Wednesday, October 27th, 1999

Luke Needs a Date to Halloween Ball

Luke needs a beautiful porn star date to Sunday's Halloween Ball. Email Luke All expenses paid by National Film Board of Canada.

Luzdedos1: will you be my date tot he ahalloween ball sunday night?
KendraJXXX: what ball? im trick or treatin Luzdedos1: la erotica ball, a big affair
Luzdedos1: universal hilton
KendraJXXX: hmmm.didnt hear of it
KendraJXXX: but i got plans to trick or treat with friends Luzdedos1: check www.la-erotica.com, ron miller
Luzdedos1: f--- your frien ds
KendraJXXX: no KendraJXXX: thats why they are friends
Luzdedos1: Kendra, this is the Natioinal Film boradspeaking --Paul Cowan-- Luke desperately needs a date --and I need typing lessons -- and a beautiful
KendraJXXX: LOL
Luzdedos1: girl on Luke's arm. Can't you do it?
KendraJXXX: Luke desperately needs a lot of things
KendraJXXX: like mental help
Luzdedos1: I know. But a chick he needs more than all those other things. This is important.
KendraJXXX: so isnt brain surgery for him
KendraJXXX: luke- u should ask rob to be yer date

Lynne writes: Saw Buck Adams at Jim Powers' office yesterday. He looked better than I've ever seen him look, since like '92. Seems happy to be alive. Has an adorable babe who promises to take care of him.

Jake: IF LUKE CAN'T GET A BEAUTIFUL PORN STAR DATE TO THE HALLOWEEN BALL HE CAN JUST COMPROMISE LIKE THE REST OF US AND TAKE KENDRA JADE!

Serge Birbair writes about rival webmaster Brad Shaw on the Condom Board: Brad youre the same wanker little BRAT that you were at YNOT. It's amazin to see you have the f---ing nerve telling other sponsors how to run their programs, and more amazing they're not slapping you little butt down. If Netpond or YNOT did it, everyone'd be all over them. Why they takes it from you of all peoples? -- Too bad you can tell every other sponcer how to run there program when you can't keep your own s--- working. What did you sell this year becasue you coudnt handle it? Teen Mail to FM. Crap Traffic to Mojo. Porn Archive (made it rest in pieces) you couldn't even afford to go up the next CTC level for three entire months? hahahahaha!!! And now you can't convert (well you can when you're not shaving the f---ing life out of it) your latest lineup of s---! HAHAHAHA!!!

f---, when you had a problem with FM [Ron Levi] who's been good to you couple weeks ago did you call him on phone like a professional? No you slammed him on the board. real f---ing businessman you are -- let anyone turn their back on youre little big headed ass and it's watch the knife!!!! f--- you even posted private emails today on the board!!!! .-- amazing you're still alive -- wondering what kind of blackmail you have on your competitiors that they don't take you down and put up with your s---, BraT.

Funniest thing is this latest holier-than-thou routine you've cookedup , surrounding yourslef in this moral do-gooder routine with the password tradersz, Brat --Funny as s--- coming from a guy who not only started out ripping off other webmasters sites in the search engines, but continues to do so daily -- even to the point of being soooooo f---ing stupid as to do it to webmasters dumb enough to use your own program, to your own godddamned resellers! hahahahahahaha!!! Stealing websites, f---ing webmasters, posting emails, telling other sponcers what to do ... and now mightly braT taking down the evil password sites, guess now that you've done two yearz of business with them they've served youre usefulness huh? hahahahaha!!!! Hope someone takes youre big head down soon, youre the most dangerous thing this Industry has --just amatter of time before youre taken out by either the gov or the long line of webmasters and sponcers you;ve screwed and continue to screw. hahahahahahahha soumynona

Fantasyman Speaks

XXX writes: "AVN has more negative fallout than YNOT right now. They bought the IA2000 tradeshow and jacked prices way up, a $1000 jump to $5000 a booth. People think that AVN can be bought. If you wanted to win an award. Cybererotica was notorious for always paying off AVN to win Best Pay Site of the Year. Their site FF5.com was only released for three days and it won Best Graphics and Best Pay Site... So how could they win Best Site of the Year and it was only up for three days? That's how AVN lost its credibility."

Shhh writes: Hey Luke, Good to see you are starting to direct some of your sites attention from the sleazeball AIDS infected drug addled video porners to the Adult Net scene. That's where the action and the real money is. Even though most adult webmasters are fat ugly geeks who couldn't get laid with a fistful of hundred dollar bills and Kendra Jade in the vicinity there is much intrigue. There is some pussy but they are mostly amateur chicks who kind of remain detached from the rest of us. Today saw the breakup of a beautiful and very rewarding (millions) relationship between Serge Birbair and Mojo, check the Netpond board out for some of what went down. Robert aka Mojo is a standup guy and generally well liked, one of his partners Ron 12 Clicks is universally despised, i think he pissed off Serge who basically made the guy.

I tend to believe Ron Levi's story re:the industry awards. He's got a sterling rep and has innovated many things. Kara's didn't get more votes you can be sure. The owner of Kara's(RBJ Telecom) is much more popular in the industry, typical smooth good looking NY Italian guido, one of the few Net porners who could get laid. Elkind gets laid by the porn sluts you are obsessed with because CEN has more ties to the adult vid biz than any other site, exclusive deals with Private, Suze Randall Metro etc. I've heard he's hung like a thumb from somebody who would know. What extra G-d gave us Jews between the ears he took from between our legs :) Faye Sharpe who runs AdultDex is some middle age lady from the boondocks, she probably gets a little damp when RB from Kara's puts on the guido charm and that's why she gave Kara's the stupid award. He runs a really good operation but isn't an innovator like Levi. Levi is a typical Jew, rubs people the wrong way even when he's doing the right thing.

Kendra replies: f--- YOURSELF.

Fantasyman aka Ron Levi of Cybererotica.com writes Luke: We had nothing to do with the AVN awards - AVN used non-adult judges for all categories and if you look at the winners you will see it was the websites that had a great look that won.

A perfect example of this is smartBucks winning click-thru award - it was our High Rollers program they won with but they made their interface look much nicer than ours. Also, CyberErotica was totally overlooked by these same judges. FF5 should have never won best overall site - it should have been CyberErotica. I'm currently one of the members on a consulting staff of Website owners that AVN has put together to help guide the show. One of the key points we're all working on is to make sure that our peers - not uninformed non-adult folks judge the next awards.

For instance, for click-thru programs technical folks will be looking at this category and will actually be given access into the administrative boards of click programs to judge the best - not just an outside look as what happened last year. So with that said, no, we had nothing to do with the awards that AVN gave out - we just had opened FF5 and it was ahead of its time and the non-adult judges apparently fell in love with it! :-)

Luke: "I hear that you tried to bribe Fay Sharpe at the Web Expo to win those awards?"

Ron replies: The prior year at WebExpo CE won best hardcore site - we weren't even aware we were in the running. For this current year we sent over 7.7 million hits for folks to vote for CE in the WebExpo contest. We were informed before the show by Faye that Kara's beat CE by over 2 to 1 - I personally monitored our hits to the voting board - we had links to it all over our site while Kara's never put up a link - we got shafted and were given a token award for a made up on the spot "best bells and whistles category" which we shared with MikeAI - he won a co-award for whistles & bells for a website with no whistles and bells - he got this co-award because of some public posting he did for Faye - so now I have set the record straight. So I guess Kara's is pretty good - they had to have 14 million hits to beat us by a 2 to 1 margin and never put a link up on their site to get any votes - you figure it out! We was robbed!!! :-)

RB: This is so absurd. For the record, this greaseball Italian does business amicably with both the innovative Jew and the one hung like a thumb as well. I remember hitting my first show in Orlando a few years back and being amazed at the level of class people in this industry displayed. Now, I can't believe the degradation. The pettiness amazes me.

Sharpie responds: I have never commented on this because it was too ridiculous to comment on. But since it has been raised again - I will! IMPRESSIONS on a page are not the same as actually pressing the button to go to a site. And once on the site only 25% actually voted. I was on one of Janey and Stephs servers, shared with other sites - ya really think it would have went unoticed to get so many hits? All anyone had to do was ask Mr. Huntington about those kinds of claims. Maybe some of you did. Everyone altogether didn't even come close to a Million hits - and I will tell you, NO ONE has ever sent the traffic to vote that Asia Carrera and Carol Cox did. The only one to even come close was Mike Ai's traffic in the amateur categories. The first year none of the paysites promoted and the voting in those categories was not very strong at all. Cybererotica came out on top. Nothing political there.....nothing complicated.... just the way it was. And RB did not win 2 to 1 last year....... And there were no last minute consolation prizes. Awards were engraved and shipped 2 weeks before the show. Does anyone really think that we would intenionally bring on the wrath of a very strong person in the business, without it being clear cut? Nope.... The awards are not political and never will be. Did you notice that AVN dropped their awards? Wonder why??

An AVN source tells Luke: This is why you are such a piece of human trash. Chris English admitted that he saw nothing about Paul Fishbein because there was nothing. He was making broad assumptions. All you did was slander more innocent people. When AVN did the first AVN internet awards, AVN didn't even know who Cybererotica was. Steve Hearn still owned the show. He asked us to set up the awards. Fishbein hadn't even met Ron Levi or Paul Lesser yet. When FF5 won, Fish had no clue whose site it was. And, funny enough, all the voting was done by outside web designers and internet people, mostly outside the adult buisness. We didn't even have an on-line staff yet. And, like everything else, the voting was done elctronically with signed ballots. Also, our customers are thrilled with us and the IA 2000 show. A few complainers versus thousands of happy people. Exhibitors did record business and we are selling out 100,000 square feet at our next show. But why research? Why try to talk to anyone who might have an objective opinion? Isn't it more fun to try and hurt us? Not for publication. Please lose my e-mail address and phone number. You are not welcome here.

Dmoney writes: Some people that I feel are extremely credible, well liked, deserving people for positive recognition.

Tom from www.bluegravity.com - One of the best adult web hosts on the Net. Old school at age 21, been in front of a computer since age 4. Owns some of the best names on the Net including, breasts.com, nipple.com, livesexshows.com, buyers.com and tons more. He's a man of his word, great heart and deceivingly smart. Tom is rare in this biz because he appears to be a "normal" cool party guy, but he is a techie to the 10th degree. Perfect combination of street smarts and tech. Been in the adult Net game since the very beginning. I think he was 17 when he starting making adult sites, and ranked all over the top lists.

AL from www.AL4A.com - Owns the #1 ranked site in the world, according to SexTracker's counter. He has 645,000 people a day checking out his free listing of porn known as TGP (Thumbnail Gallery Post). Al never messed with his system since the very beginning, and he's also old school. His site looks exactly the same today as it did 3 years ago. Never kissed anyones ass, never played the political game and only has a few close contacts in this biz. He's also a partner in Ampland.com, another huge site. I know Al very well, he has great business ethics and is one of the most loyal guys in this biz.

James from www.adultbuffet.com - The very first TGP(thumbnail gallery post) site, usually ranked in the top 5 sites on SexTracker. He's been a man of his word, does his thing, stays low key. Was once the #1 site in the world but changed his look and feel one day and lost his momentum in traffic. He came in and took persiankitty.com's throne as the #1 site in all of the rankings, back then it was big news. He was running away with the lead, ahead of the rest by about 100,000 unique hits a day, but an advertising deal changed the look of the site. After a few months of losing traffic he went back to the old way and found his traffic on the rise once again. James has a great personality, everyone who knows him likes him. Great guy, humble and low key.

Serge writes on Netpond: Luke, are you running out materials to write about? Seems like the coverage of NetPond board is 50% of your daily routine! ;-)))) How many daily readers do you have? I started getting e-mails from your porn stars, none of them wanna get laid, all of them want traffic.

Kid Vegas writes Gene Ross: Dear Gene, Hey what is the happenings of the XXXtreme vacation. No one invited me, or did they? I heard the word on some stuff Beautiful Crows Feet Shaena Steele said about me. Just to comment, she called me last night, via pager, & had this to say. "Kid I made some comments to get your name out there, nothing more, to Gene Ross." She also requested that I be nice to her because it is rude for me to talk about her addictions of cocaine & her crow pecked face. I told her " I am not one to talk about those things to people, I just comment as they are seen. Then she stated " That is not cool, you know I have all your videos." I could not take this weird coversation anymore, so I hung up. I just want to say one thing to the flaky Shaena Steele, No More Drugs, you must be cut off from my friends, you are out of control. I want to say to all the fans out there check out my new movie coming out in December, which is one month after the best month of the year of course because it is Thanksgiving & my Birthday. That is right everyone knows the deal everyone is giving thanks to Kid Vegas every 5 or 7 years because my B-Day is on Nov.28, Thanksgiving, but not this year. It is like a double Holliday for me, also for many that attend The Kids B-Day Party. Kid Vegas "The San Francisco Treat" out in stores on December 6th, check it out because I beat seals on Pier 39, & I go back to the Psycho Ward in Alcatraz. Remember Gene to vote for me for the BreakThrough Award, Because I am the Gen-X King, all others are immitations, so bow before your King, Matt Zane....Whos the man Tinky Winky!!!!????I want to give a shout out to my new fans, & posse members Jeff Sebens at L.F.P., & Lara (with big tits) at Flint Digital, ( she is hot! )One special shout out to hottie, Lisa at AVN. My Posse gets bigger as the Kid pulls that trigger.... Kid Vegas over & out, drugs & peace to my fans. Ps. f--- you Jim Gunn !!!!!!

Jim Gunn replies: Hey Kid Loser: I hate to even dignify your meaningless stab at me with a response, but how about you get a life of your own and stop wishing you were me. We've never met, but you like to mention my name so what's your beef, punk? Maybe you'd like to come to one of my sets next time I'm out West and learn a thing or two and perhaps get the beating you deserve in the process? Face it, we've all got your number- you are a no-talent nobody with almost nothing going on who thinks that being obnoxious on the internet will attract attention to your pathetic self. Sad part is you think everyone's laughing with you when they are really laughing AT you.

Mike Albo Flakes

Luke phoned Mike Albo Tuesday night: "Mike, I would like to meet with you Wednesday morning so that I can apologize to your face. Also, I've detected a note of hostility and anger in your phone messages. Is it because I'm Jewish? Because Jews brought God and His Ten Commandments into the world? Is that why you hate me?"

Mike called at 9AM while Paul Cowan of the National Film Board set up in my hovel.

Mike: "Hey dick head. I don't want to meet with you. I don't want to see you. You apologzied publically, that's it. Don't call me again, don't write about me, don't do anything with me. Because if you do, I am going to come looking for you and I'm going to beat the s--- out of you. Just leave me alone."

Mike hangs up. Then ten minutes later he calls back and says he wants to see me right away in front of the LFP building. I agree to show up.

Just before the NFB and I leave, Mike leaves this phone message: "Hey dips---, I've been waiting for you for 40 f---ing minutes. Where the f--- are you? I've got work to do, man. I would figure you would've showed up but you're a big f---ing pussy. So let me just lay it down for you. I don't want to see my name on your stupid site anymore. Please take off all references to me. I don't want to hear what your f---ing readers think about me, I don't want to hear what you think about me. I don't want to see my name on your site. Take it off. If you don't, I'm going to hunt you down and I'm going to beat your ass."

Luke and the National Film Board of Canada descended to Larry Flynt Publications on La Cienega and Wilshire Blvd to meet with Mike Albo, at his kind invitation this morning. I dressed in my yarmulke and prayer shawl, so that if Albo attacked me, it could defined as a hate crime.

When we got there, security descended on us and banished the film crew to the public sidewalk. Then Mike never showed up. We left 20 minutes later.

I hear that Ivan Lerner has departed his editorship of Screw and Al Goldstein's son Jordan Ari Goldstein is homosexual. Goldstein maintains an apartment in Amsterdam, where he and his son Ari get together to smoke voluminous amounts of legal marijuana.

Chaim Amalek writes: Luke, last Shabbas there was a "rally" for the KKK here in New York. Actually, it was an excuse for the old civil rights coalition of blacks and jewish leftists to get together again. If you watched the news coverage of the even on the main television stations, you would not have learned anything that the ruling class does not want you to know about life in America today. To learn what it was really like, go to the web site of the liberal village voice at www.villagevoice.com, and follow the link to the article on the rally by Peter Noel. Then ask yourself how much of this sort of information the mass-media permits to get out.

Hayim Goldberg writes: Very soon, New Yorkers will be treated to the nauseating sight of Jerry Seinfeld, Donald Trump, and Howard Stern squiring their dates to the senior proms of various private high schools in New York. By the way, that Serge guy sounds like a lot of very bright "russian" or "formerly soviet" jews I have met in New York. Compare him to the stupid italians who run the mafia, and you can see why the mafia is almost gone. (This is not meant as a slur on Italian-Americans: the gifted from among them with a taste for power become mayors, DA's, or both - not hoodlums. Our current mayor Rudy G. is a former DA, and the best mayor NY has had in the last sixty years, certainly better than any of the black or jewish mayors of that era.)

Nadda writes on the Condom Board: That post from Luke about Serge's business reminds me of similar circumstances I've faced as an *agent* over the years, and really, Serge does work in the capacity of an agent. Everyone hates agents! Why? Because agents make all their money on *contacts* that they've acquired thru their business dealings...and it NEVER fails, someone comes along and decides that the so-called *agent* is making too much money for too little work! Of course, they don't have a f---ing CLUE how much work has actually been done thru the years, they just SEE that the agent can pick up the phone and instantly make MONEY... Here's a prime example...quite a few years ago I had a dancer who I literally MADE into a super star with gimmicks and promotions, her yearly earnings were well over 60k from my agency, all she had to do was show up for work! She suddenly flips out and tells me "you make too much money and all you do is make phone calls"...OK...I tell her, "it's a free country, go start your own agency"...she does just that, but in the process tries to use one of my trademarked show names for her new corporation! I send legal papers, she has to start over with a new name and not have any *established* reputation or name to rely on...he he...proof is in the pudding...she fails miserably only months later wants to come back to her 60k a year that was so EASY...

The National Film Board of Canada will be following Luke around for a few days, and I need some porn sets to visit. Please email Luke your invitation.

Sharon Mitchell phoned. "We're shooting our new AIM Healthcare poster on Saturday, November 20th... We want to shoot everybody possible in the industry, mainly talent...

"Also, Steve Drake's doing his Porno 101 seminar at the Sportsmens Lodge in Studio City... Nina Hartley and I will be there, Keisha..."

Luke writes Jenteal: "I'm well... I go through long stretches where I hate everything porn related and am embarrassed that I write on the industry, then hit stretches where I have renewed enthusiasm... At moment, I have renewed enthusaism...but have also gone back to acting class to try to resume that career...(which I was in before i started researching porno)."

Vivid girl Jenteal wishes Luke good luck with his acting career. "Good luck! I have wanted to go back to acting classes for a while. Not because I think I am good, and not because I think I could be good, but because it is something I suck at and it is a challenge. Acting is an art that I am intrigued with and those who do it well have my respect. I go back and forth on the industry as well.

"My struggles are mostly with misconceptions about the business and the fact that you cannot change peoples ideas about the business, no matter how wrong they are. The statement you sent me was a good example. I can't believe how many idiots there are in this world! The porn business attracts them like flies on s---!

"I haven't been to your site since before my last post in RAME. I am hoping to check it out and catch up. I am sure you mentioned that Janine quit the business by now. Lucky for me that she wants to keep her Fan Club and Web Site up and running. *whew!*"

Gigi Appleton tells Luke that she is not Jewish: Lukey Lou, long time , no talk but get it right................ no JAP here just a princess!!!!!! Gigi Appleton

Porn journalist Rodger Jacobs phoned Luke yesterday looking for a recommendation for an eschatologist (study of the time of the end). I set him up with my dad who has a Ph.D. in the topic and is currently on an evangelical tour of Florida. They had a pleasant ten minute conversation and agreed that Luke's probably manic depressive.

An ex-member of law enforcement called Luke: "I guess the big guy now is Eddie Wedelstedt... I would take his threats seriously. He's got a history of violence. Watch out for this guy. He's not like the average pornographer who will sue you. This guy will kill you. Exercise due caution."

Jim DiGiorgio: "Did you read the Celestine Prophecies... You don't meet people by chance. There is no such thing as coincidence... There's always something we need from them or they need from us. An energy exchange. So I've been with women of average looks who got my dick hard every time I brushed up against them... And then I've been with gorgeous women, who after I've f---ed them three times, I had to work hard to get my dick hard."

Luke: "How many women have you f---ed in your life?"

Jim: "I hate questions like that... About 300... I was a f---ing whore in my 20s... And then I was in the service in Europe..."

Luke: "How many in the past year?"

Jim: "I don't want to say because some of them read your column... Fewer than five...

"If I had a different outlook on this, I could get my dick wet regularly. Not a problem. I could always dangle employment. For every girl who says she will never f--- a director for work, there are five who will. It gets offered [to Jim] all the time. There have been girls who walked out of my office with a very confused look on their face, not understanding why it didn't go somewhere."

Luke: "Do you think that Paul Fishbein might've consorted with hookers in Prague?"

Jim: "I read that on your site. I have no idea and if he did, what's the big deal? To me it would be more interesting reading that somebody went to church every Sunday. That would be more sensational. Paul has always been a real nice guy to me.

"I don't have a clue about his personal life nor do I ask. We don't all sit around and go, hey, who did you f--- last week? Oh, you went to Prague? Did you buy some of those hookers?

"I hear that in one of those countries you can buy hookers as young as 12...

"I want to get my hands on those nice meaty breasts of Nice Jewish Girl..."

NJG: "Luke, don't let him talk to me that way..."

Jim: "You'll have to come to dinner with me and Rob. My daughter loves to bring her friends to dinner with me and Rob because Rob starts eating glass..."

NJG writes Luke: "This is about Howard Stern but it also describes you:

This past week, (in 11/98) Howard said that his personality was diagnosed as obsessive and narcissistic. We've heard about his obsessions, but he hasn't given his narcissism equal time. Here's some background on the symptoms. (Keep Robin in mind, too!) All Psych 101 students learn that psychopathology often is often expressed in the artist's creative output.

NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:

(1) has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
(2) is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
(3) believes that he or she is "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
(4) requires excessive admiration
(5) has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations
(6) is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends
(7) lacks empathy: is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others
(8) is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her
(9) shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes.

Criteria summarized from: American Psychiatric Association. (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders, fourth edition. Washington, DC: American Psychiatric Association.

Done writes Luke: Hey good luck on your Canadian movie gig. You know I read this site every day, so I wish nothing but the best for you. I wonder if Mike Albo realizes that the more he harasses you, the more he appears like a stupid bitch. Its hilarious how you play him like a drum, but it makes me wonder, who the f--- put this guy in a position of power? What did Albo do to get his gig? I still think that if you meet him one day, and shoot him in the face, you would be a legend. Luke, its a perfect way to end the site. Think about it. I will film it for you. I will dock out in the bushes with my new camera...we will have a truck load of pot and booze and whores (kendra and her friends), you will shoot him in the face, and we will speed across the border to freedom. Once there, we can send the tape to Fishbein and all those guys to let them know not to f--- around. And think about it, Mexico is nice all year, and with Kendra there, we will have great sex all the time. f--- all that jewish s--- man, its time for sex and sun, pot and booze. Im down man, just give me a ring and let me know when its going down.....

Mastrick: Luke erroneously lists conversations including Brandy Alexander and Squishboy in his section entitled 'Porn Star Trading.' These conversations could not have happened in the popular DALnet discussion channel, since both both of these individuals are banned through ChanServ. I am assuming that Luke cut and pasted this information from #pornchat or #acme, neither of which is affiliated with pornstar-trading. PsT *does* take this time to welcome Tyce Bune and Rene La Rue to the channel. Tyce and Rene join Delaney Daniels, JJ Michaels, Linda Thoren, Zoe, Kim Chambers, and others who are willing to set aside time from their busy schedules to come discuss XXX.

Fishy: I've got to stop f---ing these internet sluts. One of them is going to kill me Fishy: but i love lining up new pussy from the office Fishy: so easy

slaxl667: hey my friend says he writes to kendra jade and she doesn't write him back... he says he is pissed and not going to jerkoff to her anymore