Op/Ed
I spent hours over the last week or so doing research and talking to people, emailing, tweeting. But I still had no definitive answer. Then I got a glimmer of truth. Someone mentioned that they knew Goodbar was okay, but that’s all they knew. So I changed my tactics, instead of trying to find out if there was a suicide, or a coma, I would take the opposite approach, that Goodbar was alive and fine, and I just needed to get a hold of him. After some misses and some help I sent an e-mail to a working address and got a response, from the man previously known as Goodbar. He Writes-
Here is my side. The Truth-
I never meant to come off as a jerk or ETC but TFS was a outlet for me to scream with out screaming.
I did the freak of the Year cause i thought it would be fun. I had nothing to gain more to lose.
When I got the info from Nina, I told my Producer to contact the Lovable dolls people to see if they will do a interview and if they would do a scan of the winner since they do that and the top 10 girl were well known so i thought it would be a plus.
She got back to me said it was a go. So i told the girls. But Found out it wasnt true.
Well that was extra stress on my life that i didnt need. So I was dealing with a lot of personal issues that i needed a out of the drama in my life losing my kids, my fiance, always traveling, issues with my Mom so i just said fuck it. I will not go into details cause it has noting to do with what i did.
I have a lot of problems, emotional, personal, so i thought the best thing to do is focus on whats important. My family.
I screwed up hurting people who called me friend but. Mr Goodbar is no longer, TFS is no longer, I need to find a way to love me. I had fun when TFS was around but I’m done and will not look back. I need to find peace with myself, My GOD and my Family.
I did try to hurt myself that whole issues TFS was the straw the broke the camel back. So i was told that my team got ride of TFS as per as my Parents and mentor. I didnt argue.
So I Fucked up and I will have to deal with it. So to refrain from hurting others. i’m done with it all for my personal healing I have nothing to really say but sorry to Nina, Abs and her girls, freakshow planet, LBI, HSM, TLF, You and many more I need to move on myself for being fucked up and untrue. I hope all will strive to move from this and enjoy their lives.
Wow. You really got to the bottom of this. I’m impressed. Thanks for getting resolution.
The sad thing is that this “closure” is still full of lies. There is no “Skye the Producer” or “Brent the Booker” … these characters are all him and he’s still trying to swing those lies and blame these fictional characters he created for his lies.
Goodbar, if you read this, everyone makes mistakes. I’ve done it too. But to take it as far as you did was wrong. It was also cruel and the fact that you keep perpetuating it with more lies (even in this “closure), speaks even more volumes of how much you really give a damn about others.
Myself and models did a lot for you. They trusted you because I told them to trust you. You broke that trust and I will now forever second guess anyone wanting to work with my girls in that manner.
I can’t forgive you until you give an HONEST apology. Like I said above, we all fuck up. I have. But you are still living the lie.
OnHerCam makes the point perfectly, apparently this guy’s idea of a last word is “lies”