns a "copyright" on my name again. THEN she copied the most of the text and content of the cease and desist letters she received from me demanding that I not even mention her in the context of actual events on my web site. She actually expects me to comply! She was bandying about that Sidney Fleischmann attorneys name, but you KNOW he can't possibly be involved because there is nothing infringing or actionable going on. Except from her.

Funny how she gets all out of joint at any perceived slight and expects everyone to bow to her warped whims (remember that narcissist thing?), but blithely tramples over everyone else's rights as she pleases thinking no one can touch her and she somehow deserves the privilege. BrandyAlx1: Maybe one day you'll tell me why you claim you want to expose the warts of the industry but will never print, or will immediately remove, anything negative about Bianca Trump.