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Porn Star Abuse- Call Shelley Lubben

NL-Shelley e-mails me her new blog, she says it is statements written by porn stars…

The statement below is one of ten Statements I submitted to the State of California and comes from a porn actress who is still currently involved with the porn industry. I have removed her real name to protect her publicly. I will be adding statements daily to expose the truth about the illegally operating porn industry so please subscribe to my blog on my profile page here to read true statements from women in porn.

Note to porn stars: If you are tired of the abuse and want to submit your statement to make your voice heard please contact me at info@thepinkcross.org. I will make sure your name is protected if you wish to remain anonymous.

Porn Star Statement 1
(Beware of adult conversation)

STD’s are a very frightening thing in this industry. For a moment it seems healthier to have sex with a ‘tested’ porn star, then a random ‘civilian’.

Unfortunately, we are never really truly tested as ‘clean’. The industry only makes you test for 3 things. 2 of them bacterial! The other HIV.

On top of not being tested for things like: HPV, HEP, HERPES, and AIDS…. Most porn performers also work as prostitutes on the side with NONTESTED customers. (also called privates)

And of course, nobody is going to tell the new innocent girl that her health is at stake, because they (the agents, are making 10-20% of her income!!! and the major companies even more money! Some girls are making $2,000 a day, so their agent is making $200 average a day.

The agents and companies only use you, but I will get into that later.
 
Many of my friends in this industry including myself caught HPV. Many of their conditions turned worse to cervical cancer and had their cervix and more removed. Once removed we lose our ability to have children one day!

It also does emotional damage. Many girls feel less of a woman not having their cervix. Many of the girls have no idea that they have HPV, but believe me, they ALL do. We all work together with the same people. We all give it to each other. Multiple strains! I have worked several different occasions with several different people knowing that they worked everyday just like me.

Speaking of working everyday and speaking of our agents not telling us about the things we can do to protect ourselves, is they take advantage of us by booking us everyday. It is very harmful to our bodies to work everyday! Think about this:

Say once inside my vagina you have 3-4 inches before reaching my cervix, and then is my uterus. I was performing with men that had 12 inch long penises and such thick girth that I couldn’t fit one hand over more then half around. Now imagine this monstrous penis forcefully entering my cervix and smashing up my precious life giving organs!! Fitting all the way inside my body!! Where does 12 inches go??!! So an agent is happily booking a girl everyday and in my case sometimes even twice to 3 times a day!! Imagine the damage we are doing to ourselves physically and mentally!! The money blindsides and confuses the men and women actors.

It could seem like you have nobody to trust.

Imagine that you are me. I fly to Los Angeles from Florida (when first beginning) not knowing anybody out here to work for this agent that promised to help me build my career and help me with anything I needed. They exaggerate the lifestyle. Flaunt Fame, parties, freedom, and drugs in your face.

Technically they work for me, right? Well, they don’t care, and use and abuse you. Your fellow ‘actors’ don’t care. Now imagine that your family and friends find out. Do a porno scene and see how quickly your friends will turn on you and judge you. Saying you are a slut. I considered myself more a ”pro whore”. Legal and legit. Obviously accepted since my whole life porn has been all around. You see men leering at woman in society and the woman playing it off like it’s an everyday thing. Imagine getting a phone call from your uncle saying you "ruined his favorite website". Oh boy the creepiness. It leaves you with this sick dark feeling inside.

Plus on several occasions, the agent will keep your money and not give it to you. They can tell the company to give the check to them not us and even put it in their name!

Once an agent told me that if I didn’t sleep with this director, then he wouldn’t book any of the other girls any more! And since the agent at the moment was making me the "main girl" (which means it’s my job to make sure the girls don’t fight and do what he says) putting pressure and manipulation are very common. Being an agent must feel pretty powerful.

Being in control, being a legal pimp. Whoring woman and making money off of them! This should not be legal.

Drugs. Sex and drugs seem to come together quite a bit in this job field.

I have been on set numerous types for different companies, where they will ask what alcohol I want, and go to the store and get it for me.

Encouraging the girls to drink so that in the scenes they will open up more and do things that they normally would consider a boundary. I have also been offered pain pills on set. Working everyday can make a girl very sore!! Inflamed!! So instead of seeing that I am in pain and shouldn’t do the scene, they would give me pain pills (Vicodin). Without the pills I was in so much pain and would just lay in an Epsom salt bath all day after work.

Finding this outlet led to mine and MANY other girls, pill popping addiction. Of course I didn’t know I had a problem until later on. Pain pills led to morphine, and cocaine. Drugs freely given to all the girls to loosen them up. Nobody considering the law or the consequences.

A lot of times, you show up on set and they have changed what they booked you for. You can think you are going to do a girl on girl scene, and when you arrive they say that you are doing a B/B/G/G (boy,boy,girl,girl). This is something totally different!! So you call your agent and they say, should we ask for more money!! No consideration of, oh, sorry about that, or they can’t do that, or HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THIS?

In one instant I was doing a boy/girl scene. Meaning just me and a boy. Before a scene you can say "don’t do these certain things" such as don’t hit me in the face, don’t put your finger in my butt, don’t bite me. I will tap you instead of saying a safety word.

We start the scene and immediately he starts throwing me around like a rag doll. And this guy is known to do this with every girl. (Of course I didn’t know this until later, as I had never worked with him and my agent gave no warning) he starts thrusting me very forcefully (this guy has HUGE muscles) He is on me pushing into my stomach causing even more pain. I tell him to lighten up a bit or try a different position. So he starts biting me, hard!

I say stop. Okay- if you say stop or ouch in a scene the director must cut! It eventually led to me crying saying out loud "stop, ouch, director stop the scene" the director did not stop the scene. And the man would not get off me and stop throwing me around like a doll. The other girls came in onto my set from the dressing room and asked if I was okay. Director ignored them and so did camera crew. And the most shocking thing about this scene is that the company continued on to put this scene on DVD!! I haven’t watched it, but I bet you can even see me crying with it all chopped up and edited. Once again, just trying to make a buck off the women.

I have many experiences in the 3 years I have been in porn. All I know is that nothing good/healthy or beneficial came out of this career.

I still have flashbacks of many things at random times throughout the day and every time a guy gives me a "look" I get creeped out and feel like he is perving on me. Sometimes I worry people might follow me or become obsessed (which does happen). This has changed my life, and left many scars but I’m determined not to let it keep me down, and to use my experience and knowledge to help other women. At least let them know the truth about porn.

Shelley is doing a great job helping us learn to love ourselves and respect ourselves and find day jobs, go back to school, leave our agents and become clean of drugs. She is a great woman and has helped many of my friends.

I hope that you hear my mine and Shelley’s message.

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12 Responses to “Porn Star Abuse- Call Shelley Lubben”

  1. Ruby Says:

    When I got into porn I did my research and understood the risks involved, what industry did you think you were getting into?

  2. The Colonel Says:

    thepinkcross.org, With a name as catchy as that, you’ll sure go places. What’s next? Let me guess: Fuck me Jesus, God is in me, and The second cuming.

    On another note, porn whores are mostly uneducated girls with no particualr skills, and they can make good money in this business, while it lasts. What they make per day is equivalent of what a waitress makes per month; do you honestly think it’s easy to work in a white trash bar on the weekends and deal with drunken red necks and truck drivers and assholes? Let me break it to you: porn means adults fucking in front of the camera for cold hard cash, it is what it is, not the easiest job in the world, not the hardest, either. You just have to have a certain mentality and be able and willing to deal with it, and if you can’t deal with it or no longer want to, just get outof it, go bite something else, take your chances somewhere else. But don’t bitch and cry like a drama queen, and don’t point your finger at the others because you made the wrong choice or just had a change of heart. Grow up, get a grip, get over it and move on. God fucking bless you.

  3. AL Says:

    I think rather than judging people for ill informed decisions they made as a young adult, the focus should be on promoting more professional work environments. Ire should be for the abusers, not naive individuals trying what is for them a questionable line of work. The filimg of sex is not in and of itself wrong, but when I read things like this I wonder where everyone’s conscious is.

  4. The Doctor Says:

    “Many of their conditions turned worse to cervical cancer and had their cervix and more removed. Once removed we lose our ability to have children one day!”

    Hurray! Hurray! Hurray! Finally, some good news. I, as a MD, wish for less testing and more unprotected escort work. The quicker these girls’ cervices start their rotting process, the better.

  5. rics Says:

    Not counting that some porn agents book the girls sometimes 3 to 6 times a day for privates.

  6. Ruby Says:

    Leave my healthy pink cervix alone, Spike’s doing fine, I spent 11 years in the industry,came through it unscathed,some didn’t, but I would bet the incidences arent many more than the real world. Everyone takes risks, you must be vigilant and check people before you work as well as their test. Private tricks are actually safer providing that protection is used properly, also having paps regularly, every 4 months if your in the sex industry. So mabye if I call myself The Ruby I can be an asshole online too.

  7. jeremiahsteele Says:

    for some reason “the pink cross” flashes a picture in my mind of a big lipped pink butterfly-like labia and a jesus cross in front of it. Sounds Holey.

  8. Ruby Says:

    Worship at my alter, any time!!

  9. Dean Wormer Says:

    We need some names and specifics here, people otherwise this is just an exercise in a creative writing class for Shelly Lubben.

  10. RickMadrid Says:

    Going from Porn to helping people find Jezus in buggersfield, california going good?? God help us!!! that is the most fucked up Conservative city in California that hate us people is porn!!! phony Christian City USA!!! too many republicans, Too many!!!

  11. RickMadrid Says:

    Hey what agents book for privates for 3-6 times a day??? sounds like a money maker!! than having them do porn shoots! (Pimp daddies).$$$$$$$$$$

  12. rics Says:

    Rick, is a money maker for sure and they get a higher cuts that in porn shoots and do not pay taxes!

    No, no names for now. Time will tell us sooner or later. I bet sooner.

    I just want to have my popcorn. I Love legal dramas.

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